I have noticed

The Obsessive Diary · Jul 2, 2026 · 1m

I have noticed.

I’ve noticed how I miss the morning chats, coffee in bed together, not talking about you but talking about them, our guests, the dramas and scandals and characters. The deconstructing and unpacking, the judgements (loving) but also judgements that two people make cosied up in bed as the sun rises. Content with each other. Their superiority of togetherness. (Ha).

I’ve missed having An Other with whom to carry this load and host this party and luxuriate in this wonder. And enjoy.

I do not miss the hours you took from me when after sex you’d hate that I wanted to go and wanted me…