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Final Hope Interlude 6: The Man You Want to Be · The Multiverse Collective

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  You, Max, wake up in your bed at 16 years old.
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  You've just had a really vivid dream of like, living your life,
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  becoming a superhero, becoming a Power Ranger, flying into space
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  and fighting battles. And you wake up and it's like
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  weird because you can remember the the dream more than you
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  could remember other dreams. Yeah, and I think Max kind of
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  like takes a second and he's just like, oh, wait, wait, it
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  was, it was all a dream. And.
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  Yeah, so you were you. Like, get up, I'm assuming you
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  get dressed, go downstairs, have some breakfast, or maybe your
• 1:03
  grandma has some breakfast waiting for you on the kitchen
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  counter. Yeah, Max's grandma is is an
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  early riser, so I would imagine she you know, when Max runs
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  downstairs, there's pretty standard spread bacon, eggs,
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  some biscuits out on the table. So Max makes himself like a
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  little breakfast sandwich as he as he goes to catch the bus to
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  school. Yep, of course.
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  I think actually I think before he goes, he I think he's just
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  going to give his his little siblings and his grandma just
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  like an extra long hug out the door that day.
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  OK. And you, you got, they sort of
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  get a, a little look of confusion from them, but they
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  don't say anything because they're not going to say no to
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  A, to a hug. I, I just, I, I don't know, I, I
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  just want you guys to know that I love you.
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  There's not supposed to be like cryptic or anything.
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  I'm just, I'm just in a I'm just, I'm just in a good mood
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  today. Now I've got to think, if I was
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  to do like an old woman's voice. Thank you, Matt.
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  Oh, God, how is it? Why is it hurting my brain so
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  much to figure out how I'm going to do this?
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  Well, mags, go on, go on now to school.
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  You you, you can't be missing that bus.
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  Yeah, you're right. It's a big day of school today.
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  Yeah. All right.
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  Love you grandma. Love you Max.
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  And you go to the, the bus stop like normal, everything's
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  normal. But as you walk in, you, you
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  feel like a part of you is missing and you're not sure what
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  that part is. You get on the bus, you sit
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  down. You know, I'm assuming you're
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  one of the first people on the bus because the the the less the
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  more impoverished area of Angel Grove is further away from the
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  school then. Yeah, so I would think it's it's
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  pretty early. And actually, you know what, I
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  don't think Max has a ton of very good friends.
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  I think he has a lot of acquaintances just 'cause he's a
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  nice enough guy, but doesn't have too many friends.
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  But I think he has made friends with the bus driver.
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  And so I think Max, like opens up a napkin and he passes the
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  bus driver one of these, like, homemade little, you know,
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  breakfast sandwiches. And I think the bus driver,
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  there's this routine where he, you know, he gives him a little
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  breakfast sandwich and the bus driver grabs him like a coffee
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  from whatever, you know, 7-11 or the equivalent that that he
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  stops at. So Max has his coffee.
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  Yeah. At the illegally distinct 812,
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  so he so Max has his little breakfast and I think he sits,
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  he's sitting near the front. OK, and you were, you see, you
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  know as the drive goes on, you see groups and groups of people
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  getting on all chit chattering away at each other.
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  I have a question as we're going.
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  So I know like in the future as to where we are.
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  Max has probably talked to Spencer and Murphy about where
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  they grew up. Yeah.
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  Do we pass by any of those areas as we're on the way to school?
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  You probably wouldn't pass Spencer, but you'd probably like
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  Murphy's house is like a 10 minute walk away from from the
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  school so you may pass there. I think Max just takes takes
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  note of it. He kind of knows, you know,
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  round about where that is. So when when the bus passes
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  nearby it, he's just kind of looking out the window, just
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  like, huh, in his head? OK, then you hear people talking
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  behind you and they go, I'm. I'm really looking forward to
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  that trip on Friday. I can't, I can't wait to what
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  would what? Let's brainstorm here, Matt,
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  What would be a good thing? What do you go and see in
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  American high schools? On I think.
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  I think we talked about this before, but essentially they're
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  like, you know, I did this in junior high, but sometimes it
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  happens in high school. There's like, it's like a
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  camping weekend almost. And so they kind of take you out
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  into the woods and they teach you like survival.
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  Sometimes they'll put you in tents, sometimes they'll put you
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  in like little cabins. But, you know, it's it's like a
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  long weekend where it's like you get to hang out with your
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  friends, but like, you get to eat your meals out on a fire and
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  like, you know, learn how to go hiking and, like identify
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  plants. So kind of like Boy Scouts for
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  the people who never did Boy Scouts.
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  OK. So I think, I think it's one of
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  those like. Oh, can't wait for the camping
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  trip. Yeah.
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  And you check your, your phone and you see it's like Wednesday.
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  So you know, there's a couple of days and you, you get off the
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  bus, you know, go to school and everything's normal.
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  Nothing's changed really, you know.
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  And you, you know, you walk, walking to school, you go into
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  your locker. And do you think there's anybody
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  who's at odds and ends, or maybe just somebody who takes the Mick
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  out of it? Yeah, I would imagine, you know,
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  I, I would imagine Max's, I feel like he's always been kind of
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  like a bigger and just like naturally like bulkier guy, not
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  like like muscular. And I just think he's the kind
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  of guy who's like, I like, could absolutely be like a crazy, like
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  a freak athlete, but just not really interested in taking the
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  spotlight. So I think, I think there's a
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  bunch of like, I don't know, like football players or the
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  equivalent that probably take the piss out of him.
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  OK, so we're going to go for. Oh, you know what?
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  Connecting this back to the back story, I bet.
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  I bet if Dave was here he'd probably be taking the piss out
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  of Mass. Oh yeah, OK, yeah.
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  And you you get Tila, you lock her and you open your lock her
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  up in like there's just a note that falls out and it says can't
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  wait to spend some time with you and your wasted potential on on
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  the weekend. And then it just signed by Dave.
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  Oh damn. It and I was kind of looking
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  forward to this. Max just crumples up the note
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  and throws it away in the nearest trash can.
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  Yeah, and as you walk into your, your first class, you walk past
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  Sarah. We all we know, Sarah.
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  It's. We know Sarah.
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  It's Max's love interest in the future and I'm assuming it's
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  Max's love interest now as a 16 year old boy.
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  And I feel like at this point you've probably not spoken too
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  much because I feel like she's quite popular.
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  She's not like the normal like gobby popular girls who think
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  they're better than everybody else, but she's very pretty so
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  girls sort of fuck around and there's a lot of jocks and stuff
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  who also go and spend time with her.
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  Yeah, and I think Max is staring.
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  And again, he's he's in his own head because I think this is
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  like the whole everything that's happened, I think is still
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  sticking with him. And so Max is almost like just
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  out of it. And so he's just like looking at
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  Sarah and thinking about like all the moments that he shared
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  like in the last, you know, the last six or seven months of his
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  Ranger journey. And I think he just walks right
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  like smack into a locker. Yeah, fall on face first as
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  well. And it's one of those it's just
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  like, fuck me nose sort of shit. And you look around and Sarah's
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  looking at you like is, is he OK?
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  You know, sort of one of those like caring mucks that she
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  you've grown so fond of over the years.
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  And I'm going to get you to roll her roll a mundane to see how
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  you react to this. Roll mundane.
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  That's A7. OK, so you you blush a little
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  bit and you and you smile, but when you smile, like a little
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  trickle of blood comes out your nose.
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  Yeah. And you go, oh, shit.
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  And then just walking away. Yeah.
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  You know, your day goes normal. You got, you go to your classes,
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  you're punctual, you go to dinner, all that.
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  And you're leaving and then get on the bus at the end of the day
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  to go home. And while you're driving back,
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  you drive past Murphy's house and you see like in the
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  reflection in the window, like your Ranger form, like from the
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  dream. I stood there with Murphy's
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  Ranger and they're both laughing about something.
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  Oh holy shit. And then it like that it fades
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  away. God, what?
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  The fuck was that? You get home does does Max
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  volunteer now when he's a 16 you're going helping less
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  fortunate people or? I think I think at 16, Max
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  probably spends his time helping out his like his grandma and his
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  siblings at home. OK, so it's kind of like his
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  siblings are very young, like they can't be more.
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  I forget if we ever. I don't think we ever gave them
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  ages because they were very young.
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  They were they were like teenagers.
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  I'm pretty sure when we started this very young teens anyway
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  when we. Started so they're like so
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  they're like toddlers Max. So I think, I think during like
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  during the night, essentially Max comes home from school and I
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  think he cooks dinner to give his grandma a rest and then, you
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  know, helps her like bathe the, you know, bathe the kids, get
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  them, get them in bed. And then after that, you know,
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  it's probably about 7:38 PM and that's when I think Max starts
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  his homework. And I think his grandma just
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  like sometimes she'll just be, you know, watching her, her
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  soaps. But I think sometimes Max and
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  his grandma will just like, sit at the table and not even talk,
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  but just like enjoy each other's company.
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  And I think it, this is one of those nights.
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  I think, too, this is one of those nights where Max is doing
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  his homework and he and his grandma are just kind of sitting
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  at the dinner table, like. OK, you know, and you know,
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  you're doing your homework and it gets, I'm going to say it's
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  going to be like getting to like 9:00 PM and your grandma slides
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  over, slides over like $150.00 and puts it right next to you
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  and says, I can't remember that. Oh, God, what was the voice?
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  I did about four minutes ago. Jesus Christ.
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  She's going to sound older now for no reason.
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  Max Garland, take this to get yourself some some nice stuff.
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  Well, while you're away this weekend.
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  I think he he looks down and he just has a moment of like, like
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  he almost physically recoils just because he knows that like
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  this is a shit load of money. And so I think Max looks at it
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  and he immediately pushes his back, pushes it back, and he's
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  like, no, grandma, come on. I I can't, no, no, I can't take
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  that. Max Brown, you take this money
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  and you get your and you enjoy yourself on this field trip, OK?
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  And Max knows that voice. He he knows exactly what's going
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  on. And his grandma's going to take,
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  she's not going to take no for an answer.
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  So he very slowly, I think, takes it and pockets it.
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  And he's just like, OK, but promise me I'm, I'm going to
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  have change after this. Most of most of this stuff is
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  covered. All right?
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  We're we're just going out in the woods.
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  So most of the stuff is covered. Whatever I have left, you're
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  taking, you're taking it back. We'll we'll see about that.
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  And then she like stands up and gives you a kiss on the forehead
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  and she's like, I'm going to go to bed now.
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  Don't be up too late, you know, finish your homework and go
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  straight to bed. OK.
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  All right. Yeah.
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  And then the next day is very much the same.
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  You wake up, go to school, come back, do your homework.
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  And then on Friday morning, you wake up and there's this like a
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  this, this electricity in the air, you know, you know that
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  today you're going to go on a camping trip.
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  You know, Sarah's going to be there.
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  You know, Dave, the bastard's going to be there.
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  And you know, and this is a weekend to enjoy yourself and
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  learn, learn new things. I have two questions for you.
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  OK, So number one, on any of these other nights, did Max go
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  back and have like the Ranger dreams again or was it just like
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  the? One night.
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  It was just the one night. OK.
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  And then would Max from the future, like have memories of
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  this weekend? He would, but you you can't
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  really when you try and think of the stuff that you've done, it's
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  sort of like a static barrier. So like, like if you wanted to
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  now, like at 60, I don't know what the age, legal age for
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  betting is, but you could like go into a you couldn't go into a
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  shop now and be like, these people are going to win the
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  Super Bowl. Yeah, I put this money on him.
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  You know, it's, it's not how it how it works.
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  You, you sort of have like a a mental block.
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  It it's like Max remembers going, like Max remembers this
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  from the dream, but he doesn't remember what happened because
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  it's happening now. I got it.
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  Yeah. OK.
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  Yeah. So I think Max kind of breaks
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  his brain a little bit at like, Friday morning.
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  I think he wakes up especially early and, you know, Pax's
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  weekend bag. And so I think his brain breaks
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  a little bit as he's trying to be like, so if this happened, if
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  this happened before, but but it's now and I can't like and I
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  can't. He's just like trying to figure
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  it out. Yeah.
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  Yeah, and you know, good mornings, normal vice break,
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  very P pre pubescent of me. You your morning's normal.
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  You know, your grandma's made your breakfast in the morning
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  and she she gives you a packed lunch today because you know,
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  you're going to be on that bus for a while.
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  And you know, you go, you go to, I'm assuming you go to school
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  and do like a head count and then get on a bus.
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  Yeah. So you know, you get on the bus
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  and I'm assuming I'm going to say it's your friend, the bus
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  driver friend that you normally have.
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  He's the one who's taken you into your campsite and you sit
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  down, you know, in the first hour or two, you know, it's
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  quiet. You sat there looking out the
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  window, trying to remember things that have happened in
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  your dream that haven't happened yet.
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  And it, you know, it's, it's a bit of a, a mindful Cos you're
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  like, I know this happened in my dream, so why can't I recall it
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  now? Yeah.
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  And then Dave like slaps you on the back of the head and sits
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  down next to you and goes, what was the Dave voice?
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  It was like that. So I did what you're doing up
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  here all on your own, Max. I'm just, I'm going to fucking
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  camp Dave, same as you. Dad, you're, you're going to be
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  a virgin forever with that, that fucking but repose.
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  And I think you need to learn how to speak.
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  Dad, I'm I'm so cool. I don't need to know how to
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  speak. I, I don't know, man, I, I don't
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  know how that's going to help you in the in the real world.
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  Got to got to learn how to how to be in order God.
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  Dead is. Is that supposed to be edgy
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  right now? No, I fucking, I don't know man,
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  haven't had my brain juice yet. And Max takes a big sip of his
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  coffee. OK, dead, but just between me
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  and you, Sarah's going to be mine.
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  You know, you know, before, before this week, I probably
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  wouldn't have anything to say. But I kind of doubt that, my
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  friend. I don't see that happening in
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  either of our futures. And Dave gets a little bit Aggie
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  with you. He goes, yeah, so I did.
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  What are you trying to say? Do I need to beat some sense
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  into it again? What do you mean again?
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  You've, I can count on like 2 hands the times you've tried to
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  get me and it hasn't worked. I like, I know, I know that I
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  don't like, I don't fight, but like it's been, it's been what,
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  8 times that you've tried to beat some sensor into me and yet
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  here you are. So we're on a moving bus, dude.
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  Like, at the very least, do you want to wait until we're in the
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  woods? It did.
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  So what you can, you can get an advantage.
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  I've got the adventure, I've got my boys back there.
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  I've. Got the center.
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  Back there. We're going like 65 miles an
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  hour. This this bus has a very small
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  hallway. I don't know if you've ever
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  watched the, you know, the that old, old movie 300.
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  It doesn't work when you have multiple people trying to come
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  in a thin area. Again, I'm giving you help if
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  you want an advantage. Wait like another 4 hours till
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  we're out in the woods, then you guys can then you guys can beat
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  me up, whatever. And he goes, oh, and then he
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  slaps your coffee out your hand onto the floor, and you go watch
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  your back, Max, and walks back to the other jocks.
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  Fucking Dick heads, whatever you want to call them.
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  Yeah. And then again, the same thing
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  that happened when you went past Murphy's house.
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  You look out the window, you see another flash, but this time
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  it's not you and Murphy, It's just you as the indigo strut
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  having Dave like fanboy over. You just give it like 11 more
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  years. And then you keep driving for a
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  bit and in the middle you, I'm assuming you're sat like right
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  behind the bus driver, you know, so you can talk and see what's
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  going on. And you look straight ahead and
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  there's an older version of you there.
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  Like in the bus? No, no, in the middle of the
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  road. Just standing there.
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  Yeah, and the bus driver can clearly see as well.
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  Hey, there's a. Don't worry, I got it.
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  I got it. And the bus driver slams on the
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  brakes. So everyone's like, you know,
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  And upon closer inspection, you see that this is like the Ranger
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  version of you, but it's like grey, like a grey scale version,
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  you know, like black and white. And it starts walking towards
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  the bus and cars that come in, you know, taking over.
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  He's just blowing them up with his light powers, like
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  destroying them as they come. And I think Max is just kind of
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  like, I, I imagine the bus has gone silent and I think Max is
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  just kind of sitting there like no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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  This, this can't be right. This, no, this, this can't be
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  right. This can't be happening.
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  And it keeps walking towards you and it the the the negative
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  version of you rips the front of the bus open like fully just
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  opens a walkway in for himself. And he looks at you, and then he
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  looks straight back to Dave and he walks past you.
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  I think Max tries to like grab him as he's walking past.
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  He's like no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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  It's it's OK, it's OK. We're we're good.
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  We're we're good. Don't don't, don't even worry
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  about that. And.
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  Then it slaps your hand away and continues walking to Dave and it
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  grips Dave by like a scrub like his his jacket and lifts him up.
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  As this like negative version of Max is like going to grab him.
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  I think Max is just like God damn it and I think he tried.
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  He he like gets a running start through this bus like corridor
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  and I think he tries to spear tackle this version of him
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  before he can do anything to Dave.
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  And in the back of your mind, as you sprinting forward for this,
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  this spear, you hear, you wouldn't know it's Hyperion, but
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  you're here. Show me the man you are meant to
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  be. What the fuck?
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  So now roll directly. Engage your fret for me, my
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  friend. All right, what is that plus
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  danger? I think so.
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  Plus danger. All right, so that's flat.
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  That is A9. OK, so you can't resist or avoid
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  their blows. Take something from them.
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  Create an opportunity for your allies which at this moment you
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  don't have impressed, surprise or frighten the opposition.
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  I think I'm going to go with, surprise, the opposition.
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  You spare this negative version of yourself and you know it.
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  Drops one hand holding Dave and then looks at you.
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  And it's, it stops for a moment, like it's not moving.
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  It's just looking down at you. And then it grabs the scruffy,
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  like the back of your, your jacket or your hoodie, whatever
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  you wear. And it froze you to the end of
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  the bus. Yeah.
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  And you hit your head. And in your head you hear all
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  the nice things that like the very few nice things that
• 23:38
  Spencer and Murphy said about you.
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  And you recall the letter that Sarah sent you in the future or
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  in this dream of, you know, and it, it sort of builds up this
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  immense swelling feeling in your stomach and on your, on where
• 23:57
  you like, on your waist. You feel like this sort of
• 24:00
  burning feeling. And when you put your hand down
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  there, you can feel the brain can build.
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  It's chlamydia. You feel the, the, the, the
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  Martha, which was a part of a dream.
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  How? How can that be here?
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  So what you gonna do, Max? I think like Max, I, I imagine
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  he hits his head and he's just kind of seeing everything in
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  like blurry, like tunnel vision, like in and out.
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  And so I think Max, you know, he has these thoughts and I think
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  the like this negativity that he's just, you know, dealt with
• 24:43
  all his life. I just think it's like you hear,
• 24:46
  you know, you it harkening back to a couple of episodes ago.
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  It's like these creeping tendrils are just like trying to
• 24:53
  pull him, like pull him down and just be like, this isn't your
• 24:57
  fight. Like there's no like, you know,
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  that was everything you got and that was it.
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  And so I think, I think with this, this sensation of the the
• 25:08
  morpher, I think there's this, this indigo light that is like
• 25:13
  behind his eyes that starts to burn these tendrils away.
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  And I think Max like looks behind him in this like
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  dreamscape and he sees, he sees himself in his Ranger suit
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  standing proudly with this just like indigo, like purple light
• 25:33
  beaming off of him and like pulling these tendrils away.
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  And I think this version of Max is just like just so like awe
• 25:44
  inspiring that I think these tendrils go away and I think Max
• 25:48
  kind of clambers up to his feet and he's just like, no, I'm not
• 25:52
  doing this. I'm not doing this for Dave.
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  Fuck that. I'm doing this for me.
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  And I think he just like slams the morpher.
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  OK, and do you want me to explain your new suit or do you
• 26:03
  want me to explain your new suit?
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  OK, so you slam this Martha and this iridescent violent life and
• 26:10
  shrouds your body. And with the old Power Rangers
• 26:13
  suit, you had your nips out. It was, you know, it was very
• 26:16
  cold if you were on a cold planet.
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  And it didn't have you had just had a mask, didn't have a visor
• 26:22
  or anything. And now your whole body is
• 26:25
  covered in this suit with this green, white and gold suit with
• 26:30
  fancy patterns on the legs. And you, you look at your hands
• 26:34
  and your arms and you just feel that this is who you were meant
• 26:37
  to be. You chose to be a hero for you,
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  the hero you didn't have. And you stand up and you look at
• 26:44
  the negative version of you, and it froze Dave to the back into
• 26:49
  his, all of his, his goons. And the negative version of you
• 26:53
  just charges at you. I think Max like cracks his neck
• 26:57
  and he's just like, is that the best you've got?
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  And he he runs and he charges at this negative version of him.
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  OK, roll directly against your fret with advantage please.
• 27:08
  That is going to be a an 11. OK, So what you doing here?
• 27:14
  You just spare in again or. So I think Max is going to, I
• 27:21
  think usually he would try to spear tackle, but I think he's
• 27:23
  going to, he's going to almost do some like judo and he's going
• 27:27
  to like stop short, let like let this other version of him run
• 27:33
  past him. And then he's going to just
• 27:36
  like, kind of barrel behind him and like, use his own weight
• 27:40
  against him and like, throw him out of the bus.
• 27:45
  Oh, nice. Yeah.
• 27:47
  And this sort of knocks the wind out of the negative version of
• 27:50
  you. So you've got, again, you know,
• 27:54
  you keep attacking, you know, you're piling into it.
• 27:58
  And I feel like emotions are coming out.
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  You know I am better than these bad emotions and stuff like
• 28:06
  that. And as you beat in it, you can
• 28:08
  unsick insecure from your sheep. Let's go.
• 28:12
  And you finish beating it. And once all these emotions are
• 28:16
  gone, this negative version of yourself dissipates.
• 28:20
  And then the world goes blank. And that voice that you heard in
• 28:24
  the back of your head again. Max Brown, you have shown me
• 28:28
  that you are a true hero that is stronger than being held down by
• 28:31
  1's own self loathing. When you return to me, you might
• 28:34
  take me. And then the lights turn on and
• 28:38
  you lay on a random, a random bit of ocean, like underneath
• 28:42
  the ocean, a random sector of this sea on your back.
• 28:46
  Murph, Murphy and Spencer aren't anywhere around you, and you
• 28:49
  don't know how long it's been that you've been in that state,
• 28:52
  but you are lay there. And that's where we're going to
• 28:55
  end this pocket episode. Life is tough, but so are you.
• 29:07
  When if I get up and push right through like your luck is
• 29:14
  bulletproof. Life is tough, but so are.
• 29:22
  You life is. Tough life is tough, but so high
• 29:36
  if your heart is only edging and by a threat, scared to death and
• 29:41
  an end. Please get every Harvard is a
• 29:44
  test. Take a breath, jump in this
• 29:47
  there and never. All you need is running deep
• 29:56
  inside you. Run deep inside you.
• 29:59
  Hard to realize. So let me remind you, life is
• 30:08
  tough, but so are you. When you fight, get up and push
• 30:11
  right through like your luck is boiled proof.
• 30:13
  Life is tough but so hard. Life is tough.
• 30:15
  Life is tough. Life is tough, but so hard.