Latest / The Breakfast Club / Best Of Full Interview: Jasmine Guy Talks Relationship With Tupac, Jada Pinkett Smith, Freaknik, Hollywood + More
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. The Breakfast Club Morning.
- 0:05Speaker 2: Everybody is DJ en vy Ess hilarious, Charlamagne the guy.
- 0:08Speaker 2: We are the Breakfast Club and we got a special
- 0:10Speaker 2: guest in the building, the legendary Jasmine Guy. Welcome back,
- 0:14Speaker 2: Good morning.
- 0:15Speaker 3: How are you feeling.
- 0:16Speaker 4: I felt great.
- 0:18Speaker 5: I love doing your show the last time and I
- 0:23Speaker 5: got a lot of positive feedback.
- 0:25Speaker 1: I love you. Yeah, come on.
- 0:27Speaker 5: It was a different kind of interview though than there.
- 0:29Speaker 5: You to My daddy was like, you were a little
- 0:33Speaker 5: too comfortable. You act like they were at your house. Champagne, right, yes,
- 0:40Speaker 5: champagne whatever that was. I didn't even like it, and
- 0:43Speaker 5: I was drinking that. But my father said that you
- 0:47Speaker 5: would put more in when I was looking at Kadeen.
- 0:51Speaker 4: That's what he said.
- 0:53Speaker 5: He said, whenever you looked at Kadeen before, more in there.
- 0:56Speaker 5: So I'm I'm thinking, I'm just drinking one glass.
- 1:00Speaker 4: Were probably have four.
- 1:04Speaker 5: Swanty whatever, but I'm drinking anywhere at seven o'clock in
- 1:10Speaker 5: the morning.
- 1:10Speaker 4: Embarrassing, is that you talking? You was just sitting back
- 1:14Speaker 4: there just laughing.
- 1:18Speaker 5: No, No, it was good because you ask questions that
- 1:21Speaker 5: people don't usually ask. You know, we get the same
- 1:24Speaker 5: questions over and over, especially about a different world. And
- 1:29Speaker 5: I just like that it went into other areas of
- 1:33Speaker 5: my life and my career and his too, because anybody
- 1:39Speaker 5: can look at any interviews we've done and get those answers.
- 1:42Speaker 5: It's the same answer, you know what I mean? So
- 1:45Speaker 5: can we talk about something else? You know, can we
- 1:49Speaker 5: bring it to another element that hasn't been explored with us?
- 1:54Speaker 6: And you've done so much more since since, absolutely, like
- 1:57Speaker 6: right now, you want your first Emmys went.
- 2:03Speaker 4: For the Chronicles of Jessica Woo. Yes, that was a trip.
- 2:07Speaker 5: So I was going to Mexico to hang out with
- 2:10Speaker 5: my girlfriends, and I land and I get all these
- 2:15Speaker 5: checks from people saying congratulation on your Emmy nomination, and
- 2:20Speaker 5: I really thought people would messing with me.
- 2:22Speaker 4: I didn't even call them back. I said whatever.
- 2:26Speaker 5: I wasn't even And then when I realized I really
- 2:31Speaker 5: had been nominated, I thought it was for the show Harlem.
- 2:36Speaker 1: Okay, okay.
- 2:37Speaker 5: Chronicles of Jessica Woo. I had done two. It was
- 2:40Speaker 5: before COVID. It was a long time ago, and I
- 2:44Speaker 5: only worked on it for a day. It was a
- 2:47Speaker 5: very interesting project to me because the production company was
- 2:54Speaker 5: a couple a small black production company. The superhero in
- 2:59Speaker 5: the in the p had autism, but her powers that
- 3:05Speaker 5: whatever put her on the spectrum made her a superhero.
- 3:09Speaker 5: Their daughter had an autistic child anyway, So I said, well,
- 3:14Speaker 5: I'll do it because I know after this they're gonna
- 3:16Speaker 5: need distribution.
- 3:18Speaker 4: And who knew that's what you know.
- 3:23Speaker 5: What I'm saying, my love for them and what I
- 3:28Speaker 5: know about you know, pitching ideas. You're gonna need a name.
- 3:31Speaker 5: I know I've heard it all. And I said, well,
- 3:33Speaker 5: I'll be your name. This is gonna be good. And
- 3:36Speaker 5: it was a short series, like a wepisode series. The
- 3:40Speaker 5: other Oscar nomination I got was also from an independent
- 3:45Speaker 5: black company and it was my nephew Emmett, and I
- 3:49Speaker 5: played im mitills aren't on the night that he was
- 3:52Speaker 5: taken from their home, and I was like, oh shit,
- 3:57Speaker 5: I do not want to go to Mississippi.
- 3:59Speaker 4: And I'm telling you.
- 4:00Speaker 5: We stayed right down the street from where he got abducted.
- 4:05Speaker 1: Mississippi still got that same energy.
- 4:07Speaker 5: Thank you change I was gonna say, I felt ghosts,
- 4:12Speaker 5: yeah you know, And I did it, and they got
- 4:16Speaker 5: nominated for an Oscar night. When the director called me,
- 4:19Speaker 5: he was a graduate student from NYU Film School. His
- 4:24Speaker 5: mentors with Spike Lee and Casey Lemmon's right Beautiful Brother,
- 4:29Speaker 5: and the and the crew and everybody. I had a
- 4:32Speaker 5: great artistic experience. But when he told me we, you know,
- 4:37Speaker 5: we got nominated for an Oscar, I thought he was
- 4:40Speaker 5: messing with me.
- 4:42Speaker 1: That saunds a lot though, like about how you know.
- 4:44Speaker 6: I guess black actors and actresses are conditioned in Hollywood
- 4:48Speaker 6: that when they get told that they're even nominated, they
- 4:51Speaker 6: don't believe it.
- 4:52Speaker 5: Well, when you ignored long enough, you got the message.
- 4:56Speaker 5: I got the message. If you're not nominating a different world,
- 5:00Speaker 5: Debbie Allen, Susan fails our wardrobe department, any other actor
- 5:06Speaker 5: on that show. I stopped focusing on y'all giving me
- 5:09Speaker 5: my props. I know who gives me my props. And
- 5:13Speaker 5: I told the actors, I said, we just gotta be good,
- 5:18Speaker 5: you know, forget all these accolades or whatever.
- 5:21Speaker 4: They obviously do you.
- 5:23Speaker 5: Know how many times they said to me, even on
- 5:26Speaker 5: I think I did Dennis Miller, remember Dennis Malanta talk show.
- 5:32Speaker 5: He started with, so how does it feel being between
- 5:35Speaker 5: number one and three? And I was stunned because I
- 5:40Speaker 5: just sat down, you know, you come out all cute
- 5:42Speaker 5: and whatever. And I was like, he said, that wasn't
- 5:45Speaker 5: a good lead in question. I said, no, it wasn't.
- 5:48Speaker 1: You're talking about Cosby and Tears.
- 5:50Speaker 5: Everybody said we were number two because we came between them, Okay.
- 5:55Speaker 4: And that was the first question. That was the message.
- 5:57Speaker 5: That was the message that we got this actors as
- 6:01Speaker 5: you know, performers, and we never got our props for
- 6:06Speaker 5: not not just the acting, but it was Debbie Allen,
- 6:10Speaker 5: Susan fails me.
- 6:11Speaker 4: Three black women in charge of that show. You know
- 6:15Speaker 4: what I mean?
- 6:16Speaker 5: We could have been on the cover of Essence, and
- 6:20Speaker 5: I just knew who really saw us and who really
- 6:23Speaker 5: understood us?
- 6:24Speaker 1: Why when that worked?
- 6:25Speaker 5: Fight for that's the same white motherfuckers said.
- 6:32Speaker 7: Cold up to date, you came to the right shows.
- 6:42Speaker 2: You can't say that word, so you can go back
- 6:44Speaker 2: here the same white motherfuckers make sure you forget.
- 6:48Speaker 4: It's the same world. Just look, okay.
- 6:51Speaker 5: So Carcy Warner, our producers also produced a show with
- 6:58Speaker 5: Whoope Goldberg called Bag That Cafe, Grace, under Fire in
- 7:02Speaker 5: The Roseanne Show and the Cosmic Show. Right, so we're
- 7:07Speaker 5: one of five. They never asked us to do anything.
- 7:11Speaker 5: They asked Roseanne bar to sing the national anthem, in
- 7:15Speaker 5: which she grabbed her crotch because she can't sing. But
- 7:19Speaker 5: we got five singers on our show. You could have
- 7:23Speaker 5: had don me kree. You know, never when we got
- 7:27Speaker 5: offered things that would have.
- 7:32Speaker 4: I don't know. I just got things.
- 7:35Speaker 5: We got things on our own, and I never felt
- 7:37Speaker 5: a part of that network. Then when I saw what
- 7:41Speaker 5: happened with Friends, I was like, Yo, that would have
- 7:46Speaker 5: helped us. It would have helped us with work after
- 7:49Speaker 5: the show. It would have given us some props, you
- 7:53Speaker 5: know that we could have used for future projects.
- 7:57Speaker 4: I pitched a lot.
- 7:58Speaker 5: I have my own production company After a Different World.
- 8:02Speaker 5: All of my projects were rejected, but then I started
- 8:05Speaker 5: to see them that was which ones.
- 8:11Speaker 4: Yeah that.
- 8:14Speaker 5: I had a TV idea about a young woman that
- 8:18Speaker 5: inherited a sweatshop in the garment district from her gay
- 8:22Speaker 5: friend that died of AIDS and but she still saw
- 8:26Speaker 5: him as a ghost.
- 8:27Speaker 4: I had even talked to Rue Paul about being my ghost.
- 8:30Speaker 4: You know.
- 8:34Speaker 5: They was just everything was a reason not to do it.
- 8:36Speaker 5: But then I would see a white girl do it.
- 8:39Speaker 5: Then I had this idea about what was the name
- 8:43Speaker 5: of that spy show.
- 8:44Speaker 4: It was a.
- 8:44Speaker 5: French movie, independent movie, Anda Okay, So I thought this
- 8:51Speaker 5: would be fierce well Robin Givens. So I wrote up
- 8:56Speaker 5: a treatment for a pilot version of it. No Robin Givens,
- 9:01Speaker 5: but a white American girl doing it. So I was like, well,
- 9:05Speaker 5: I know my ideas are valid, but I just started
- 9:09Speaker 5: divorcing myself like a bad relationship.
- 9:13Speaker 4: Stop asking for what you know you're not gonna get.
- 9:17Speaker 5: I didn't have a parking space like Don Johnson after
- 9:20Speaker 5: Miami Vice.
- 9:22Speaker 6: You know, he was the star of the number two
- 9:24Speaker 6: show on the network, one of the biggest shows on television.
- 9:28Speaker 6: On it too, right, no o, I thought you reduce
- 9:31Speaker 6: on it. No, but even even still a star of
- 9:34Speaker 6: that show can't have.
- 9:35Speaker 1: A parking spot.
- 9:37Speaker 4: I had a parking spot, but he had a production deals.
- 9:40Speaker 5: When I'm saying, after you did Miami Vice, he had
- 9:42Speaker 5: a production deal, you know.
- 9:45Speaker 4: And I don't know.
- 9:49Speaker 5: I just thought that we were we were ready and
- 9:52Speaker 5: well equipped to move on into other areas. I definitely
- 9:56Speaker 5: wanted to be a producer because I had met so
- 9:58Speaker 5: many people on a different and I wanted to bring
- 10:02Speaker 5: this writer with this director, you know, and the ideas
- 10:07Speaker 5: that I had were not being done. The Dorothy Dandrids story,
- 10:13Speaker 5: I pitched that for years. I had to educate first,
- 10:18Speaker 5: who's the arthy dying dry? I told them it wasn't condescending.
- 10:25Speaker 5: And I didn't want to say the black Marilyn Monroe
- 10:28Speaker 5: because that's all they understand is a black version of
- 10:31Speaker 5: what we already know. So I don't use that term
- 10:35Speaker 5: when I'm pitching. And the movie got done. It just
- 10:40Speaker 5: got done without me. And after a while, I said, Okay,
- 10:45Speaker 5: I understand, you know what I mean. It's like a
- 10:49Speaker 5: bad relationship. After a while, you gotta understand, Okay, I
- 10:54Speaker 5: ain't what you want.
- 10:58Speaker 4: This is, and this is, and so is all of
- 11:02Speaker 4: this and other things.
- 11:03Speaker 7: I'm sure as what leads up to Uncensored Jasma God like, Yeah,
- 11:08Speaker 7: you know what's steel?
- 11:09Speaker 6: Like?
- 11:09Speaker 5: I did uncensored because I did Intimate Portrait on lifetime.
- 11:15Speaker 5: I did Unsung, but they were in different decades of
- 11:18Speaker 5: my life. I mean, Intimate Portrait must have been in
- 11:22Speaker 5: my forties and then fifties, and now I'm in my sixties.
- 11:27Speaker 5: And I said, I may have a different perspective on
- 11:31Speaker 5: my truth. The same things happen, but I feel differently
- 11:36Speaker 5: about them. I have a different perspective and I'm not
- 11:40Speaker 5: I'm trying not to be so precious about my private
- 11:42Speaker 5: life because I really do this. When people get like,
- 11:46Speaker 5: you know, that's mine. I feel like I do enough
- 11:51Speaker 5: with my work for the public. That is my gift
- 11:57Speaker 5: to the audience, That is my way of communicating. You
- 12:00Speaker 5: don't need to know who I'm sleeping with their business,
- 12:04Speaker 5: don't need to be in the street.
- 12:06Speaker 2: You from that era, though, Like that era was you
- 12:09Speaker 2: didn't really see your favorite celebrity, favorite actress, favorite actor,
- 12:13Speaker 2: and when you did, everybody went batshit crazy because you
- 12:16Speaker 2: never did. Like our favorite celebrities growing up as a kid,
- 12:19Speaker 2: we didn't know who they dated. We didn't know where
- 12:21Speaker 2: they went to, we didn't know where they lived, we
- 12:23Speaker 2: didn't know any of that. And that was part of
- 12:25Speaker 2: the mystique of them being a superstar celebrity.
- 12:29Speaker 4: But it's also private.
- 12:32Speaker 5: I don't feel like I didn't understand why celebrities were
- 12:37Speaker 5: saying private things.
- 12:39Speaker 4: When nobody even asked you.
- 12:42Speaker 6: That you'll make you talk.
- 12:51Speaker 5: I'm like, why are you nobody asked you? Nowadays, I
- 13:00Speaker 5: so with the oh, and I also get an Instagram.
- 13:04Speaker 4: I mean I've had an account, but.
- 13:08Speaker 5: My makeup artist said when he went on my social
- 13:11Speaker 5: media that it was vented, not the V word that
- 13:16Speaker 5: I had not post. I said, I don't know what
- 13:19Speaker 5: to post. I don't know what's interesting because work fulfill
- 13:27Speaker 5: so many parts of me. If I'm not working, I
- 13:30Speaker 5: really don't have nothing to say. What I did today,
- 13:33Speaker 5: I colored, I did crossword puzzles.
- 13:36Speaker 2: People are into that, They're into your life outside of
- 13:39Speaker 2: just acting into what does Jasmine guy do?
- 13:42Speaker 3: What does she enjoy?
- 13:43Speaker 1: What is she like?
- 13:44Speaker 3: You know, because we know.
- 13:47Speaker 1: Who you are on.
- 13:50Speaker 3: Like a fumous boring people want to see that.
- 13:53Speaker 2: They want to understand that. They want to see what
- 13:54Speaker 2: your life's like. If you just sit outside and you
- 13:57Speaker 2: knit all day, what.
- 13:58Speaker 1: Are you knitting? Why?
- 13:59Speaker 2: And to be honest with calms you down? Because maybe
- 14:01Speaker 2: what calms you down will helped calm me down. Maybe
- 14:04Speaker 2: something that you do can help guide me through my life.
- 14:06Speaker 2: So people are into what people do.
- 14:08Speaker 7: And now we need some boring shit because like everybody's
- 14:12Speaker 7: wilding out here I'm talking about So.
- 14:15Speaker 4: I'm interested in what you be knitting. I want to
- 14:20Speaker 4: see my next Afghan.
- 14:24Speaker 5: No, but it's kind of like that I like calm.
- 14:27Speaker 5: I love my friends. My favorite thing in the world
- 14:31Speaker 5: is when my friends come by my apartment. And I
- 14:33Speaker 5: live in Midtown in Atlanta, so I'm accessible because in
- 14:37Speaker 5: New York I used to have an apartment on seventy
- 14:41Speaker 5: eighth Street between Columbus and Central Park. Everybody come through there.
- 14:46Speaker 5: If you lived in Queens, if you lived in Jersey,
- 14:49Speaker 5: You're gonna come by my and I love that, and
- 14:52Speaker 5: so that's one of my favorite things is having my
- 14:56Speaker 5: people over.
- 14:56Speaker 4: And I've been cooking to I've been watching TV.
- 15:01Speaker 3: People like to see what does Jasmine got cooked? What's
- 15:03Speaker 3: your favorite meal?
- 15:04Speaker 4: Well, I'm trying to make the perfect chicken wing for me.
- 15:09Speaker 5: No, I've made them and make them every week, but
- 15:12Speaker 5: for me, other people eat them and they're okay, but
- 15:17Speaker 5: I want a certain consistency I think. I'm I can't
- 15:21Speaker 5: get a deep fryer because of my apartment. I can't
- 15:23Speaker 5: have it on the on the patio. So I've tried
- 15:27Speaker 5: all different kinds. They're good and I've done the marinading
- 15:32Speaker 5: and everything.
- 15:32Speaker 4: Also, I've learned meatballs.
- 15:34Speaker 5: I got a good meatball let people like and.
- 15:40Speaker 4: It's a it's real and port.
- 15:47Speaker 5: I'll make you some turkey, Teresa, No, chrisa sport too,
- 15:51Speaker 5: I make you some.
- 15:53Speaker 4: But I gave a cheesecake.
- 15:56Speaker 5: So I'm using my mother's cheesecake recipe and I'm just
- 16:00Speaker 5: doing them over and over until I get it.
- 16:04Speaker 4: My daddy is my guinea pig.
- 16:05Speaker 5: He has to try out my food and give me notes,
- 16:09Speaker 5: tell me if it's dried, you know.
- 16:11Speaker 4: And my friend Jamala loves my cheesecakes.
- 16:15Speaker 5: So I made one for the house, gave it to
- 16:18Speaker 5: her and I was like, you know, let me know
- 16:23Speaker 5: how it is or whatever.
- 16:24Speaker 4: She gave her mother one piece and she ate the
- 16:26Speaker 4: rest of it.
- 16:27Speaker 5: That's because she's had three whole cheese cases.
- 16:34Speaker 4: Yeah, she love anything.
- 16:35Speaker 5: I'm like, okay, Jamala, let me tell you what's in
- 16:38Speaker 5: this because you can't.
- 16:39Speaker 4: So she wrote a book about her daughter.
- 16:42Speaker 5: It's a children's book called Mommy, I Think I Have Diabetes.
- 16:46Speaker 5: She found out her daughter as diabetes, but it was
- 16:49Speaker 5: from her daughter.
- 16:51Speaker 4: This was a true story.
- 16:53Speaker 5: She made a children's book, and I said, your second
- 16:57Speaker 5: book is going to be Mommy. I think you got
- 17:01Speaker 5: you beating whole cheesecakes, right, I'm glad you like them
- 17:09Speaker 5: and whatnot, But you know, you can't beating the whole one.
- 17:12Speaker 3: Yeah, I gotta ask you.
- 17:14Speaker 2: Know you mentioned earlier that you know when you do
- 17:16Speaker 2: these interviews, people ask the same questions about a different world.
- 17:19Speaker 2: Are you tired of being of talking about a different
- 17:22Speaker 2: world since you had I mean that was thirty years ago,
- 17:25Speaker 2: but then I stirty seven thirty seven?
- 17:27Speaker 1: Wow?
- 17:27Speaker 2: But then I see you on the HBCU tours going
- 17:30Speaker 2: from school to school. I see you having those conversations.
- 17:32Speaker 2: Are you just done with talking about that part of
- 17:34Speaker 2: your life?
- 17:35Speaker 5: I'm not done with that part of my life because
- 17:38Speaker 5: people are exploring, they're asking me the same things. What's
- 17:42Speaker 5: your favorite episode? They want me to see the wedding show.
- 17:44Speaker 5: That wasn't my favorite episode, that's your favorite episode. I
- 17:50Speaker 5: love when the kids ask questions. So we go to
- 17:53Speaker 5: these schools, we have a moderator. This past when we
- 17:57Speaker 5: did spell them in Morehouse and Clark, we had seven
- 17:59Speaker 5: of us.
- 18:00Speaker 4: I love that too.
- 18:02Speaker 5: Usually it's no more than four of us. And when
- 18:07Speaker 5: the kids get to ask the questions, their questions are different.
- 18:13Speaker 5: They're not asking those same things. I mean, really, you
- 18:15Speaker 5: could do your research and know the answer already, of course,
- 18:19Speaker 5: but the kids are like when you were nineteen blah
- 18:24Speaker 5: blah blah when you first left home. What did you
- 18:29Speaker 5: think about your character this? I mean intelligence, especially them
- 18:33Speaker 5: Spellman girls. First of all, they acted like we were
- 18:38Speaker 5: rock stars. They were just after shame when we came out.
- 18:44Speaker 5: Then one girl said, Miss Charnell, Miss Charnell, I want
- 18:52Speaker 5: to thank you for being a presence for dark skinned girls.
- 19:00Speaker 5: Miss Jasmine, thank you for showing me confidence. And Miss Cree,
- 19:07Speaker 5: thank you for being the odd ball.
- 19:11Speaker 4: That was her.
- 19:16Speaker 1: There you go. Thank you.
- 19:17Speaker 5: Yeah, she was saying, I see you and you helped
- 19:22Speaker 5: me see me. And you don't know you're doing all
- 19:27Speaker 5: that when you're just playing your role, you know, But
- 19:30Speaker 5: I know Debbie knew.
- 19:31Speaker 4: I knew Debbie knew what she was doing when she
- 19:33Speaker 4: hired Korea and Seanell that second season. It was very deliberate.
- 19:41Speaker 1: I was just talking about Sean.
- 19:43Speaker 7: I was, yeah, what were you saying?
- 19:49Speaker 6: We had a whole conversation about who was the most
- 19:52Speaker 6: beautiful on a different world, and you know, he turned
- 19:55Speaker 6: into that.
- 19:55Speaker 1: I was like, man, Kimberly Reach was the one.
- 19:57Speaker 4: He was the one.
- 19:58Speaker 2: You think this should you think there should be another
- 20:01Speaker 2: show or maybe they should relaunch it? And the reason
- 20:03Speaker 2: is last time I tell you the reason I went
- 20:05Speaker 2: to college and HBCU and Hampton was because I seen
- 20:09Speaker 2: a different world and I wanted that experience coming from
- 20:11Speaker 2: Queen's right, I was like, I want that. I don't
- 20:14Speaker 2: know if people see that anymore, if they see what
- 20:17Speaker 2: a college looks like and the experience and not just
- 20:20Speaker 2: you know, the partying, but real life, real situations and
- 20:24Speaker 2: everything going on.
- 20:25Speaker 3: I think that's missing.
- 20:27Speaker 4: It is not there.
- 20:29Speaker 5: And I thought when we did, you know, because when
- 20:34Speaker 5: I did a Different World, we were coming off school
- 20:36Speaker 5: days and it was you know, months in between the projects.
- 20:42Speaker 4: So it felt like we're a part of a wave.
- 20:45Speaker 5: I didn't know that it crested and was over because
- 20:49Speaker 5: Fox started with Rock Dutton show, some bad show even
- 20:55Speaker 5: you know before Martin, and once they got launched, they
- 20:58Speaker 5: dropped those black shows.
- 21:00Speaker 4: Same with c W. You saw what happened with the Game.
- 21:03Speaker 5: But I thought we were part of a new, I
- 21:07Speaker 5: don't know, a new entertainment phase for black people.
- 21:12Speaker 1: It wasn't renaissance, but it was over.
- 21:16Speaker 5: After Cosby left it. They just snatched everybody off. They
- 21:19Speaker 5: couldn't wait to get our time slot.
- 21:22Speaker 6: Yeah, I've had a lot of conversations about that. I
- 21:24Speaker 6: feel like after the nineties it was an intentional It
- 21:27Speaker 6: was intentional and strategic by Hollywood to change the image
- 21:30Speaker 6: of black people.
- 21:31Speaker 1: I really feel that.
- 21:32Speaker 4: We think so too, Charla Mane.
- 21:34Speaker 6: It went from great scripted shows where people had jobs
- 21:37Speaker 6: and Caribs to reality television.
- 21:40Speaker 4: Wait, they don't have to pay nobody until you make
- 21:42Speaker 4: it big or whatever.
- 21:44Speaker 5: And now even with Harlan and I loved that show
- 21:48Speaker 5: and I love doing it, and I don't understand the
- 21:51Speaker 5: streaming thing. Amazon had us for ten ten episodes of
- 21:55Speaker 5: first season eight, the second season, this season six. So
- 22:00Speaker 5: what you're doing, I don't know. We have to do
- 22:05Speaker 5: twenty two episodes a season. What you're doing is you
- 22:10Speaker 5: can't give anybody long enough work, right, So the writers
- 22:14Speaker 5: on a series, they're given up four or five months.
- 22:18Speaker 5: They're getting paid, but now six, that's two months working.
- 22:26Speaker 5: I don't know, And I don't know why they're doing
- 22:29Speaker 5: it with Harlem because people like that show, you know
- 22:31Speaker 5: what I mean, And it shows Harlem in a beautiful way.
- 22:36Speaker 5: It's vibrant and alive, and it's not gray and boarded
- 22:42Speaker 5: up like the Harms like you know, it ain't coolly
- 22:47Speaker 5: high and cornbread early in me Harlem. It's a celebration,
- 22:52Speaker 5: So I don't know why they're not committing. I find
- 22:55Speaker 5: it selfish that you don't give a show enough legs
- 22:59Speaker 5: to succeed.
- 23:02Speaker 4: And let Tracy oli her do what she do.
- 23:06Speaker 2: I had so much influence, you know Jamaine du previous
- 23:09Speaker 2: here yesterday really and that they did.
- 23:12Speaker 3: A Freaknik documentary. Oh have you ever.
- 23:14Speaker 1: Been a Freaknick? No.
- 23:15Speaker 5: I was in LA during that time, but I've heard
- 23:18Speaker 5: about it. They shutting down nine twenty. There were a
- 23:21Speaker 5: lot of babies made during that sure.
- 23:24Speaker 2: They said that actually Different World made Freaknick even bigger.
- 23:28Speaker 2: I guess you had an episode where the girls talked
- 23:30Speaker 2: about going to Freaknik and not telling their parents.
- 23:32Speaker 4: Oh yeah, the younger crew like Jada and them.
- 23:36Speaker 3: Yeah, And they said that amplified it a thousand. So
- 23:40Speaker 3: many people watching.
- 23:41Speaker 6: Different World, it was like, we're going down to freaking
- 23:44Speaker 6: you call some people to get pregnant. Day's Child's question
- 23:52Speaker 6: is God, you find a sense of vindication in this
- 23:54Speaker 6: award at this stage of your career.
- 23:58Speaker 4: No, you know what I felt.
- 23:59Speaker 5: I was really surprised at how happy I was when
- 24:02Speaker 5: I when I got it. I really felt like I
- 24:06Speaker 5: won that award for a different world in Atlanta.
- 24:10Speaker 4: Wow.
- 24:11Speaker 5: And I say Atlanta because when I got to New York,
- 24:15Speaker 5: I had been trained that I had been poured into,
- 24:19Speaker 5: you know, with my dance schools, my teachers and performing
- 24:24Speaker 5: our school, I went to my.
- 24:26Speaker 4: Church, you know.
- 24:30Speaker 5: And then I also knew that even though I was
- 24:36Speaker 5: glad that the show won, you know, Jessica Wo, I
- 24:39Speaker 5: just felt like it was for a different world.
- 24:41Speaker 4: It's for what nobody you know.
- 24:45Speaker 6: Got back then you dedicated your award to a different
- 24:47Speaker 6: That's the reason why, just because you felt like, yeah, I.
- 24:49Speaker 4: Was like, this is ours.
- 24:52Speaker 5: Because I know what made that show good, and I
- 24:56Speaker 5: know we didn't get our props.
- 24:58Speaker 4: That's right from white people.
- 25:02Speaker 5: I have six Image Awards to Soul Trained Awards.
- 25:11Speaker 4: Because they know what that does.
- 25:12Speaker 5: It gives you power in the Hollywood system. We're not
- 25:17Speaker 5: giving them that. That's so disrespectful to me. It's not
- 25:22Speaker 5: like a person I could cuss out. It's just a
- 25:25Speaker 5: cloud of white people, like white Hollywood. Because if that
- 25:32Speaker 5: show would just look what they do with friends and
- 25:36Speaker 5: what they did with living single, just look at the publicity,
- 25:41Speaker 5: how much money they made, They were at the Golden Globes.
- 25:46Speaker 4: They got movies power.
- 25:50Speaker 5: We are no less talented and the writing was awesome
- 25:53Speaker 5: on the Different World because they're doing deep subjects and
- 25:57Speaker 5: they have to keep us funny because the network wanted
- 26:01Speaker 5: us funny. They said, well, if we're gonna do this
- 26:05Speaker 5: age show, how are we gonna make it funny? Well,
- 26:08Speaker 5: maybe Whitney's gonna lose her virginity during what's the B line?
- 26:13Speaker 5: That's gonna not make it so heavy? You know, they
- 26:18Speaker 5: have to do that for everything the Riot show that
- 26:20Speaker 5: they have to still mix in the humor. And I
- 26:24Speaker 5: think we did that well and that Susan fails Hill.
- 26:29Speaker 5: I'm so proud of lean A Wade and Easta Ray
- 26:35Speaker 5: to see them as showrunners and starring and this and that.
- 26:41Speaker 5: I'm like, Oh, they are fierce, and I hope they
- 26:44Speaker 5: get their props.
- 26:46Speaker 6: But I wonder, how do you think this recognition of
- 26:49Speaker 6: the award contributes to the broader conversation about diversity and
- 26:53Speaker 6: representation in Hollywood, especially for like o G veteran actresses
- 26:57Speaker 6: like yourself who've made significant contributions.
- 27:00Speaker 1: Over a decade.
- 27:01Speaker 4: Okay, so what like what does this do?
- 27:03Speaker 6: Like the award has to do something being that Javelin
- 27:06Speaker 6: I can still be so good at this stage in
- 27:09Speaker 6: her career that she's still Oh.
- 27:11Speaker 5: Yes, it does feel validating. And I even said when
- 27:17Speaker 5: I accepted the award, you know, thank you for keeping
- 27:21Speaker 5: me in this community, because the creative community is my world,
- 27:26Speaker 5: whether it's in the New York or LA or Atlanta.
- 27:30Speaker 5: You know, valid my people, and you know, with the
- 27:35Speaker 5: pandemic and then six seven months on strike, I'm like.
- 27:41Speaker 4: I need to work. I need to be with my people.
- 27:45Speaker 5: You know, I need other creatives. I need stories at lunchtime.
- 27:51Speaker 5: And that goes for everybody that goes for him makeup, wardrobe.
- 27:55Speaker 5: Everybody is expressing themselves and there's a virtual connection to that.
- 28:02Speaker 4: So I did feel that way.
- 28:03Speaker 5: But it has been good to see my peers like
- 28:10Speaker 5: Regina King, Victoria Mahony, Sally richardson the Girls that I
- 28:16Speaker 5: was like acting with doing like directing and killing it
- 28:22Speaker 5: like that, and Tasha Smith directed the last episode.
- 28:25Speaker 4: I did a Harlem.
- 28:28Speaker 1: That's nature of nature.
- 28:34Speaker 4: As my girl.
- 28:41Speaker 5: We needed it. It was a very long day. It
- 28:44Speaker 5: was a long shooting day, and her energy was and
- 28:51Speaker 5: what I was so impressed was was her technical acumen.
- 28:55Speaker 5: She really knew her cameras, you really knew what she wanted.
- 29:00Speaker 5: She had to map out a ten page scene, which
- 29:03Speaker 5: is very long for you know, anything from movie or
- 29:08Speaker 5: TV scene, and I don't know, she just did a
- 29:14Speaker 5: beautiful job. It was the only episode I've done on
- 29:17Speaker 5: that show where I saw other people, because all my
- 29:20Speaker 5: episodes that were Gray Spyers. She's my daughter, well i'm
- 29:23Speaker 5: her mother, I should say she's and everybody was there
- 29:28Speaker 5: at this event, so I got to see Bebby Smith
- 29:32Speaker 5: was there, Whoopy was there. I don't know what was exciting.
- 29:40Speaker 5: I was kind of fanned out too. Yeah, it's amazing.
- 29:42Speaker 2: I've seen a clip that was released from You Uncensored
- 29:45Speaker 2: and it talks about being a mixed child. Was that
- 29:48Speaker 2: very difficult in the industry going at that time where
- 29:51Speaker 2: you're going up for auditions and people are saying, well,
- 29:52Speaker 2: she's not white or and then well maybe she's.
- 29:54Speaker 3: Not black enough. Was that difficult?
- 29:57Speaker 4: Well?
- 29:58Speaker 5: I always defined myself as a bla black, but I
- 30:01Speaker 5: didn't get roles because I was too light sometimes or
- 30:04Speaker 5: I got like the my first after I left Alvin Ailey,
- 30:09Speaker 5: I did musical theater Broadway and whatnot, and then I
- 30:13Speaker 5: started taking acting classes and going out for auditions, and
- 30:22Speaker 5: I played three hoes before I go with Ley. I'm
- 30:24Speaker 5: just saying, I asked my agent. I was like, is
- 30:27Speaker 5: this normal?
- 30:30Speaker 4: Yes, I played a prostitute.
- 30:32Speaker 5: On the Equalizer, I played a hoe on Loving, which
- 30:36Speaker 5: was so a soap opera back then.
- 30:38Speaker 4: And then on my third when I said, okay.
- 30:42Speaker 5: Is this and I was nailing them whatever it is about.
- 30:48Speaker 4: Ship before I got back to my formare, I was like, okay, but.
- 30:55Speaker 1: Yeah, you tap into to be able to like really
- 30:58Speaker 1: play a hope.
- 31:03Speaker 5: The way they write it, they usually write I usually
- 31:08Speaker 5: do sarcasm well, and they're usually snarky.
- 31:13Speaker 3: You know.
- 31:13Speaker 5: Now the other activities the I mean on the Equalizer,
- 31:19Speaker 5: I was the whole that they bought for the guy
- 31:24Speaker 5: that just came out of prison. Oh my god, this
- 31:27Speaker 5: scene was nasty and I'm like surprised, and I come
- 31:32Speaker 5: out and I'm supposed to do him because he's just
- 31:35Speaker 5: been in prison. And then in the scene he starts
- 31:38Speaker 5: coughing and I say, you catch something nasty where you've.
- 31:43Speaker 4: Been and he grasps me by the hair and slams
- 31:48Speaker 4: me on.
- 31:52Speaker 1: Trauma.
- 31:56Speaker 5: I got a little too snarky, but I didn't know
- 32:01Speaker 5: that that should have been blocked.
- 32:03Speaker 4: I didn't.
- 32:04Speaker 5: It was one of my first acting jobs. So because
- 32:08Speaker 5: I'm a dancer, I was able to go, you know,
- 32:11Speaker 5: slam myself down. All you have to do is, you know,
- 32:15Speaker 5: and make it look like he was just and then
- 32:18Speaker 5: fall and I did it over and over in The
- 32:21Speaker 5: director was like, are you okay. It wasn't until after
- 32:24Speaker 5: that I talked to some of my actor friends and
- 32:27Speaker 5: they were.
- 32:27Speaker 4: Like, nobody blocked you.
- 32:30Speaker 1: Nobody.
- 32:32Speaker 4: I said, no, it was just like a you know,
- 32:34Speaker 4: a dance move or whatever.
- 32:35Speaker 5: But yeah, then when I auditioned for a Whitley, first
- 32:42Speaker 5: of all, they didn't even have her name yet. It
- 32:44Speaker 5: was Sydney slash Whitney, a black Southern bell. I'm like,
- 32:48Speaker 5: things that make you go a black Southern bell, you
- 32:53Speaker 5: don't know say anyway, she was hitting on her professor
- 33:00Speaker 5: for an a in the scene.
- 33:03Speaker 1: Another horror.
- 33:04Speaker 4: Yeah, we're ruffles.
- 33:09Speaker 5: But when I got on the set, now she's a
- 33:11Speaker 5: virgin and she doesn't know what's going on in the world.
- 33:14Speaker 5: It's just interesting because you play things based on who
- 33:20Speaker 5: they tell you you're supposed to be, and then as
- 33:24Speaker 5: actors we often do backstories and you know, make up
- 33:28Speaker 5: something that got us to this point, so we have
- 33:30Speaker 5: something to lean on. But yeah, I was thinking, Wow,
- 33:35Speaker 5: I guess I'm just gonna be. It wasn't that I
- 33:39Speaker 5: was playing a horror prostitute. It was just that I
- 33:42Speaker 5: wanted to play all kinds of characters. Yeah, I've always
- 33:46Speaker 5: wanted that.
- 33:47Speaker 2: Yeah, got to ask a question, This is a personal question.
- 33:50Speaker 2: When you started off dancing as a child, right, did
- 33:53Speaker 2: you know what direction you wanted to go into? So
- 33:55Speaker 2: I got two girls that dance, right, and then I
- 33:58Speaker 2: travel all over the country, damn with these these little babies.
- 34:01Speaker 2: And I mean they are amazing. One one first prize
- 34:04Speaker 2: overall seven year old or one thousand girls first prize.
- 34:06Speaker 3: But what Yes, they get busy. They take it serious.
- 34:10Speaker 2: Six days a week, four hours a day, gymnastics, flipping,
- 34:13Speaker 2: backflip dancing.
- 34:15Speaker 3: Whoa, it's a lot.
- 34:17Speaker 2: But I've learned to love it, like really enjoy it.
- 34:20Speaker 2: But you know, as a dad, I always think, like, well,
- 34:22Speaker 2: what's next after dancing? Like what do you do as
- 34:25Speaker 2: a dance Like when you get to high school and college,
- 34:28Speaker 2: Like what happens from that? Did you know what you
- 34:30Speaker 2: wanted to do going into Alvin Aley.
- 34:32Speaker 5: And Okay, So when I was a little kid, I
- 34:34Speaker 5: thought I just kept asking for more classes, like once
- 34:40Speaker 5: a week. Saturday turned into three turned into five.
- 34:44Speaker 4: You know.
- 34:45Speaker 5: And when I saw Alvin Ale and I saw revelations,
- 34:49Speaker 5: I realized that I could do this as a job.
- 34:51Speaker 5: I didn't realize that you could dance as a job
- 34:55Speaker 5: other than be a dance teacher. That's all I was seeing.
- 34:59Speaker 5: And I I told my daddy, I said, I think
- 35:02Speaker 5: I have my calling. I want to dance with Alvin Ailey.
- 35:07Speaker 5: So from twelve to seventeen, that was the trajectory, kind
- 35:13Speaker 5: of on a level where you are with your girls,
- 35:16Speaker 5: because I danced every day. After that, I went to
- 35:19Speaker 5: perform in arts high school, I joined Atlanta Ballet. I
- 35:24Speaker 5: went to North Carolina School of the Arts over the
- 35:27Speaker 5: summer because I knew that I was not technically proficient
- 35:32Speaker 5: enough to get into the Ailey company, but I was
- 35:36Speaker 5: also performing. I played Anita in Westside Story and I
- 35:40Speaker 5: was young. I was like thirteen, and I could al
- 35:45Speaker 5: already act and I could sing.
- 35:48Speaker 4: But it was that.
- 35:49Speaker 5: Because you know, you can't fake dancing. You could either
- 35:52Speaker 5: dance or uk. I mean, it's an athletic.
- 35:55Speaker 4: You know.
- 35:57Speaker 5: So that's when I knew do they want to do
- 35:59Speaker 5: it as a profession.
- 36:01Speaker 2: They don't know right now. One is seven, one is ten,
- 36:03Speaker 2: and they just enjoy it and they want more. And
- 36:06Speaker 2: it's not just ballet, it's not just open for and mad.
- 36:09Speaker 2: It's just it's everything. It's it's jazz, it's it's tab
- 36:13Speaker 2: it's now they just started getting in their hip hop.
- 36:15Speaker 2: But for me, it's like I enjoy it because I
- 36:18Speaker 2: know where they are right I know they're not gonna
- 36:20Speaker 2: want to go to their friend's house. I know they're
- 36:22Speaker 2: not gonna want to go to the mall because they
- 36:23Speaker 2: enjoy so much. School's over at two forty. From three
- 36:26Speaker 2: to seven, they dancing, seven, they come home, do homework,
- 36:28Speaker 2: They tired, And I enjoy it because I like watching
- 36:30Speaker 2: them like I'm the There's not too many dads out
- 36:32Speaker 2: there for some reason, but I'm the one that's I
- 36:35Speaker 2: know the routine and I'm spinning with them because I
- 36:38Speaker 2: if they enjoyed it, I enjoy it. But it's I
- 36:41Speaker 2: feel like more people, more kids should get into it
- 36:43Speaker 2: because it's it's it's a it's a great art. Yeah,
- 36:46Speaker 2: it's a great art.
- 36:47Speaker 5: And they gave me my foundation for everything, Discipline, being
- 36:54Speaker 5: on time, confidence, Like even when I got a different world.
- 36:57Speaker 5: I remember one of our our script ees, she came
- 37:02Speaker 5: up to me and she said, are you a dancer?
- 37:04Speaker 5: And I was just standing there and I was like, yeah,
- 37:09Speaker 5: Like what gave me away?
- 37:10Speaker 1: I'm not what?
- 37:12Speaker 5: I was always on time. I was always there waiting
- 37:15Speaker 5: for everybody else. I did not understand the way they
- 37:18Speaker 5: did it and all the breaks they take.
- 37:22Speaker 4: I'm like, what are we breaking for? We ain't done
- 37:24Speaker 4: nothing right. Dancers are the mules of the business.
- 37:31Speaker 1: Wow.
- 37:32Speaker 5: If the actors are coming out every now and then,
- 37:34Speaker 5: if we like when I did Fame, we were in
- 37:38Speaker 5: rehearsal or performing all day, ten hours, actors going to
- 37:43Speaker 5: trailers and coming back when we did school Days, you
- 37:47Speaker 5: couldn't be in that movie if you couldn't dance, sing
- 37:49Speaker 5: an act first of all. But that meant we all
- 37:52Speaker 5: came from theater. We shot, we filmed the Uh well,
- 37:58Speaker 5: I mean we recorded the song I Want to be
- 38:00Speaker 5: Alone tonight after we filmed that day, and then they said, okay,
- 38:05Speaker 5: now you're going to the studio and we went and
- 38:07Speaker 5: we learned the song and did it, and then we
- 38:11Speaker 5: learned the choreography and performed it. But that's how we do,
- 38:18Speaker 5: especially in New York and especially in theater. All my
- 38:22Speaker 5: dancing friends can sing, and that all my acting friends
- 38:25Speaker 5: can dance to sing. We had to be triple threats
- 38:28Speaker 5: to continue to work. You think them divers from Dreamgirls,
- 38:34Speaker 5: Loretta Divine, Shirley, Ralph, Jennifer.
- 38:38Speaker 4: Lewis you built for it, you know?
- 38:41Speaker 5: So when we go out there, we're not even asked
- 38:45Speaker 5: to work at our full.
- 38:46Speaker 4: Potential, you know what I mean.
- 38:49Speaker 5: And your babies are gonna be like that too, in
- 38:51Speaker 5: whatever they do, because that kind of training is like
- 38:56Speaker 5: an athlete.
- 38:57Speaker 6: I want to talk about another training you've probably got
- 38:59Speaker 6: because you know, you carry yourself with a certain sense
- 39:03Speaker 6: of legalness, right And when you look at Debbie Allen,
- 39:06Speaker 6: when you look at fore Lisha Rashad, they have that
- 39:08Speaker 6: same regal energy.
- 39:10Speaker 1: What did those two teach you?
- 39:12Speaker 5: Oh my gosh, everything. I mean, Debbie was ahead of me.
- 39:17Speaker 5: So every time people told me, well, you're mostly a dancer,
- 39:23Speaker 5: we don't know about you acting, or you're a comic actress,
- 39:27Speaker 5: we don't know about you doing drama, in my mind,
- 39:29Speaker 5: I go Debbie Dead. I just let them tell me
- 39:33Speaker 5: what they thought I couldn't do. And it wasn't just
- 39:36Speaker 5: that I knew I could. She's already done it. She
- 39:41Speaker 5: just did it.
- 39:42Speaker 4: She had two.
- 39:43Speaker 5: Lines in the Fame movie when you see her next
- 39:47Speaker 5: she's directing, choreographing the show she's producing.
- 39:55Speaker 4: You can't let other people tell you what you can do.
- 39:57Speaker 5: You don't know, and the other mantra it's had, especially
- 40:01Speaker 5: like when people were certain choreographers. You know, it's not
- 40:06Speaker 5: a nice world, the dance world, so they're reading me
- 40:11Speaker 5: or cussing me out, whatever, and I would say, you
- 40:13Speaker 5: don't know, you're not God all in my mind, so
- 40:18Speaker 5: I wouldn't cry because I was like, don't you you know,
- 40:21Speaker 5: don't you stand up here and let him make you cry,
- 40:24Speaker 5: because he's saying, you know, you think you're something, you'll
- 40:28Speaker 5: never be anything.
- 40:29Speaker 4: And I was like, you don't know, you're not God.
- 40:32Speaker 1: That's right.
- 40:33Speaker 4: How you gonna proclaim my destiny? You know?
- 40:38Speaker 5: So you have to be able to talk to yourself.
- 40:41Speaker 5: And Debbie is the same way, Felicia is the same way.
- 40:44Speaker 5: They have a sense of self. Because Debbie told me
- 40:48Speaker 5: about how they rejected her at North Carolina School of
- 40:52Speaker 5: the Yards because she didn't have a body for dance
- 40:55Speaker 5: because she got a booty in whatever. And she said,
- 40:58Speaker 5: and I took this booty all the way to Broadway, Darling.
- 41:03Speaker 5: You know, Okay, you don't want me in your school, Well,
- 41:06Speaker 5: I'm gonna go to Howard and then I'm gonna be
- 41:10Speaker 5: on Broadway and then and then and then. You can't
- 41:14Speaker 5: let other people tell you what you are and what
- 41:16Speaker 5: you're not. Yeah, And I refuse that. I refuse that
- 41:20Speaker 5: on just a general level. Like there were little dancers
- 41:26Speaker 5: in my class that were great dancers, but a little
- 41:28Speaker 5: chunky or whatever. And I heard how the teachers talked
- 41:32Speaker 5: to them, you know, destroying them. How dare you? How
- 41:39Speaker 5: dare you take your responsibility and do that to her.
- 41:42Speaker 5: You'll know what she's gonna be, and you're only gonna
- 41:46Speaker 5: go with skinny, tall people.
- 41:50Speaker 4: I just don't like that.
- 41:51Speaker 5: If you're gonna teach kids in art form, don't add
- 41:54Speaker 5: your bitter two cents to it because you didn't with
- 41:58Speaker 5: your fat ass.
- 42:00Speaker 6: That's not that's not politically correct. The political correct term
- 42:03Speaker 6: is big back.
- 42:03Speaker 4: No, it's not just do women say that? Or is
- 42:07Speaker 4: that a melt discovered? I'm not.
- 42:15Speaker 5: Due term, dude. They didn't think I'm gay. He discovered
- 42:20Speaker 5: I'm no that baby got big bag.
- 42:26Speaker 4: Soundright coming from us?
- 42:28Speaker 3: That's heard you.
- 42:32Speaker 5: It just comes up every now and then, and if
- 42:35Speaker 5: they don't see me with a man, like when I
- 42:37Speaker 5: was I was at an oscar party of Georgia's and
- 42:42Speaker 5: I was dancing with Debbie and all the fame dancers
- 42:46Speaker 5: were there, like, you know, she keeps all her people.
- 42:48Speaker 5: They got me, you know, photo of the week, me
- 42:51Speaker 5: and Debbie and they're talking about.
- 42:53Speaker 4: Me and the hair salon. I knew it.
- 42:55Speaker 5: I think they together, and Norm calls me he loved it.
- 42:59Speaker 5: I said, well, I'm single. I don't like that. He said, yeah,
- 43:04Speaker 5: that's some funny sh I said, funny for you because
- 43:08Speaker 5: you're like, yeah, I'm with Debbie and she's with Jasmine.
- 43:13Speaker 5: Then it came up when I was at a last
- 43:17Speaker 5: you know, I don't know what it is. I don't care,
- 43:19Speaker 5: but it's just I don't want to have to undo it.
- 43:25Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 43:26Speaker 5: And then you know, in New York it was I
- 43:29Speaker 5: got hit on and stuff and I was like, okay,
- 43:33Speaker 5: but what made.
- 43:34Speaker 4: You think that I like bother me? You know, I
- 43:39Speaker 4: was just developing into my womanhood.
- 43:43Speaker 1: Stuff.
- 43:47Speaker 4: I didn't have.
- 43:49Speaker 5: Caf and it was funk night, and I would go
- 43:52Speaker 5: there by myself. Sometimes you can't always have somebody come
- 43:56Speaker 5: with you, you know, and so some sometimes I think
- 43:59Speaker 5: it's because I'm alone. And then, you know, my best
- 44:05Speaker 5: friend at a Lea's, we were walking through the park
- 44:07Speaker 5: and unbeknownst to us, we were walking in the.
- 44:10Speaker 4: Wooded gay area.
- 44:18Speaker 5: The valley, the jail.
- 44:27Speaker 8: Okay, somebody's eyes there and you didn't know we were
- 44:35Speaker 8: in a certain area or whatever, because I don't know.
- 44:39Speaker 5: And then when I got back to the school, they
- 44:41Speaker 5: were like, you know, they're saying that you and so
- 44:44Speaker 5: and so. I was like, I don't even have a boyfriend.
- 44:48Speaker 4: How can I have a girlfriend? Okay, like I can't
- 44:52Speaker 4: even work. You know, it doesn't bother me.
- 44:55Speaker 5: But when I was younger, it did because I was
- 44:58Speaker 5: still developing.
- 45:00Speaker 1: And they was pulling up on you.
- 45:02Speaker 5: I was developing as a young woman. Yeah, would you
- 45:06Speaker 5: ever do a memoir?
- 45:07Speaker 6: I know, I mean you know you got done since
- 45:08Speaker 6: it coming out this weekend, But would you ever do
- 45:09Speaker 6: a memoir?
- 45:12Speaker 5: I would need I would need some help, you know,
- 45:15Speaker 5: I would just need some help. I can't write it
- 45:17Speaker 5: myself by myself.
- 45:19Speaker 6: Oh yeah, yeah, most people get help with them memoir
- 45:22Speaker 6: because I loved reading Jada Pinket's book Worthy because like
- 45:26Speaker 6: you know, and we were saying early and you were
- 45:27Speaker 6: saying it was such a privacy.
- 45:29Speaker 1: In the nineties.
- 45:29Speaker 6: So to get those stories from that era when she
- 45:33Speaker 6: talks about you and you know, Pock and just your friendship,
- 45:37Speaker 6: just that friendship of black Hollywood, it's just like man.
- 45:40Speaker 4: And now I was like.
- 45:43Speaker 5: Privileged enough to hang with them because there's so much
- 45:46Speaker 5: younger than me, you know, and it was just easy.
- 45:52Speaker 5: You know, her birthday party and we went to The
- 45:55Speaker 5: dragon Fly, which was funk night that night.
- 46:01Speaker 4: I like me some funk.
- 46:03Speaker 5: Obviously, I'm like, it's funck. Now you're a Dragonfly. But
- 46:08Speaker 5: and you know, accepting of me because.
- 46:13Speaker 4: So I think, hold is Jada fifty?
- 46:17Speaker 1: I don't know, let me look it up.
- 46:19Speaker 4: I think, well, I'm sixty two.
- 46:20Speaker 5: So when I'm on the show, I'm twenty five, twenty six,
- 46:24Speaker 5: twenty seven.
- 46:25Speaker 4: They eighteen nineteen. Yeah, so now it's not a big deal.
- 46:31Speaker 5: But back then, I wasn't hanging out with no you know.
- 46:35Speaker 5: I remember I went to a restaurant with Cree and
- 46:39Speaker 5: as we're walking to the restaurant.
- 46:40Speaker 4: She said, do they card?
- 46:43Speaker 5: I said, card, I mean I never I had never
- 46:46Speaker 5: been carded because eighteen, you know, I said, how old
- 46:51Speaker 5: are you? She said, I just turned eighteen. I said,
- 46:55Speaker 5: what the hell am I doing hanging out with?
- 46:56Speaker 4: Are you kidding me? Condemed too.
- 47:03Speaker 5: I saw them as kids, I like grown ass men
- 47:07Speaker 5: when I was young, thirty thirty two, so that you know,
- 47:12Speaker 5: it's like eighteen.
- 47:14Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 47:14Speaker 5: But now that they have embraced me, I appreciate it
- 47:21Speaker 5: because they kept me current and kept me interested because they,
- 47:28Speaker 5: Jada and Cree are out the box thinkers.
- 47:31Speaker 4: You know.
- 47:32Speaker 5: They bring creative ideas to the table that I never
- 47:35Speaker 5: would have thought of. And I love that. And and
- 47:39Speaker 5: of course you know, keeps me laughing Park.
- 47:44Speaker 4: And I would like that too. He always had ideas.
- 47:49Speaker 5: I felt so unaccomplished, you know, because he would say
- 47:55Speaker 5: something and then do it.
- 47:57Speaker 4: I would tell him an idea.
- 48:00Speaker 5: And not writed and not finish it, or it's still
- 48:04Speaker 5: like on my shelf. Mostly I wanted him to know
- 48:12Speaker 5: that I felt he was a great actor. And I
- 48:14Speaker 5: heard the murmurings of, oh, he's just being himself or whatever.
- 48:19Speaker 5: They're just writing on his fame as a rapper. I said,
- 48:23Speaker 5: everybody that raps ain't acting on there. There were a
- 48:26Speaker 5: lot of rappers that had movies that man can act.
- 48:30Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean.
- 48:32Speaker 5: His performances were after change. And I just wanted him
- 48:36Speaker 5: to know that and not listen to that. One time
- 48:40Speaker 5: in news week, they used to have.
- 48:42Speaker 4: A little blurb like.
- 48:44Speaker 5: Star of the Week or Celebrity of the week, just
- 48:47Speaker 5: a little blurb, and they said and surprisingly handsome rapper.
- 48:54Speaker 4: I said, what the fuck? Is surprised? How insulting he was?
- 48:59Speaker 4: Find of shit?
- 49:00Speaker 5: It was, why is that surprising? He's supposed to be
- 49:10Speaker 5: ugly because he's a rapper. I found it racist. Then
- 49:15Speaker 5: when I got to when I won one of my
- 49:18Speaker 5: Image awards, and I go to the press tent, there
- 49:21Speaker 5: were two little white girls there and all they did
- 49:25Speaker 5: was ask me about what I felt about Tupac getting
- 49:28Speaker 5: an Image award. Now, meanwhile, I have my award, it's
- 49:33Speaker 5: my sixth one, and I'm not even prepared to you
- 49:39Speaker 5: know how they like to bring up dirt when you
- 49:41Speaker 5: had a bread carpet, and.
- 49:43Speaker 4: I was thinking, what are y'all doing here?
- 49:47Speaker 5: This is our party, you know, and you're crashing our
- 49:51Speaker 5: party and asking me to tell some dirt about somebody
- 49:54Speaker 5: else here, so I wasn't in the most receiving way.
- 50:01Speaker 5: They kept asking me if I thought he deserved an
- 50:04Speaker 5: Image Award, and I said, well, I don't know what
- 50:07Speaker 5: the controversy is. Well, you know because of Dolorus, Tuck
- 50:13Speaker 5: Her and this, that and the other, and I didn't know.
- 50:14Speaker 5: And I said, well, can you tell me which songs
- 50:18Speaker 5: you're referring to? At the time, I had only heard
- 50:21Speaker 5: Dear Mama, Brenda had a baby and keep your head up.
- 50:25Speaker 5: I honestly didn't know what the controversy was about because
- 50:29Speaker 5: these are all uplifting female And she said, well, I
- 50:35Speaker 5: don't know which song.
- 50:37Speaker 4: I haven't heard the CD.
- 50:39Speaker 5: I said, well, why don't you do your homework and
- 50:42Speaker 5: then come to me and ask me.
- 50:45Speaker 4: I was so mad. And in the back of the
- 50:48Speaker 4: house there were two brothers like this. They were from
- 50:52Speaker 4: Jetton Ebony.
- 50:53Speaker 5: You know, because I'm like, how dare you come to
- 50:57Speaker 5: our party, insult our guests and don't even know what
- 51:02Speaker 5: the hell you talking about?
- 51:05Speaker 4: But I'm supposed to know.
- 51:08Speaker 5: They were on the radio those three songs and they
- 51:13Speaker 5: come in like they well, we just are bad.
- 51:16Speaker 4: We just aved that may hell Oh my god. I
- 51:19Speaker 4: was so glad. So the next day was in the
- 51:21Speaker 4: La Times.
- 51:23Speaker 5: I have my ward up like this and my nostrils
- 51:29Speaker 5: and I don't know what they said about my publicists
- 51:32Speaker 5: called me and she was like, you know, there are
- 51:35Speaker 5: there are white actresses that don't get hired because their
- 51:38Speaker 5: breasts are too big.
- 51:39Speaker 4: I was like, first of all, I don't have to
- 51:44Speaker 4: run everything by.
- 51:45Speaker 5: You for me to speak. You know, if you wanted
- 51:49Speaker 5: to be by my side, you should have been by there.
- 51:51Speaker 5: But what was she gonna do interrupt me? You disrespecting us,
- 51:56Speaker 5: You disrespecting.
- 51:57Speaker 4: Me and they and the faint. He saw that article
- 52:03Speaker 4: and heard that I.
- 52:04Speaker 5: Stood up for him, and she never forgot that. And
- 52:09Speaker 5: I think that's part of why she was cool with
- 52:12Speaker 5: him staying with.
- 52:14Speaker 1: Me after you got shot.
- 52:15Speaker 5: Yeah, because she didn't based on what they knew about
- 52:20Speaker 5: me and seeing me on the show, she didn't realize that.
- 52:23Speaker 4: I was like that, you know what I mean?
- 52:26Speaker 5: And they are very much soldiers in that. One of
- 52:32Speaker 5: her friends said, oh, you a soldier now, and I
- 52:35Speaker 5: was like, I'm sorry, are we at war?
- 52:38Speaker 6: I didn't know what she meant by were you afraid
- 52:41Speaker 6: during that time? Like when you took pokin after he
- 52:43Speaker 6: got shot. Did you feel like, what if they come
- 52:45Speaker 6: looking for him in the.
- 52:47Speaker 5: Yeah, there were times because of the the regularity of
- 52:53Speaker 5: my going in and out of my apartment, I felt
- 52:57Speaker 5: like it would be easy if I had been on
- 52:59Speaker 5: the radar for anybody to you know, follow me or
- 53:03Speaker 5: come up.
- 53:04Speaker 4: And so there was that.
- 53:07Speaker 5: And I didn't live in a secured building like a
- 53:09Speaker 5: doorman building, and I was scared of but like I
- 53:19Speaker 5: had never seen a real bullet wound, just you know
- 53:22Speaker 5: on TV like NYPD Blue and when I played a.
- 53:26Speaker 4: Badass in this movie.
- 53:27Speaker 5: But I was concerned about that, you know, actually caring
- 53:31Speaker 5: for the wounds and making sure he was gonna be okay.
- 53:35Speaker 5: N Yeah, he should have been in the hospital for
- 53:38Speaker 5: at least two or.
- 53:40Speaker 4: Three more days on antibiotics.
- 53:42Speaker 3: Everybody has walked out.
- 53:43Speaker 2: He signed himself out, so you had to help him
- 53:44Speaker 2: out and help meet and help him get himself back together.
- 53:46Speaker 5: He when he left Bellevue, he went to his girlfriends
- 53:52Speaker 5: and he realized it was equally accessible. He just felt
- 53:56Speaker 5: like a sitting duck in the hospital. But everybody knew
- 54:00Speaker 5: who he was at his girlfriends. Nobody knew that we
- 54:04Speaker 5: were friends, So him coming to my apartment was more
- 54:09Speaker 5: diary of Frank and just put food under the bookcase.
- 54:14Speaker 5: But yeah, it was on the down load. I didn't
- 54:19Speaker 5: know what kind of publicity might have come from that,
- 54:24Speaker 5: but it wasn't anything I was interested in publicizing. So
- 54:27Speaker 5: I just shut the family down. I was like anybody
- 54:33Speaker 5: those you knew, you know, because I didn't do that
- 54:36Speaker 5: for that reason.
- 54:38Speaker 4: It was a personal reason.
- 54:41Speaker 5: And that was one of those moments where you know,
- 54:44Speaker 5: y'all don't get that, and they they respected it all
- 54:48Speaker 5: these years until the documentary they've been wanting to, I guess,
- 54:55Speaker 5: thank me, but their love and I'm part of that
- 55:01Speaker 5: family now has been enough. I don't need public thanks
- 55:05Speaker 5: for what I did on a personal level. So it's
- 55:09Speaker 5: interesting the documentary said, Okay, Jasmine, you can talk about
- 55:17Speaker 5: that part of it now, because I really thought, well,
- 55:20Speaker 5: just you know, I'll go to my grave with certain things.
- 55:24Speaker 5: Not because I'm ashamed, but I don't like the exploitation
- 55:29Speaker 5: factor of things that you do in your personal life
- 55:32Speaker 5: for your kids or for people you love or whatever.
- 55:35Speaker 4: You know, it was your.
- 55:36Speaker 1: Story, I mean, he said in the doc Jaya talks
- 55:38Speaker 1: about in her book. Yeah, this is all your story.
- 55:42Speaker 5: She called me and tell me what was in the book.
- 55:45Speaker 5: This is all I said. I didn't talk about this.
- 55:47Speaker 4: I didn't talk about that.
- 55:48Speaker 5: And I really was calling her more for support because
- 55:52Speaker 5: when I wrote a fane's book, I didn't know all
- 55:56Speaker 5: the other stuff you have to do for a book fist,
- 56:00Speaker 5: the book tours, you know, and I just wanted to
- 56:04Speaker 5: make sure she was And there was a kind of
- 56:08Speaker 5: loneliness to her story to me, No, jaj, there's a
- 56:16Speaker 5: loneliness like the bigger and richer and you get more isolated,
- 56:22Speaker 5: you know, there's more things you can't do, and you
- 56:25Speaker 5: always have to. I don't know, so I just I
- 56:30Speaker 5: just didn't want her to feel that loneliness. She could
- 56:32Speaker 5: talk to me about whatever, because that was some It
- 56:36Speaker 5: was a lot of personal information. Her gauge is way
- 56:40Speaker 5: past mind. That's what I mean about the younger ones.
- 56:44Speaker 5: They showed me that I don't have to be that
- 56:47Speaker 5: old school about my press.
- 56:51Speaker 4: That's good.
- 56:51Speaker 7: So you you didn't say, you know, when Tupac stayed
- 56:54Speaker 7: with you, you saw that like you ain't gonna go in
- 56:56Speaker 7: it like that.
- 56:58Speaker 4: I didn't tell nobody.
- 57:00Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, when my family saw the documentary. My
- 57:05Speaker 5: best friend said what I told two people and they
- 57:10Speaker 5: both lived in New York, because why tell somebody that
- 57:14Speaker 5: can get to me?
- 57:16Speaker 4: Because I did.
- 57:16Speaker 5: I was worried that anything could happen, you know, and
- 57:21Speaker 5: those two people, two of my friends that lived in
- 57:23Speaker 5: New York, that was it.
- 57:25Speaker 4: So all my other friends, I just because two.
- 57:28Speaker 5: Weeks it is on a long period for me not
- 57:32Speaker 5: to call you, and I wasn't missed yet, you know,
- 57:37Speaker 5: maybe had It's been a month, right, Yeah. So now
- 57:41Speaker 5: when that documentary came out, a lot of my friends
- 57:44Speaker 5: were like.
- 57:47Speaker 4: When did this happen? What were you staying? How Come
- 57:50Speaker 4: I didn't.
- 57:50Speaker 7: Know hit his girlfriend at the time. I have a
- 57:53Speaker 7: problem with that, I mean, because that's part that was
- 57:56Speaker 7: my guy. So you know, I have no idea child.
- 57:58Speaker 7: I wasn't doing I don't care.
- 58:01Speaker 4: Twenty one, you know what I mean. I'm not like
- 58:05Speaker 4: your girlfriend. And it was dire, it was I mean,
- 58:10Speaker 4: he was in trouble.
- 58:11Speaker 5: Yeah, and he was still open, like it wasn't healed yet,
- 58:16Speaker 5: you know, So I wasn't.
- 58:17Speaker 4: Thinking about that. Yeah, they got back together a thing,
- 58:22Speaker 4: they got back together.
- 58:23Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm sure you talk about this on since this
- 58:25Speaker 6: is my last question, like when's the last time you
- 58:27Speaker 6: spoke to him, like before you die, do you remember
- 58:32Speaker 6: the last conversation in your head or the last time
- 58:34Speaker 6: you saw him.
- 58:35Speaker 5: I was visiting a Feeny and Stone Mountain when they
- 58:39Speaker 5: had a house there and he came through. Now this
- 58:43Speaker 5: is after he had been in prison for eleven months.
- 58:46Speaker 5: I've seen him for a while. Yeah, so I saw
- 58:50Speaker 5: him at the house. That was the last time.
- 58:53Speaker 1: M you remember the conversation or you don't, that's personal.
- 58:58Speaker 5: It was just like hey, you know, and he was like,
- 59:02Speaker 5: I'm strong now because he was. He was, you know, infirmed.
- 59:07Speaker 5: So he wanted me to see his you know, little
- 59:10Speaker 5: prison push up muscles, knuckles were all black from doing
- 59:15Speaker 5: it on you know, he wanted I was like, yeah,
- 59:18Speaker 5: you look good. And then he went out with his
- 59:21Speaker 5: friends and you know, I hung out with a fainting
- 59:25Speaker 5: The thing that really hurt my feelings about him getting
- 59:30Speaker 5: shot like that when he was with me, I thought
- 59:33Speaker 5: I was.
- 59:36Speaker 4: Helping him go to the next part of his life.
- 59:40Speaker 1: Like g.
- 59:45Speaker 5: I was like, you're gonna get You're gonna go to
- 59:48Speaker 5: prison and then get shot again. And I knew that
- 59:55Speaker 5: second shooting wasn't the wounds he had the first time
- 1:00:00Speaker 5: were in his appendages.
- 1:00:02Speaker 1: Not in his lungs.
- 1:00:08Speaker 4: I'm so disappointed.
- 1:00:14Speaker 5: Yeah, and he told me he was gonna it wasn't
- 1:00:19Speaker 5: gonna make it past twenty five.
- 1:00:21Speaker 4: I always thought he was just talking shit all the time.
- 1:00:25Speaker 5: That's legend. Put that in the book. I was like, yeah,
- 1:00:27Speaker 5: I'm not writing a book about you. Stop telling me that.
- 1:00:34Speaker 5: I'd be like, I'm never telling anybody anything about this experience. Nah,
- 1:00:40Speaker 5: you need to you know, blunt in the bathtub, Like
- 1:00:44Speaker 5: you need to put this in the book. What am
- 1:00:46Speaker 5: I your fucking now, I'm you're a chronicler. Yeah, and
- 1:00:52Speaker 5: he kept telling me he was like twenty one, and
- 1:00:57Speaker 5: I really didn't understand that world he knew. I wasn't
- 1:01:01Speaker 5: from it. I thought it was ridiculous for him to
- 1:01:06Speaker 5: say he wasn't going to live past twenty five. I
- 1:01:10Speaker 5: treated him like I treated my little cousins that make
- 1:01:13Speaker 5: these statements about life.
- 1:01:16Speaker 4: You know, so that hurts.
- 1:01:22Speaker 2: I can't wait people to hear your story.
- 1:01:24Speaker 1: You live the life this guy. I gotta watch him
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: since this.
- 1:01:27Speaker 2: Sunday, March twenty fourth. You need to write a Central
- 1:01:29Speaker 2: TV one.
- 1:01:30Speaker 1: You gonna make me.
- 1:01:31Speaker 5: I'm gonna take my lashes off because I'm going to
- 1:01:33Speaker 5: know ye going with lashes if you.
- 1:01:38Speaker 1: Take them off and put them on ebit, I got
- 1:01:41Speaker 1: I got you.
- 1:01:42Speaker 4: I don't watch it.
- 1:01:42Speaker 5: They going make sure they know it's not roaches or
- 1:01:46Speaker 5: a spider because they likes and you just put them on.
- 1:01:49Speaker 3: All about my less for Jazmine guy. Ladies, always the.
- 1:01:55Speaker 1: Pleasure when you come.
- 1:01:56Speaker 5: Guy.
- 1:01:56Speaker 1: Love you so much.
- 1:01:58Speaker 6: You are a cultural We appreciate you so much, we
- 1:02:01Speaker 6: value you.
- 1:02:02Speaker 1: Just thank you always.
- 1:02:03Speaker 3: Now thank you. It's Jasmine guy. It's the Breakfast Club.
- 1:02:06Speaker 1: Good morning. Wake that ass up in the morning. Breakfast Club.