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- 0:00Speaker 1: To this bedtime story on the life of Moses. In
- 0:04Speaker 1: this meditation, I invite you to rest in the words
- 0:08Speaker 1: God said to Moses when he was exhausted, angry and afraid.
- 0:15Speaker 1: God said to Moses, I will be with you, and tonight,
- 0:21Speaker 1: as you turn to sleep, he says this to you
- 0:24Speaker 1: as well, I will be with you. When God revealed
- 0:31Speaker 1: himself to Moses in a burning bush, the place was holy,
- 0:36Speaker 1: sacred ground, so God asked Moses to take off his shoes.
- 0:42Speaker 2: Here.
- 0:43Speaker 1: Tonight, after you have taken off your shoes and as
- 0:46Speaker 1: you turn to sleep, I invite you to also take
- 0:51Speaker 1: off your burdens, set them aside, trusting that where you
- 0:59Speaker 1: are right now God is with you. And where God
- 1:05Speaker 1: is this is holy ground too. So close your eyes,
- 1:15Speaker 1: allow peace into every part of your body. Slow your breath,
- 1:24Speaker 1: Breathe in goodness and trust. Exhale, letting go of anxious thoughts.
- 1:35Speaker 1: Breathe in peace and love, and then breathe out the
- 1:42Speaker 1: day's troubles. As you settle into a good night of sleep,
- 1:51Speaker 1: I invite you to acknowledge the nearness of God, no
- 1:57Speaker 1: matter how close or distant you have been to Jesus today,
- 2:04Speaker 1: turn back into his presence and sink into his love.
- 2:11Speaker 1: Father God, As I finish this day, I trust that
- 2:18Speaker 1: you desire my company even while I am sleeping. Even
- 2:24Speaker 1: while I sleep, you can heal my hurts. Even while
- 2:31Speaker 1: I sleep, You can restore my exhausted mind and body.
- 2:38Speaker 1: Even while I sleep, you can reveal your love to
- 2:43Speaker 1: me and fill me with grace and mercy. As I
- 2:50Speaker 1: have taken off my shoes for bed, I take off
- 2:55Speaker 1: my burdens and hand them to you. I rest knowing
- 3:04Speaker 1: that those things that are still unfinished today, I trust
- 3:09Speaker 1: you will help me with these things tomorrow. God speaks
- 3:15Speaker 1: the words for you tonight that he spoke to Moses,
- 3:20Speaker 1: I will be with you. He wants these words to
- 3:25Speaker 1: burn bright and clear before you, like the fire that
- 3:29Speaker 1: burned before Moses. He wants his words to break through
- 3:35Speaker 1: your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being, to
- 3:41Speaker 1: grow in you confidence and love. God is a blazing
- 3:49Speaker 1: fire of goodness, warmth, and hope. Yet it is often
- 3:55Speaker 1: difficult for us to see him and to hear his faithful.
- 3:59Speaker 2: Words, I will be with you.
- 4:04Speaker 1: These were words that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting, too,
- 4:10Speaker 1: as life before the burning bush had been strange and messy.
- 4:16Speaker 1: Nothing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 4:20Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 4:27Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 4:33Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 4:39Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid.
- 4:42Speaker 2: In the desert.
- 4:46Speaker 1: If there had been a job opening for hero of
- 4:49Speaker 1: the Israelites, Moses would not have had a strong resume
- 4:55Speaker 1: to our minds. Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses,
- 5:03Speaker 1: he embraces, he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He
- 5:14Speaker 1: doubted God too. He was lost in the desert, in
- 5:19Speaker 1: the despair of his terrible mistakes. And even still God
- 5:26Speaker 1: says to him, Moses, I will be with you, and
- 5:33Speaker 1: God will be with you too. God is with you.
- 5:41Speaker 1: Your life doesn't need to make sense to you or
- 5:45Speaker 1: to others. Your life can be messy and strange, and
- 5:52Speaker 1: even still God says to you, I will be with you.
- 6:01Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 6:09Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath.
- 6:16Speaker 1: Allow the burning fire of God's voice to shine into
- 6:21Speaker 1: your darkness. By breathing in and saying to your soul,
- 6:29Speaker 1: God is with me, and then also breathing out pray, meditate,
- 6:42Speaker 1: and trust, saying again, God.
- 6:49Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 6:52Speaker 1: When I say Moses' life was strange and messy, I
- 6:57Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 7:01Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 7:08Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 7:16Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 7:20Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 7:25Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 7:30Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 7:36Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 7:42Speaker 1: it as it floated away. It was the Egyptian king's
- 7:47Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 7:54Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 7:59Speaker 1: to be thrown into the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 8:03Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. That is
- 8:08Speaker 1: what Moses's name means, drew him out of the water.
- 8:15Speaker 1: How have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 8:21Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 8:26Speaker 1: the perilous current of life. How have you been abandoned,
- 8:33Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 8:41Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 8:46Speaker 2: I have been with you.
- 8:50Speaker 1: I will not leave you alone. You are named Moses too.
- 9:00Speaker 1: You are the one I draw out of the water.
- 9:06Speaker 1: I will draw you out of the pit, out of
- 9:11Speaker 1: the miri clay, and set your feet upon a rock.
- 9:19Speaker 1: You have been in the current of today's dangerous rapid waters.
- 9:26Speaker 2: Call out to God for help.
- 9:30Speaker 1: Allow him to draw you up from the soul numbing
- 9:33Speaker 1: currents of busyness, rush, and self dependence. As you allow
- 9:41Speaker 1: yourself to go to sleep, give yourself to God's care,
- 9:50Speaker 1: become God dependent. In this story of Moses, we have
- 9:59Speaker 1: a foresh atawa of what we gain in the waters
- 10:03Speaker 1: of baptism. The waters that are meant for death turn
- 10:09Speaker 1: out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our enemy
- 10:18Speaker 1: prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he can devour. Yes,
- 10:25Speaker 1: like the Egyptian king, our enemy wants to drown you.
- 10:32Speaker 1: He wants you to be covered by the dangerous waters
- 10:35Speaker 1: of life. Get through this danger. Through these very same waters.
- 10:44Speaker 1: Jesus meets you. He reaches out to rescue you. He
- 10:51Speaker 1: draws you out of death into new life. Allow these
- 11:00Speaker 1: waters to wash you, ending a day, giving yourself to sleep,
- 11:10Speaker 1: resting in God's love. This is sacred, holy, precious. As
- 11:23Speaker 1: you are being washed, you are more and more free
- 11:29Speaker 1: to be near God, to enjoy his presence, to trust
- 11:37Speaker 1: in his watchful care, rest, sleep, believe. Allowing these words
- 11:50Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind. I will be with you.
- 11:59Speaker 1: See the burning bush of God's presence, speaking goodness into
- 12:04Speaker 1: your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in,
- 12:14Speaker 1: saying to your soul, you are with me, and then
- 12:21Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you
- 12:33Speaker 1: are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy, and confusing.
- 12:44Speaker 1: When he came of age, he began to sort out
- 12:47Speaker 1: the things that mattered most to his life. He understood
- 12:52Speaker 1: in deeper ways that he was an alien and a
- 12:56Speaker 1: stranger in the house of Pharaoh. Hebrew, one of the oppressed,
- 13:04Speaker 1: benefiting from the riches of the oppressor was troubling. How
- 13:10Speaker 1: could he enjoy any good thing when his own people
- 13:14Speaker 1: were enslaved, working tirelessly for the brutal king of Egypt.
- 13:22Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew brothers.
- 13:25Speaker 1: One day, he was given a chance to prove his
- 13:29Speaker 1: identity as an Israelite. In a fit of rage and vindication,
- 13:36Speaker 1: he killed the Egyptian, hid the body in the sand,
- 13:42Speaker 1: and then fled into the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath.
- 13:48Speaker 1: Years later, Moses had married, raised a family, and was
- 13:55Speaker 1: working for his father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on
- 13:58Speaker 1: the backside of Mountain Horib. Moses was no doubt content
- 14:04Speaker 1: to be removed and hidden from his previous life as
- 14:08Speaker 1: the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that
- 14:13Speaker 1: God had any special plans for his life. He had
- 14:19Speaker 1: no idea that his life was about to change. There
- 14:26Speaker 1: on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness
- 14:30Speaker 1: place where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush.
- 14:37Speaker 1: You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but
- 14:42Speaker 1: you have had some kind of burning bush experience. This
- 14:47Speaker 1: would be that turning point when you came to accept
- 14:52Speaker 1: the truth of God in a way that changed the
- 14:56Speaker 1: direction of your life. This would be a moment when
- 15:01Speaker 1: He especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe
- 15:07Speaker 1: a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 15:13Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer or even a powerful sermon.
- 15:19Speaker 1: Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the
- 15:25Speaker 1: same since. You might protest here, but I haven't taken
- 15:32Speaker 1: God as seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed
- 15:37Speaker 1: that much. I still struggle. I still don't know how
- 15:43Speaker 1: to trust God with my life. I continue to resist
- 15:48Speaker 1: him each day. I live more through my strength than
- 15:53Speaker 1: God's love. Moses protested too. He said, who am I
- 16:02Speaker 1: that you would speak to me? He worried about his weaknesses.
- 16:08Speaker 1: I can't speak for you. I stutter when I open
- 16:13Speaker 1: my mouth. Moses would drift away from God to He
- 16:21Speaker 1: would become impatient and angry with the people he was leading.
- 16:26Speaker 1: He would continue to struggle with fear and doubt. Even still,
- 16:33Speaker 1: God says to Moses.
- 16:36Speaker 2: I will be with you. And God still says to you.
- 16:43Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much doubt
- 16:49Speaker 1: or fear that stir inside of you. God still says,
- 16:55Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much stubborn
- 17:00Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 17:09Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence.
- 17:18Speaker 1: Rest sleep, Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 17:28Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 17:31Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 17:39Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 17:45Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 17:56Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 18:01Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 18:07Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 18:14Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 18:21Speaker 1: go back?
- 18:23Speaker 2: How can I speak for you?
- 18:26Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 18:33Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that I Am sent you. I Am the
- 18:42Speaker 1: Great I Am is with you. The Great i Am
- 18:49Speaker 1: sends you. He is the true, True, He is the real, Real,
- 19:00Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things. He
- 19:07Speaker 1: is the one by whom everything else in the universe
- 19:11Speaker 1: was created. He is the one in whom all things
- 19:17Speaker 1: hold together and have their being. The Great i Am
- 19:25Speaker 1: says to you tonight, I.
- 19:29Speaker 2: Am with you.
- 19:31Speaker 1: I AM the being who will always be with you.
- 19:39Speaker 2: In peace.
- 19:41Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 19:49Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 19:57Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May His
- 20:02Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 20:08Speaker 2: May He be.
- 20:09Speaker 1: Gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep. May you
- 20:16Speaker 1: be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself to let
- 20:24Speaker 1: go of today by rehearsing in your breathing in and
- 20:30Speaker 1: breathing out. My God is with me. My God is
- 20:37Speaker 1: with me. My God.
- 20:42Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 20:49Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 20:52Speaker 1: to Moses, I will be with you. He wants these
- 20:59Speaker 1: words to burn bright and clear before you, like the
- 21:03Speaker 1: fire that burned before Moses. He wants his words to
- 21:09Speaker 1: break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being,
- 21:16Speaker 1: to grow in you confidence and love. God is a
- 21:22Speaker 1: blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope.
- 21:28Speaker 2: Yet it is often difficult.
- 21:30Speaker 1: For us to see him and to hear his faithful words,
- 21:35Speaker 1: I will be with you. These were words that Moses
- 21:40Speaker 1: had trouble hearing and trusting too. As life before the
- 21:45Speaker 1: burning Bush had been strange and messy. Nothing about his
- 21:52Speaker 1: life made it obvious that God would choose him to
- 21:56Speaker 1: lead his people out of slavery to freedom. He was
- 22:03Speaker 1: the baby sent down the river in a basket. A
- 22:07Speaker 1: Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king. Moses
- 22:14Speaker 1: was a murderer who hid in the desert. If there
- 22:21Speaker 1: had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 22:25Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 22:31Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 22:40Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself, He doubted God too.
- 22:51Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 22:54Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes. And even still God says to him, Moses,
- 23:04Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 23:09Speaker 1: you too. God is with you. Your life doesn't need
- 23:17Speaker 1: to make sense to you or to others. Your life
- 23:22Speaker 1: can be messy and strange, and even still God says
- 23:29Speaker 1: to you, I will be with you. Allow these words
- 23:36Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind. I will be with you.
- 23:46Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath. Allow the burning
- 23:51Speaker 1: fire of God's voice to shine into your darkness. By
- 23:57Speaker 1: breathing in in saying to your soul, God is with me,
- 24:08Speaker 1: and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, God.
- 24:24Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 24:26Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 24:31Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 24:35Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 24:43Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 24:50Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so.
- 24:54Speaker 2: That it would float.
- 24:57Speaker 1: She placed Moses as a baby inside and set the
- 25:02Speaker 1: basket among the reeds of the Nile, a wide, long river.
- 25:09Speaker 1: His mother didn't know where the basket would be found.
- 25:14Speaker 1: She sent her daughter to follow it as it floated away.
- 25:20Speaker 1: It was the Egyptian king's daughter who drew him out
- 25:23Speaker 1: of the water. The Egyptian king, the Pharaoh, had ordered
- 25:30Speaker 1: that all Hebrew baby boys were to be thrown into
- 25:34Speaker 1: the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's daughter who drew him
- 25:39Speaker 1: out of the water. That is what Moses's name means,
- 25:46Speaker 1: drew him out of the water. How have you been
- 25:50Speaker 1: cast into the waters, left to drown? How have you
- 25:56Speaker 1: been lost among the reeds, caught in the perilous current
- 26:02Speaker 1: of life? How have you been abandoned, thrust out of
- 26:09Speaker 1: the safety of home. Jesus says to you, I will
- 26:17Speaker 1: be with you. I have been with you. I will
- 26:25Speaker 1: not leave you alone. You are named Moses too. You
- 26:35Speaker 1: are the one I draw out of the water. I
- 26:40Speaker 1: will draw you out of the pit, out of the
- 26:46Speaker 1: Miri clay, and set your feet upon a rock. You
- 26:54Speaker 1: have been in the current of today's dangerous.
- 26:57Speaker 2: Rapid waters.
- 27:00Speaker 1: Call out to God for help. Allow him to draw
- 27:06Speaker 1: you up from the soul numbing currents of busyness, rush
- 27:11Speaker 1: and self dependence. As you allow yourself to go to sleep,
- 27:19Speaker 1: give yourself to God's care, become God dependent. In this
- 27:30Speaker 1: story of Moses, we have a foreshadowing of what we
- 27:36Speaker 1: gain in the waters of baptism. The waters that are
- 27:41Speaker 1: meant for death turn out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes,
- 27:51Speaker 1: our enemy prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom
- 27:56Speaker 1: he can devour. Yes, like the Egyptian king, our enemy
- 28:03Speaker 1: wants to drown you. He wants you to be covered
- 28:08Speaker 1: by the dangerous waters of life. Get through this danger.
- 28:15Speaker 1: Through these very same waters, Jesus meets you. He reaches
- 28:23Speaker 1: out to rescue you. He draws you out of death
- 28:29Speaker 1: into new life. Allow these waters to wash you, ending
- 28:38Speaker 1: a day giving yourself to sleep, resting in God's love.
- 28:49Speaker 1: This is sacred, holy, precious. As you are being washed
- 29:00Speaker 1: are more and more free to be near God, to
- 29:06Speaker 1: enjoy his presence, to trust in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe,
- 29:23Speaker 1: Allowing these words deeper into your heart and mind, I.
- 29:29Speaker 2: Will be with you.
- 29:33Speaker 1: See the burning bush of God's presence, speaking goodness into
- 29:39Speaker 1: your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in,
- 29:49Speaker 1: saying to your soul, you are with me, and then
- 29:56Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you
- 30:07Speaker 1: are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy, and confusing.
- 30:19Speaker 1: When he came of age, he began to sort out
- 30:22Speaker 1: the things that mattered most to his life. He understood
- 30:27Speaker 1: in deeper ways that he was an alien and a
- 30:30Speaker 1: stranger in the house of Pharaoh.
- 30:33Speaker 2: He was a Hebrew, one of the oppressed.
- 30:38Speaker 1: Benefiting from the riches of the oppressor.
- 30:41Speaker 2: Was troubling.
- 30:44Speaker 1: How could he enjoy any good thing when his own
- 30:48Speaker 1: people were enslaved, working tirelessly for the brutal king of Egypt.
- 30:56Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew brothers,
- 30:59Speaker 1: When he was given a chance to prove his identity
- 31:04Speaker 1: as an Israelite, in a fit of rage and vindication,
- 31:10Speaker 1: he killed the Egyptian hid the body in the sand
- 31:16Speaker 1: and then fled into the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath.
- 31:23Speaker 1: Years later, Moses had married, raised a family, and was
- 31:29Speaker 1: working for his father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on
- 31:33Speaker 1: the backside of Mount Horeb. Moses was no doubt content
- 31:38Speaker 1: to be removed and hidden from his previous life as
- 31:42Speaker 1: the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that
- 31:48Speaker 1: God had any special plans for his life. He had
- 31:53Speaker 1: no idea that his life was about to change there
- 32:00Speaker 1: on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness
- 32:05Speaker 1: place where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush.
- 32:11Speaker 1: You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but
- 32:16Speaker 1: you have had some kind of burning bush experience. This
- 32:22Speaker 1: would be that turning point when you came to accept
- 32:27Speaker 1: the truth of God in a way that changed the
- 32:31Speaker 1: direction of your life. This would be a moment when
- 32:36Speaker 1: He especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe
- 32:42Speaker 1: a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 32:47Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer or even a powerful sermon.
- 32:54Speaker 1: Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the
- 32:59Speaker 1: same sense. You might protest here, but I haven't taken
- 33:07Speaker 1: God as seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed
- 33:12Speaker 1: that much. I still struggle. I still don't know how
- 33:18Speaker 1: to trust God with my life. I continue to resist
- 33:22Speaker 1: him each day. I live more through my strength than
- 33:28Speaker 1: God's love. Moses protested too. He said, who am I
- 33:36Speaker 1: that you would speak to me? He worried about his weaknesses.
- 33:42Speaker 1: I can't speak for you. I stutter when I open
- 33:47Speaker 1: my mouth. Moses would drift away from God to He
- 33:55Speaker 1: would become impatient and angry with the people he was leading.
- 34:00Speaker 1: You would continue to struggle with fear and doubt. Even still,
- 34:07Speaker 1: God says to.
- 34:08Speaker 2: Moses, I will be with you. And God still says
- 34:15Speaker 2: to you.
- 34:17Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much doubt
- 34:23Speaker 1: or fear that stir inside of you. God still says,
- 34:29Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much stubbornness
- 34:34Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 34:44Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence.
- 34:53Speaker 1: Rest sleep, Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 35:02Speaker 1: I will be with you. Rehearse this good news in
- 35:08Speaker 1: your breath, breathing in saying to your soul, my God
- 35:16Speaker 1: is with me. And then also breathing out, pray, meditate,
- 35:26Speaker 1: and trust, saying again, my God is with me. As
- 35:34Speaker 1: we bring this meditation to a close, I invite you
- 35:39Speaker 1: to consider one more part of Moses's story. God instructs
- 35:46Speaker 1: Moses to say to Pharaoh, let my people go. Moses fusses,
- 35:55Speaker 1: but how can I go back?
- 35:57Speaker 2: How can I speak for you?
- 36:00Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 36:07Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that.
- 36:09Speaker 2: I Am sent you. I Am.
- 36:17Speaker 1: The Great I Am is with you. The Great I
- 36:23Speaker 1: Am sends you. He is the true, True, He is
- 36:31Speaker 1: the real, real, God is being behind and before all
- 36:38Speaker 1: other things. He is the one by whom everything else
- 36:45Speaker 1: in the universe was created. He is the one in
- 36:50Speaker 1: whom all things hold together and have their being. The
- 36:57Speaker 1: Great i Am says to you tonight, I am with you.
- 37:06Speaker 1: I Am the being who will always be with you.
- 37:13Speaker 2: In peace.
- 37:16Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep, rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 37:24Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 37:31Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May His
- 37:36Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 37:43Speaker 1: May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep healing sleep.
- 37:50Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace, continue to allow yourself to.
- 37:58Speaker 3: Let go of today.
- 38:01Speaker 1: By rehearsing in your breathing in and breathing out. My
- 38:07Speaker 1: God is with me. My God is with me. My God.
- 38:16Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 38:23Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 38:26Speaker 1: to Moses, I will be with you. He wants these
- 38:33Speaker 1: words to burn bright and clear before you, like the
- 38:37Speaker 1: fire that burned before Moses. He wants his words to
- 38:43Speaker 1: break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being,
- 38:50Speaker 1: to grow in you confidence and love. God is a
- 38:56Speaker 1: blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope.
- 39:03Speaker 2: Yet it is often difficult for us to see.
- 39:05Speaker 1: Him and to hear his faithful words, I will be
- 39:10Speaker 1: with you.
- 39:13Speaker 2: These were words.
- 39:14Speaker 1: That Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too. His life
- 39:19Speaker 1: before the Burning Bush had been strange and messy. Nothing
- 39:25Speaker 1: about his life made it obvious that God would choose
- 39:29Speaker 1: him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 39:35Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 39:41Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 39:48Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 39:55Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the
- 39:58Speaker 1: Israelitesesus would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 40:06Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 40:14Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself, He doubted God too.
- 40:25Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 40:28Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes, and even still God says to him, Moses,
- 40:38Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 40:43Speaker 1: you too. God is with you. Your life doesn't need
- 40:51Speaker 1: to make sense to you or to others. Your life
- 40:57Speaker 1: can be messy and strange, and even still God says to.
- 41:03Speaker 2: You, I will be with you.
- 41:10Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 41:17Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath,
- 41:24Speaker 1: Allow the burning fire of God's voice to shine into
- 41:29Speaker 1: your darkness.
- 41:31Speaker 2: By breathing in.
- 41:34Speaker 1: And saying to your soul, God is with me, and
- 41:42Speaker 1: then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, God.
- 41:58Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 42:00Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 42:06Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 42:10Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 42:17Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 42:24Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 42:29Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 42:33Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 42:39Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 42:45Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 42:50Speaker 1: it as it floated away. It was the Egyptian king's
- 42:56Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 43:03Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 43:08Speaker 1: to be thrown into the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 43:12Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. That is
- 43:17Speaker 1: what Moses's name means, drew him out of the water.
- 43:23Speaker 1: How have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 43:30Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 43:35Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 43:42Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 43:50Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 43:54Speaker 2: I have been with you.
- 44:00Speaker 1: Not leave you alone. You are named Moses too. You
- 44:09Speaker 1: are the one I draw out of the water. I
- 44:15Speaker 1: will draw you out of the pit, out of the
- 44:20Speaker 1: mirie clay, and set your feet upon a rock. You
- 44:28Speaker 1: have been in the current of today's dangerous rapid waters.
- 44:35Speaker 1: Call out to God for help. Allow him to draw
- 44:40Speaker 1: you up from the soul numbing currents of busyness, rush,
- 44:46Speaker 1: and self dependence. As you allow yourself to go to sleep,
- 44:54Speaker 1: give yourself to God's care, become God dependent. In this
- 45:04Speaker 1: story of Moses, we have a foreshadowing of what we
- 45:10Speaker 1: gain in the waters of baptism. The waters that are
- 45:15Speaker 1: meant for death turn out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes,
- 45:26Speaker 1: our enemy prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom
- 45:30Speaker 1: he can devour. Yes, like the Egyptian king. Our enemy
- 45:37Speaker 1: wants to drown you. He wants you to be covered
- 45:42Speaker 1: by the dangerous waters of life. Get through this danger.
- 45:49Speaker 1: Through these very same waters. Jesus meets you. He reaches
- 45:57Speaker 1: out to rescue you. He draws you out of death
- 46:03Speaker 1: into new life. Allow these waters to wash you, ending
- 46:12Speaker 1: a day giving yourself to sleep, resting in God's love.
- 46:24Speaker 2: This is sacred, holy precious.
- 46:31Speaker 1: As you are being washed, you are more and more
- 46:37Speaker 1: free to be near God, to enjoy his presence, to
- 46:44Speaker 1: trust in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe, allowing these
- 46:58Speaker 1: words deeper into your heart and mind. I will be
- 47:04Speaker 1: with you see the burning bush of God's presence speaking
- 47:12Speaker 1: goodness into your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath,
- 47:20Speaker 1: breathing in, saying to your soul you are with me,
- 47:30Speaker 1: and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying
- 47:39Speaker 1: again you are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy,
- 47:50Speaker 1: and confusing. When he came of age, he began to
- 47:55Speaker 1: sort out the things that mattered most to his life.
- 48:00Speaker 1: He understood in deeper ways that he was an alien
- 48:04Speaker 1: and a stranger in the house of Pharaoh. He was
- 48:08Speaker 1: a Hebrew, one of the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches
- 48:14Speaker 1: of the oppressor was troubling. How could he enjoy any
- 48:20Speaker 1: good thing when his own people were enslaved, working tirelessly
- 48:27Speaker 1: for the brutal.
- 48:28Speaker 2: King of Egypt.
- 48:30Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew
- 48:33Speaker 1: brothers one day, he was given a chance to prove
- 48:37Speaker 1: his identity as an Israelite. In a fit of rage
- 48:42Speaker 1: and vindication, he killed the Egyptian, hid the body in
- 48:49Speaker 1: the sand, and then fled into the desert to hide
- 48:53Speaker 1: from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses had married, raised a family,
- 49:03Speaker 1: and was working for his father in law Jethro, tending
- 49:06Speaker 1: sheep on the backside of Mount Horeb. Moses was no
- 49:11Speaker 1: doubt content to be removed and hidden from his previous
- 49:16Speaker 1: life as the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no
- 49:21Speaker 1: expectation that God had any special plans for his life.
- 49:27Speaker 1: He had no idea that his life was about to change.
- 49:34Speaker 1: There on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a
- 49:38Speaker 1: wilderness place where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush.
- 49:45Speaker 1: You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but
- 49:51Speaker 1: you have had some kind of burning bush experience. This
- 49:56Speaker 1: would be that turning point when you came to accept
- 50:01Speaker 1: the truth of God in a way that changed the
- 50:05Speaker 1: direction of your life. This would be a moment when
- 50:10Speaker 1: He especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe
- 50:16Speaker 1: a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 50:21Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer, or even a powerful sermon.
- 50:28Speaker 1: Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the
- 50:33Speaker 1: same since. You might protest here, but I haven't taken
- 50:41Speaker 1: God as seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed
- 50:46Speaker 1: that much. I still struggle. I still don't know how
- 50:52Speaker 1: to trust God with my life. I continue to resist
- 50:57Speaker 1: him each day, I live more through my strength than
- 51:02Speaker 1: God's love. Moses protested too, He said, who am I
- 51:10Speaker 1: that you would speak to me? He worried about his weaknesses.
- 51:17Speaker 2: I can't speak for you.
- 51:19Speaker 1: I stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift
- 51:26Speaker 1: away from God to He would become impatient and angry
- 51:32Speaker 1: with the people he was leading. He would continue to
- 51:36Speaker 1: struggle with fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses,
- 51:45Speaker 1: I will be with you. And God still says to you,
- 51:51Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much doubt
- 51:58Speaker 1: or fear that stir and sight of you. God still says,
- 52:04Speaker 1: HI will be with you. No matter how much stubbornness
- 52:08Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 52:18Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest, sleep,
- 52:31Speaker 1: believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 52:36Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 52:40Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in saying
- 52:47Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 52:54Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate and trust, saying again, my
- 53:04Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 53:10Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 53:16Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 53:23Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 53:30Speaker 1: go back? How can I speak for you? Why would
- 53:35Speaker 1: the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies, tell
- 53:42Speaker 1: Pharaoh that I Am sent you. I Am the Great
- 53:53Speaker 1: I Am is with you. The Great i Am sends you.
- 54:01Speaker 1: He is the true, True, He is the real, real,
- 54:09Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things. He
- 54:15Speaker 1: is the one by whom everything else in the universe
- 54:20Speaker 1: was created. He is the one in whom all things
- 54:26Speaker 1: hold together and have their being. The Great i Am
- 54:33Speaker 1: says to you tonight, I am with you. I Am
- 54:42Speaker 1: the being who will always be with you.
- 54:47Speaker 2: In peace.
- 54:50Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep. Rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 54:58Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 55:06Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May his
- 55:11Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 55:17Speaker 1: May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep.
- 55:24Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself
- 55:32Speaker 1: to let go of today by rehearsing in your breathing
- 55:37Speaker 1: in and breathing out. My God is with me, My
- 55:44Speaker 1: God is with me. My God is.
- 55:53Speaker 2: With me.
- 55:55Speaker 1: Amen, God speaks the words for you tonight that he
- 56:00Speaker 1: spoke to Moses, I will be with you. He wants
- 56:07Speaker 1: these words to burn bright and clear before you, like
- 56:11Speaker 1: the fire that burned before Moses. He wants his words
- 56:17Speaker 1: to break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into your
- 56:22Speaker 1: inner being, to grow in you confidence and love. God
- 56:30Speaker 1: is a blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope.
- 56:37Speaker 2: Yet it is often difficult for us to see him.
- 56:40Speaker 1: And to hear his faithful words, I will be with you.
- 56:47Speaker 1: These were words that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too.
- 56:53Speaker 1: His life before the Burning Bush had been strange and messy.
- 57:00Speaker 1: Thing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 57:03Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 57:10Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 57:16Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 57:22Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 57:29Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 57:34Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds,
- 57:40Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 57:48Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He doubted God
- 57:57Speaker 1: to he was lost in the desert, in the despair
- 58:03Speaker 1: of his terrible mistakes. And even still God says to him, Moses,
- 58:13Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 58:17Speaker 1: you too. God is with you. Your life doesn't need
- 58:25Speaker 1: to make sense to you or to others. Your life
- 58:31Speaker 1: can be messy and strange, and even still God says to.
- 58:37Speaker 2: You, I will be with you.
- 58:44Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 58:52Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath.
- 58:59Speaker 1: Allow the burn fire of God's voice to shine into
- 59:04Speaker 1: your darkness. By breathing in and saying to your soul,
- 59:12Speaker 1: God is with me, and then also breathing out, pray, meditate,
- 59:25Speaker 1: and trust, saying again, God.
- 59:32Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 59:35Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 59:40Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 59:44Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 59:51Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took up
- 59:59Speaker 1: papyrus back and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 1:00:03Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 1:00:08Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the
- 1:00:12Speaker 1: nile a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where
- 1:00:19Speaker 1: the basket would be found. She sent her daughter to
- 1:00:24Speaker 1: follow it as it floated away.
- 1:00:29Speaker 2: It was the Egyptian king's.
- 1:00:30Speaker 1: Daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 1:00:37Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: to be thrown into the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 1:00:46Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. That is
- 1:00:51Speaker 1: what Moses's name means, drew him out of the water.
- 1:00:58Speaker 1: How have you been cast into the left to drown?
- 1:01:04Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 1:01:09Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 1:01:24Speaker 1: I will be with you. I have been with you.
- 1:01:33Speaker 3: I will not leave you alone.
- 1:01:39Speaker 1: You are named Moses too. You are the one I
- 1:01:45Speaker 1: draw out of the water. I will draw you out
- 1:01:52Speaker 1: of the pit, out of the miri clay, and set
- 1:01:57Speaker 1: your feet upon on a rock. You have been in
- 1:02:03Speaker 1: the current of today's dangerous rapid waters. Call out to
- 1:02:10Speaker 1: God for help. Allow him to draw you up from
- 1:02:15Speaker 1: the soul numbing currents of busyness, rush, and self dependence.
- 1:02:23Speaker 1: As you allow yourself to go to sleep, give yourself
- 1:02:30Speaker 1: to God's care, become God dependent. In this story of Moses,
- 1:02:42Speaker 1: we have a foreshadowing of what we gain in the
- 1:02:45Speaker 1: waters of baptism. The waters that are meant for death
- 1:02:52Speaker 1: turn out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our
- 1:03:00Speaker 1: enemy prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he
- 1:03:05Speaker 1: can devour. Yes, like the Egyptian king. Our enemy wants
- 1:03:12Speaker 1: to drown you. He wants you to be covered by
- 1:03:17Speaker 1: the dangerous waters of life. Get through this danger through
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: these very same waters. Jesus meets you. He reaches out
- 1:03:31Speaker 1: to rescue you. He draws you out of death into
- 1:03:38Speaker 1: new life. Allow these waters to wash you, ending a
- 1:03:47Speaker 1: day giving yourself to sleep, resting in God's love.
- 1:03:58Speaker 2: This is sacred, holy precious.
- 1:04:06Speaker 1: As you are being washed, you are more and more
- 1:04:11Speaker 1: free to be near God, to enjoy his presence, to
- 1:04:18Speaker 1: trust in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe. Allowing these
- 1:04:32Speaker 1: words deeper into your heart and mind. I will be
- 1:04:38Speaker 1: with you. See the burning bush of God's presence speaking
- 1:04:46Speaker 1: goodness into your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath,
- 1:04:54Speaker 1: breathing in, saying to your soul you are with me,
- 1:05:04Speaker 1: and then also breathing out pray, meditate, and trust, saying
- 1:05:13Speaker 1: again you are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy,
- 1:05:25Speaker 1: and confusing. When he came of age, he began to
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: sort out the things that mattered most to his life.
- 1:05:34Speaker 1: He understood in deeper ways that he was an alien
- 1:05:38Speaker 1: and a stranger in the house of Pharaoh. He was
- 1:05:42Speaker 1: a Hebrew, one of the oppressed.
- 1:05:47Speaker 2: Benefiting from the riches of the oppressor was troubling.
- 1:05:53Speaker 1: How could he enjoy any good thing when his own
- 1:05:57Speaker 1: people were enslaved working tirelessly for the brutal king of Egypt.
- 1:06:05Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew
- 1:06:08Speaker 1: brothers one day, he was given a chance to prove
- 1:06:12Speaker 1: his identity as an Israelite. In a fit of rage
- 1:06:17Speaker 1: and vindication, he killed the Egyptian, hid the body in
- 1:06:23Speaker 1: the sand, and then fled into the desert to hide
- 1:06:28Speaker 1: from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses had married, raised a family,
- 1:06:38Speaker 1: and was working for his father in law, Jethro, tending
- 1:06:41Speaker 1: sheep on the backside of Mount Horeb. Moses was no
- 1:06:46Speaker 1: doubt content to be removed and hidden from his previous
- 1:06:50Speaker 1: life as the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no
- 1:06:55Speaker 1: expectation that God had any special plans for his life.
- 1:07:01Speaker 1: He had no idea that his life was about to change.
- 1:07:08Speaker 1: There on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a
- 1:07:13Speaker 1: wilderness place where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush.
- 1:07:20Speaker 1: You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but
- 1:07:25Speaker 1: you have had some kind of burning bush experience. This
- 1:07:30Speaker 1: would be that turning point when you came to accept
- 1:07:35Speaker 1: the truth of God in a way that changed the
- 1:07:39Speaker 1: direction of your life. This would be a moment when
- 1:07:44Speaker 1: He especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe
- 1:07:50Speaker 1: a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 1:07:56Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer, or even a power a
- 1:08:00Speaker 1: full sermon. Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't
- 1:08:07Speaker 1: been the same since. You might protest here, but I
- 1:08:14Speaker 1: haven't taken God as seriously as I should. My life
- 1:08:19Speaker 1: hasn't changed that much. I still struggle. I still don't
- 1:08:26Speaker 1: know how to trust God with my life. I continue
- 1:08:30Speaker 1: to resist him each day. I live more through my
- 1:08:35Speaker 1: strength than God's love. Moses protested too. He said, who
- 1:08:44Speaker 1: am I that you would speak to me? He worried
- 1:08:48Speaker 1: about his weaknesses. I can't speak for you. I stutter
- 1:08:55Speaker 1: when I open my mouth. Moses would drift away from
- 1:09:01Speaker 1: God to He would become impatient and angry with the
- 1:09:06Speaker 1: people he was leading. He would continue to struggle with
- 1:09:11Speaker 1: fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses, I
- 1:09:20Speaker 1: will be with you. And God still says to you,
- 1:09:26Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much doubt
- 1:09:32Speaker 1: or fear that stir inside of you. God still says,
- 1:09:38Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much stubbornness
- 1:09:43Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 1:09:52Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest, sleep,
- 1:10:05Speaker 1: Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 1:10:11Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 1:10:14Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 1:10:22Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 1:10:28Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 1:10:39Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 1:10:44Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 1:10:50Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 1:10:57Speaker 1: let my people go.
- 1:11:00Speaker 2: Moses fuss's.
- 1:11:03Speaker 1: But how can I go back? How can I speak
- 1:11:07Speaker 1: for you? Why would the King of Egypt. Listen to me,
- 1:11:14Speaker 1: God replies, Tell Pharaoh that I Am sent you. I
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: Am the Great. I Am is with you. The Great
- 1:11:31Speaker 1: I Am send you. He is the true, True, He
- 1:11:39Speaker 1: is the real, Real, God is being behind and before
- 1:11:47Speaker 1: all other things. He is the one by whom everything
- 1:11:53Speaker 1: else in the universe was created. He is the one
- 1:11:58Speaker 1: in whom all things hold together and have their being.
- 1:12:05Speaker 1: The Great I Am says to you tonight, I am
- 1:12:12Speaker 1: with you. I AM the being who will always be
- 1:12:18Speaker 1: with you.
- 1:12:22Speaker 2: In peace.
- 1:12:24Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep. Rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 1:12:32Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 1:12:40Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May his
- 1:12:45Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 1:12:51Speaker 1: May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep.
- 1:12:59Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself
- 1:13:06Speaker 1: to let go of today by rehearsing and your breathing
- 1:13:12Speaker 1: in and breathing out. My God is with me, My
- 1:13:19Speaker 1: God is with me. My God.
- 1:13:25Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 1:13:32Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 1:13:35Speaker 1: to Moses.
- 1:13:37Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 1:13:41Speaker 1: He wants these words to burn bright and clear before you,
- 1:13:46Speaker 1: like the fire that burned before Moses. He wants his
- 1:13:51Speaker 1: words to break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into
- 1:13:56Speaker 1: your inner being, to grow in you do confidence and love.
- 1:14:04Speaker 1: God is a blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope.
- 1:14:11Speaker 1: Yet it is often difficult for us to see him
- 1:14:15Speaker 1: and to hear his faithful words, I will be with you.
- 1:14:22Speaker 1: These were words that Moses had trouble hearing in trusting too,
- 1:14:27Speaker 1: as life before the burning bush had been strange and messy.
- 1:14:34Speaker 1: Nothing about his life admite it obvious that God would
- 1:14:37Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 1:14:44Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 1:14:50Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 1:14:56Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 1:15:03Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 1:15:08Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 1:15:14Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 1:15:23Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He doubted God too.
- 1:15:34Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 1:15:37Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes, and even still God says to him, Moses,
- 1:15:47Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 1:15:52Speaker 1: you too.
- 1:15:54Speaker 4: God is with you.
- 1:15:59Speaker 1: Your life doesn't need to make sense to you or
- 1:16:02Speaker 1: to others. Your life can be messy and strange, and
- 1:16:09Speaker 1: even still God says to you, I will be with you.
- 1:16:18Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 1:16:26Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath.
- 1:16:33Speaker 1: Allow the burning fire of God's voice to shine into
- 1:16:38Speaker 1: your darkness.
- 1:16:40Speaker 2: By breathing in.
- 1:16:43Speaker 1: And saying to your soul, God is with me, and
- 1:16:51Speaker 1: then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again,
- 1:17:04Speaker 1: God is with me. When I say Moses's life was
- 1:17:11Speaker 1: strange and messy, I mean that his life did not
- 1:17:16Speaker 1: move in a nice, clear, clean straight line. His life's
- 1:17:22Speaker 1: journey had many twists and turns, many layers of confusion
- 1:17:28Speaker 1: and suffering. His mother took a papyrus basket and covered
- 1:17:35Speaker 1: it with tar and pitch so that it would float.
- 1:17:40Speaker 1: She placed Moses as a baby inside and set the
- 1:17:45Speaker 1: basket among the reeds of the Nile, a wide, long river.
- 1:17:52Speaker 1: His mother didn't know where the basket would be found.
- 1:17:57Speaker 1: She sent her daughter to follow it as it loaded away.
- 1:18:03Speaker 1: It was the Egyptian king's daughter who drew him out
- 1:18:06Speaker 1: of the water. The Egyptian king, the Pharaoh, had ordered
- 1:18:13Speaker 1: that all Hebrew baby boys were to be thrown into
- 1:18:17Speaker 1: the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's daughter who drew him
- 1:18:22Speaker 1: out of the water.
- 1:18:25Speaker 2: That is what.
- 1:18:26Speaker 1: Moses's name means, drew him out of the water. How
- 1:18:32Speaker 1: have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 1:18:38Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 1:18:43Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 1:18:51Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 1:18:59Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 1:19:03Speaker 2: I have been with you.
- 1:19:08Speaker 3: I will not leave you alone.
- 1:19:13Speaker 1: You are named Moses too. You are the one I
- 1:19:19Speaker 1: draw out of the water.
- 1:19:23Speaker 2: I will draw you.
- 1:19:26Speaker 1: Out of the pit, out of the Miri clay, and
- 1:19:31Speaker 1: set your feet upon a rock. You have been in
- 1:19:37Speaker 1: the current of today's dangerous rapid waters.
- 1:19:43Speaker 2: Call out to God for help.
- 1:19:47Speaker 1: Allow him to draw you up from the soul numbing
- 1:19:51Speaker 1: currents of busyness, rush and self dependence. As you allow
- 1:19:58Speaker 1: yourself to go to leap, give yourself to God's care,
- 1:20:07Speaker 1: become God dependent. In this story of Moses, we have
- 1:20:16Speaker 1: a foreshadowing of what we gain in the waters of baptism.
- 1:20:23Speaker 1: The waters that are meant for death turn out to
- 1:20:27Speaker 1: be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our enemy prowls around
- 1:20:36Speaker 1: like a roaring lion, seeking whom he can devour. Yes,
- 1:20:43Speaker 1: like the Egyptian king, our enemy wants to drown you.
- 1:20:49Speaker 1: He wants you to be covered by the dangerous waters
- 1:20:52Speaker 1: of life. Get through this danger through these very same
- 1:21:02Speaker 1: Jesus meets you. He reaches out to rescue you. He
- 1:21:09Speaker 1: draws you out of death into new life. Allow these
- 1:21:17Speaker 1: waters to wash you, ending a day, giving yourself to sleep,
- 1:21:28Speaker 1: resting in God's love. This is sacred, holy, precious. As
- 1:21:40Speaker 1: you are being washed, you are more and more free
- 1:21:46Speaker 1: to be near God, to enjoy his presence, to trust
- 1:21:54Speaker 1: in his watchful care, rest, sleep, believe, allowing these words
- 1:22:07Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind. I will be with you.
- 1:22:16Speaker 1: See the burning bush of God's presence speaking goodness into
- 1:22:22Speaker 1: your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in,
- 1:22:32Speaker 1: saying to your soul, you are with me, and then
- 1:22:39Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you
- 1:22:50Speaker 1: are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy.
- 1:22:59Speaker 2: And confuse.
- 1:23:02Speaker 1: When he came of age, he began to sort out
- 1:23:05Speaker 1: the things that mattered most to his life. He understood
- 1:23:10Speaker 1: in deeper ways that he was an alien and a
- 1:23:13Speaker 1: stranger in the house of Pharaoh. He was a Hebrew,
- 1:23:18Speaker 1: one of the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches of the
- 1:23:23Speaker 1: oppressor was troubling. How could he enjoy any good thing
- 1:23:30Speaker 1: when his own people were enslaved, working tirelessly for the
- 1:23:36Speaker 1: brutal king of Egypt. When he saw an Egyptian beating
- 1:23:41Speaker 1: one of his Hebrew brothers one day, he was given
- 1:23:45Speaker 1: a chance to prove his identity as an Israelite. In
- 1:23:50Speaker 1: a fit of rage and vindication, he killed the Egyptian,
- 1:23:56Speaker 1: hid the body in the sand, and then led into
- 1:24:00Speaker 1: the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses
- 1:24:08Speaker 1: had married, raised a family, and was working for his
- 1:24:13Speaker 1: father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on the backside of
- 1:24:17Speaker 1: Mount Horeb. Moses was no doubt content to be removed
- 1:24:23Speaker 1: and hidden from his previous life as the son of
- 1:24:26Speaker 1: Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that God had any
- 1:24:32Speaker 1: special plans for his life. He had no idea that
- 1:24:38Speaker 1: his life was about to change. There on the backside
- 1:24:44Speaker 1: of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness place where God
- 1:24:49Speaker 1: spoke to Moses and a burning bush. You likely have
- 1:24:55Speaker 1: not experienced a literal burning bush. I have had some
- 1:25:00Speaker 1: kind of burning bush experience. This would be that turning
- 1:25:07Speaker 1: point when you came to accept the truth of God
- 1:25:12Speaker 1: in a way that changed the direction of your life.
- 1:25:17Speaker 1: This would be a moment when He especially revealed himself
- 1:25:21Speaker 1: through a person an experience, maybe a worship service, a
- 1:25:27Speaker 1: time when you were serving someone, perhaps a time of prayer,
- 1:25:33Speaker 1: or even a powerful sermon. Something shifted inside of you,
- 1:25:41Speaker 1: and you haven't been the same since. You might protest here,
- 1:25:48Speaker 1: but I haven't taken God as seriously as I should.
- 1:25:53Speaker 1: My life hasn't changed that much. I still struggle. I
- 1:26:00Speaker 1: still don't know how to trust God with my life.
- 1:26:04Speaker 1: I continue to resist him each day. I live more
- 1:26:09Speaker 1: through my strength than God's love. Moses protested too. He said,
- 1:26:18Speaker 1: who am I that you would speak to me? He
- 1:26:22Speaker 1: worried about his weaknesses. I can't speak for you. I
- 1:26:28Speaker 1: stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift away
- 1:26:35Speaker 1: from God to He would become impatient and angry with
- 1:26:41Speaker 1: the people he was leading. He would continue to struggle
- 1:26:45Speaker 1: with fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses,
- 1:26:53Speaker 1: I will be with you. And God still says to you,
- 1:27:00Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much doubt
- 1:27:06Speaker 1: or fear that stir inside of you. God still says,
- 1:27:12Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much stubbornness
- 1:27:17Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 1:27:27Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest, sleep,
- 1:27:39Speaker 1: believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 1:27:45Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 1:27:49Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 1:27:56Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is will me, and then
- 1:28:02Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate and trust, saying again, my
- 1:28:13Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 1:28:19Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 1:28:24Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 1:28:32Speaker 1: let my people go.
- 1:28:34Speaker 2: Moses fusses, but how can I go back? How can
- 1:28:41Speaker 2: I speak for you?
- 1:28:43Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 1:28:50Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that I Am sent you. I Am the
- 1:29:00Speaker 1: Great I Am is with you. The Great I Am
- 1:29:07Speaker 1: sends you. He is the true, True, he is.
- 1:29:14Speaker 2: The real, real.
- 1:29:18Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things.
- 1:29:24Speaker 2: He is the.
- 1:29:25Speaker 1: One by whom everything else in the universe was created.
- 1:29:32Speaker 1: He is the one in whom all things hold together
- 1:29:36Speaker 1: and have their being. The Great I Am, says to
- 1:29:43Speaker 1: you tonight, I am with you. I am the being
- 1:29:51Speaker 1: who will always be with you.
- 1:29:56Speaker 2: In peace.
- 1:29:59Speaker 1: Give yourself to time sleep, rest in God's faithfulness, for
- 1:30:06Speaker 1: he alone can make you dwell in safety. May the
- 1:30:14Speaker 1: Lord bless you and protect you as you sleep. May
- 1:30:19Speaker 1: his face shine upon you like the radiance of a
- 1:30:23Speaker 1: burning bush. May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep,
- 1:30:30Speaker 1: healing sleep. May you be filled with peace. Continue to
- 1:30:39Speaker 1: allow yourself to let go of today by rehearsing and
- 1:30:45Speaker 1: your breathing in and breathing out. My God is with me.
- 1:30:53Speaker 1: My God is with me. My God.
- 1:30:59Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 1:31:12Speaker 1: When God revealed himself to Moses in a burning bush,
- 1:31:16Speaker 1: the place was holy, sacred ground. So God asked Moses
- 1:31:22Speaker 1: to take off his shoes. Here tonight, after you have
- 1:31:27Speaker 1: taken off your shoes, and as you turn to sleep,
- 1:31:31Speaker 1: I invite you to also take off your burdens, set
- 1:31:36Speaker 1: them aside, trusting that where you are right now, God
- 1:31:44Speaker 1: is with you and where God is. This is holy
- 1:31:50Speaker 1: ground too. So close your eyes, allow peace into every
- 1:32:01Speaker 1: part of your body. Slow your breath, breathe in goodness
- 1:32:09Speaker 1: and trust. Exhale, letting go of anxious thoughts. Breathe in
- 1:32:18Speaker 1: peace and love, and then breathe.
- 1:32:23Speaker 2: Out the day's troubles.
- 1:32:29Speaker 1: As you settle into a good night of sleep, I
- 1:32:34Speaker 1: invite you to acknowledge the nearness of God. No matter
- 1:32:40Speaker 1: how close or distant you have been to Jesus today,
- 1:32:46Speaker 1: turn back into his presence and sink into his love.
- 1:32:54Speaker 1: Father God, As I finish this day, I trust that
- 1:33:00Speaker 1: you desire my company even while I am sleeping. Even
- 1:33:06Speaker 1: while I sleep, you can heal my hurts. Even while
- 1:33:14Speaker 1: I sleep, You can restore my exhausted mind and body.
- 1:33:21Speaker 1: Even while I sleep, you can reveal your love to me.
- 1:33:27Speaker 2: And fill me with grace.
- 1:33:30Speaker 1: And mercy.
- 1:33:32Speaker 2: As I have.
- 1:33:33Speaker 1: Taken off my shoes for bed, I take off my burdens.
- 1:33:40Speaker 2: And hand them to you. I rest.
- 1:33:46Speaker 1: Knowing that those things that are still unfinished today, I
- 1:33:51Speaker 1: trust you will help me with these things tomorrow. God
- 1:33:57Speaker 1: speaks the words for you. Tonight, he spoke to Moses,
- 1:34:03Speaker 1: I will be with you. He wants these words to
- 1:34:08Speaker 1: burn bright and clear before you, like the fire that
- 1:34:12Speaker 1: burned before Moses. He wants his words to break through
- 1:34:18Speaker 1: your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being, to
- 1:34:24Speaker 1: grow in you confidence and love. God is a blazing
- 1:34:31Speaker 1: fire of goodness, warmth, and hope. Yet it is often
- 1:34:37Speaker 1: difficult for us to see him and to hear his
- 1:34:41Speaker 1: faithful words, I will be with you. These were words
- 1:34:48Speaker 1: that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too. His life
- 1:34:53Speaker 1: before the Burning Bush had been strange and messy. Nothing
- 1:34:59Speaker 1: about him his life made it obvious that God would
- 1:35:02Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 1:35:09Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 1:35:15Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 1:35:22Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid.
- 1:35:25Speaker 2: In the desert.
- 1:35:28Speaker 1: If there had been a job opening for hero of
- 1:35:31Speaker 1: the Israelites, Moses would not have had a strong resume.
- 1:35:37Speaker 1: To our minds. Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses,
- 1:35:45Speaker 1: he embraces, he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He
- 1:35:56Speaker 1: doubted God too, lost in the desert and the despair
- 1:36:02Speaker 1: of his terrible mistakes, and even still, God says to him, Moses,
- 1:36:12Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 1:36:17Speaker 1: you too. God is with you. Your life doesn't need
- 1:36:25Speaker 1: to make sense to you or to others. Your life
- 1:36:30Speaker 1: can be messy and strange, and even still, God.
- 1:36:36Speaker 2: Says to you, I will be with you.
- 1:36:43Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 1:36:51Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath.
- 1:36:58Speaker 1: Allow the burning fire of God's voice to shine into
- 1:37:03Speaker 1: your darkness. By breathing in and saying to your soul,
- 1:37:11Speaker 1: God is with me, and then also breathing out, pray, meditate,
- 1:37:24Speaker 1: and trust, saying again, God.
- 1:37:32Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 1:37:34Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 1:37:39Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 1:37:43Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 1:37:51Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 1:37:58Speaker 1: papyrus basket, covered it with tar and pitch so that
- 1:38:02Speaker 1: it would float. She placed Moses as a baby inside
- 1:38:09Speaker 1: and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 1:38:13Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 1:38:19Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 1:38:24Speaker 1: it as it floated away. It was the Egyptian king's
- 1:38:30Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 1:38:37Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 1:38:42Speaker 1: to be thrown into the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 1:38:46Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water.
- 1:38:50Speaker 2: That is what.
- 1:38:51Speaker 1: Moses's name means, drew him out of the water. How
- 1:38:57Speaker 1: have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 1:39:03Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 1:39:08Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 1:39:16Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 1:39:24Speaker 1: I will be with you. I have been with you.
- 1:39:33Speaker 1: I will not leave you alone. You are named Moses too.
- 1:39:42Speaker 1: You are the one I draw out of the water.
- 1:39:48Speaker 1: I will draw you out of the pit, out of
- 1:39:54Speaker 1: the Miri clay, and set your feet upon a rock.
- 1:40:02Speaker 1: You have been in the current of today's dangerous rapid waters.
- 1:40:09Speaker 1: Call out to God for help. Allow him to draw
- 1:40:14Speaker 1: you up from the soul numbing currents of busyness, rush
- 1:40:19Speaker 1: and self dependence. As you allow yourself to go to sleep,
- 1:40:27Speaker 1: give yourself to God's care, become God dependent. In this
- 1:40:38Speaker 1: story of Moses, we have a foreshadowing of what we
- 1:40:44Speaker 1: gain in the waters of baptism. The waters that are
- 1:40:49Speaker 1: meant for death turn out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes,
- 1:41:00Speaker 1: your enemy prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom
- 1:41:04Speaker 1: he can devour. Yes, like the Egyptian king, our enemy
- 1:41:11Speaker 1: wants to drown you. He wants you to be covered
- 1:41:16Speaker 1: by the dangerous waters of life. Get through this danger
- 1:41:23Speaker 1: through these very same waters. Jesus meets you. He reaches
- 1:41:31Speaker 1: out to rescue you. He draws you out of death
- 1:41:37Speaker 1: into new life. Allow these waters to wash you, ending
- 1:41:46Speaker 1: a day, giving yourself to sleep, resting in God's love.
- 1:41:58Speaker 1: This is sacred, holy, precious. As you are being washed,
- 1:42:07Speaker 1: you are more and more free to be near God,
- 1:42:14Speaker 1: to enjoy his presence, to trust in his watchful care, rest, sleep, believe.
- 1:42:31Speaker 1: Allowing these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 1:42:37Speaker 1: will be with you, see the burning bush of God's presence,
- 1:42:45Speaker 1: speaking goodness into your heart. Rehearse this good news in
- 1:42:51Speaker 1: your breath, breathing in, saying to your soul you are
- 1:43:01Speaker 1: with me, and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust,
- 1:43:13Speaker 1: saying again you are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy,
- 1:43:24Speaker 1: and confusing. When he came of age, he began to
- 1:43:29Speaker 1: sort out the things that mattered most to his life.
- 1:43:34Speaker 1: He understood in deeper ways that he was an alien
- 1:43:38Speaker 1: and a stranger in the house of Pharaoh.
- 1:43:41Speaker 2: He was a.
- 1:43:42Speaker 1: Hebrew, one of the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches of
- 1:43:48Speaker 1: the oppressor was troubling. How could he enjoy any good
- 1:43:54Speaker 1: thing when his own people were enslaved working tirelessly for
- 1:44:01Speaker 1: the brutal king of Egypt. When he saw an Egyptian
- 1:44:06Speaker 1: beating one of his Hebrew brothers one day, he was
- 1:44:10Speaker 1: given a chance to prove his identity as an Israelite.
- 1:44:15Speaker 1: In a fit of rage and vindication, he killed the Egyptian,
- 1:44:22Speaker 1: hid the body in the sand, and then fled into
- 1:44:26Speaker 1: the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses
- 1:44:33Speaker 1: had married, raised a family, and was working for his
- 1:44:38Speaker 1: father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on the backside of
- 1:44:42Speaker 1: Mount Horeb. Moses was no doubt content to be removed
- 1:44:48Speaker 1: and hidden from his previous life as the son of
- 1:44:51Speaker 1: Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that God had any
- 1:44:57Speaker 1: special plans for his life. He had no idea that
- 1:45:03Speaker 1: his life was about to change. There on the backside
- 1:45:09Speaker 1: of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness place where God
- 1:45:14Speaker 1: spoke to Moses in a burning bush. You likely have
- 1:45:20Speaker 1: not experienced a literal burning bush, but you have had
- 1:45:25Speaker 1: some kind of burning bush experience. This would be that
- 1:45:31Speaker 1: turning point when you came to accept the truth of
- 1:45:36Speaker 1: God in a way that changed the direction of your life.
- 1:45:42Speaker 1: This would be a moment when He especially revealed himself
- 1:45:46Speaker 1: through a person an experience, maybe a worship service, a
- 1:45:52Speaker 1: time when you were serving someone, perhaps a time of prayer,
- 1:45:58Speaker 1: or even a powerful sirmon. Something shifted inside of you,
- 1:46:06Speaker 1: and you haven't been the same since. You might protest here,
- 1:46:14Speaker 1: but I haven't taken God as seriously.
- 1:46:16Speaker 2: As I should.
- 1:46:18Speaker 1: My life hasn't changed that much. I still struggle. I
- 1:46:25Speaker 1: still don't know how to trust God with my life.
- 1:46:29Speaker 1: I continue to resist him each day. I live more
- 1:46:34Speaker 1: through my strength than God's love. Moses protested too. He said,
- 1:46:43Speaker 1: who am I that you would speak to me? He
- 1:46:48Speaker 1: worried about his weaknesses. I can't speak for you. I
- 1:46:53Speaker 1: stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift away
- 1:47:00Speaker 1: from God to He would become impatient and angry with
- 1:47:06Speaker 1: the people he was leading. He would continue to struggle
- 1:47:10Speaker 1: with fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses,
- 1:47:18Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 1:47:22Speaker 2: And God still says to you.
- 1:47:25Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much doubt
- 1:47:31Speaker 1: or fear that stir in sight of you. God still says,
- 1:47:37Speaker 1: I will.
- 1:47:38Speaker 2: Be with you.
- 1:47:41Speaker 1: No matter how much stubbornness and anger. God still says,
- 1:47:47Speaker 1: I will be with you. Once again, Place yourself before
- 1:47:55Speaker 1: the burning bush of God's presence. Rest sleep, Believe these
- 1:48:05Speaker 1: words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 1:48:10Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 1:48:14Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 1:48:21Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 1:48:28Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 1:48:38Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 1:48:44Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 1:48:49Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 1:48:57Speaker 1: let my people go.
- 1:49:00Speaker 2: Moses fusses, but how can I go back? How can
- 1:49:06Speaker 2: I speak for you?
- 1:49:08Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 1:49:15Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that I am sent you, I am the Great,
- 1:49:26Speaker 1: I am is with you the Great i Am sends you.
- 1:49:34Speaker 1: He is the true, True, He is the real, real,
- 1:49:43Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things. He
- 1:49:49Speaker 1: is the one by whom everything else in the universe
- 1:49:54Speaker 1: was created. He is the one in whom all things
- 1:50:00Speaker 1: hold together and have their being. The Great i Am
- 1:50:07Speaker 1: says to you tonight, I am with you. I Am
- 1:50:15Speaker 1: the being who will always be with you.
- 1:50:21Speaker 2: In peace.
- 1:50:24Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep. Rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 1:50:32Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 1:50:39Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May his
- 1:50:44Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 1:50:51Speaker 2: May He be.
- 1:50:51Speaker 1: Gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep. May you
- 1:50:59Speaker 1: be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself to let
- 1:51:06Speaker 1: go of today by rehearsing in your breathing in and
- 1:51:13Speaker 1: breathing out. My God is with me. My God is
- 1:51:19Speaker 1: with me. My God is with me. Amen. God speaks
- 1:51:32Speaker 1: the words for you tonight that he spoke to Moses.
- 1:51:37Speaker 1: I will be with you. He wants these words to
- 1:51:42Speaker 1: burn bright and clear before you, like the fire that
- 1:51:46Speaker 1: burned before Moses. He wants his words to break through
- 1:51:52Speaker 1: your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being, to
- 1:51:58Speaker 1: grow in you, confide, evidence, and love. God is a
- 1:52:04Speaker 1: blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope. Yet it is
- 1:52:11Speaker 1: often difficult for us to see him and to hear
- 1:52:15Speaker 1: his faithful words, I will be with you. These were
- 1:52:22Speaker 1: words that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too. His
- 1:52:27Speaker 1: life before the Burning Bush had been strange and messy.
- 1:52:33Speaker 1: Nothing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 1:52:37Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 1:52:43Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 1:52:49Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 1:52:56Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 1:53:03Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 1:53:07Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 1:53:14Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 1:53:22Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He doubted God too.
- 1:53:33Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 1:53:36Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes, and even still God says to him, Moses,
- 1:53:46Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 1:53:51Speaker 1: you too. God is with you. Your life doesn't need
- 1:53:59Speaker 1: to make sense to you or to others. Your life
- 1:54:05Speaker 1: can be messy and strange, and even still, God says
- 1:54:11Speaker 1: to you, I will be with you. Allow these words
- 1:54:19Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind. I will be with you.
- 1:54:29Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath. Allow the burning
- 1:54:34Speaker 1: fire of God's voice to shine into your darkness. By
- 1:54:40Speaker 1: breathing in and saying to your soul, God is with me,
- 1:54:50Speaker 1: and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, God.
- 1:55:06Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 1:55:08Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 1:55:14Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 1:55:18Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 1:55:25Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 1:55:33Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 1:55:37Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 1:55:42Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 1:55:47Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 1:55:53Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 1:55:58Speaker 1: it as it floated away. It was the Egyptian king's
- 1:56:04Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 1:56:11Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 1:56:16Speaker 1: to be thrown into the nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 1:56:20Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. That is
- 1:56:25Speaker 1: what Moses's name means, drew him out of the water.
- 1:56:32Speaker 1: How have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 1:56:38Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 1:56:43Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 1:56:50Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 1:56:58Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 1:57:02Speaker 2: I have been with you.
- 1:57:07Speaker 1: I will not leave you alone. You are named Moses too.
- 1:57:17Speaker 1: You are the one I draw out of the water.
- 1:57:23Speaker 1: I will draw you out of the pit, out of
- 1:57:28Speaker 1: the mirie clay, and set your feet upon a rock.
- 1:57:36Speaker 1: You have been in the current of today's dangerous, rapid waters.
- 1:57:43Speaker 1: Call out to God for help. Allow him to draw
- 1:57:48Speaker 1: you up from the soul numbing currents of busyness, rush
- 1:57:54Speaker 1: and self dependence. As you allow yourself to go to sleep,
- 1:58:02Speaker 1: give yourself to God's care, become God dependent. In this
- 1:58:13Speaker 1: story of Moses, we have a foreshadowing of what we
- 1:58:18Speaker 1: gain in the waters of baptism. The waters that are
- 1:58:23Speaker 1: meant for death turn out to be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes,
- 1:58:34Speaker 1: our enemy prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom
- 1:58:38Speaker 1: he can devour. Yes, like the Egyptian king. Our enemy
- 1:58:45Speaker 1: wants to drown you. He wants you to be covered
- 1:58:50Speaker 1: by the dangerous waters of life. Get through this danger.
- 1:58:57Speaker 1: Through these very same waters. Jesus meets you. He reaches
- 1:59:05Speaker 1: out to rescue you. He draws you out of death
- 1:59:11Speaker 1: into new life. Allow these waters to wash you, ending
- 1:59:20Speaker 1: a day, giving yourself to sleep, resting in God's love.
- 1:59:32Speaker 1: This is sacred, holy, precious. As you are being washed,
- 1:59:42Speaker 1: you are more and more free to be near God,
- 1:59:48Speaker 1: to enjoy his presence, to trust in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe.
- 2:00:06Speaker 1: Allowing these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 2:00:12Speaker 1: will be with you. See the burning bush of God's presence,
- 2:00:19Speaker 1: speaking goodness into your heart. Rehearse this good news in
- 2:00:26Speaker 1: your breath, breathing in, saying to your soul you are
- 2:00:35Speaker 1: with me, and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust,
- 2:00:47Speaker 1: saying again you are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy,
- 2:00:58Speaker 1: and confusing. When he came of age, he began to
- 2:01:04Speaker 1: sort out the things that mattered most to his life.
- 2:01:08Speaker 1: He understood in deeper ways that he was an alien
- 2:01:12Speaker 1: and a stranger in the house of Pharaoh. He was
- 2:01:16Speaker 1: a Hebrew, one of the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches
- 2:01:22Speaker 1: of the oppressor was troubling. How could he enjoy any
- 2:01:28Speaker 1: good thing when his own people were enslaved, working tirelessly
- 2:01:35Speaker 1: for the brutal king of Egypt. When he saw an
- 2:01:39Speaker 1: Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew brothers one day, he
- 2:01:44Speaker 1: was given a chance to prove his identity as an Israelite.
- 2:01:49Speaker 1: In a fit of rage and vindication, he killed the Egyptian,
- 2:01:56Speaker 1: hid the body in the sand, and then fled into
- 2:02:00Speaker 1: the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses
- 2:02:08Speaker 1: had married, raised a family, and was working for his
- 2:02:12Speaker 1: father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on the backside of
- 2:02:16Speaker 1: Mount Horeb. Moses was, no doubt content to be removed
- 2:02:22Speaker 1: and hidden from his previous life as the son of
- 2:02:25Speaker 1: Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that God had any
- 2:02:31Speaker 1: special plans for his life. He had no idea that
- 2:02:37Speaker 1: his life was about to change there on the backside
- 2:02:44Speaker 1: of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness place where God
- 2:02:49Speaker 1: spoke to Moses in a burning bush. You likely have
- 2:02:54Speaker 1: not experienced a literal burning bush, but you have had
- 2:02:59Speaker 1: some kind of burning bush experience. This would be that
- 2:03:06Speaker 1: turning point when you came to accept the truth of
- 2:03:10Speaker 1: God in a way that changed the direction of your life.
- 2:03:16Speaker 1: This would be a moment when He especially revealed himself
- 2:03:20Speaker 1: through a person an experience, maybe a worship service, a
- 2:03:27Speaker 1: time when you were serving someone, perhaps a time of prayer,
- 2:03:32Speaker 1: or even a powerful sermon. Something shifted inside of you,
- 2:03:40Speaker 1: and you haven't been the same since. You might protest here,
- 2:03:48Speaker 1: but I haven't taken God as seriously as I should.
- 2:03:52Speaker 1: My life hasn't changed that much. I still struggle. I
- 2:03:59Speaker 1: still don't know how to trust God with my life.
- 2:04:04Speaker 1: I continue to resist him each day. I live more
- 2:04:08Speaker 1: through my strength than God's love. Moses protested too. He said,
- 2:04:18Speaker 1: who am I that you would speak to me? He
- 2:04:22Speaker 1: worried about his weaknesses.
- 2:04:25Speaker 2: I can't speak for you.
- 2:04:27Speaker 1: I stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift
- 2:04:34Speaker 1: away from God to He would become impatient and angry
- 2:04:40Speaker 1: with the people he was leading. He would continue to
- 2:04:44Speaker 1: struggle with fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses,
- 2:04:53Speaker 1: I will be with you. And God still says to you,
- 2:05:00Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much doubt
- 2:05:06Speaker 1: or fear that stir inside of you, God still says,
- 2:05:12Speaker 1: I will be with you. No matter how much stubbornness
- 2:05:16Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 2:05:26Speaker 1: Once again. Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest, sleep,
- 2:05:39Speaker 1: Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 2:05:44Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 2:05:48Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 2:05:55Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 2:06:02Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 2:06:12Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 2:06:18Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 2:06:24Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 2:06:31Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 2:06:38Speaker 1: go back?
- 2:06:40Speaker 2: How can I speak for you?
- 2:06:43Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 2:06:50Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that I Am sent you. I Am the
- 2:06:59Speaker 1: Great I Am is with you. The Great I Am
- 2:07:06Speaker 1: sends you. He is the true, True, He is.
- 2:07:13Speaker 2: The real, real.
- 2:07:17Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things. He
- 2:07:24Speaker 1: is the one by whom everything else in the universe
- 2:07:28Speaker 1: was created. He is the one in whom all things
- 2:07:34Speaker 1: hold together and have their being. The Great I Am,
- 2:07:41Speaker 1: says to you tonight, I am with you. I Am
- 2:07:50Speaker 1: the being who will always be with you.
- 2:07:55Speaker 2: In peace.
- 2:07:58Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep, rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 2:08:06Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 2:08:14Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep.
- 2:08:18Speaker 2: May His face.
- 2:08:19Speaker 1: Shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 2:08:25Speaker 1: May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep.
- 2:08:32Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself
- 2:08:40Speaker 1: to let go of today by rehearsing in your breathing
- 2:08:46Speaker 1: in and breathing out. My God is with me. My
- 2:08:52Speaker 1: God is with me. My God.
- 2:08:59Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 2:09:05Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 2:09:09Speaker 1: to Moses.
- 2:09:11Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 2:09:15Speaker 1: He wants these words to burn bright and clear before you,
- 2:09:19Speaker 1: like the fire that burned before Moses. He wants his
- 2:09:25Speaker 1: words to break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into
- 2:09:30Speaker 1: your inner being, to grow in you confidence and love.
- 2:09:38Speaker 1: God is a blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope.
- 2:09:45Speaker 1: Yet it is often difficult for us to see him
- 2:09:48Speaker 1: and to hear his faithful words, I will be with you.
- 2:09:55Speaker 1: These were words that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too.
- 2:10:01Speaker 1: His life before the Burning Bush had been strange and messy.
- 2:10:07Speaker 1: Nothing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 2:10:11Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 2:10:18Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 2:10:24Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 2:10:30Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 2:10:37Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 2:10:42Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 2:10:48Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 2:10:56Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself, He doubted God too.
- 2:11:08Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 2:11:11Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes. And even still God says to him, Moses,
- 2:11:21Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 2:11:25Speaker 1: you too.
- 2:11:28Speaker 4: God is with you.
- 2:11:32Speaker 1: Your life doesn't need to make sense to you or
- 2:11:36Speaker 1: to others. Your life can be messy and strange, and
- 2:11:43Speaker 1: even still God says.
- 2:11:45Speaker 2: To you, I will be with you.
- 2:11:52Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper than to your heart and mind.
- 2:12:00Speaker 2: Will be with you.
- 2:12:03Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, allow the burning
- 2:12:08Speaker 1: fire of God's voice to shine into your darkness. By
- 2:12:14Speaker 1: breathing in and saying to your soul, God is with me,
- 2:12:24Speaker 1: and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, God.
- 2:12:41Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 2:12:43Speaker 1: When I say Moses' life was strange and messy, I
- 2:12:48Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 2:12:52Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 2:13:00Speaker 1: any layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 2:13:07Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 2:13:11Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 2:13:16Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 2:13:21Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 2:13:28Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 2:13:33Speaker 1: it as it floated away.
- 2:13:37Speaker 2: It was the.
- 2:13:37Speaker 1: Egyptian king's daughter who drew him out of the water.
- 2:13:43Speaker 1: The Egyptian king, the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew
- 2:13:48Speaker 1: baby boys were to be thrown into the Nile, and
- 2:13:54Speaker 1: it was Pharaoh's daughter who drew him out of the water.
- 2:14:00Speaker 1: Moses's name means drew him out of the water. How
- 2:14:06Speaker 1: have you been cast into the waters, left to drown.
- 2:14:12Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 2:14:17Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 2:14:25Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 2:14:33Speaker 1: I will be with you. I have been with you.
- 2:14:41Speaker 3: I will not leave you alone.
- 2:14:47Speaker 1: You are named Moses too. You are the one I
- 2:14:53Speaker 1: draw out of the water. I will draw you out
- 2:15:00Speaker 1: of the pit, out of the Miri clay, and set
- 2:15:06Speaker 1: your feet upon a rock. You have been in the
- 2:15:11Speaker 1: current of today's dangerous rapid waters.
- 2:15:17Speaker 2: Call out to God for help.
- 2:15:21Speaker 1: Allow him to draw you up from the soul numbing
- 2:15:24Speaker 1: currents of busyness, rush and self dependence. As you allow
- 2:15:32Speaker 1: yourself to go to sleep, give yourself to God's care,
- 2:15:41Speaker 1: become God dependent. In this story of Moses, we have
- 2:15:50Speaker 1: a foreshadowing of what we gain in the waters of baptism.
- 2:15:57Speaker 1: The waters that are meant for death turn out to
- 2:16:01Speaker 1: be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our enemy prowls around
- 2:16:10Speaker 1: like a roaring lion, seeking whom he can devour. Yes,
- 2:16:16Speaker 1: like the Egyptian king, our enemy wants to drown you.
- 2:16:23Speaker 1: He wants you to be covered by the dangerous waters
- 2:16:26Speaker 1: of life. Get through this danger. Through these very same waters,
- 2:16:35Speaker 1: Jesus meets you. He reaches out to rescue you. He
- 2:16:43Speaker 1: draws you out of death into new life. Allow these
- 2:16:51Speaker 1: waters to wash you, ending a day, giving yourself to sleep,
- 2:17:01Speaker 1: resting in God's love. This is sacred, holy, precious. As
- 2:17:14Speaker 1: you are being washed, you are more and more free
- 2:17:20Speaker 1: to be near God, to enjoy his presence, to trust
- 2:17:28Speaker 1: in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe, allowing these words
- 2:17:41Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind, I will be with you.
- 2:17:50Speaker 1: See the burning bush of God's presence, speaking goodness into
- 2:17:56Speaker 1: your heart. Rehearse this goodness news in your breath, breathing in,
- 2:18:05Speaker 1: saying to your soul you are with me, and then
- 2:18:13Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you
- 2:18:24Speaker 1: are with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy, and confusing.
- 2:18:35Speaker 1: When he came of age, he began to sort out
- 2:18:38Speaker 1: the things that mattered most to his life. He understood
- 2:18:43Speaker 1: in deeper ways that he was an alien and a
- 2:18:47Speaker 1: stranger in the house of Pharaoh. He was a Hebrew,
- 2:18:52Speaker 1: one of the oppressed, benefiting from the riches of the oppressor.
- 2:18:58Speaker 1: Was troubling how could he enjoy any good thing when
- 2:19:04Speaker 1: his own people were enslaved, working tirelessly for the brutal
- 2:19:10Speaker 1: king of Egypt. When he saw an Egyptian beating one
- 2:19:15Speaker 1: of his Hebrew brothers one day, he was given a
- 2:19:19Speaker 1: chance to prove his identity as an Israelite. In a
- 2:19:24Speaker 1: fit of rage and vindication, he killed the Egyptian, hid
- 2:19:30Speaker 1: the body in the sand, and then fled into the
- 2:19:34Speaker 1: desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses had married,
- 2:19:44Speaker 1: raised a family, and was working for his father in law, Jethro,
- 2:19:48Speaker 1: tending sheep on the backside of Mount Horeb. Moses was
- 2:19:54Speaker 1: no doubt content to be removed and hidden from his
- 2:19:57Speaker 1: previous life as the son of Fiharaoh's daughter. He had
- 2:20:03Speaker 1: no expectation that God had any special plans for his life.
- 2:20:09Speaker 2: He had no.
- 2:20:10Speaker 1: Idea that his life was about to change. There on
- 2:20:17Speaker 1: the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness place
- 2:20:22Speaker 1: where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush. You
- 2:20:28Speaker 1: likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but you
- 2:20:33Speaker 1: have had some kind of burning bush experience. This would
- 2:20:39Speaker 1: be that turning point when you came to accept the
- 2:20:44Speaker 1: truth of God. In a way that changed the direction
- 2:20:48Speaker 1: of your life. This would be a moment when he
- 2:20:53Speaker 1: especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe a
- 2:20:59Speaker 1: worship service, a time when you were serving someone, perhaps
- 2:21:04Speaker 1: a time of prayer, or even a powerful sermon. Something
- 2:21:11Speaker 1: shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the same since.
- 2:21:19Speaker 1: You might protest here, but I haven't taken God as
- 2:21:24Speaker 1: seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed that much.
- 2:21:30Speaker 1: I still struggle. I still don't know how to trust
- 2:21:35Speaker 1: God with my life. I continue to resist him each day.
- 2:21:42Speaker 1: I live more through my strength than God's love. Moses
- 2:21:48Speaker 1: protested too.
- 2:21:51Speaker 2: He said, who am I that you would speak to me?
- 2:21:56Speaker 1: He worried about his weaknesses. I can't speak for you.
- 2:22:02Speaker 1: I stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift
- 2:22:09Speaker 1: away from God to He would become impatient and angry
- 2:22:14Speaker 1: with the people he was leading. He would continue to
- 2:22:18Speaker 1: struggle with fear and doubt. Even still, God says to Moses,
- 2:22:27Speaker 1: I will be with you. And God still says to you,
- 2:22:34Speaker 1: I will be.
- 2:22:36Speaker 2: With you.
- 2:22:39Speaker 1: No matter how much doubt or fear that stir inside
- 2:22:42Speaker 1: of you. God still says, I will be with you,
- 2:22:49Speaker 1: no matter how much stubbornness and anger. God still says,
- 2:22:56Speaker 1: I will.
- 2:22:57Speaker 2: Be with you once again.
- 2:23:02Speaker 1: Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest sleep,
- 2:23:13Speaker 1: Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 2:23:19Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 2:23:22Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 2:23:30Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 2:23:36Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 2:23:47Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 2:23:53Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 2:23:58Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 2:24:05Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 2:24:12Speaker 1: go back? How can I speak for you? Why would
- 2:24:17Speaker 1: the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies, tell
- 2:24:24Speaker 1: Pharaoh that I am sent you. I am the Great
- 2:24:35Speaker 1: I Am is with you. The Great I Am send you.
- 2:24:43Speaker 1: He is the true, true, He is the real, real,
- 2:24:51Speaker 1: God is being behind and before all other things. He
- 2:24:58Speaker 1: is the one by by whom everything else in the
- 2:25:02Speaker 1: universe was created. He is the one in whom all
- 2:25:08Speaker 1: things hold together and have their being. The Great I
- 2:25:15Speaker 1: Am says to you tonight, I am with you. I
- 2:25:23Speaker 1: am the being who will always be with you.
- 2:25:30Speaker 2: In peace.
- 2:25:32Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep, rest in God's faithfulness, for he
- 2:25:40Speaker 1: alone can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord
- 2:25:48Speaker 1: bless you and protect you as you sleep. May His
- 2:25:53Speaker 1: face shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 2:25:59Speaker 1: May be gracious and kind, granting you deep, healing sleep.
- 2:26:07Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself
- 2:26:14Speaker 1: to let go of today by rehearsing and your breathing
- 2:26:20Speaker 1: in and breathing out. My God is with me. My
- 2:26:27Speaker 1: God is with me. My God.
- 2:26:33Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 2:26:40Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 2:26:43Speaker 1: to Moses, I will be with you. He wants these
- 2:26:50Speaker 1: words to burn bright and clear before you, like the
- 2:26:54Speaker 1: fire that burned before Moses. He wants his words to
- 2:27:00Speaker 1: break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being,
- 2:27:07Speaker 1: to grow in you confidence and love. God is a
- 2:27:13Speaker 1: blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope. Yet it is
- 2:27:20Speaker 1: often difficult for us to see him and to hear.
- 2:27:23Speaker 2: His faithful words, I will be with you.
- 2:27:30Speaker 1: These were words that Moses had trouble hearing and trusting too.
- 2:27:36Speaker 1: His life before the burning Bush had been strange and messy.
- 2:27:42Speaker 1: Nothing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 2:27:45Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 2:27:52Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 2:27:58Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 2:28:05Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 2:28:11Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 2:28:16Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds.
- 2:28:23Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 2:28:31Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself. He doubted God too.
- 2:28:42Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 2:28:45Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes. And even still God says to him, Moses,
- 2:28:55Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with you. You too,
- 2:29:02Speaker 1: God is with you. Your life doesn't need to make
- 2:29:08Speaker 1: sense to you or to others. Your life can be
- 2:29:14Speaker 1: messy and strange, and even still God says to you,
- 2:29:21Speaker 1: I will be with you. Allow these words deeper into
- 2:29:29Speaker 1: your heart and mind. I will be with you. Rehearse
- 2:29:38Speaker 1: this good news in your breath. Allow the burning fire
- 2:29:43Speaker 1: of God's voice to shine into your darkness. By breathing
- 2:29:49Speaker 1: in and saying to your soul, God is with me,
- 2:29:59Speaker 1: and then also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, God.
- 2:30:15Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 2:30:17Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 2:30:22Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 2:30:26Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 2:30:34Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took up
- 2:30:41Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 2:30:45Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 2:30:50Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile.
- 2:30:56Speaker 2: A wide, long river.
- 2:31:01Speaker 1: His mother didn't know where the basket would be found.
- 2:31:06Speaker 1: She sent her daughter to follow it as it floated away.
- 2:31:11Speaker 1: It was the Egyptian king's daughter who drew him out
- 2:31:15Speaker 1: of the water. The Egyptian king, the Pharaoh, had ordered
- 2:31:22Speaker 1: that all Hebrew baby boys were to be thrown into
- 2:31:25Speaker 1: the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's daughter who drew him
- 2:31:30Speaker 1: out of the water. That is what Moses's name means,
- 2:31:37Speaker 1: drew him out of the water. How have you been
- 2:31:41Speaker 1: cast into the waters, left to drown? How have you
- 2:31:47Speaker 1: been lost among the reeds, caught in the perilous current
- 2:31:53Speaker 1: of life? How have you been abandoned thrust out of
- 2:32:00Speaker 1: the safety of home. Jesus says to you, I will
- 2:32:08Speaker 1: be with you. I have been with you. I will
- 2:32:16Speaker 1: not leave you alone. You are named Moses too. You
- 2:32:26Speaker 1: are the one I draw out of the water. I
- 2:32:32Speaker 1: will draw you out of the pit, out of the
- 2:32:37Speaker 1: Miri clay, and set your feet upon a rock. You
- 2:32:45Speaker 1: have been in the current of today's dangerous, rapid waters.
- 2:32:51Speaker 2: Call out to God for help.
- 2:32:55Speaker 1: Allow him to draw you up from the soul numbing
- 2:32:59Speaker 1: currents of men, busyness, rush, and self dependence. As you
- 2:33:06Speaker 1: allow yourself to go to sleep, give yourself to God's care,
- 2:33:15Speaker 1: become God dependent. In this story of Moses, we have
- 2:33:24Speaker 1: a foreshadowing of what we gain in the waters of baptism.
- 2:33:31Speaker 1: The waters that are meant for death turn out to
- 2:33:35Speaker 1: be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our enemy prowls around
- 2:33:44Speaker 1: like a roaring lion, seeking whom he can devour. Yes,
- 2:33:51Speaker 1: like the Egyptian king, our enemy wants to drown you.
- 2:33:57Speaker 1: He wants you to be covered by the daydangerous waters
- 2:34:01Speaker 1: of life. Get through this danger. Through these very same waters.
- 2:34:10Speaker 1: Jesus meets you, He reaches out to rescue you. He
- 2:34:17Speaker 1: draws you out of death into new life.
- 2:34:25Speaker 2: Allow these waters to wash.
- 2:34:26Speaker 1: You, ending a day, giving yourself to sleep, resting in
- 2:34:38Speaker 1: God's love. This is sacred, holy, precious. As you are
- 2:34:48Speaker 1: being washed, you are more and more free to be
- 2:34:54Speaker 1: near God, to enjoy his presence, to trust in his
- 2:35:03Speaker 1: watchful care, rest, sleep, believe. Allowing these words deeper into
- 2:35:16Speaker 1: your heart and mind. I will be with you. See
- 2:35:24Speaker 1: the burning bush of God's presence, speaking goodness into your heart.
- 2:35:33Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 2:35:40Speaker 1: to your soul, you are with me, and then also
- 2:35:47Speaker 1: breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you are
- 2:35:59Speaker 1: with me. Moses's life had been strange, messy, and confusing.
- 2:36:10Speaker 1: When he came of age, he began to sort out
- 2:36:13Speaker 1: the things that mattered most to his life. He understood
- 2:36:18Speaker 1: in deeper ways that he was an alien and a
- 2:36:21Speaker 1: stranger in the house of Pharaoh.
- 2:36:24Speaker 2: He was a.
- 2:36:25Speaker 1: Hebrew, one of the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches of
- 2:36:31Speaker 1: the oppressor. Was troubling.
- 2:36:35Speaker 2: How could he.
- 2:36:36Speaker 1: Enjoy any good thing when his own people were enslaved,
- 2:36:42Speaker 1: working tirelessly for the brutal.
- 2:36:45Speaker 2: King of Egypt.
- 2:36:47Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew brothers.
- 2:36:50Speaker 1: One day he was given a chance to prove his
- 2:36:54Speaker 1: identity as an Israelite. In a fit of rage and dedication,
- 2:37:02Speaker 1: he killed the Egyptian, hid the body in the sand,
- 2:37:07Speaker 1: and then fled into the desert to hide from Pharaoh's wrath.
- 2:37:14Speaker 1: Years later, Moses had married, raised a family, and was
- 2:37:20Speaker 1: working for his father in law, Jethro, tending sheep on
- 2:37:24Speaker 1: the backside of Mount Horeb. Moses was no doubt content
- 2:37:29Speaker 1: to be removed and hidden from his previous life as
- 2:37:33Speaker 1: the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no expectation that
- 2:37:39Speaker 1: God had any special plans for his life. He had
- 2:37:44Speaker 1: no idea that his life was about to change. There
- 2:37:51Speaker 1: on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was a wilderness
- 2:37:56Speaker 1: place where God spoke to Moses in a burning bush bush.
- 2:38:02Speaker 1: You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush, but
- 2:38:07Speaker 1: you have had some kind of burning bush experience. This
- 2:38:13Speaker 1: would be that turning point when you came to accept
- 2:38:18Speaker 1: the truth of God in a way that changed the
- 2:38:22Speaker 1: direction of your life. This would be a moment when
- 2:38:27Speaker 1: He especially revealed himself through a person an experience, maybe
- 2:38:33Speaker 1: a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 2:38:38Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer or even a powerful sermon.
- 2:38:45Speaker 1: Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the
- 2:38:50Speaker 1: same since. You might protest here, but I haven't taken
- 2:38:58Speaker 1: God as seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed
- 2:39:03Speaker 1: that much. I still struggle. I still don't know how
- 2:39:09Speaker 1: to trust God with my life. I continue to resist
- 2:39:14Speaker 1: him each day. I live more through my strength than
- 2:39:19Speaker 1: God's love. Moses protested too.
- 2:39:25Speaker 2: He said, who am I that you would speak to me?
- 2:39:30Speaker 1: He worried about his weaknesses. I can't speak for you.
- 2:39:36Speaker 1: I stutter when I open my mouth. Moses would drift
- 2:39:43Speaker 1: away from God to He would become impatient and angry
- 2:39:48Speaker 1: with the people he was leading. He would continue to
- 2:39:52Speaker 1: struggle with fear and doubt.
- 2:39:57Speaker 2: Even still, God says.
- 2:39:59Speaker 1: To Mos, I will be with you.
- 2:40:05Speaker 2: And God still says to.
- 2:40:07Speaker 1: You, I will be with you, no matter how much
- 2:40:14Speaker 1: doubt or fear that stir inside of you. God still says,
- 2:40:20Speaker 1: I will be with you, no matter how much stubbornness
- 2:40:25Speaker 1: and anger. God still says, I will be with you.
- 2:40:35Speaker 1: Once again. Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence.
- 2:40:44Speaker 1: Rest sleep, believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 2:40:53Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 2:40:57Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 2:41:04Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 2:41:11Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate and trust, saying again, my
- 2:41:21Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 2:41:27Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 2:41:32Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 2:41:40Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 2:41:47Speaker 1: go back? How can I speak for you? Why would
- 2:41:52Speaker 1: the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies, tell
- 2:41:59Speaker 1: Pharaoh that.
- 2:42:00Speaker 2: I Am sent you. I Am.
- 2:42:08Speaker 1: The Great I Am is with you. The Great i
- 2:42:14Speaker 1: Am sends you. He is the true, True, He is
- 2:42:22Speaker 1: the real, real, God is being behind and before all
- 2:42:29Speaker 1: other things. He is the one by whom everything else
- 2:42:36Speaker 1: in the universe was created. He is the one in
- 2:42:41Speaker 1: whom all things hold together and have their being. The
- 2:42:48Speaker 1: Great i Am says to you tonight, I am with you.
- 2:42:57Speaker 1: I AM the being who will always be with you.
- 2:43:04Speaker 2: In peace.
- 2:43:07Speaker 1: Give yourself to sleep rest in God's faithfulness.
- 2:43:14Speaker 2: For he alone.
- 2:43:17Speaker 1: Can make you dwell in safety. May the Lord bless
- 2:43:23Speaker 1: you and protect you as you sleep. May his face
- 2:43:28Speaker 1: shine upon you like the radiance of a burning bush.
- 2:43:34Speaker 1: May He be gracious and kind, granting you deep healing sleep.
- 2:43:41Speaker 1: May you be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself
- 2:43:49Speaker 1: to let go of today by rehearsing in your breathing
- 2:43:54Speaker 1: in and breathing out. Why God is with me. My
- 2:44:01Speaker 1: God is with me, My God is with me. Amen.
- 2:44:14Speaker 1: God speaks the words for you tonight that he spoke
- 2:44:17Speaker 1: to Moses, I will be with you. He wants these
- 2:44:24Speaker 1: words to burn bright and clear before you, like the
- 2:44:29Speaker 1: fire that burned before Moses. He wants his words to
- 2:44:34Speaker 1: break through your darkness, to penetrate deep into your inner being,
- 2:44:41Speaker 1: to grow in you confidence and love. God is a
- 2:44:47Speaker 1: blazing fire of goodness, warmth, and hope. Yet it is
- 2:44:54Speaker 1: often difficult for us to see him and to hear
- 2:44:58Speaker 1: his faithful words, I will be with you. These were
- 2:45:05Speaker 1: words that Moses had trouble hearing in trusting too, As
- 2:45:10Speaker 1: life before the burning Bush had been strange and messy,
- 2:45:16Speaker 1: Nothing about his life made it obvious that God would
- 2:45:20Speaker 1: choose him to lead his people out of slavery to freedom.
- 2:45:26Speaker 1: He was the baby sent down the river in a basket,
- 2:45:32Speaker 1: a Hebrew raised in the palace of the Egyptian king.
- 2:45:39Speaker 1: Moses was a murderer who hid in the desert. If
- 2:45:46Speaker 1: there had been a job opening for hero of the Israelites,
- 2:45:50Speaker 1: Moses would not have had a strong resume. To our minds,
- 2:45:57Speaker 1: Moses was an unlikely leader. Yet God blesses, he embraces,
- 2:46:05Speaker 1: he uses unlikely people. Moses doubted himself, he doubted God too.
- 2:46:16Speaker 1: He was lost in the desert, in the despair of
- 2:46:19Speaker 1: his terrible mistakes, and even still God says to him, Moses,
- 2:46:29Speaker 1: I will be with you, and God will be with
- 2:46:34Speaker 1: you too.
- 2:46:36Speaker 4: God is with you.
- 2:46:41Speaker 1: Your life doesn't need to make sense to you or
- 2:46:45Speaker 1: to others. Your life can be messy and strange, and
- 2:46:51Speaker 1: even still God says to you, I will be with you.
- 2:47:01Speaker 1: Allow these words deeper into your heart and mind. I
- 2:47:08Speaker 1: will be with you. Rehearse this good news in your breath,
- 2:47:15Speaker 1: Allow the burning fire of God's voice to shine into
- 2:47:20Speaker 1: your darkness. By breathing in and saying to your soul,
- 2:47:28Speaker 1: God is with me, and then also breathing out, pray, meditate,
- 2:47:41Speaker 1: and trust, saying again, God.
- 2:47:49Speaker 2: Is with me.
- 2:47:51Speaker 1: When I say Moses's life was strange and messy, I
- 2:47:57Speaker 1: mean that his life did not move in a nice, clear,
- 2:48:01Speaker 1: clean straight line. His life's journey had many twists and turns,
- 2:48:08Speaker 1: many layers of confusion and suffering. His mother took a
- 2:48:16Speaker 1: papyrus basket and covered it with tar and pitch so
- 2:48:20Speaker 1: that it would float. She placed Moses as a baby
- 2:48:25Speaker 1: inside and set the basket among the reeds of the Nile,
- 2:48:30Speaker 1: a wide, long river. His mother didn't know where the
- 2:48:36Speaker 1: basket would be found. She sent her daughter to follow
- 2:48:41Speaker 1: it as it floated away. It was the Egyptian king's
- 2:48:47Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water. The Egyptian king,
- 2:48:54Speaker 1: the Pharaoh, had ordered that all Hebrew baby boys were
- 2:48:59Speaker 1: to be thrown into the Nile, and it was Pharaoh's
- 2:49:03Speaker 1: daughter who drew him out of the water.
- 2:49:08Speaker 2: That is what.
- 2:49:08Speaker 1: Moses's name means, drew him out of the water. How
- 2:49:15Speaker 1: have you been cast into the waters, left to drown?
- 2:49:21Speaker 1: How have you been lost among the reeds, caught in
- 2:49:26Speaker 1: the perilous current of life? How have you been abandoned,
- 2:49:33Speaker 1: thrust out of the safety of home. Jesus says to you,
- 2:49:41Speaker 1: I will be with you.
- 2:49:45Speaker 2: I have been with you.
- 2:49:50Speaker 1: I will not leave you alone. You are named Moses too.
- 2:50:00Speaker 1: You are the one I draw out of the water.
- 2:50:06Speaker 1: I will draw you out of the pit, out of
- 2:50:11Speaker 1: the miri clay, and set your feet upon a rock.
- 2:50:19Speaker 1: You have been in the current of today's dangerous, rapid waters.
- 2:50:26Speaker 2: Call out to God for help.
- 2:50:30Speaker 1: Allow him to draw you up from the soul numbing
- 2:50:33Speaker 1: currents of busyness, rush, and self dependence. As you allow
- 2:50:41Speaker 1: yourself to go to sleep, give yourself to God's care,
- 2:50:50Speaker 1: become God dependent. In this story of Moses, we have
- 2:50:59Speaker 1: a foreshadow of what we gain in the waters of baptism.
- 2:51:05Speaker 1: The waters that are meant for death turn out to
- 2:51:09Speaker 1: be instead cleansing, healing waters. Yes, our enemy prowls around
- 2:51:19Speaker 1: like a roaring lion, seeking whom he can devour. Yes,
- 2:51:25Speaker 1: like the Egyptian king, our enemy wants to drown you.
- 2:51:32Speaker 1: He wants you to be covered by the dangerous waters
- 2:51:35Speaker 1: of life. Get through this danger. Through these very same waters,
- 2:51:44Speaker 1: Jesus meets you. He reaches out to rescue you. He
- 2:51:51Speaker 1: draws you out of death into new life. Allow these
- 2:52:00Speaker 1: waters to wash you, ending a day giving yourself to sleep,
- 2:52:10Speaker 1: resting in God's love. This is sacred, holy, precious. As
- 2:52:23Speaker 1: you are being washed, you are more and more free.
- 2:52:28Speaker 1: To be near God, to enjoy his presence, to trust
- 2:52:37Speaker 1: in his watchful care, rest, sleep, Believe. Allowing these words
- 2:52:50Speaker 1: deeper into your heart and mind, I will be with you.
- 2:52:58Speaker 1: See the burning bush of God's presence, speaking goodness into
- 2:53:04Speaker 1: your heart. Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in,
- 2:53:14Speaker 1: saying to your soul you are with me, and then
- 2:53:21Speaker 1: also breathing out, pray, meditate, and trust, saying again you.
- 2:53:33Speaker 2: Are with me.
- 2:53:36Speaker 1: Moses's life had been strange, messy, and confusing. When he
- 2:53:44Speaker 1: came of age, he began to sort out the things
- 2:53:48Speaker 1: that mattered most to his life. He understood in deeper
- 2:53:53Speaker 1: ways that he was an alien and a stranger in
- 2:53:56Speaker 1: the house of Pharaoh. He was a Hebrew, one of
- 2:54:01Speaker 1: the oppressed. Benefiting from the riches of the oppressor. Was troubling.
- 2:54:10Speaker 1: How could he enjoy any good thing when his own
- 2:54:13Speaker 1: people were enslaved, working tirelessly for the brutal king of Egypt.
- 2:54:21Speaker 1: When he saw an Egyptian beating one of his Hebrew
- 2:54:24Speaker 1: brothers one day, he was given a chance to prove
- 2:54:28Speaker 1: his identity as an Israelite. In a fit of rage
- 2:54:33Speaker 1: and vindication, he killed the Egyptian hid the body in
- 2:54:40Speaker 1: the sand, and then fled into the desert to hide
- 2:54:45Speaker 1: from Pharaoh's wrath. Years later, Moses had married, raised a family,
- 2:54:54Speaker 1: and was working for his father in law, Jethro, tending
- 2:54:57Speaker 1: sheep on the backside of Mount Horn. Moses was no
- 2:55:03Speaker 1: doubt content to be removed and hidden from his previous
- 2:55:07Speaker 1: life as the son of Pharaoh's daughter. He had no
- 2:55:12Speaker 1: expectation that God had any special plans for his life.
- 2:55:18Speaker 1: He had no idea that his life was about to
- 2:55:22Speaker 1: change there on the backside of Mount Horeb. This was
- 2:55:29Speaker 1: a wilderness place where God spoke to Moses in a
- 2:55:33Speaker 1: burning bush. You likely have not experienced a literal burning bush,
- 2:55:42Speaker 1: but you have had some kind of burning bush experience.
- 2:55:47Speaker 1: This would be that turning point when you came to
- 2:55:52Speaker 1: accept the truth of God in a way that changed
- 2:55:56Speaker 1: the direction of your life. This would be a moment
- 2:56:01Speaker 1: when He especially revealed himself through a person an experience,
- 2:56:07Speaker 1: maybe a worship service, a time when you were serving someone,
- 2:56:12Speaker 1: perhaps a time of prayer or even a powerful sermon.
- 2:56:19Speaker 1: Something shifted inside of you, and you haven't been the
- 2:56:24Speaker 1: same since. You might protest here, but I haven't taken
- 2:56:32Speaker 1: God as seriously as I should. My life hasn't changed
- 2:56:37Speaker 1: that much. I still struggle. I still don't know how
- 2:56:43Speaker 1: to trust God with my life. I continue to resist
- 2:56:48Speaker 1: him each day. I live more through my strength than
- 2:56:53Speaker 1: God's love. Moses protested too. He said, who am I
- 2:57:01Speaker 1: that you would speak to me? He worried about his weaknesses.
- 2:57:08Speaker 1: I can't speak for you. I stutter when I open
- 2:57:12Speaker 1: my mouth. Moses would drift away from God to He
- 2:57:20Speaker 1: would become impatient and angry with the people he was leading.
- 2:57:26Speaker 1: He would continue to struggle with fear and doubt. Even still,
- 2:57:33Speaker 1: God says to Moses, I will be with you. And
- 2:57:40Speaker 1: God still says to you, I will be with you,
- 2:57:47Speaker 1: no matter how much doubt or fear that stir inside
- 2:57:51Speaker 1: of you. God still says, I will be with you,
- 2:57:58Speaker 1: no matter how much stubbornness anger.
- 2:58:02Speaker 2: God still says I will be with you.
- 2:58:09Speaker 1: Once again, Place yourself before the burning bush of God's presence. Rest, sleep,
- 2:58:22Speaker 1: Believe these words deeper into your heart and mind.
- 2:58:27Speaker 2: I will be with you.
- 2:58:31Speaker 1: Rehearse this good news in your breath, breathing in, saying
- 2:58:38Speaker 1: to your soul, my God is with me, and then
- 2:58:45Speaker 1: also breathing out, Pray, meditate, and trust, saying again, my
- 2:58:55Speaker 1: God is with me. As we bring this meditation to
- 2:59:01Speaker 1: a close, I invite you to consider one more part
- 2:59:07Speaker 1: of Moses's story. God instructs Moses to say to Pharaoh,
- 2:59:14Speaker 1: let my people go. Moses fusses, but how can I
- 2:59:21Speaker 1: go back?
- 2:59:23Speaker 2: How can I speak for you?
- 2:59:26Speaker 1: Why would the king of Egypt listen to me? God replies,
- 2:59:33Speaker 1: tell Pharaoh that I Am sent you.
- 2:59:40Speaker 2: I Am.
- 2:59:42Speaker 1: The Great I Am is with you. The Great i
- 2:59:48Speaker 1: Am sends you. He is the true, True, He is
- 2:59:56Speaker 1: the real, real, God is being behind and before all
- 3:00:04Speaker 1: other things. He is the one by whom everything else
- 3:00:10Speaker 1: in the universe was created. He is the one in
- 3:00:15Speaker 1: whom all things hold together and have their being. The
- 3:00:22Speaker 1: Great i Am says to you tonight, I am with you.
- 3:00:31Speaker 1: I AM the being who will always be with you.
- 3:00:38Speaker 2: In peace. Give yourself to sleep.
- 3:00:45Speaker 1: Rest in God's faithfulness, for he alone can make you
- 3:00:52Speaker 1: dwell in safety. May the Lord bless you and protect
- 3:00:59Speaker 1: you as you say.
- 3:01:01Speaker 2: May his face shine upon you.
- 3:01:04Speaker 1: Like the radiance of a burning bush. May He be
- 3:01:09Speaker 1: gracious and kind, granting you deep healing sleep. May you
- 3:01:16Speaker 1: be filled with peace. Continue to allow yourself to let
- 3:01:24Speaker 1: go of today by rehearsing in your breathing in and
- 3:01:30Speaker 1: breathing out. My God is with me. My God is
- 3:01:36Speaker 1: with me. My God.
- 3:01:42Speaker 2: Is with me. Amen.
- 3:01:52Speaker 1: We hope this meditation brought you peace. To listen to
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