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ROR 132: Chaos Part 2 · Red Onion Randy - Life in a Supermax Prison

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  Speaker 1: Hello, this is a pre bay call for us and
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  Speaker 1: make it the Pritian Department of Corrections read a new
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  Speaker 1: state prison to accept this call for US zero.
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  Speaker 2: This is Randall Bob.
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  Speaker 1: I'm currently serving one thousand, two hundred and fourteen years
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  Speaker 1: for capital murder and right on your state person in
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  Speaker 1: state of Virginia in the Usay. This is my podcast,
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  Speaker 1: Right on your Random and I hope you enjoy listening
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  Speaker 1: to me today.
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  Speaker 2: This is Randall Bob. I'm currently serving one thy two
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  Speaker 2: hundred and fourteen years for capital to murder and on
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  Speaker 2: barbery and Keene Mountain Correctional Center in Oakwood, Virginia. This
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  Speaker 2: is my podcast Right on your Randy. I have a
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  Speaker 2: toll free number if you would like to call, you know,
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  Speaker 2: leave a message, encouragement, ask a question, whatever it may be.
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  Speaker 2: The number is one eight eight five two four one
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  Speaker 2: nine three two. That's in the United States. Anyone outside
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  Speaker 2: of the US simply put a plus in front of
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  Speaker 2: the one and it's the exact same number. Hope to
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  Speaker 2: hear from me. This is part two of Chaos. Episode
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  Speaker 2: I left golf with I had went to child and
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  Speaker 2: you know I had to go to medical at the
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  Speaker 2: same time. So I told her I was calling back,
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  Speaker 2: you know, and this guy, you know, he just happens
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  Speaker 2: to call at this time. So she's not really paying
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  Speaker 2: attention to the phone. She's washing dishes. So she answers
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  Speaker 2: it and it. You know, whenever you you get a
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  Speaker 2: first phone call from someone in prison, you have to
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  Speaker 2: you know, go through a couple of things, you know,
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  Speaker 2: to accept, you know, press zero to accept, yes, press
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  Speaker 2: one to refuse, that type of thing. And me and
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  Speaker 2: her had been having some real trouble with the phone
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  Speaker 2: up to the point where you know, we we we
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  Speaker 2: had started discussing getting a new phone number, even trying
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  Speaker 2: to find maybe a new service. She lives in England,
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  Speaker 2: of course, you know, currently in Oakwood, Virginia, so not
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  Speaker 2: many services out there for us. But she winds up
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  Speaker 2: accepting this, uh, this guy Pickles call, and when she starts,
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  Speaker 2: you know, talking to him, she's like, hey, how you
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  Speaker 2: doing baby? You know the way we always start the
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  Speaker 2: phone call off, and old boy goes with it, and
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  Speaker 2: it takes her a moment to realize, hey, wait a minute,
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  Speaker 2: hold of him, This Saint Randy, And she's like, yo,
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  Speaker 2: who are you? So, you know, he tells her and
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  Speaker 2: She's like, what are you doing calling me? He's like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: it's okay, it's okay. You know. Chaos and them said
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  Speaker 2: I could do it, you know, because I'm coming home
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  Speaker 2: soon and you know they got life in prison, you know,
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  Speaker 2: so they want you to be taken care of and
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  Speaker 2: I'm not, dude, I can take care of you. She's like, whoha, no, no, no,
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  Speaker 2: there's something wrong. He's like no, because I mean she
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  Speaker 2: knows me. I'm not. No, I'm not going to just
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  Speaker 2: you know, give her information out to just any old body.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not going to give her information out to anybody,
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  Speaker 2: you know. So she's like, nah, this not you know,
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  Speaker 2: so she just hangs up. So, you know, this guy,
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  Speaker 2: he keeps calling back and forth and because she's you know,
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  Speaker 2: allowed Carly and Chaos to piggyback off of her line. Sometimes,
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  Speaker 2: you know, he gets her. Sometimes he gets Carly. Well,
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  Speaker 2: Carly is she's from the streets and you know, well
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  Speaker 2: England's version of the streets. I would guess, uh, you know,
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  Speaker 2: she she she wasn't middle class, you know, the way
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  Speaker 2: Nick was. Also, you know, Carly's got some family members
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  Speaker 2: in the British prison system. She's been around the block.
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  Speaker 2: She knows what's going on. So she when she starts
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  Speaker 2: talking to him, you know, she goes ahead and she
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  Speaker 2: plays along with it. You know, she lets Chaos know
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  Speaker 2: what's going on. She lets Nick and Me know what's
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  Speaker 2: going on. And so eventually, you know, she tells him like, yo, look,
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  Speaker 2: I'm a bad bitch, and rightfully so, I mean she is.
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  Speaker 2: I'll give her credit where credits due. She's like, I'm
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  Speaker 2: not messing with those scrub basks, dude, and you won't
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  Speaker 2: have to send me you let me know late. So
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  Speaker 2: she got his real name, she got you know, his
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  Speaker 2: social media and all that stuff, and she's sending Chaos
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  Speaker 2: the pictures and she sent me pictures of this dude.
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  Speaker 2: Now there's a little bit more to the story. So
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  Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to back up a tad bit. I
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  Speaker 2: kind of I wanted to try to give it to
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  Speaker 2: you and the Leaner, the Leaniar way first before we
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  Speaker 2: start touching on the side things. Otherwise it probably take
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  Speaker 2: me three hours to explain it. Now if you back
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  Speaker 2: up this, this all this took place over a couple
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  Speaker 2: of weeks, and obviously I'm pissed off. I'm angry, you know,
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  Speaker 2: I trust my woman. I'm not worried about that. But
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  Speaker 2: she's upset that this, you know, that this strange guy
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  Speaker 2: keeps calling her, and you know, there's a little bit
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  Speaker 2: of fear, you know, simply because she's been in some
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  Speaker 2: really bad relationships before. Am I just another you know,
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  Speaker 2: am I just another digbie who's just going to use her,
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  Speaker 2: you know, the way she's always been used. So she
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  Speaker 2: has this little fear in the back of her mind,
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  Speaker 2: and it's kind of affecting our relationship a little bit,
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  Speaker 2: which is kind of testing me off because I'm known
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  Speaker 2: from my laws, I don't do this like this. I'm
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  Speaker 2: a crawn ass man. I conduct myself as a crawn
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  Speaker 2: ass man. And on top of that, I'm in love
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  Speaker 2: with this woman. So it was a rough three weeks
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  Speaker 2: for me.
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  Speaker 3: Now during this time before we found out what really
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  Speaker 3: had happened, Like I said, I had already sent chaos
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  Speaker 3: and message through.
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  Speaker 2: Our front Cupcake. Look, I don't care whether you did
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  Speaker 2: this on purpose. I don't care whether it was an accident, meaning,
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  Speaker 2: you know, he had his player on and he left
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  Speaker 2: it on a table out in the middle of the pond,
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  Speaker 2: and he walked away to go get something and somebody
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  Speaker 2: just happened to walk by and see it and memorize
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  Speaker 2: it or write it down real quick and keep it moving,
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  Speaker 2: or you know, whether somebody you know, his selly or
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  Speaker 2: whoever he lets use his player, you know, maybe to
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  Speaker 2: play a video game or something, or listen to some music,
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  Speaker 2: because a lot of guys in prison they do that.
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  Speaker 2: They'll share their players out, you know, not really thinking
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  Speaker 2: of the danger that you know, you got some bitch
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  Speaker 2: motherfucker's in here who will steal your your you know,
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  Speaker 2: your your family's contact information, your you know, your friend's
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  Speaker 2: contact information and try to hustle them out of money
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  Speaker 2: because they only care about themselves. I don't care, And
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  Speaker 2: I told him, I told I did with the message
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  Speaker 2: I sent to him. I don't care. It's your mess,
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  Speaker 2: Clean it up. It doesn't matter to me how this
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  Speaker 2: dude got her information. It's your mess, bro, clean it up.
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  Speaker 2: So he was going back and forth and around writing
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  Speaker 2: at this exact same time, he was in the cell
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  Speaker 2: with this other dude. I'm not gonna say his real
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  Speaker 2: name neither, so we'll just uh, we'll just call him Cracker. Now.
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  Speaker 2: He made Cracker check in. This dude can run around
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  Speaker 2: saying all whatever he wants. Chaos made him check in.
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  Speaker 2: He wasn't trying to fight chaos because you know, he
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  Speaker 2: couldn't live in the civil chaos. He couldn't live up
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  Speaker 2: to that standard. He didn't he didn't have what it
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  Speaker 2: takes to be that kind of man. So he had
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  Speaker 2: his family call up here in the middle of the ninth,
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  Speaker 2: you know, telling them that he feared for his life
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  Speaker 2: and they need to get him out that cell asap.
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  Speaker 2: So they did, and they brought him down here to
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  Speaker 2: my side. So I'm in A one. They put him
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  Speaker 2: in the kitchen pod, which is next to on A
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  Speaker 2: two now, because you got a lot of old guys
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  Speaker 2: in my pod and the bottom tier single cell, and
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  Speaker 2: most of the people in the kitchen pod are actually
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  Speaker 2: working throughout the day. A one and A two are
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  Speaker 2: the only two pods that mingle with one another. We
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  Speaker 2: go to child together, we go to outside wreck together.
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  Speaker 2: Every other pod is kept separate from every other pod.
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  Speaker 2: They don't allow us to mingle. So we're never going
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  Speaker 2: to be out there on the yard with B one
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  Speaker 2: or A four, except you know, if they're on their
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  Speaker 2: own separate yard. We'll never actually be walking and talking together.
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  Speaker 2: They sent this dude down here, and Chaos has sent
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  Speaker 2: me a message through somebody who works on the boulevard. Yo,
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  Speaker 2: it's this dude, Crack. He was my selly. He checked
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  Speaker 2: in and now all of a sudden, the phone numbers
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  Speaker 2: are getting out, the information is getting out. So I'm thinking, Okay,
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  Speaker 2: let's this dude. I'm pissed off. I'm in the pod,
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  Speaker 2: like I mean, I'm to the point where like I'm
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  Speaker 2: about to say, you know what, man, I this is it.
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  Speaker 2: This is a straw that broke the camel's back.
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  Speaker 1: Man.
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  Speaker 2: I can't do this no more. Man, I can't. I
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  Speaker 2: can't be a changed person in prison. I can't. I
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  Speaker 2: can't make it. I'm not going home like I was
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  Speaker 2: in a really dark place. So I'm like, you know what,
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  Speaker 2: I can get my hands on this dude. I'm gonna
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  Speaker 2: go to chowhall. I'm gonna eat and then I'm gonna
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  Speaker 2: pull up on him. I'm gonna expose him as she is,
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  Speaker 2: and then I'm gonna beat his Like that's what I'm thinking,
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  Speaker 2: Like I'm gonna hurt this dude. Like I'm done. I
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  Speaker 2: can't do this anymore. You know, I'm tired of being
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  Speaker 2: put in situations like this, you know, especially this is
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  Speaker 2: something that was not of my own doing. I can't
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  Speaker 2: understand if I'm the one that screwed up. I could
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  Speaker 2: understand if I'm the one who allowed this information however,
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  Speaker 2: to get out there, but I wasn't. Again, I safeguard
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  Speaker 2: all information. I don't let anyone have access to that,
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  Speaker 2: and I never will. So I'm in the I'm I'm
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  Speaker 2: I'm in the part. I'm patient around and I'm probably
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  Speaker 2: at this point, I'm doing that absolute worst thing I
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  Speaker 2: could do. Several months before, I'd asked my buddy Paulie,
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  Speaker 2: who is my field perduce, Dude, like, what is one
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  Speaker 2: of your all time favorite songs? And he told me
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  Speaker 2: it was Revolution is My Name by Panthera. So I
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  Speaker 2: had had a couple extra bucks on the Kiosk. I
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  Speaker 2: went and I bought their Decade of Domination album, which
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  Speaker 2: has you know that song on there. So I'm walking around,
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  Speaker 2: I'm already pissed off, I'm upset, and here I am
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  Speaker 2: listening to Pantera, which is I mean, it's it's hardcore,
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  Speaker 2: it's just metal, and I'm feeding off of it, and
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  Speaker 2: I'm feeding off of it and I'm feeding off of it,
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  Speaker 2: and I'm like, you know, I'm getting to the point
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  Speaker 2: like I'm being pulled, and I know I'm talking to myself.
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  Speaker 2: I'm having this conversation in my head like I have
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  Speaker 2: to choose God or I had to choose the devil.
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  Speaker 2: I have to choose which road I want to walk,
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  Speaker 2: and it has to be I mean, it can't be
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  Speaker 2: this back and forth. And you know, by this time,
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  Speaker 2: I'm listening to an even worse song, minutes Alone by
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  Speaker 2: parent Terror, which is if anybody knows that song, He's
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  Speaker 2: basically asking, give me five minutes alone in a room
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  Speaker 2: with this dude so I can put my hands on it.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: Not very smart, not very smart at all. And I just,
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  Speaker 2: I mean, it's like an hour I'm waiting for child
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  Speaker 2: and I'm just I'm just getting more and more angry,
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  Speaker 2: more and more and angry, and I you know, I
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  Speaker 2: start thinking about my friends. I start thinking about what
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  Speaker 2: they would want me to do, how they would want
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  Speaker 2: me to handle this situation, because I've already determined how
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  Speaker 2: I wanted to handle it, Like I wanted to go
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  Speaker 2: to the child hall and I wanted to put my
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  Speaker 2: hands on this guy, like I have so much frustration,
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  Speaker 2: so much anger. It's so many different things for years
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  Speaker 2: and years and years just building up on me, you know,
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  Speaker 2: Like I've had to play, I've had to step back,
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  Speaker 2: I've had to bite my tongue, I've had to keep
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  Speaker 2: my hands to myself. I've had to walk away just
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  Speaker 2: for too long. Like I just, I was at that
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  Speaker 2: point where I just I was starting to stop caring
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  Speaker 2: and this conversation is going on in my head. Choose God,
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  Speaker 2: choose the devil. But make a choice and stop crying
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  Speaker 2: about it. Just make your choice and live with it
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  Speaker 2: one way or the other. You're gonna have to live
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  Speaker 2: with this. How is it that you want to live?
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  Speaker 2: And I'm gonna be honest. I made the choice to
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  Speaker 2: wolf his ass. And once I made that choice, like
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  Speaker 2: I heard a voice inside my gut. Yeah, you might
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  Speaker 2: want to go and call your buddy John and Joqulin
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  Speaker 2: Missouri and pray about this. All right, Fine, I'm not
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  Speaker 2: changing my mind, though, I'm gonna beat this boy's ass
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  Speaker 2: at dinner time. So I take the music off and everything,
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  Speaker 2: and strangely enough, I actually feel a little bit better
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  Speaker 2: after I stopped listening to R But I go I
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  Speaker 2: get on the phone and I just you know, I
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  Speaker 2: just I follow my gut. I call my buddy John,
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  Speaker 2: and you know, I explain the situation to him very quickly,
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  Speaker 2: and he's like, look, bro, man, let's just let's pray.
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  Speaker 2: So he prayed for me, you know, and I I'm
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  Speaker 2: like all right, and he's like, look, man, he's just
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  Speaker 2: call me in a day or two and let me
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  Speaker 2: know what happens. I'm like, well, you know, if I
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  Speaker 2: call you, you know what time it is. If I don't,
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  Speaker 2: you don't hear from me for ten days or whatever,
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  Speaker 2: or you know what time it is on that And
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  Speaker 2: he's like, look, man, I'm praying for you. Man, make
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  Speaker 2: the right choice. But he's I understand, you know, I
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  Speaker 2: get it. You know, either way, I must still be
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  Speaker 2: here regardless of what you do. So I walk over,
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  Speaker 2: I get my medicine and walk back down to the
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  Speaker 2: child hall and I go in, I get my train.
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  Speaker 2: I sit down and I'm not eating, and I'm just
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  Speaker 2: I'm looking at this dude, and I just you know,
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  Speaker 2: I see I see Nick. I can I can visualize
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  Speaker 2: her in my in my mind, and I'm you know,
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  Speaker 2: I'm thinking about God, I'm thinking about my friends. I'm
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  Speaker 2: thinking about everything that i've you know, that I've done
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  Speaker 2: and I've worked for, and I just I have a
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  Speaker 2: change at heart, you know. So I left him alone,
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  Speaker 2: I didn't do nothing, and I felt better for so
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  Speaker 2: I come back and you know, like I kind of
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  Speaker 2: hate myself a little bit, you know, I kind of
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  Speaker 2: feel like I took the coward. You have one minute name?
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  Speaker 2: That was uh part two. I'll be back with part
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  Speaker 2: three or the final part. Hopefully I can finish this
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  Speaker 2: in a third episode.
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  Speaker 4: Don't forget to check out my website, red onion randy
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  Speaker 4: And I have a toll free phone number one eight
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