Latest / Wrongful Conviction / #146 Jason Flom with Jamal Trulove
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- 0:01Speaker 1: On the night of July twenty third, two thousand and seven,
- 0:04Speaker 1: Jamal true Love was hanging out in the common area
- 0:07Speaker 1: of San Francisco's Sunnydale Projects with his younger brother, Joshua.
- 0:11Speaker 1: Jamal's friend sel Kuka, drove up intoxicated, ripping off the
- 0:15Speaker 1: side view mirror from Joshua's car. Jamal got between Cel
- 0:19Speaker 1: and his brother. Then gunfire in the air would send
- 0:22Speaker 1: Cel into an alcohol fueled rage. In search of a
- 0:25Speaker 1: gun himself, Jamal tried to come sell again, who pushed
- 0:29Speaker 1: him away and punched another man. Frustrated and fed up,
- 0:32Speaker 1: Jamal left the scene, only to turn in time to
- 0:35Speaker 1: witness his friend Cell being gunned down in the street. Now,
- 0:39Speaker 1: since snitching is a surefire away to be sent to
- 0:41Speaker 1: the same fate, Jamal kept his mouth shut. Cel's cousin,
- 0:45Speaker 1: Priscilla Lualamaga, would go downtown to identify the shooter she
- 0:49Speaker 1: claimed to see from her second story window, only to
- 0:51Speaker 1: pass over Jamal's mugshot that was in plain sight. Police
- 0:55Speaker 1: pressured her to name Jamal so they could coerce the
- 0:58Speaker 1: identity of the shooter. Either he would name the killer
- 1:02Speaker 1: or he'd go down for the murder. Himself. Jamal would
- 1:06Speaker 1: receive fifty years to life. The prosecutor's closing argument would
- 1:10Speaker 1: point to l Wallamaga's bravery in light of the supposed
- 1:14Speaker 1: thread of Jamal Truelove. This comment, unsupported by evidence and
- 1:19Speaker 1: unobjected to by counsel, would ultimately lead to a new
- 1:22Speaker 1: trial in which Jamal's new lawyers would be able to
- 1:25Speaker 1: successfully argue that ballistic evidence at the autopsy report proved
- 1:29Speaker 1: that the shooter was out of the Wallamaga's second story view.
- 1:33Speaker 1: Jamal was finally set free in twenty fifteen. This is
- 1:38Speaker 1: Wrongful Conviction with Jason Flamm. Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction
- 1:55Speaker 1: with Jason Flamm. That's me. I'm your host, and today
- 1:57Speaker 1: I'm very excited because this this is a story I've
- 2:01Speaker 1: wanted to tell from quite some time, and that's primarily
- 2:05Speaker 1: because of the person who survived this incredible ordeal, Jamal Truelove.
- 2:09Speaker 1: He has the best name on top of everything else.
- 2:11Speaker 1: So Jamal, welcome, Hey, thanks for having me.
- 2:14Speaker 2: Jason.
- 2:15Speaker 1: Yeah. Man, Like I always say, I'm sorry you have
- 2:17Speaker 1: to be here, but I'm really happy that you are here.
- 2:20Speaker 1: So Jamal, this story touches me on a personal level
- 2:23Speaker 1: because you were in the entertainment business before this horrible
- 2:27Speaker 1: misidentification and all the other things that went wrong happened
- 2:31Speaker 1: to you. Can you talk a little bit about that?
- 2:33Speaker 1: Because you grew up in San Francisco.
- 2:35Speaker 2: Right, Yes, grew up in San Francisco Sunnydale Projects. Always
- 2:41Speaker 2: wanted to get into entertainment within music and acting, and.
- 2:46Speaker 1: The ball was starting to bounce your way, so to speak. Right,
- 2:48Speaker 1: because at the time of this incident, you had been
- 2:52Speaker 1: recently featured on the reality TV show Popped, the show
- 2:56Speaker 1: called I Love New York Too. Right, you were just
- 2:58Speaker 1: a kid from the project with no connections, but you
- 3:01Speaker 1: were making it happen anyway. How did you do that?
- 3:04Speaker 2: Well, initially I was recording music. My friend had a
- 3:07Speaker 2: studio which he would lend me some time to get
- 3:10Speaker 2: into actually record, and then I had an opportunity to
- 3:15Speaker 2: audition for this character for this show called I Love
- 3:19Speaker 2: New York Too. So I figured if I could get
- 3:23Speaker 2: on the show and put a name to a face,
- 3:26Speaker 2: then I will get the exposure that I need to
- 3:29Speaker 2: shine on to my music and to ultimately get into film.
- 3:33Speaker 1: And sure enough you had now gone and shot this show.
- 3:36Speaker 1: Which did you shoot in La or yeah, it was
- 3:38Speaker 1: based in La and so this was like an exciting
- 3:41Speaker 1: time for you. How old were you at the time, Jamal.
- 3:44Speaker 2: Well, I started recording music when I was sixteen years old.
- 3:47Speaker 2: When I ended up landing on the show, I was freshly.
- 3:51Speaker 1: Twenty one, So a kid with big dreams and aspirations
- 3:55Speaker 1: and you know, the ability to really manifest those things.
- 3:59Speaker 1: And I think people let meet you now still see
- 4:01Speaker 1: that same spark. It makes it a certain way. It
- 4:03Speaker 1: makes this wrong for conviction more tragic. So, Jamal, your
- 4:08Speaker 1: life took a terrible turn because of events that occurred
- 4:12Speaker 1: around eleven pm on July twenty third of two thousand
- 4:16Speaker 1: and seven. And of course you know what I'm referring to,
- 4:18Speaker 1: but it was that night that twenty eight year old
- 4:22Speaker 1: sel Kuka, was a resident in your housing project, was
- 4:26Speaker 1: shot nine times. How did this happen? How did you
- 4:30Speaker 1: find out about it? And how did you get misidentified
- 4:33Speaker 1: as the shooter.
- 4:34Speaker 2: We were all kicking it in the projects in the
- 4:37Speaker 2: area that would typically chill at and the incident had
- 4:40Speaker 2: happened between Sale Kuka and my little brother Joshua. Sale
- 4:45Speaker 2: was intoxicated driving up the street where he came real
- 4:50Speaker 2: close to my brother's car and ripped off his Sime mirror,
- 4:54Speaker 2: and you know, I've seen it but didn't think too
- 4:58Speaker 2: much of it. Then somebody yelled down to me like
- 5:01Speaker 2: there was some type of altercation between him and my brother.
- 5:04Speaker 2: So I come through to diffuse the situation. I seen
- 5:07Speaker 2: how my brother was contorting his face. Sells, one of
- 5:11Speaker 2: my good friends. He's got some liquor in them, so
- 5:14Speaker 2: you know, he's ramped up. He's not trying to take
- 5:16Speaker 2: no blame, and they're getting closer to each other where
- 5:20Speaker 2: it's gonna end up, you know, turning into a fight.
- 5:22Speaker 2: So I intervened, you know, I told both of them chill, relaxed.
- 5:27Speaker 2: Sale was hyped up to start being kind of a
- 5:30Speaker 2: crowd people looking on, and next you know, we hear
- 5:35Speaker 2: some gunshots going off kind of like I guess in
- 5:38Speaker 2: the air, and I think, you know that field Sell
- 5:41Speaker 2: that much more to feel some type of way, and
- 5:44Speaker 2: he started heading down saying that he was gonna go
- 5:47Speaker 2: get a gun. So me, I remember some of my
- 5:52Speaker 2: other friends used to you know, kind of contain his
- 5:54Speaker 2: anger when he's in this type of stake. So me
- 5:58Speaker 2: trying to prevent anything from escalating. I kind of followed him,
- 6:02Speaker 2: and he was asking somebody one of our other friends
- 6:04Speaker 2: to give him a gun, and I'm telling him, no, like, bro,
- 6:08Speaker 2: there ain't no reason for all of that. But he like,
- 6:10Speaker 2: you know, m mess out here shooting and I'm like that
- 6:13Speaker 2: ain't got nothing to do with us or this situation.
- 6:15Speaker 2: So I got like close up on him. I like
- 6:18Speaker 2: held him, like, you know, in a kind of bear hug,
- 6:20Speaker 2: and he's like way bigger than me. I'm probably like
- 6:23Speaker 2: one hundred and fifty pounds soaking wet at that point,
- 6:26Speaker 2: and he's like two twenty two thirty at least, and
- 6:30Speaker 2: he's listening, but you could definitely tell that he's kind
- 6:33Speaker 2: of drunk. And then he kind of bust out of
- 6:36Speaker 2: my bear hug in an angry type of way, and
- 6:40Speaker 2: at that point it felt like, you know, he wasn't
- 6:43Speaker 2: trying to hear me or calm the altercation. So I
- 6:47Speaker 2: ended up leaving across the street, which I had my
- 6:49Speaker 2: car inside the parking lot. I had a female friend
- 6:52Speaker 2: inside the car. I bent down to let her know
- 6:56Speaker 2: that we're about to get up out of here, and
- 6:59Speaker 2: by the time I stood up from the side of
- 7:01Speaker 2: the car, I seen sale skipping around the building right
- 7:07Speaker 2: there from off of the street, and I seen the
- 7:10Speaker 2: perpetrator already holding the gun in the shooting position. Before
- 7:16Speaker 2: I could say stop, gunshots had already rained off. So
- 7:20Speaker 2: I just got down until all the gunshots was overwood.
- 7:24Speaker 2: And typically in situations like this in the project, regardless
- 7:27Speaker 2: if you did something or if you didn't do it,
- 7:30Speaker 2: you just h tail up out of there. So that's
- 7:33Speaker 2: what I ended up doing.
- 7:34Speaker 1: So I'm gonna ask you point blank, did you know
- 7:38Speaker 1: at the time who the actual shooter was.
- 7:40Speaker 2: Yes, I did, And there.
- 7:42Speaker 1: Were a lot of witnesses. Thirty or more witnesses were
- 7:45Speaker 1: there because as you described, it was a street team,
- 7:48Speaker 1: a lot of people hanging out, of course, and it
- 7:50Speaker 1: seemed like this a lot of people are going to
- 7:52Speaker 1: be scared to come forward. Nobody wants to be labeled
- 7:54Speaker 1: to snitch.
- 7:55Speaker 2: Because I know what that actually means. Something happened to
- 7:58Speaker 2: me my family.
- 7:59Speaker 1: But one woman did come forward and she became a
- 8:02Speaker 1: key part of this whole awful scenario, right And this
- 8:07Speaker 1: woman's name was Priscilla Lualamaga, and she claimed to have
- 8:12Speaker 1: seen the whole thing from her second story window. Already,
- 8:15Speaker 1: my spidy sense to start tingling because it's eleven o'clock
- 8:18Speaker 1: at night, it's dark. It sounds like a pretty dicey
- 8:21Speaker 1: scenario to think that she's going to identify somebody. But okay,
- 8:25Speaker 1: so she told police that her distant relative was just deceased.
- 8:30Speaker 1: Sell Kuka was chasing another man around a car who
- 8:33Speaker 1: she identified as your brother, Joshua. And then she further
- 8:38Speaker 1: claimed that while chasing Joshua, Kuka bumped into a knockdown
- 8:43Speaker 1: another man who got up, chased him down the street
- 8:45Speaker 1: and sloping downhill and open fire close range, so this
- 8:48Speaker 1: is important. She gets taken to the police station and
- 8:50Speaker 1: showing thirty four mug shots that were set up on
- 8:53Speaker 1: a bulletin board, and she recognized many of the mugshots
- 8:56Speaker 1: at spaces from her neighborhood, understandably. But then in the
- 8:58Speaker 1: two hours she was in that room with the bulletin
- 9:00Speaker 1: board of mugshots, she didn't recognize your face, correct, which
- 9:05Speaker 1: was immediately above Joshua Bradley's mugshots. So that's even weirder, right,
- 9:08Speaker 1: it was right there in front of her face, and
- 9:10Speaker 1: she still didn't recognize it, okay, correct. So two days
- 9:13Speaker 1: later the cops come to her workplace and take us
- 9:15Speaker 1: from there.
- 9:16Speaker 2: Two days later the police came to her workplace, but
- 9:21Speaker 2: the day before that, it is real interesting that they
- 9:24Speaker 2: actually came to her house showing her a mugshot picture
- 9:29Speaker 2: which we believe to have been me, and they denying
- 9:34Speaker 2: that it was me that didn't run side by side
- 9:37Speaker 2: to what you ultimately ended up coming out when it
- 9:40Speaker 2: comes down to the lineup and the mug shots. So
- 9:43Speaker 2: they told her that if we were to bring a
- 9:45Speaker 2: photo lineup with the person who did it inside the
- 9:48Speaker 2: lineup which be able to identify it. So the next
- 9:51Speaker 2: day they went to her job. They brought her a
- 9:53Speaker 2: six pack lineup with really me wearing an orange jumpsuit
- 10:00Speaker 2: and everybody else in playing clothes. But she had already
- 10:03Speaker 2: identified the other people, you know, not being the person
- 10:06Speaker 2: and people that she already knows.
- 10:09Speaker 1: It's even worse than that, right, because of the fact
- 10:11Speaker 1: that she said that you quote unquote looks like the
- 10:15Speaker 1: guy who could have shot Kouka, right, So that's pretty
- 10:18Speaker 1: damn weak.
- 10:19Speaker 2: The six pack lineup, it had two standout things. It
- 10:23Speaker 2: had me inside of an orange jumpsuit and then it
- 10:27Speaker 2: also had the dates that came off of the system
- 10:31Speaker 2: when they brought up the mug shots where my date
- 10:35Speaker 2: was dated different than the other dates that came off
- 10:38Speaker 2: of the system. Because they had me down as the
- 10:41Speaker 2: shooter on day one.
- 10:43Speaker 1: Why do you think the detectives had it out for
- 10:47Speaker 1: you or they just like, whoever, we just got to
- 10:48Speaker 1: close the case. It doesn't matter.
- 10:50Speaker 2: I wasn't somebody that was out there. I was always
- 10:52Speaker 2: trying to do something positive. I was doing music, you know,
- 10:55Speaker 2: I'll hang around, of course, but with my name coming
- 10:59Speaker 2: up on the day that actually happened, whether they wanted
- 11:03Speaker 2: questions from me or them saying oh it was the
- 11:06Speaker 2: guy that Jamal was with, they was like, okay, this
- 11:10Speaker 2: is how we gonna get him. We're gonna pressure him.
- 11:12Speaker 2: It's aid either tail on the person who did it,
- 11:15Speaker 2: or we're gonna make sure that he goes down for this.
- 11:18Speaker 1: And then no weapon was recovered, but hl casings were
- 11:23Speaker 1: found down hill from the body, in the trail leading
- 11:26Speaker 1: up to the body, which means that what she said
- 11:29Speaker 1: was false because she said the shooter was chasing Kuka downhill.
- 11:32Speaker 1: So now we know, and they should have known that
- 11:35Speaker 1: she didn't know what the fuck she was talking about.
- 11:37Speaker 2: So to be honest right, her representation of what actually happened.
- 11:42Speaker 2: If anything, she could have only seen what was on
- 11:45Speaker 2: the side of that building. She didn't see when the
- 11:48Speaker 2: person was actually shooting.
- 11:50Speaker 1: She told police that Sela Kuka was chasing another man
- 11:53Speaker 1: around the car and then Kooka bumped into a knockdown
- 11:57Speaker 1: another man who got up, chased him down the street
- 11:59Speaker 1: and sloping down on hill and open fire close range.
- 12:02Speaker 2: It wasn't me who sail had knocked down?
- 12:05Speaker 1: What was her agenda here? Do you know?
- 12:07Speaker 2: Her whole thing? And the family which I was deeply
- 12:11Speaker 2: connected to, felt like they weren't scared of me, they
- 12:15Speaker 2: were scared of the person who actually did it, right,
- 12:20Speaker 2: So by way of throwing me in there, they felt
- 12:23Speaker 2: that I was going to tell on the person who
- 12:26Speaker 2: actually did it.
- 12:27Speaker 1: Wow.
- 12:29Speaker 2: So that's the big boom right there.
- 12:30Speaker 1: And then things take another crazy turn, right because the
- 12:35Speaker 1: TV show airs the show that you were in, which
- 12:38Speaker 1: should have been a cause for celebration. She happens to
- 12:41Speaker 1: see the TV show, right, and then she comes back
- 12:43Speaker 1: and says, oh, now I know it's definitely him.
- 12:46Speaker 2: Yeah, So they were getting her closer and closer to
- 12:50Speaker 2: that it was me one hundred percent, and then on
- 12:53Speaker 2: top of her saying that she talked to her cousin,
- 12:56Speaker 2: and then on top of the detectives really trying to
- 13:00Speaker 2: get somebody to go to jail for this. You know,
- 13:03Speaker 2: that's what brewed up to what that ultimately ended up being.
- 13:07Speaker 2: But even still that didn't work. What ultimately ended up
- 13:11Speaker 2: happening was I said. About fourteen months later, the police
- 13:16Speaker 2: had did a traffic stop with this other woman named Letitia,
- 13:21Speaker 2: who had a gun in her lap, had cracked cocaine
- 13:24Speaker 2: on her baby in the back, had her boyfriend who
- 13:28Speaker 2: was on parole in the passenger seat. Pulled over. She's
- 13:32Speaker 2: going to jail, and she goes down and they basically say, well,
- 13:37Speaker 2: if you could tell us X, Y, and Z about
- 13:40Speaker 2: this case, everybody basically goes free. She initially tells them
- 13:45Speaker 2: that it was daylight and this altercation happened, and then
- 13:50Speaker 2: she said she looked through the window and looked all
- 13:52Speaker 2: the way down the block and seeing that this happened,
- 13:55Speaker 2: and just threw my name in there. So there was
- 13:59Speaker 2: a lot of things is wrong with that, right as
- 14:01Speaker 2: if first, she says that she's seen it for fifty
- 14:04Speaker 2: yards away on a slant heel in the daylight, when
- 14:09Speaker 2: it didn't happen in the daytime, it happened at night.
- 14:13Speaker 2: But what got the arrest warrant was the write up
- 14:17Speaker 2: that detectives had rolled up. They were guiding her the
- 14:21Speaker 2: whole way, making everything like it was a clear record,
- 14:25Speaker 2: and then wrote at the bottom extremely credible. So now
- 14:30Speaker 2: when they take that to the DA, now they feel
- 14:33Speaker 2: they have two witnesses saying the same exact thing.
- 14:37Speaker 1: So this is a crazy timeline too, because the crime
- 14:40Speaker 1: we know happens in two thousand and seven, you don't
- 14:43Speaker 1: get brought in and rested until two thousand and eight,
- 14:46Speaker 1: over a year later, and then the trial doesn't happen
- 14:50Speaker 1: till twenty ten.
- 14:51Speaker 2: Correct.
- 14:52Speaker 1: So during that time were you in jail, did you
- 14:54Speaker 1: bail out? How did that unfold? After you arrested?
- 14:57Speaker 2: Well, after I was arrested, they wanted to question me. Obviously,
- 15:02Speaker 2: there's two things you can do. You can give up information,
- 15:05Speaker 2: but never mind that because in that situation, which you're
- 15:08Speaker 2: taught in the streets, is you know it's not to snitch,
- 15:11Speaker 2: not to give up information. Something happened to me my family,
- 15:15Speaker 2: you know, So I balanced that with also knowing that
- 15:19Speaker 2: it's not my duty to put somebody else into jail.
- 15:22Speaker 2: That's for them to actually get it right. And that
- 15:25Speaker 2: was my way of going at it. So it actually
- 15:27Speaker 2: took me about a year and a half to go
- 15:28Speaker 2: to trial. It was hard trying to get the thirty
- 15:31Speaker 2: people that was out there to actually come in, you know,
- 15:34Speaker 2: not say who did it, you know, but to say
- 15:36Speaker 2: I didn't do it. I wasn't trying to put nobody
- 15:39Speaker 2: in no situation where I was trying to have somebody
- 15:41Speaker 2: else tell on the assailant because I wasn't going to
- 15:44Speaker 2: do anything like that. Then I have to go what
- 15:47Speaker 2: hide for the rest of my life or something. That's
- 15:50Speaker 2: just not my job. That's up to the system to do.
- 15:52Speaker 1: So nobody would want to be in that situation. But
- 15:55Speaker 1: you were in it, and you're still just a young
- 15:57Speaker 1: guy without you know, resources, and so you roll with
- 16:02Speaker 1: it and you go to trial.
- 16:03Speaker 2: Yeah, so we thought the case added an identity case,
- 16:06Speaker 2: you know, identity testify. We didn't call nobody to testify
- 16:09Speaker 2: or whatever. So it took three days and then it
- 16:11Speaker 2: took five days of deliberation. Ultimately they came back with
- 16:16Speaker 2: a murder one conviction. It was it was definitely tough
- 16:20Speaker 2: I stayed optimistic because I know I didn't do it
- 16:23Speaker 2: at the end of the day, and that's what, ultimately,
- 16:26Speaker 2: you know, kept the wools turning in my mind on
- 16:28Speaker 2: how do I figure this out?
- 16:37Speaker 1: And you were convicted, of course, and you were sentenced
- 16:40Speaker 1: to fifty years in prison.
- 16:43Speaker 2: So I want you to understand this right before I
- 16:45Speaker 2: get since it's to fifty the life I'm inside of
- 16:47Speaker 2: my cell, I become we're doing a retrial motion right
- 16:50Speaker 2: to ask for a retrial before a sentence. I'm come
- 16:54Speaker 2: back from church, come aside. It's a twelve man like
- 16:56Speaker 2: tank and this kid by the name of Oliver Bart
- 17:00Speaker 2: sentence comes up to me. Now I don't know who
- 17:03Speaker 2: this kid is. He comes up to me and he
- 17:05Speaker 2: asked me, like, you know, is your last name true Love?
- 17:08Speaker 2: And I say yes. He said, did you go to
- 17:11Speaker 2: jail like in seven I'm like no, but that's when
- 17:14Speaker 2: my case happened. He said yes. I remember being in
- 17:17Speaker 2: a police station at the time where some like some
- 17:22Speaker 2: mooning girl and some detectives came in and she was
- 17:26Speaker 2: crying and they were pointing out a picture saying are
- 17:30Speaker 2: you sure it ain't something something? True Love? And I'm
- 17:35Speaker 2: like whoa, you know, and it blows my mind that
- 17:38Speaker 2: it just so happens that I run into this guy
- 17:41Speaker 2: and he had just been transported from sam Bruno Jail
- 17:45Speaker 2: to San Francisco County on his way to prison. And
- 17:48Speaker 2: he's seen in the newspaper when he was in saying
- 17:52Speaker 2: Bruno about my case, and he remembered the last name
- 17:55Speaker 2: that was the first spark. And then when he ended
- 17:58Speaker 2: up in a sale with me the name again, that's
- 18:01Speaker 2: when he actually approached me and told me these things.
- 18:04Speaker 2: So I called my attorney immediately and tell my attorney
- 18:08Speaker 2: about him, and my attorney came up and you know,
- 18:11Speaker 2: talk to him, got his statement, and come to find out,
- 18:14Speaker 2: he was at the police station at the exact same
- 18:17Speaker 2: time that Lula Lamanga had came into the police station.
- 18:21Speaker 2: He was a sixteen year old kid come to the
- 18:24Speaker 2: bench watching all of this unfold. So what he ended
- 18:28Speaker 2: up saying was big in my case because remind you
- 18:33Speaker 2: that that photo, that photo and the six pack lineup
- 18:37Speaker 2: that had the date that was different from everybody else's
- 18:41Speaker 2: which we called in the question made that much more
- 18:44Speaker 2: sense because they had me down as the shooter on
- 18:48Speaker 2: day one, and what made more sense from his testimony,
- 18:52Speaker 2: is why she never put it at my picture on
- 18:56Speaker 2: the wall, because on day one she was saying that
- 19:00Speaker 2: it wasn't me. Even on day two she was saying
- 19:03Speaker 2: it wasn't me. Now this is newly found evidence. There
- 19:07Speaker 2: was no way that we could have knew that this
- 19:10Speaker 2: kid was inside the police station. So there's no way
- 19:14Speaker 2: we could have called him. Now, just in the heap
- 19:16Speaker 2: of that time, what was going on in San Francisco.
- 19:19Speaker 2: You got you know, Kamala Harris, who's going to try
- 19:23Speaker 2: to be Attorney General. You have another case which got overturned,
- 19:29Speaker 2: and then you have a big drug scandal that's happening
- 19:32Speaker 2: in San Francisco also at the exact same time. So
- 19:36Speaker 2: in the retrial motion hearing when we put him on
- 19:39Speaker 2: the stand to testify, Linda Allen, the city's attorney, attacked
- 19:44Speaker 2: Oh that he was a gang member and he's trying
- 19:48Speaker 2: to do this for a favor for the blacks, like
- 19:51Speaker 2: some prison politics type stuff. And neither one of us
- 19:56Speaker 2: have ever been to prison, and we just don't know
- 19:59Speaker 2: each other at all. So in this moment though that
- 20:03Speaker 2: this is new discovered evidence, I feel like I was
- 20:07Speaker 2: politicked out because if they were to grant me a retrial.
- 20:12Speaker 2: That would have been two murder cases with convictions granted
- 20:16Speaker 2: retrial before conviction. And plus the drug scandal that was
- 20:21Speaker 2: national attention. So ultimately, even what Oliver Barcon is, they
- 20:26Speaker 2: still denied my retrial motion. That's when I got sentenced
- 20:31Speaker 2: to fifty to life in prison.
- 20:34Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's important to look at the role
- 20:37Speaker 1: that politics played in this because there was a lot
- 20:40Speaker 1: going on and now things are really looking a lot
- 20:43Speaker 1: better in San Francisco with the new DA Chase A. Boudin,
- 20:47Speaker 1: who is doing incredible, incredible thing is probably the most
- 20:50Speaker 1: impactful six months of any new prosecutor in the history
- 20:54Speaker 1: of this country, I would say, in terms of what
- 20:55Speaker 1: he's been able to accomplish. But that's a separate issue.
- 20:58Speaker 1: Mss Harris at the time does not come out. I mean,
- 21:01Speaker 1: we can't sugarcoat it. I mean, she was one of
- 21:03Speaker 1: the villains in this story, in your story, and in
- 21:07Speaker 1: too many other stories that took place around this time.
- 21:11Speaker 2: Yeah, the think about Kamala Harris as a senator, she
- 21:14Speaker 2: talks a lot of things that ploys towards the African
- 21:17Speaker 2: American community, and you know it's good, Like if I
- 21:21Speaker 2: didn't go through the experience that I went through, then
- 21:24Speaker 2: I will probably be on the side of what Kamala
- 21:26Speaker 2: Harris actually talks about. And that's if you know, I
- 21:29Speaker 2: didn't find out about me. But when we talk about
- 21:32Speaker 2: being a progressive prosecutor, I think of chase A Boudin
- 21:36Speaker 2: Kamala Harris at the time she had opportunity to alleviate
- 21:41Speaker 2: this case and dive into it, especially a murder charge.
- 21:44Speaker 2: Any head DA is overlooking any murder charge that's happening
- 21:48Speaker 2: inside of their city. But also just knowing politics at
- 21:53Speaker 2: that time. I know four people who went to jail
- 21:57Speaker 2: innocently for murders. In every single last one of them
- 22:00Speaker 2: got convicted. They call it a street sweep. Once elections
- 22:05Speaker 2: come up, they come through and they sweep any case
- 22:07Speaker 2: that they have. They say, arrest them, arrest them, marest them,
- 22:10Speaker 2: and look. I went to jail right before elections and
- 22:14Speaker 2: one of the detectives my dad had ran into before
- 22:17Speaker 2: I went to trial, Kevin Noble, had told my dad.
- 22:20Speaker 2: My dad was like, yo, why you got my son?
- 22:22Speaker 2: And he said, oh, you know how it is. And
- 22:24Speaker 2: during election time, you know DA's they just come and sweep,
- 22:28Speaker 2: you know, everybody up any case that they got and
- 22:31Speaker 2: see if they can pressure people into taking deals. Because
- 22:35Speaker 2: they offered me a deal, you know, before I went
- 22:37Speaker 2: to try my first time, they was like, you know,
- 22:39Speaker 2: you complete out and take voluntary man slid, don't take
- 22:42Speaker 2: thirteen years under her watch. So my feeling on Kamala
- 22:46Speaker 2: Harris being in that position, being African American, coming from
- 22:50Speaker 2: the Bay Area and being hard on crime the way
- 22:53Speaker 2: that she was, and how many people that was going
- 22:55Speaker 2: to jail for marijuana chargers at one of the highest
- 22:58Speaker 2: rates in the country, you know, played a big part
- 23:01Speaker 2: of mass incarceration and also to gentrification in San Francisco.
- 23:06Speaker 2: So I cannot unfeel that or see that, or when
- 23:10Speaker 2: I'm getting sentenced, you know, or my conviction, she's in
- 23:13Speaker 2: there smiling and you know, proud of what this is,
- 23:17Speaker 2: what this conviction is, and what it means to her career.
- 23:20Speaker 2: And then right after I lose my case, she wins
- 23:23Speaker 2: you know, Attorney General. So that all tells a story,
- 23:27Speaker 2: you know, just within itself.
- 23:29Speaker 1: Yeah, And what a sick thing to say to your father.
- 23:32Speaker 1: I mean, it's I mean, that's as cold as it gets,
- 23:35Speaker 1: like it's your father, for fox sakes.
- 23:37Speaker 2: So Kevin Noble before I went to trial, and this
- 23:40Speaker 2: was not turned over to us. Kevin Noble actually came
- 23:43Speaker 2: in with a confidential format saying that somebody else did it.
- 23:48Speaker 2: So he was out there investigating and he found somebody
- 23:52Speaker 2: saying that this person did it, and they took it
- 23:55Speaker 2: and they tucked it under the rug. You know, they
- 23:58Speaker 2: felt like they had their God at the actually sold
- 24:00Speaker 2: on on doing it.
- 24:03Speaker 1: Jaman, if you could talk about for a minute, and
- 24:05Speaker 1: we're going to get to the to the retrial, of course,
- 24:07Speaker 1: your exoneration, because you were fully exonerated. That being said,
- 24:11Speaker 1: can you tell us when you were in prison, was
- 24:14Speaker 1: there a best moment.
- 24:16Speaker 2: When I was waiting for the courts to give their
- 24:19Speaker 2: opinion on if I was gonna get a retrial or not.
- 24:23Speaker 2: And they initially I came back and I'm on the
- 24:26Speaker 2: phone at the same time with my appella attorney, Mark Zilversmith,
- 24:31Speaker 2: and they deny, well they didn't deny. They changed the
- 24:35Speaker 2: conviction from first degree murder to second degree murder, which
- 24:39Speaker 2: I would have had from fifty years. It would have
- 24:41Speaker 2: went down to forty years to life. And I'm like, WHOA, like,
- 24:45Speaker 2: you know what I mean? And My selling at the
- 24:46Speaker 2: time was like, that's good. I mean, they're really looking
- 24:49Speaker 2: at it now. Mind you, I'm in prison for three
- 24:51Speaker 2: years before I even get this opinion from the appellate courts.
- 24:56Speaker 2: But I knew that until I get another decision, I
- 25:00Speaker 2: will be in prison for at least another two to
- 25:02Speaker 2: three years because that's the time that it typically takes.
- 25:05Speaker 2: So then my attorney put in a motion to review.
- 25:09Speaker 2: So with this strategy at the same time, I ended
- 25:13Speaker 2: up getting two witnesses to sign FI David testifying to
- 25:18Speaker 2: what happened that day without saying the person who did it,
- 25:23Speaker 2: and we filed the Habes corpus through the appellate court
- 25:27Speaker 2: so it could go across judges climbed them table at
- 25:31Speaker 2: the exact same time as our review was and to
- 25:35Speaker 2: say that there's two more witnesses saying that he didn't
- 25:39Speaker 2: do it. So ninety days later we got the opinion
- 25:43Speaker 2: back that the judges said, you know what, you're right,
- 25:47Speaker 2: and they granted a new retrial. It was a crying moment,
- 25:50Speaker 2: you know, I cried like a baby, you know, inside
- 25:53Speaker 2: that cell.
- 25:54Speaker 1: Yeah. I don't think anyone who's ever not been through
- 25:57Speaker 1: that could possibly even imagine such a transformative I mean,
- 26:02Speaker 1: you get your life back.
- 26:04Speaker 2: Well, well, the crazy part about it is like in
- 26:06Speaker 2: that moment, you feel excited, right, but come to find out,
- 26:10Speaker 2: once you get back to County jail, you just know
- 26:12Speaker 2: that you don't have the life sentence no more, but
- 26:14Speaker 2: you still have a whole nother fight and that's potentially
- 26:18Speaker 2: going to trial. Are them coming to you and offering
- 26:22Speaker 2: you a deal where you're almost close to want to
- 26:26Speaker 2: take that deal just so you don't have to go
- 26:28Speaker 2: to trial and lose again, because at that point, you know,
- 26:33Speaker 2: you don't I don't believe in the system. You know,
- 26:36Speaker 2: I just got to convict the fuck prime. I didn't do.
- 26:39Speaker 2: Like you ask anybody who has a life sentence right now,
- 26:42Speaker 2: innocent or not innocent, if they had a deal on
- 26:45Speaker 2: the table right now to take it and they get
- 26:48Speaker 2: to come home in two years. They're taking it.
- 26:51Speaker 1: So let's get to the good stuff, because we don't
- 26:54Speaker 1: have a ton of time left. But I do want to,
- 26:56Speaker 1: of course, talk about how you manage to finally get
- 27:02Speaker 1: some measure of justice, and by that I mean, of
- 27:05Speaker 1: course the retrial and your exoneration.
- 27:08Speaker 2: When I got back to County, it took me a
- 27:10Speaker 2: year to go back to trial. I had two extraordinary lawyers,
- 27:15Speaker 2: Kate Chatfield and Alex Riiseman. The way that we fought
- 27:19Speaker 2: the case, we asked for the original homicide file and
- 27:23Speaker 2: the judge granted it to us. What helped us was
- 27:26Speaker 2: that they were tampering with the evidence. So when we
- 27:29Speaker 2: slipped at the original homicide file, we seen that the
- 27:33Speaker 2: detectives was writing in pen pencil in marker. So the
- 27:38Speaker 2: ballistics of the trajectory of the bullets, it didn't fit
- 27:42Speaker 2: Lula Lamanga's testimony of the bullets going from the left
- 27:47Speaker 2: to the right. The trajectory of the bullets went from
- 27:51Speaker 2: the right to the left, and that made more sense
- 27:55Speaker 2: if the shooter was coming up from the bottom into
- 27:59Speaker 2: the top of the hill. So what they did was
- 28:03Speaker 2: erased because they wrote in pencil. They erased everything that
- 28:08Speaker 2: the autosy lady has said about the trajectory of the
- 28:12Speaker 2: bullet wounds, so they knew that that was an issue. Also,
- 28:16Speaker 2: a gun shoots off the shellcases from the right into
- 28:20Speaker 2: the rear ninety eight percent of the time, so is
- 28:24Speaker 2: she saying that this murder happened coming from this way,
- 28:27Speaker 2: then the shellcases will be in the street and not
- 28:31Speaker 2: in a straight line in the grass from where the
- 28:35Speaker 2: shellcases landed. It made more sense that the shooter was
- 28:40Speaker 2: coming from the bottom into the top, so it did
- 28:44Speaker 2: not match with what Lulu La Maga had actually said.
- 28:47Speaker 1: So you were able to undermine the police's theory of
- 28:50Speaker 1: the crime because the autopsy and ballistics findings pointed to
- 28:53Speaker 1: the gunman approaching sell Kuka from downhill, which was out
- 28:58Speaker 1: of Loalamana's view. Now what about the deliberation.
- 29:02Speaker 2: Every day, within deliberation, you get to choose if you
- 29:06Speaker 2: want to stay downstairs inside the holding tank, or you
- 29:09Speaker 2: could stay upstairs until they come back with a verdict.
- 29:11Speaker 2: I chose to stay downstairs because the deliberation room was
- 29:15Speaker 2: right next to the holding tank. And I'm in there panicing,
- 29:19Speaker 2: I'm stressing, I'm pacing, you know, I'm thinking about what
- 29:23Speaker 2: I'm gonna do if I win. I'm thinking about what
- 29:25Speaker 2: I'm gonna do if I lose. So five days later,
- 29:28Speaker 2: they finally end up coming back with a verdict, so
- 29:32Speaker 2: I come downstairs. I didn't have no opportunity to call
- 29:35Speaker 2: my family. Uh, they were living in the East Bay.
- 29:39Speaker 2: So when I come downstairs for the verdict, the only
- 29:42Speaker 2: people that are sitting on my side is my attorney's
- 29:45Speaker 2: loved ones, and it's also chasing Boudin, chasing Boudin. I
- 29:50Speaker 2: don't know who chasea Boudein is at that point, right,
- 29:52Speaker 2: But on the other side the whole DA's office, So
- 29:56Speaker 2: Gascon was the DA at that point, right. So there
- 29:59Speaker 2: are all in there waiting for the verdict, and the
- 30:02Speaker 2: clerk reads off in the case of Jamal true Love
- 30:05Speaker 2: on first degree murder, not guilty, and I break out
- 30:10Speaker 2: in tears. I'm crying. I'm hugging my attorney and I'm
- 30:14Speaker 2: just crying my eyes out. I can't believe it. I'm
- 30:16Speaker 2: really breaking down. And then my attorney says, hold on, wait,
- 30:20Speaker 2: you gotta listen for second degree murder. I said, what
- 30:22Speaker 2: hold on? Because I thought I won at that point,
- 30:25Speaker 2: so oh man, it was I felt the sweat just
- 30:28Speaker 2: coming down my face. And then they said, in the
- 30:31Speaker 2: case of Jamal true Love on second degree murder, we
- 30:35Speaker 2: find the defendant not guilty. And I'm literally feeling that
- 30:40Speaker 2: right now. I'm trying not to get emotional. But when
- 30:43Speaker 2: I looked over to the jury, that was the first
- 30:46Speaker 2: time that they could actually show an expression on their faces,
- 30:50Speaker 2: and you see them over there crying. They're giving me
- 30:53Speaker 2: prayer hands, they're sitting kisses at me, you know, and
- 30:57Speaker 2: all of these things, and I'm you know, and I'm
- 30:59Speaker 2: just crying my eyes out. You know. I look back,
- 31:02Speaker 2: you see all the district attorneys just leaving, you know, upset,
- 31:06Speaker 2: and I'm just crying out. I'm just crying my eyes out.
- 31:09Speaker 2: And even going back up to the sixth for where
- 31:12Speaker 2: I was being held and telling everybody on the line,
- 31:16Speaker 2: which everybody knew I was innocent, and I told everybody,
- 31:19Speaker 2: you know, I got found not guilty. The whole floor,
- 31:22Speaker 2: the whole jail erupts, even some of the deputies that
- 31:26Speaker 2: were you know, cool, and even the ones that was
- 31:30Speaker 2: foul as fun because this hell of file shit was
- 31:32Speaker 2: trying to you know, clap their hands and stuff like that.
- 31:35Speaker 2: So it was a good feeling. And I went home
- 31:36Speaker 2: that day. I was able to surprise my mother and
- 31:39Speaker 2: you know, my family, which they didn't know if I
- 31:41Speaker 2: want or not. But I popped up on them and they,
- 31:45Speaker 2: you know, they see me. They couldn't believe it. It
- 31:47Speaker 2: was more tears shit, And it was the most exhilarating
- 31:50Speaker 2: feeling to know that you know I'm free again today.
- 32:05Speaker 1: You've been out for how long I've been out?
- 32:08Speaker 2: Five years?
- 32:09Speaker 1: And I've seen you around and you know, I know
- 32:12Speaker 1: you're making the most of every minute of it. Do
- 32:14Speaker 1: you want to tell us a little bit about what
- 32:15Speaker 1: you're working on now? And then we're going to get
- 32:17Speaker 1: to the closing of the show.
- 32:19Speaker 2: I end up suing, you know, the police. They try
- 32:22Speaker 2: to offer me, you know, some moneys to shut up. Ultimately,
- 32:24Speaker 2: our health them accountable, and I won my civil case.
- 32:28Speaker 2: I was awarded ten million dollars that ended up rounding
- 32:31Speaker 2: out to be thirteen point one million, which obviously I
- 32:34Speaker 2: didn't get all the money. But from there on, so
- 32:37Speaker 2: what's ironic is before I won my civil case, three
- 32:43Speaker 2: days before that, I landed a role in this movie
- 32:47Speaker 2: called The Last Black Man in San Francisco, which I
- 32:51Speaker 2: got the opportunity by volunteering at a nonprofit called United Players.
- 32:57Speaker 2: Rudy Corpez that's my mentor, and you know the mantras
- 33:01Speaker 2: it takes the Hood to save the Hood. So they
- 33:03Speaker 2: were coming there to get some kids for the rock
- 33:06Speaker 2: thoughing scene. Here comes that opportunity. I say, look, I
- 33:09Speaker 2: know how to act. I'm acting all my life, you know,
- 33:12Speaker 2: trying to fit in the city where I stand out
- 33:13Speaker 2: in And I think that was the line that got
- 33:16Speaker 2: me the opportunity to read Joe Talbot Jimmy Fails called
- 33:20Speaker 2: me back two times after I got it. Three days later,
- 33:23Speaker 2: I win my civil case, and from there on I
- 33:26Speaker 2: took on what I believed my life was meant to be.
- 33:31Speaker 2: And before all of that, I went to school for
- 33:34Speaker 2: Psychology Africana Studies at State and after one semester I
- 33:39Speaker 2: identified that much more of what my life was supposed
- 33:42Speaker 2: to be. So when you were saying manifestation, you know,
- 33:45Speaker 2: I run my life on you know, manifesto desto. If
- 33:48Speaker 2: you could manifest it and you can see the steps
- 33:50Speaker 2: that you got to take to actually get there, then
- 33:53Speaker 2: you take what's it, a tangible right in front of you,
- 33:56Speaker 2: and you make sense of it on how you ultimately
- 33:59Speaker 2: get to that next platu. I also landed a role
- 34:02Speaker 2: on this upcoming animation film called p Other Pigeonhawk, which
- 34:06Speaker 2: has Whooping gowerk Keenan Thompson, Howie Mandell and of course
- 34:11Speaker 2: myself and the slew of other names. I'm producing this
- 34:14Speaker 2: film called Black and White. It's about the USC seventy
- 34:18Speaker 2: two football team and working on other projects. I launched
- 34:23Speaker 2: my production company with one of my good friends and
- 34:26Speaker 2: business partners, said Twaley Holder called True Narrative, also launching
- 34:32Speaker 2: a record label. I have my son and a few
- 34:35Speaker 2: other artists that's coming up that I plan on putting
- 34:37Speaker 2: out there with their music. And I do a lot
- 34:39Speaker 2: of you know activism. I use my platform to speak
- 34:43Speaker 2: on you know, social issues and to bring the enlightenment
- 34:48Speaker 2: to my community about you know, what we need to
- 34:51Speaker 2: be doing with the voting and letting our voices be
- 34:54Speaker 2: heard behind you know, systemic racism behind all these police
- 34:58Speaker 2: involved shootings. Know, I campaign for Chase A Boudin Now.
- 35:02Speaker 2: Before I would have never in my life be a
- 35:05Speaker 2: campaign for a DA because the DA is looked at
- 35:08Speaker 2: as basically the police. But once I got the understanding
- 35:11Speaker 2: that there's gonna be a DA regardless, and don't you
- 35:14Speaker 2: want it to be the right one. So that's what
- 35:16Speaker 2: I start pressing on to my people to understand that
- 35:19Speaker 2: there's gonna be a DA regardless, and we have a
- 35:21Speaker 2: say so in who the DA actually is, so get
- 35:24Speaker 2: out and vote. So that's everything in a nutshell.
- 35:29Speaker 1: That's a pretty damn good nutshell. And you know, I
- 35:32Speaker 1: got to say I was a big supporter of Chase
- 35:34Speaker 1: A Boudin's campaign as well, and I'm super proud of
- 35:38Speaker 1: everything he's been doing. You know, the truth is, we
- 35:40Speaker 1: need to clone that guy and put the clones of
- 35:43Speaker 1: him in DA offices all over the country. And while
- 35:47Speaker 1: we're on the subject of dismantling systemic racism and all
- 35:50Speaker 1: the other things that we've managed to talk about in
- 35:53Speaker 1: this brief time we've had together, we can't leave out
- 35:57Speaker 1: the young man who testified for you about what he's
- 36:00Speaker 1: on the police station, right, And that was the guy
- 36:03Speaker 1: who talked about the police coercing lou A Lamaga. His name,
- 36:08Speaker 1: of course, was Oliver bar Senda's and he was actually
- 36:11Speaker 1: shot in the back by the police, right.
- 36:13Speaker 2: Oliver bar Sendas. The story is really that much like
- 36:17Speaker 2: we will have to have two hours because the police
- 36:21Speaker 2: shot him after he testified against me the first time,
- 36:24Speaker 2: San Francisco Police Department. Right when he went to prison,
- 36:27Speaker 2: came home within sixty days, they shot him in the
- 36:30Speaker 2: back while he was running. He had a gun on him. Right,
- 36:33Speaker 2: he goes to jail, he does three years, come home
- 36:35Speaker 2: around the same time I come home and then he
- 36:39Speaker 2: stays home three years, get off probation, we go to trial.
- 36:42Speaker 2: We actually use him to testify in my civil case.
- 36:46Speaker 2: He testifies in my civil case, and within two months
- 36:49Speaker 2: again SFPD again shoots him in the back while he's
- 36:54Speaker 2: running and tries to literally kill him, which he doesn't die.
- 37:01Speaker 2: They had it on camera, and he actually just two
- 37:04Speaker 2: weeks ago settled for less than five hundred thousand dollars
- 37:10Speaker 2: in a civil suit. And the media has not connected
- 37:15Speaker 2: these at all both cases. But would I know what
- 37:19Speaker 2: they ended up doing, because we know this shit is crooked.
- 37:22Speaker 2: They gave a belief like a doe feed or somebody
- 37:26Speaker 2: it's called a chipped gun, so a drop gun to
- 37:30Speaker 2: make sure that this gun gets in this person's hands,
- 37:33Speaker 2: so they could go ahead and trail them ultimately to
- 37:36Speaker 2: go to take them down. And when they going to
- 37:38Speaker 2: take them down, there's only two things they can do.
- 37:40Speaker 2: So if they run and they got the gun on them,
- 37:42Speaker 2: then all they gotta do is kill them. And then
- 37:45Speaker 2: they're gonna say, oh, well he had a gun on them.
- 37:46Speaker 2: I seen a gun and blase the thing with Oliver.
- 37:49Speaker 2: He didn't die both times.
- 37:52Speaker 1: Okay, wait, wait what a chipped gun, like with GPS
- 37:56Speaker 1: or something.
- 37:57Speaker 2: Yes, e'sactly what they do, right. So you know how
- 37:59Speaker 2: when they do like set up cars, they'll put a
- 38:01Speaker 2: car right there with the keys in and stuff like that,
- 38:04Speaker 2: kind of like lure you, but they already got it
- 38:06Speaker 2: all set up. Same thing with a gun, and they
- 38:08Speaker 2: was doing this in the nineties, right, That's how I
- 38:11Speaker 2: know about it. It's called a drop gun. So they'll
- 38:13Speaker 2: chip the gun, right, and they'll get this dau fiend
- 38:15Speaker 2: or something like that that'll go up to a specific
- 38:18Speaker 2: person or if not a specific person, a crowd and
- 38:22Speaker 2: be like, we're gonna give you this. Go sell this
- 38:24Speaker 2: gun for one hundred dollars. If you go to any
- 38:26Speaker 2: projects and any hood with a dauphend with a gun
- 38:29Speaker 2: saying that he's selling it for one hundred dollars, somebody's
- 38:32Speaker 2: gonna buy it. And Oliver case that's what I believe
- 38:36Speaker 2: they did, because the same scenario happened twice. In the
- 38:39Speaker 2: second time, it just so happened that they have footage
- 38:43Speaker 2: On the day the Warriors won the championship. They first championship,
- 38:46Speaker 2: they pull out on a group of five Latinos with
- 38:50Speaker 2: one can of beer talking about, oh, what are you
- 38:53Speaker 2: guys doing here? And they're like, where is this one?
- 38:56Speaker 2: We're just chilling. It's like, oh, well, you got an
- 38:58Speaker 2: open can of beer. It's like, now, at that moment,
- 39:01Speaker 2: you see Oliver kind of like testing a little bit,
- 39:03Speaker 2: and then next you know, he takes off running. As
- 39:06Speaker 2: soon as he takes off running, the officer already pulled
- 39:09Speaker 2: out his gun and start running with the gun. Before
- 39:12Speaker 2: the officer could see even if he had a gun
- 39:14Speaker 2: on him or not, the officer already starts shooting blah
- 39:17Speaker 2: blah blah blah, drops him with three of them, and
- 39:20Speaker 2: then shoot an extra three of them while he on
- 39:23Speaker 2: the floor, saying get down, get down, and he still lives.
- 39:28Speaker 2: This is the thing, though, right that same officer killed
- 39:33Speaker 2: a fourteen year old boy in South San Francisco just
- 39:37Speaker 2: three years prior.
- 39:40Speaker 1: Wow, you're right, and we wouldn't need at least a
- 39:43Speaker 1: few more hours. And I'm not even sure there'd be
- 39:45Speaker 1: enough to cover all of this stuff that's coming out now.
- 39:48Speaker 1: But you know, at this point, let's go to our
- 39:51Speaker 1: closing argument. This is the part of the show where
- 39:56Speaker 1: everyone I think that's a part of the show everybody
- 39:59Speaker 1: looks forward to I know I do. We call it
- 40:02Speaker 1: closing arguments. This is where I get to, first of all,
- 40:06Speaker 1: thank you for being here, sharing your incredible story and
- 40:11Speaker 1: doing it so beautifully. And then I get to turn
- 40:15Speaker 1: my microphone off and just kick back in my chair,
- 40:18Speaker 1: leave my headphones on, and listen to you for any
- 40:21Speaker 1: closing thoughts that you have about anything you want to
- 40:24Speaker 1: talk about.
- 40:25Speaker 2: My philosophy that I've got out of all of this
- 40:28Speaker 2: that I've been through is that I don't stand for
- 40:32Speaker 2: nothing because I find understanding in everything. And what that
- 40:36Speaker 2: is is just find a mediation. You can have an opinion,
- 40:40Speaker 2: you can have an opinion on how you look at things,
- 40:42Speaker 2: but also knowing that there's somebody else's opinion and you
- 40:47Speaker 2: have to look at it from their lenses and identify
- 40:50Speaker 2: why they're looking at it like that causing mediation. Mediation
- 40:54Speaker 2: is peaceful. So if people could always look at what
- 40:58Speaker 2: they're going through or their ideology of how they see
- 41:02Speaker 2: things and compare it to somebody else's and find understanding
- 41:06Speaker 2: in that. But then if it's a negative or a positive,
- 41:10Speaker 2: then you'll be able to come to a common ground
- 41:13Speaker 2: to understand why you're going through what you're going through.
- 41:17Speaker 2: And why the opposite person looks at something the way
- 41:21Speaker 2: that they look at it, and that leads me to
- 41:24Speaker 2: knowing that there will not be a positive for you
- 41:28Speaker 2: or in this life without a negative. You have to
- 41:31Speaker 2: accept every negative. Then you'll understand that me being in
- 41:35Speaker 2: this positive situation right now, there's no way I get
- 41:39Speaker 2: here or can predict that I get anywhere else in
- 41:41Speaker 2: life without going through the most horrific thing that somebody
- 41:45Speaker 2: could actually go through, and that's being put in jail
- 41:48Speaker 2: and given a death sentence that you have to live
- 41:51Speaker 2: the rest of your life until you actually die on
- 41:54Speaker 2: And that leads me to the end, and that's knowing
- 41:57Speaker 2: your past could better predict your future than plan for
- 42:00Speaker 2: If you know the decisions that you made that led
- 42:04Speaker 2: to a positive and the ones that led to a negative,
- 42:09Speaker 2: then you will better identify where your future is actually
- 42:13Speaker 2: going towards knowing that we all have to plan for sure,
- 42:17Speaker 2: but not putting a plan so far ahead are so
- 42:21Speaker 2: heavy onto your shoulders, so when you fail, you don't
- 42:25Speaker 2: find understanding of why you fail, But then you'll understand
- 42:29Speaker 2: it that much more by knowing why you failed before.
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