Latest / De Leeslampjes / Alexander Colin - Het laatste slachtoffer
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- 0:02Speaker 1: Hello, dear book lovers. I'm Arno Olieslagers. I think our
- 0:06Speaker 1: Dutch-speaking authors are getting too little attention. Their exciting, touching
- 0:11Speaker 1: and sometimes life-changing stories earn more. That's why I let
- 0:16Speaker 1: the light shine on another author in every episode. Because
- 0:20Speaker 1: nobody likes to be in the dark, we all know
- 0:22Speaker 1: that by now. In this episode, Alexandre Collin. His writing
- 0:29Speaker 1: career begins in 2021, when he takes third place at
- 0:32Speaker 1: the Silver Strop, a competition for exciting short stories. After that,
- 0:37Speaker 1: four bloodthirsty thrillers follow at.
- 0:40Speaker 2: A fast pace.
- 0:41Speaker 1: The Last Victim is his most recent book, but I
- 0:44Speaker 1: have a suspicion that it.
- 0:46Speaker 2: Will not stay that way for long.
- 0:48Speaker 1: Because this book feels like the perfect opener for a
- 0:50Speaker 1: series around his character Max West. I read it and
- 0:54Speaker 1: I found it incredibly exciting and fascinating. It's full of
- 0:58Speaker 1: well-made characters, very accessible and beautifully written at the same time.
- 1:04Speaker 1: A laugh like a drop in an iron bucket. Wonderfully beautiful,
- 1:08Speaker 1: but also terrifying. Because his book is full of horrible
- 1:12Speaker 1: details that can only make you hope that I didn't
- 1:15Speaker 1: let in a psychopath.
- 1:17Speaker 2: Welcome to De Leeslandjes. Thank you. I'm not a psychopath,
- 1:27Speaker 2: so I'll put the record straight.
- 1:29Speaker 1: Then I'm relieved. Alexander, maybe we can start with some
- 1:36Speaker 1: short stories about your most recent book, because we're going
- 1:40Speaker 1: to use that as a red thread.
- 1:41Speaker 2: That's good, sure.
- 1:43Speaker 3: As you already said, Max West is the main character,
- 1:45Speaker 3: and he's a trauma therapist. And she plays a crucial
- 1:48Speaker 3: role in this book, As the title suggests, it's about
- 1:54Speaker 3: the last victim, the last victim of.
- 1:56Speaker 2: A serial killer.
- 1:57Speaker 3: A killer who has been on the move for months,
- 2:00Speaker 3: who makes the country unsafe. His last victim is saved
- 2:04Speaker 3: and is left behind with a trauma. The killer is
- 2:08Speaker 3: not caught, the police are not close, she couldn't help anyone,
- 2:13Speaker 3: but she escaped death. Max West comes to the fore,
- 2:17Speaker 3: because she's a trauma therapist.
- 2:20Speaker 2: She takes the therapy of Amélie.
- 2:23Speaker 3: The last victim, to say, is there no more information
- 2:29Speaker 3: in your head than you think? You may have lost
- 2:31Speaker 3: some parts, there may be a chance that you can
- 2:33Speaker 3: still help the police. But the longer that therapy is
- 2:37Speaker 3: going on, the more Max realizes that things don't work
- 2:41Speaker 3: out as they originally thought. And there also appears to
- 2:44Speaker 3: be a certain contact between her and Amélie, which Max
- 2:46Speaker 3: then also leads to a trail that.
- 2:49Speaker 2: Goes towards obsession.
- 2:50Speaker 3: And from there, the story develops further and follows one
- 2:53Speaker 3: twist after the other, to hopefully take the reader on
- 2:56Speaker 3: a exciting journey.
- 2:58Speaker 2: That sounds very interesting.
- 3:01Speaker 3: You have a good pitch.
- 3:02Speaker 2: Yes, that's it. You've thought about it. Yes, in the meantime,
- 3:05Speaker 2: he's been going for a few months already, so yes, indeed.
- 3:09Speaker 1: I also always ask people, which book they have learned
- 3:12Speaker 1: from their youth or later, and that you actually gave
- 3:14Speaker 1: the taste to start writing yourself.
- 3:17Speaker 2: Well, as a child, that was the series of Harry Potter,
- 3:19Speaker 2: because that's actually the books.
- 3:21Speaker 3: Of which I remember being one of the first ones
- 3:23Speaker 3: I started reading.
- 3:25Speaker 2: So those books made me a reader.
- 3:27Speaker 3: But that's fantasy, of course, and that's not the genre
- 3:32Speaker 3: I write in, and not the genre I read so
- 3:33Speaker 3: much in. So the book that brought me to the
- 3:36Speaker 3: thriller path is Misery by Stephen King. Stephen King is
- 3:40Speaker 3: also known as a horror writer, who sometimes writes about
- 3:42Speaker 3: those big turfs, well, sometimes, often, about those big turfs,
- 3:46Speaker 3: but Misery is actually, for him, A fairly compact book,
- 3:49Speaker 3: 300 and a bit pages, I think. And that's really
- 3:52Speaker 3: a thriller, because there are no supernatural elements. And it's
- 3:56Speaker 3: about two characters in one location, and the kind of
- 4:00Speaker 3: psychological resistance between them, and that constant threat.
- 4:05Speaker 2: That's under every word. And it's because.
- 4:07Speaker 3: Of that book that I thought, wow, exciting stories are
- 4:10Speaker 3: really the best to read, and I think also to write.
- 4:13Speaker 2: And I think a lot of Harry.
- 4:15Speaker 3: Potter books, like the second Harry Potter, actually read except
- 4:18Speaker 3: for the fantasy element, as a whodunit, a kind of mystery,
- 4:21Speaker 3: because it's about the secret chamber, who is it? Actually,
- 4:24Speaker 3: if you unravel it a bit, and what the writer
- 4:26Speaker 3: is also writing now, are thrillers. So if you scrape
- 4:28Speaker 3: away the fantasy element, you actually come to.
- 4:32Speaker 2: The whodunit, the detective, the mystery. Yes, tension. And tension,
- 4:37Speaker 2: read and write, I prefer. So Misery by Stephen King
- 4:40Speaker 2: has been a revelation.
- 4:43Speaker 1: Okay, I think that for people in our generation, those
- 4:46Speaker 1: are books that everyone has read. We have a lot
- 4:49Speaker 1: of people, in any case. And that's why you chose
- 4:52Speaker 1: Resolute for Thriller.
- 4:54Speaker 3: In my later life, to put it that way. Because
- 4:57Speaker 3: as a child, I did write a bit. But not
- 5:00Speaker 3: with the view of, I'm going to.
- 5:01Speaker 2: Write a book here.
- 5:02Speaker 3: Because I just took inspiration from everywhere. So that was
- 5:05Speaker 3: often fantasy, because I read Harry Potter. But that was
- 5:08Speaker 3: without plot. So I just wrote, but it didn't go anywhere.
- 5:11Speaker 3: And I often stopped, because it didn't go anywhere. And
- 5:14Speaker 3: then I didn't write for a while, or a little bit,
- 5:18Speaker 3: because then you go on studying, you move out, you
- 5:21Speaker 3: live together or alone, and I don't know, a lot
- 5:23Speaker 3: of life happens. And that comes to the background. But then,
- 5:28Speaker 3: around 2020, 2021, it was the corona pandemic. It also
- 5:33Speaker 3: has advantages, because I was in the tourist sector, in
- 5:36Speaker 3: a chain of escape rooms, which was very nice. But
- 5:39Speaker 3: that was the first sector that closed and the last
- 5:41Speaker 3: that reopened during the pandemic.
- 5:43Speaker 2: So I was at home doing a lot of technical work.
- 5:45Speaker 3: And that was actually the ideal place for me to
- 5:48Speaker 3: find my writing microbe from then. But then I thought,
- 5:52Speaker 3: I'm not going to write in the wild anymore. I
- 5:56Speaker 3: really want to have a story now and know where
- 5:57Speaker 3: I'm going. Because otherwise I start again and give it
- 5:59Speaker 3: up because I don't see the forest through the trees anymore.
- 6:02Speaker 3: And then I thought, but actually I want to take
- 6:03Speaker 3: it one step further. Because I really want to do
- 6:05Speaker 3: something with that writing. But I knew from reading and
- 6:09Speaker 3: hearing how difficult it is to enter a publishing house
- 6:12Speaker 3: as a total stranger. So I thought, isn't there an
- 6:14Speaker 3: intermediate step where you become a little bit known as
- 6:18Speaker 3: a total stranger at the in-crowd? To say publishers, people
- 6:22Speaker 3: who keep certain.
- 6:22Speaker 2: Things in mind. And then I came to competitions.
- 6:24Speaker 3: Competitions are often kept in mind by publishers, by editors,
- 6:28Speaker 3: because they are usually accessible platforms where writing talent or
- 6:33Speaker 3: people with a passion for writing are discovered. And coincidentally,
- 6:36Speaker 3: there was the Silver Strop, based on the Golden Strop,
- 6:39Speaker 3: which is the best exciting book, but the Silver Strop
- 6:42Speaker 3: for the best exciting short story. And I still had
- 6:45Speaker 3: enough time, and I was still at home, so I thought,
- 6:48Speaker 3: I'm going to focus on that. And miraculously, I ended
- 6:51Speaker 3: up in the top three, I became third. And from
- 6:54Speaker 3: the top five, they made audiobooks. And those audiobooks were
- 6:59Speaker 3: listened to by HarperCollins then, and That's how I got involved.
- 7:04Speaker 3: They contacted me and I wrote my first two digital thrillers.
- 7:08Speaker 1: So that was a kind of digital publishing house?
- 7:12Speaker 2: HarperCollins didn't.
- 7:13Speaker 3: They also published Karen Slaughter and others. But they had
- 7:18Speaker 3: a fund that they were going to start up.
- 7:20Speaker 2: HarperFirst, that's what it was called.
- 7:23Speaker 3: And they were looking for new writers, new names. And
- 7:26Speaker 3: they found me on Instagram and contacted me. Now, because
- 7:28Speaker 3: I was in that bundle and they had made audiobooks
- 7:30Speaker 3: out of it, it was in Dutch, so they didn't
- 7:34Speaker 3: know I was a Flemish. So when they sent me,
- 7:36Speaker 3: I said, yes, I'm actually a Flemish, is.
- 7:38Speaker 2: That a problem? And that wasn't a problem, fortunately.
- 7:42Speaker 3: But the only asterisk was that the thrillers.
- 7:46Speaker 2: I would publish only appeared digitally.
- 7:47Speaker 3: So Angstteland and Moederskind, my first books, only appeared digitally.
- 7:52Speaker 3: But I saw it as the ideal way to get started.
- 7:57Speaker 3: I wanted to get to where I am now, which
- 7:59Speaker 3: is to be in bookstores and hold a physical book.
- 8:01Speaker 3: But I thought, yes, it's a big issue here, within
- 8:05Speaker 3: a small fund, but ideal, because this is what I wanted.
- 8:08Speaker 3: So I took that chance with both hands and then
- 8:11Speaker 3: in cooperation with Harper First, Angst in Land appeared. And
- 8:15Speaker 3: there were positive responses. And then I wrote my second
- 8:18Speaker 3: digital thriller. And then my third, last year, Het Vluchthuis,
- 8:21Speaker 3: but that also appeared in Paperback. But that was still
- 8:24Speaker 3: within the same fund. And then I knew I wanted
- 8:29Speaker 3: to write a trilogy around Max West. So the next
- 8:35Speaker 3: book I'm publishing now, or it's still within the same fund,
- 8:38Speaker 3: but that also applies to the next two.
- 8:41Speaker 2: Or I'm now taking the step of trying to reach
- 8:44Speaker 2: that next level.
- 8:46Speaker 3: And at Harper First, there wasn't really room to flow
- 8:49Speaker 3: to the regular fund. And then I took the lead
- 8:52Speaker 3: and just sent it to other publishers. And that's how
- 8:55Speaker 3: I ended up at Ambo Anthos, also a Dutch publisher.
- 8:58Speaker 3: Because I already had a bit of an audience, including
- 9:01Speaker 3: a lot of Dutch readers. So I didn't want to
- 9:04Speaker 3: lose them. Flemish publishers are also great, but they're often
- 9:09Speaker 3: not in the Netherlands. That doesn't happen often, certainly not
- 9:12Speaker 3: as an unknown name. So I thought, if possible, I'd
- 9:15Speaker 3: like to do it via a Dutch publisher that also
- 9:18Speaker 3: distributes in Belgium. And that has now worked with Ambo Anthos,
- 9:20Speaker 3: because they are under the VBK, Veenbosch en Keuning, publisher Paraplu,
- 9:25Speaker 3: which of course makes them also in Belgium in the
- 9:27Speaker 3: book trade, but also partly.
- 9:29Speaker 2: In the Netherlands. So that's very nice, because that makes
- 9:31Speaker 2: the range of readers a lot bigger. And you immediately responded?
- 9:36Speaker 2: I went to several publications.
- 9:38Speaker 3: I went to several and there were a few interests,
- 9:40Speaker 3: but with Harold, my editor now, I immediately had a
- 9:43Speaker 3: good click. He really reacted very quickly the day after
- 9:46Speaker 3: or two days after. With a very extensive email, also
- 9:50Speaker 3: with constructive criticism. He immediately said very to the point
- 9:53Speaker 3: what he liked and what he didn't like. And also
- 9:55Speaker 3: what he saw in it. And I thought, that's what
- 9:57Speaker 3: I'm looking for. I'm convinced that a writer is a writer,
- 10:03Speaker 3: but to make a book a book, you need a
- 10:07Speaker 3: good editor. Someone with the same wavelength. Not that you
- 10:10Speaker 3: have completely different visions, but if you're on the same
- 10:15Speaker 3: wavelength and you can do that building up criticism, then
- 10:19Speaker 3: you can really pull what you've already written to the
- 10:21Speaker 3: next level. And that's worked out here and I'm very
- 10:24Speaker 3: happy about that. Because without Harold, the last victim wouldn't
- 10:29Speaker 3: be what it is now. And I just feel as
- 10:32Speaker 3: an author that I can continue to grow with the
- 10:34Speaker 3: collaboration with him. And that's always the goal. that you
- 10:38Speaker 3: try to overcome yourself.
- 10:40Speaker 2: You're your own competitor somewhere. You always want the next
- 10:43Speaker 2: one to be better. Yes, actually.
- 10:45Speaker 3: If someone asks what your best book is, I hope
- 10:47Speaker 3: I can always answer the book I'm working on now.
- 10:51Speaker 1: And the editor, what kind of feedback does he give?
- 10:55Speaker 1: Is it stylistic, or is it really about content?
- 10:58Speaker 3: He only read the first pages, of course, because I
- 11:02Speaker 3: send a whole manuscript in and it doesn't take two days.
- 11:04Speaker 2: That's why he's a bit busy. But....
- 11:08Speaker 3: He had read the first chapter and he was directly
- 11:12Speaker 3: involved with the story. But he said, for example, this
- 11:14Speaker 3: is a bit exaggerated or I would do this differently.
- 11:16Speaker 3: Or you write very, what was it, bombastic at some point.
- 11:20Speaker 3: But I thought, oh yes, that can be. A first
- 11:23Speaker 3: version is always a first version. But I thought, yes,
- 11:26Speaker 3: I'm involved in that. With everything he said, I immediately thought,
- 11:29Speaker 3: oh yes, I see where he's coming from.
- 11:31Speaker 2: I see what you mean.
- 11:33Speaker 3: And yes, in the end I went to talk to
- 11:35Speaker 3: him personally. And from one thing to the other, he
- 11:39Speaker 3: read the full manuscript. And then he was completely in it.
- 11:42Speaker 3: Because if you read the book, from a certain part
- 11:45Speaker 3: it ends up in a flow rate. And then you
- 11:48Speaker 3: have one twist after the other. So he thought the
- 11:51Speaker 3: story was great, but a few things had to be changed.
- 11:54Speaker 3: Like the podcast that's in here. That was in collaboration
- 11:58Speaker 3: with him. That wasn't the first time. And I told him,
- 12:01Speaker 3: I want to find a way to talk directly about
- 12:05Speaker 3: murders that have already happened.
- 12:07Speaker 2: Because.
- 12:08Speaker 3: The problem is often said, but the thing with the
- 12:10Speaker 3: last victim is, it starts where many books or films end,
- 12:15Speaker 3: namely the last victim is saved. She is saved from
- 12:18Speaker 3: the claws of the murderer. There is no race against
- 12:21Speaker 3: the clock or something, because she is already gone.
- 12:24Speaker 2: But how could I keep those murders urgent?
- 12:26Speaker 3: Because they actually happened in the past, so that the
- 12:30Speaker 3: reader doesn't think, okay, it's not exciting, because.
- 12:32Speaker 2: Without being too explanatory. Exactly. In the end, we.
- 12:36Speaker 3: Thought, a podcast would be nice, because it sounds more direct.
- 12:40Speaker 2: It's also nice to read.
- 12:42Speaker 3: It's also nice because my main character, Max West, can
- 12:45Speaker 3: listen to what the link is with Max.
- 12:48Speaker 2: So, yes, that's really a.
- 12:51Speaker 3: Change that brings fruit. I hope that can stay that
- 12:54Speaker 3: way for the next books.
- 12:56Speaker 1: It's full of plot twists. One after the other.
- 12:59Speaker 3: I thought.
- 12:59Speaker 1: Especially in the last 50 episodes. So I think I
- 13:02Speaker 1: know the answer to the question. But I've heard Tony
- 13:09Speaker 1: Koppers say, and I know you all know him, that
- 13:15Speaker 1: he prepares his plot very meticulously, he has all the
- 13:18Speaker 1: scripts of the action before he actually starts writing. And
- 13:22Speaker 1: then you have other writers who say, I can see
- 13:25Speaker 1: where I'm coming from and we can see where it ends.
- 13:28Speaker 1: How is that with you?
- 13:30Speaker 2: I plot it too.
- 13:31Speaker 3: I think that Tony Koppers is even more meticulous than
- 13:34Speaker 3: I am, in the sense of, My beginning and end
- 13:37Speaker 3: are pretty close, but everything in between is still a
- 13:40Speaker 3: grey zone. I know where I want to go, but
- 13:42Speaker 3: I still have room for movement. And on the way,
- 13:47Speaker 3: there are sometimes plot twists that fall off or change,
- 13:50Speaker 3: because characters develop a little differently than I originally thought.
- 13:53Speaker 2: Which I also like.
- 13:54Speaker 3: So that discovery is still there. But I always know
- 13:58Speaker 3: my end. I know what the last punch is going
- 14:01Speaker 3: to be, and sometimes the timing changes a bit, or
- 14:04Speaker 3: things like that.
- 14:05Speaker 2: I know where I want to go.
- 14:06Speaker 3: If I were to start writing on my own, I'd
- 14:09Speaker 3: probably panic halfway.
- 14:11Speaker 2: And that would work for me.
- 14:12Speaker 1: I don't think that's what the genre is for. Maybe
- 14:15Speaker 1: it works for another genre. Something more philosophical.
- 14:19Speaker 2: Literary fiction or something. But when it comes to... It
- 14:22Speaker 2: has to be right, what you're saying. Yes, tension.
- 14:25Speaker 3: A thriller is very plot-driven. Your characters have to be there,
- 14:29Speaker 3: but it's the plot that drives the story. So if
- 14:30Speaker 3: the plot is not clear yet, then it.
- 14:34Speaker 2: Will become very vague or you will have a lot
- 14:37Speaker 2: of work to do afterwards.
- 14:38Speaker 3: Because it is of course not impossible to just start writing,
- 14:41Speaker 3: but then you will have to rewrite and restructure a lot.
- 14:44Speaker 2: Whereas if you.
- 14:45Speaker 3: Have a structure before you really start putting the words
- 14:48Speaker 3: on paper, then you can at least work in there.
- 14:50Speaker 2: That still has to be.
- 14:52Speaker 3: Added, but the structure, the skeleton, is there. So you
- 14:56Speaker 3: don't have to look for that skeleton in the flesh
- 14:59Speaker 3: that grows all over the place if you just start
- 15:01Speaker 3: in the wild.
- 15:05Speaker 1: In many police thrillers, she is not a police agent,
- 15:08Speaker 1: she is a psychologist, I always ask myself, how do
- 15:12Speaker 1: the writers know how the research is going?
- 15:15Speaker 2: How does it all come together?
- 15:16Speaker 1: In your case, you are a little less involved, but
- 15:20Speaker 1: how much research do you do?
- 15:22Speaker 2: How do you do that?
- 15:23Speaker 3: I also do research on police work, but I don't
- 15:26Speaker 3: always have a good contact. I wouldn't want to go
- 15:28Speaker 3: to a police contact, so I don't have one.
- 15:30Speaker 2: You don't want to talk to them?
- 15:32Speaker 3: Yes, so if I really wanted to have a police thriller,
- 15:35Speaker 3: it's necessary. In this case, it comes side by side,
- 15:38Speaker 3: and then you have enough research from other books, non-fiction,
- 15:42Speaker 3: fiction even. The police thriller is the typical Flemish thriller,
- 15:46Speaker 3: in the sense that there are quite a lot of them,
- 15:48Speaker 3: and a lot of good ones. So you can use that,
- 15:52Speaker 3: as well as the non-fiction work. But that's also why
- 15:54Speaker 3: I wanted to take a different path. That first, but
- 15:57Speaker 3: also because I just found out in Flanders that there
- 16:00Speaker 3: was already a lot of good police thriller work. So
- 16:04Speaker 3: I thought, I want to try a different approach.
- 16:06Speaker 2: And especially because it's about a serial killer.
- 16:08Speaker 3: Almost all thrillers that are about serial killers leave from
- 16:13Speaker 3: the researcher who is behind the killer. Just because of
- 16:16Speaker 3: what I just said, that urgency is there too. There
- 16:19Speaker 3: is one murder committed, which looks a lot like a
- 16:21Speaker 3: previous murder. Shit, we're dealing with a serial killer. We
- 16:24Speaker 3: have to be prepared for the next victim. So there
- 16:26Speaker 3: is that urgency, so I understand that approach. But it
- 16:30Speaker 3: was a challenge for me to do it in a
- 16:32Speaker 3: different way. And because Max is a psychological trauma therapist,
- 16:36Speaker 3: I of course asked a few psychologists. Now not a
- 16:39Speaker 3: single psychologist... has done what she does in the book.
- 16:43Speaker 3: Let's hope so. Let's hope so.
- 16:45Speaker 2: It remains fiction. And Max also remains a human being.
- 16:46Speaker 3: Because the choices she makes are ultimately also the choices
- 16:48Speaker 3: she makes as a human being.
- 16:50Speaker 2: But what happens in her office, that can. That's hypothetically
- 16:54Speaker 2: all possible.
- 16:54Speaker 3: I'm not saying there's a Max West that does what
- 16:57Speaker 3: she does, but it can certainly. And I've also talked
- 17:00Speaker 3: to people who, for example, have had EMDR. So how
- 17:04Speaker 3: that goes in their work and so on. Because I
- 17:05Speaker 3: also find that interesting. I think in every thriller, I
- 17:08Speaker 3: actually find the The psychology of the characters is far
- 17:11Speaker 3: from the most interesting. So, yes, the choice was made
- 17:15Speaker 3: quickly to make my character a psychologist.
- 17:17Speaker 1: Yes, because they are all very well built. Also the,
- 17:19Speaker 1: I mean, the perpetrator, shall I say. That's what I'm
- 17:21Speaker 1: trying to do, yes.
- 17:22Speaker 2: Follow the way you think, shall I say. Yes, that's
- 17:25Speaker 2: the challenge. And the challenge is also not to make
- 17:28Speaker 2: it too broad.
- 17:28Speaker 3: Because, yes, you try to put a character down without
- 17:31Speaker 3: losing too much acceptance. And that's sometimes a challenge, because
- 17:41Speaker 3: if you write a novel, it's purely about the characters.
- 17:44Speaker 3: People expect it to go slower. But I also wanted
- 17:46Speaker 3: this thriller to have enough speed. So it was a
- 17:49Speaker 3: challenge to have that, but also characters that feel real
- 17:52Speaker 3: and not just cardboard. You chose to take a woman
- 17:53Speaker 3: as your main character, Max West.
- 18:05Speaker 1: Is that a conscious choice? And how do you deal
- 18:07Speaker 1: with that as a man? Do you find it more
- 18:08Speaker 1: difficult to crawl into the head of a woman?
- 18:10Speaker 3: Not really, because I think, as a writer, they always say,
- 18:16Speaker 3: write what you know. And to a certain extent, that's true.
- 18:20Speaker 3: But you write about a lot of different kinds of people.
- 18:23Speaker 2: I also write about serial killers. And for the time being,
- 18:24Speaker 2: I'm also not a serial killer. So you also live
- 18:26Speaker 2: in people, man, woman, child, it doesn't matter, who are
- 18:28Speaker 2: far from you.
- 18:34Speaker 3: And then it's a matter of talking to people. I mean,
- 18:38Speaker 3: in my life, I know a lot of women. I
- 18:40Speaker 3: have a mother, I have a sister. I mean, they
- 18:41Speaker 3: can all say, oh, that's not right or something.
- 18:44Speaker 2: Plus, I'm also just human. In the end, everyone is human.
- 18:47Speaker 3: And yes, of course, our hormones and our environment play
- 18:50Speaker 3: a role. But yes, I think a good writer is empathetic.
- 18:56Speaker 3: And with the right research, you have to be able
- 19:00Speaker 3: to write about one of them.
- 19:02Speaker 2: Even if the story demands that. So... But that's how
- 19:05Speaker 2: it grew, because, as I said, I started at HarperCollins.
- 19:09Speaker 3: And when they signed me, they were looking for digital thrillers,
- 19:13Speaker 3: but digital female thrillers. So that was a specific question.
- 19:17Speaker 3: That was aimed at many readers, so people who read
- 19:19Speaker 3: on the e-reader and who.
- 19:21Speaker 2: Were looking in between.
- 19:22Speaker 3: So they actually wanted an extra digital offer to fill
- 19:25Speaker 3: their regular offer. And so they wanted a specific female thriller,
- 19:29Speaker 3: and what does that mean? A psychological thriller with a
- 19:31Speaker 3: woman as the main character. So I had already written
- 19:33Speaker 3: a few books, and I think that's also why Max
- 19:38Speaker 3: West automatically came as a woman. I'll probably write about
- 19:42Speaker 3: a man someday, but I think that played in both ways.
- 19:44Speaker 3: I've always had a woman as my main character, so
- 19:45Speaker 3: I was in that.
- 19:50Speaker 2: flow. But I'm very happy with Max as a character.
- 19:54Speaker 2: At a certain point.
- 19:56Speaker 3: I thought about her name, but I already saw her
- 19:58Speaker 3: before me.
- 19:59Speaker 2: I knew where she was in Leuven. The fact that
- 20:01Speaker 2: she always wears hoodies.
- 20:03Speaker 3: I saw her before me and that's always nice when
- 20:05Speaker 3: I see my characters come to life.
- 20:07Speaker 2: In my head.
- 20:09Speaker 1: And in the end, it doesn't matter that much for
- 20:11Speaker 1: the story she ended up in.
- 20:14Speaker 2: The nuances will probably differ. Nuances, yes. But in the end, not.
- 20:17Speaker 2: I don't want to talk only about.
- 20:19Speaker 3: Women or only about men.
- 20:22Speaker 2: It has just grown that way.
- 20:23Speaker 3: Max is who she is now, so for the time
- 20:25Speaker 3: being I will continue with her.
- 20:35Speaker 1: Do you base your characters on people you know? Where
- 20:38Speaker 1: do you take those pieces from? Not completely, because there
- 20:42Speaker 1: are murderers and such, but do you draw characters? Or
- 20:44Speaker 1: are there people from your environment who thought, yes, you
- 20:48Speaker 1: draw that, that's mine?
- 20:49Speaker 3: We may have certain characters, but often unconsciously. Because I think,
- 20:55Speaker 3: as a writer, that you also put things of yourself
- 20:57Speaker 3: in the characters. That comes automatically. But.
- 21:02Speaker 2: Yes. A mix.
- 21:04Speaker 3: I'm not going to go too specific, because I would
- 21:08Speaker 3: find that a bit difficult or uncomfortable. Because often, every
- 21:12Speaker 3: character is a bit morally grey. So if someone would
- 21:15Speaker 3: read that, and it's clearly based on that person, they
- 21:18Speaker 3: might be shocked and.
- 21:19Speaker 2: Say, I don't do that at all. What does he think?
- 21:22Speaker 3: But sometimes a name or something, and then it's a
- 21:25Speaker 3: bit high.
- 21:26Speaker 2: Sometimes people ask that too.
- 21:27Speaker 3: Now, for example, with the next book I'm working on,
- 21:30Speaker 3: I organized a competition with this book. If you....
- 21:34Speaker 2: It was for my birthday, when you sent it in.
- 21:37Speaker 2: Was it for my birthday? Yes, I think so.
- 21:38Speaker 3: That you could get a role in my next book,
- 21:42Speaker 3: but that you were married.
- 21:43Speaker 2: So actually it was a small role.
- 21:44Speaker 3: It's just someone who was married in a gruesome way.
- 21:47Speaker 3: But it will surprise you how many people really want
- 21:50Speaker 3: to be married on paper.
- 21:52Speaker 2: On paper.
- 21:52Speaker 1: If it has to be, then it can be spectacular.
- 21:56Speaker 2: A lot of people are like, yes, yes, I want to.
- 21:58Speaker 2: So look, people like that in some way. I'm a
- 22:02Speaker 2: very legitimate murderer in a way.
- 22:04Speaker 3: And people ask for it themselves. But something like that
- 22:08Speaker 3: is nice. But then it's not based on that reader.
- 22:11Speaker 3: It's just a name. And they know that. And sometimes
- 22:15Speaker 3: attracting characters from people you know, or from yourself, or
- 22:19Speaker 3: just the opposite of yourself. Inspiration comes from everywhere, but
- 22:24Speaker 3: it eventually becomes a sort of hotspot. And that's also
- 22:26Speaker 3: the safest, I think.
- 22:29Speaker 2: Every writer puts things in there for themselves. Of course.
- 22:32Speaker 2: Also social themes?
- 22:33Speaker 1: Or did you put something in there that you thought
- 22:35Speaker 1: had to be told? Did you put things in there? Yes,
- 22:38Speaker 1: as you said, I often put things in there. The
- 22:39Speaker 1: first idea was to do something about.
- 22:42Speaker 2: A serial killer. That's not a specific theme.
- 22:45Speaker 3: But in the end, the story is about a twisted
- 22:47Speaker 3: relationship between parents and children.
- 23:02Speaker 2: Trauma, of course. Trauma is the red thread.
- 23:04Speaker 3: Max is a trauma therapist, and as it says somewhere
- 23:07Speaker 3: in the book, traumas go much further than the person
- 23:10Speaker 3: who would prevent them. So it's not just the traumatized
- 23:12Speaker 3: person who is affected, but also the environment, everyone around,
- 23:19Speaker 3: his or her life afterwards.
- 23:21Speaker 2: That's not going to be the same anymore. And I
- 23:22Speaker 2: found that interesting. And also how trauma can be in
- 23:26Speaker 2: the big and small things.
- 23:27Speaker 3: The big things, like in... You're kidnapped by a serial killer.
- 23:29Speaker 2: It's a big trauma.
- 23:30Speaker 3: But you also have small traumas, like parents who treat
- 23:33Speaker 3: children in a certain way. That can be a certain
- 23:38Speaker 3: character in the book. But the relationship between Max and
- 23:41Speaker 3: her parents also has a certain tension. Max has something
- 23:45Speaker 3: to do with her brother. And her parents and she
- 23:47Speaker 3: deal with it in a very different way.
- 23:49Speaker 2: So also silence, silence, can be a.
- 23:51Speaker 3: Kind of trauma that someone draws. It's because Max recognizes
- 23:58Speaker 3: herself in Amélie, the last victim, because she thinks she's
- 24:03Speaker 3: a target, that she often stopped for herself, just because
- 24:06Speaker 3: her parents were silent. And that makes Max obsessive. And
- 24:10Speaker 3: even though she's aware that she's not doing a good job,
- 24:12Speaker 3: she goes on with it. And that's because of a trauma. So,
- 24:18Speaker 3: a traumatized trauma therapist.
- 24:20Speaker 2: Yes. So that's the big theme.
- 24:23Speaker 3: And then a kind of nurture versus nature, those things too.
- 24:27Speaker 3: Is someone born bad or is he made like that?
- 24:31Speaker 3: There might be something in the brain that makes someone
- 24:34Speaker 3: be able to take the step faster to do things
- 24:36Speaker 3: that are unimaginable for other people.
- 24:38Speaker 2: But on the other hand, is everyone really capable of
- 24:41Speaker 2: murder when it comes to Paaltje?
- 24:42Speaker 3: When he's really driven that far? I always find these
- 24:45Speaker 3: things interesting.
- 24:46Speaker 2: What do you think? I hope I never have to know.
- 24:47Speaker 3: But I think that in extreme situations, like self-defense, everyone
- 24:49Speaker 3: is able to do more than they think.
- 24:51Speaker 2: I think so.
- 24:52Speaker 3: If you keep the fear of death alive, there are
- 24:54Speaker 3: very strong emotions where most people, in this country or
- 24:56Speaker 3: in this state, not directly come into contact with it,
- 25:15Speaker 3: but if it had to be like that, then I
- 25:17Speaker 3: think you can do more and cross more boundaries than
- 25:21Speaker 3: you think.
- 25:22Speaker 2: Yes, to the positive side, maybe. To the positive side, yes.
- 25:25Speaker 3: But it's mostly fear and anger that can drive a
- 25:28Speaker 3: person sometimes. Especially when it comes to protecting children. I'm
- 25:34Speaker 3: not a father myself, but if I ever had to
- 25:35Speaker 3: become one, and someone is harming children. And especially when
- 25:45Speaker 3: you see that person... I don't know. I think it's
- 25:49Speaker 3: easier to take that step than you would have thought.
- 25:54Speaker 2: Then it becomes difficult.
- 25:55Speaker 3: Yes, indeed.
- 25:57Speaker 1: Do you have your own fears in there? Are those
- 26:01Speaker 1: fears that you have in there? Or are they quite universal?
- 26:04Speaker 3: I just wanted to say, I wouldn't like to be
- 26:06Speaker 3: hung on meat hooks.
- 26:07Speaker 2: No, it's horrible. That's actually a fear, too. Yes, actually.
- 26:12Speaker 3: The fear of being in a hopeless situation.
- 26:19Speaker 2: I think I had to be exiled and tortured.
- 26:22Speaker 3: I think that's one of the worst things, just because
- 26:25Speaker 3: you don't have a view. If you get murdered, that's
- 26:28Speaker 3: also bad, but it doesn't last that long. But if
- 26:30Speaker 3: you get arrested for years, even if it's just days,
- 26:33Speaker 3: days seem very.
- 26:34Speaker 2: Long, and then systematically....
- 26:38Speaker 3: Pain, both physically and mentally. As you said, that's a
- 26:43Speaker 3: universal fear. I don't think anyone is afraid of that.
- 26:48Speaker 3: But let's face it, my biggest fear is the human being,
- 26:51Speaker 3: what the human being is capable of. Like I said,
- 26:53Speaker 3: you're more capable when you're driven to the extreme, but
- 26:56Speaker 3: that applies to everyone. So if that's directed towards you,
- 26:59Speaker 3: towards you, then it.
- 27:01Speaker 2: Can go very far.
- 27:01Speaker 3: The human being is the most dangerous, the worst, and
- 27:04Speaker 3: also the best, yes. but also the worst that exists.
- 27:09Speaker 3: So my biggest fear is the human being.
- 27:13Speaker 2: Yes, quite rightly, I think.
- 27:15Speaker 3: Yes, because if I end up with a lion in
- 27:18Speaker 3: a cage, I will also be torn apart. But that's
- 27:20Speaker 3: not because that lion wants to take revenge on me.
- 27:23Speaker 2: That's pure instinct.
- 27:24Speaker 3: If I'm in a room with a psychopath, he might
- 27:27Speaker 3: do much stranger and sicker things than that lion. So,
- 27:32Speaker 3: that's it.
- 27:35Speaker 1: There are also live battles in it, and indeed, hanging
- 27:38Speaker 1: on to those meat hooks, is that something, how do
- 27:41Speaker 1: you then sit in your living room and think, oh,
- 27:43Speaker 1: if I fall, oh, would that be possible, would that
- 27:44Speaker 1: not be possible?
- 27:45Speaker 3: Yes, yes, sometimes indeed, and then it's like, oh yes,
- 27:47Speaker 3: feeling like that, and also looking for, sometimes, like, what
- 27:50Speaker 3: happens next, or can a body go through? I'm on
- 27:54Speaker 3: so many watchlists in the meantime, via Google.
- 27:57Speaker 2: Probably, yes.
- 27:58Speaker 3: But, yes, and then you try to do that, I
- 28:01Speaker 3: often hear from readers that I write a lot of movies,
- 28:05Speaker 3: and I like to hear that, because I see it
- 28:07Speaker 3: in my head when I write. So yes, I also
- 28:11Speaker 3: watch a lot of movies in all genres, but also
- 28:14Speaker 3: a lot in the horror and thriller genre.
- 28:16Speaker 2: So of course I.
- 28:18Speaker 3: Have some kind of inspiration from that. But there are
- 28:24Speaker 3: some scenes where I stand upright and think, or often
- 28:27Speaker 3: dialogues that I literally say, because I think it sounds
- 28:30Speaker 3: natural or it doesn't sound natural.
- 28:31Speaker 2: Then I'm a bit in conversation with myself.
- 28:33Speaker 3: So if there was a plane in my house, then
- 28:36Speaker 3: that plane.
- 28:37Speaker 2: Would probably, if it could, do that. But yes, that happens. Yes,
- 28:42Speaker 2: because I think that's quite difficult.
- 28:44Speaker 1: Because often, or you've already read about fighting, and you think, oh,
- 28:48Speaker 1: I don't understand it right away, but.
- 28:50Speaker 2: With you, indeed, you see it clearly.
- 28:52Speaker 3: I also try left and right, which arm is free,
- 28:54Speaker 3: which arm is not free, where did that thing hold on,
- 28:57Speaker 3: which leg was in front of that leg, because yes, indeed, often,
- 29:00Speaker 3: and it's not necessary that the reader really, if someone
- 29:03Speaker 3: reads over it faster and makes a different idea of it,
- 29:06Speaker 3: that's not a disaster either. It doesn't matter that much
- 29:08Speaker 3: what the scene is for. But for me, it's a
- 29:10Speaker 3: tool to really So that, like in a movie, you
- 29:15Speaker 3: can have these continuing mistakes. Like, oh, there was a
- 29:19Speaker 3: pocket here, and now it's there. I don't have that
- 29:22Speaker 3: in my writing. It didn't hold the knife to the left,
- 29:24Speaker 3: but now it's to the right.
- 29:26Speaker 2: So those things are important, I think. Okay. Are you
- 29:30Speaker 2: a fan of the Soap family? From the Soap family?
- 29:35Speaker 3: I've never really looked at it.
- 29:37Speaker 2: Do you know why I ask you that?
- 29:40Speaker 1: No.
- 29:40Speaker 2: I asked my father-in-law afterwards. You have Amélie van den
- 29:43Speaker 2: Bossche as your character.
- 29:45Speaker 1: And you have Guido van den Bossche, that's exactly the same.
- 29:49Speaker 2: Oh, is that the first time you say that? Yes, yes.
- 29:52Speaker 2: It caught me off guard because I know by chance.
- 29:54Speaker 2: By chance. Yes, that is indeed by chance. I thought,
- 29:56Speaker 2: that is too by chance, but apparently it is possible.
- 29:59Speaker 2: It is really by chance. I haven't looked up those
- 30:02Speaker 2: names completely.
- 30:03Speaker 3: The book is also in the Netherlands, so there are
- 30:06Speaker 3: often nicknames that can also be found in the Netherlands.
- 30:10Speaker 3: There are certain nicknames that are very Dutch, like Jansma
- 30:14Speaker 3: or Postma. Not that it's impossible, but then your character
- 30:17Speaker 3: is Dutch. But there are also a lot of Flemish,
- 30:21Speaker 3: pure Flemish names, like Verwaken. Not that it's impossible, but
- 30:23Speaker 3: that sounds a bit more exotic for Dutch people. Not
- 30:29Speaker 3: that it's bad, because it takes place in Flanders, but
- 30:31Speaker 3: especially for this first book, we wanted to appeal to
- 30:34Speaker 3: the audience as broadly as possible, so we took fairly
- 30:36Speaker 3: neutral names.
- 30:38Speaker 2: Yes, they probably have... It's Flemish, it's Dutch, but it's
- 30:41Speaker 2: also there. So, sorry to the family character.
- 30:42Speaker 3: As long as there's no story about a serial killer,
- 30:45Speaker 3: then it's... I think they've had seventeen.
- 30:47Speaker 2: Serial killers, but not as good as... Or not as
- 30:49Speaker 2: good as Meat Hookers. I don't think so. That's a
- 30:51Speaker 2: bit too much for us, I don't know. Yes, probably.
- 30:53Speaker 2: We'll have to watch children. Probably, yes. No, at my home,
- 30:55Speaker 2: we were always home viewers. Ah, okay. I know, because I...
- 31:08Speaker 2: For me it was family, especially with my grandmother. I understand.
- 31:13Speaker 2: So that's what I thought. You could have done it,
- 31:16Speaker 2: but it's a coincidence.
- 31:18Speaker 1: You said you have quite a few readers, all of
- 31:24Speaker 1: whom followed you from your first three books.
- 31:27Speaker 2: How did that come about? How did you tackle that?
- 31:30Speaker 2: Did you have to do a lot of work yourself? HarperCollins, HarperFirst,
- 31:35Speaker 2: put me on the spot.
- 31:36Speaker 3: I had readers back then, but not to say I
- 31:38Speaker 3: had a great audience. My first books didn't sell that
- 31:42Speaker 3: many copies. They still do, so it's nice that people
- 31:44Speaker 3: go back. If they like your book, people will look back.
- 31:46Speaker 3: It's nice to see that earlier work is still being read.
- 31:49Speaker 3: But nobody had ever heard of me. It was the
- 31:52Speaker 3: bookstagrammers who.
- 32:00Speaker 3: By Harper First and contacted me for a blog tour.
- 32:03Speaker 3: So that's often done when a book comes out, that
- 32:06Speaker 3: there's a little bit of buzz around it, as in,
- 32:08Speaker 3: when people come across it and they go to Hebban
- 32:11Speaker 3: or Goodreads or anywhere, they look at what kind of
- 32:13Speaker 3: recents it has, and that has had zero readers. There
- 32:16Speaker 3: may be people who think, ah no, I'm going to
- 32:19Speaker 3: read another book, because I don't know if this is
- 32:21Speaker 3: effectively good, because the writer has never written anything else.
- 32:25Speaker 3: So who says that I don't spend my time on this,
- 32:27Speaker 3: or that I'm going to be disappointed when I give
- 32:29Speaker 3: my money to this? So that's why it's good. And
- 32:32Speaker 3: the fun thing was, the blog tour was very positive.
- 32:35Speaker 3: And the readers who gave a review, they kept following me.
- 32:40Speaker 2: Almost all of them, as far as I know.
- 32:41Speaker 3: And they thought it was really good. Not just good
- 32:45Speaker 3: because they thought, oh yeah, starting writer, we're not going
- 32:48Speaker 3: to make him equal to the ground.
- 32:50Speaker 2: Maybe there are reviewers who do that.
- 32:52Speaker 3: But I think that if you know that it's someone's debut,
- 32:55Speaker 3: and you're one of the first reviewers, that you try
- 32:58Speaker 3: to see the good in it too. that you're not
- 33:01Speaker 3: going to give one star to everyone.
- 33:04Speaker 2: If it's really bad, that's the way it is. But
- 33:06Speaker 2: then it would also.
- 33:07Speaker 3: Be crazy if the publisher didn't say, hmm, maybe it's
- 33:10Speaker 3: not good enough.
- 33:12Speaker 1: Normally, when you get into a publisher, it has to
- 33:15Speaker 1: be of a certain level.
- 33:16Speaker 2: You can always have people who don't like it.
- 33:19Speaker 3: But in general, there should be a bit of a
- 33:21Speaker 3: positive sound. Because otherwise, it wouldn't have gone that far.
- 33:25Speaker 3: And that's why I like to be in a publisher,
- 33:28Speaker 3: that you have that backup. Because automatically, when you get
- 33:33Speaker 3: a bad review, you start doubting yourself.
- 33:35Speaker 2: In the past, especially with the first book, it was
- 33:37Speaker 2: very hard. Did you also have a lot of bad reviews?
- 33:41Speaker 2: Not a lot, really.
- 33:43Speaker 3: The positives are much more, so I'm very grateful for that.
- 33:47Speaker 3: But they're always there. And it's the art of not
- 33:50Speaker 3: taking it too personally. Because it's not personally intended. It's
- 33:54Speaker 3: purely about how a reader has experienced a book.
- 33:57Speaker 2: You can't do well for everyone.
- 33:59Speaker 3: What one thinks is fast, the other thinks it's slow.
- 34:03Speaker 3: What one thinks is good, the other thinks it's completely unbelievable.
- 34:08Speaker 2: Yes, taste is taste. Indeed.
- 34:10Speaker 3: So that doesn't exist, a book that's good for everyone.
- 34:13Speaker 2: But in general, it's very positive.
- 34:16Speaker 3: And as I said, the first reviewers also thought it
- 34:20Speaker 3: was really good. That's why they still follow me. And
- 34:23Speaker 3: book by book, my audience has grown. And it's also
- 34:27Speaker 3: very nice to... to hear that people are looking forward
- 34:29Speaker 3: to the next one. And that it's, as I said, sincere.
- 34:32Speaker 3: Not just like, oh yes, I thought it was okay,
- 34:34Speaker 3: but now I'm going to forget it again, because it's
- 34:37Speaker 3: not a writer I want to follow.
- 34:38Speaker 2: No, no, they're waiting for Max Westfield II.
- 34:42Speaker 3: Yes, and that's the hope of me and the publisher,
- 34:44Speaker 3: that the audience can grow even further, of course. And
- 34:47Speaker 3: the nice thing about this book is that it's in
- 34:48Speaker 3: the book trade, so that a lot more people are
- 34:51Speaker 3: being approached than just online. With the digital thrillers I
- 34:54Speaker 3: had my online audience, but All the readers who are
- 34:57Speaker 3: not on Hebban, who are not on Instagram, had never
- 35:00Speaker 3: heard of it.
- 35:00Speaker 1: It also has a great advantage that you can grab
- 35:03Speaker 1: the book in the store and look at it.
- 35:05Speaker 3: Yes, for signing sessions or something like this. Promoting, that's
- 35:09Speaker 3: always my thing. You can't start signing people in IWI.
- 35:14Speaker 2: No, no, no. You can do that, but... Yes, then
- 35:17Speaker 2: it will be full soon. Yes.
- 35:21Speaker 1: You write very quickly, I think. You've published four books
- 35:26Speaker 1: in four or five years.
- 35:28Speaker 2: Yes, a book a year.
- 35:30Speaker 1: How do you do that? I can imagine that you
- 35:32Speaker 1: also have a normal job. How do you find that
- 35:37Speaker 1: mental space, shall I.
- 35:39Speaker 2: Say, to do that? Yes, you say fast, but that's
- 35:41Speaker 2: what Freda McFadden says. Yes, okay, but they do that full-time,
- 35:46Speaker 2: all the time. Yes, but that was also a heart surgeon,
- 35:48Speaker 2: I thought. Is that true?
- 35:48Speaker 3: Yes, but maybe in the meantime, because she has such
- 35:50Speaker 3: success as a writer, she no longer does that.
- 35:53Speaker 1: But she writes incredibly fast. The more you earn with it,
- 35:55Speaker 1: the more time you can spend on it.
- 35:57Speaker 3: Yes, if I had to write full-time, I would probably
- 36:00Speaker 3: do two a year.
- 36:01Speaker 2: Yes, yes. Writing is also a hobby for me, so
- 36:06Speaker 2: I really like to do it.
- 36:08Speaker 3: Not every day, sometimes there are days when I think
- 36:10Speaker 3: I'm going to try it, or that I think, no,
- 36:12Speaker 3: it won't work today, or I'm going to change everything tomorrow,
- 36:16Speaker 3: so it makes no sense. But I really like to
- 36:19Speaker 3: do it, and usually when I'm working on a book,
- 36:21Speaker 3: I'm already.
- 36:23Speaker 2: Putting a certain structure in my head for the next book.
- 36:25Speaker 3: And that's very rudimentary, that's literally just an idea, and
- 36:28Speaker 3: possibly a starting point, and then I think, oh, I
- 36:30Speaker 3: can do something with that. But that's also reassuring for me,
- 36:34Speaker 3: So I never had a book ready for me.
- 36:37Speaker 2: And then I thought, what now? The next idea.
- 36:42Speaker 3: The next one is always ready. That's so typical. If
- 36:45Speaker 3: you actively look for inspiration, it won't come. But if
- 36:49Speaker 3: you're open to everything, it will. And usually, until now,
- 36:53Speaker 3: hold on, it will come while I'm still working on
- 36:56Speaker 3: the previous one.
- 36:57Speaker 2: So I can always go on.
- 36:59Speaker 3: And now for the trilogy around Max West, Every story
- 37:02Speaker 3: is based on itself. The director's story is over, but
- 37:06Speaker 3: Max continues as a character. So her red thread will continue.
- 37:09Speaker 2: She has a very interesting own storyline. Yes, and that
- 37:13Speaker 2: will be further deepened.
- 37:14Speaker 3: She as a character, her surroundings, etc. So that will
- 37:18Speaker 3: of course come into play a lot. But the main
- 37:20Speaker 3: story is always different. So okay, I knew her red
- 37:23Speaker 3: thread from book one. But that's why I don't have
- 37:25Speaker 3: three books yet. I just have the story of Max.
- 37:28Speaker 1: You do know how her red thread will end in
- 37:31Speaker 1: book three.
- 37:31Speaker 2: Yes, I do.
- 37:32Speaker 3: But for book three, I have a few loose ideas,
- 37:35Speaker 3: but I have to throw them in a pot.
- 37:37Speaker 2: I have nice images. Sometimes you see sides where you think, oh,
- 37:40Speaker 2: that would be cool. But then you think, yes, you
- 37:43Speaker 2: need context. But that grows gradually.
- 37:46Speaker 3: So.
- 37:47Speaker 1: And if it becomes a huge success, will you stop
- 37:50Speaker 1: at book 3 or will you go even further?
- 37:52Speaker 2: I don't know.
- 37:52Speaker 3: Indeed, traumas and her profession as a trauma therapist has
- 37:57Speaker 3: a lot of possibilities. But I do think she as
- 38:00Speaker 3: a character, so where I want to go with her,
- 38:04Speaker 3: her background story, will get.
- 38:05Speaker 2: A certain conclusion in book 3.
- 38:08Speaker 3: So then you could say, for example, you can read
- 38:11Speaker 3: each part of the series separately, but I would read
- 38:13Speaker 3: the first three in order.
- 38:14Speaker 2: Something like that. Personally, as a thriller reader myself.
- 38:19Speaker 3: Series are fun, but you actually lose a number of
- 38:26Speaker 3: readers with each sequel. Or you're a mega success, of course,
- 38:31Speaker 3: because if you're.
- 38:32Speaker 2: Karen Sauter, it doesn't matter.
- 38:34Speaker 3: But if you're not, I don't know, right, then it's
- 38:37Speaker 3: very important that every book can be read separately. Suppose
- 38:42Speaker 3: a reader sees book 20 and thinks, oh, that story
- 38:45Speaker 3: sounds interesting.
- 38:45Speaker 2: And then there's book 20 in a row. Ah, oops.
- 38:48Speaker 3: And then he asks, do I have to read this
- 38:50Speaker 3: in order? And another reader says, yes, I recommend this. Oh,
- 38:53Speaker 3: I have 19 books here.
- 38:54Speaker 2: Yes, look a little further. Oh, this one comes out too.
- 38:56Speaker 2: And then it's out. So, yes, there is... That scares
- 38:59Speaker 2: me personally sometimes as well. Yes, that's true. That's true.
- 39:02Speaker 2: And I think a trilogy is very tangible. Even if
- 39:05Speaker 2: people only jump on the cart at book 3.
- 39:07Speaker 3: Suppose they think, oh, that story speaks to me very much.
- 39:10Speaker 3: But readers say, you should read them in full order,
- 39:13Speaker 3: then two books are not impossible. Plus, it will also
- 39:17Speaker 3: be possible to read book three first, but then you
- 39:20Speaker 3: will already know how Max's background story is put together.
- 39:23Speaker 2: That's all.
- 39:24Speaker 3: But you won't know who the director was or what
- 39:28Speaker 3: happened with Amélie.
- 39:31Speaker 2: There's a reference to the book with no spoilers.
- 39:34Speaker 3: Like, this happened, but there are no spoilers for the
- 39:37Speaker 3: previous story. So you can read the three parts separately.
- 39:40Speaker 3: But to get to know Max, it's a trilogy. And
- 39:43Speaker 3: then I'll see with the publisher... We can still go
- 39:47Speaker 3: all the way.
- 39:48Speaker 1: It might be more fun to have other characters.
- 39:51Speaker 2: Yes, that's right.
- 39:52Speaker 3: Or maybe another character and Max will ride in as
- 39:56Speaker 3: a side character. That would also be fun.
- 40:03Speaker 1: How did you get the idea for this book specifically?
- 40:07Speaker 1: Is it something you read in the newspaper or how
- 40:09Speaker 1: does it come in?
- 40:10Speaker 3: I also read a lot, and I also like to
- 40:13Speaker 3: read books about serial killers. So I already knew that
- 40:15Speaker 3: I wanted to write a book about a serial killer,
- 40:19Speaker 3: but I didn't want to do it from the police.
- 40:22Speaker 2: That was the idea I had.
- 40:23Speaker 3: But that's an idea where you're nothing yet, because that's
- 40:27Speaker 3: not a story.
- 40:28Speaker 2: And then I had another idea. The problem is that
- 40:31Speaker 2: I can't tell you now, because that's a big spoiler.
- 40:34Speaker 2: That's one of the twists. You have to read it. Yes, indeed.
- 40:37Speaker 3: But then I had that idea, and then I have
- 40:40Speaker 3: I connected those two things together and from that point
- 40:43Speaker 3: on it started to pop. And then I notice that
- 40:46Speaker 3: there is something in it. If I can connect two
- 40:49Speaker 3: ideas through a few threads, then I know there is
- 40:51Speaker 3: a story in it. If it comes automatically, especially if
- 40:54Speaker 3: I know my main character, then I think, oh yes,
- 40:55Speaker 3: and then that, and then that. But then there was
- 40:57Speaker 3: actually that going on, and then this. And that's very
- 41:00Speaker 3: nice to be at that point in the creation process.
- 41:03Speaker 3: Because then you feel like, okay, this has legs to
- 41:07Speaker 3: stand on.
- 41:07Speaker 2: And that's nice.
- 41:10Speaker 1: When I'm writing and I work towards a plot twist,
- 41:13Speaker 1: one of my fears is always how people will see
- 41:16Speaker 1: it coming. How do you do that? Do you let
- 41:19Speaker 1: people read it and say, I already knew it, and
- 41:22Speaker 1: do you change it? How do you deal with it?
- 41:24Speaker 3: It's mostly the people from the publishing house who read it.
- 41:28Speaker 3: I had a friend who always read it, but now
- 41:31Speaker 3: she says... No, now you have a whole team behind you.
- 41:33Speaker 3: Now I really want to read it when it's a book,
- 41:35Speaker 3: because I like that. But yes, that's like they say,
- 41:42Speaker 3: a double on its side, as the Dutch would say.
- 41:44Speaker 3: Because there may always be people who see something coming
- 41:47Speaker 3: and other people who totally don't see it coming. But
- 41:49Speaker 3: the nice thing, I think, is to keep a plot
- 41:51Speaker 3: twist logical. and then maybe do something different. So there's
- 41:56Speaker 3: a twist, but behind it there's another twist.
- 41:58Speaker 2: I think you have three or four.
- 42:01Speaker 3: I also like that the reader could guess, that it's
- 42:06Speaker 3: not impossible. I call it freedom of fathom. I sometimes
- 42:10Speaker 3: like to read it, but sometimes not. Because there are
- 42:14Speaker 3: certain books where her plot twist is such a deus
- 42:17Speaker 3: ex machina that I think it was literally impossible to guess,
- 42:22Speaker 3: the first part of the book becomes completely illogical because
- 42:25Speaker 3: of this twist.
- 42:26Speaker 2: And I find that rather frustrating as a reader.
- 42:28Speaker 3: There may be readers who don't see any gaps in that,
- 42:31Speaker 3: that's okay, but I as a writer would have a
- 42:35Speaker 3: problem with that myself. And I think, if I have
- 42:37Speaker 3: a problem as a writer, I'm not going to write it.
- 42:39Speaker 3: So I always want it to be logically explained. And
- 42:42Speaker 3: I sometimes plot backwards, so I know where I want
- 42:44Speaker 3: to go. I know, as I said, that one idea,
- 42:47Speaker 3: what a twist is. Then I thought, I have to
- 42:50Speaker 3: go back from that point. So what if I go back, back,
- 42:52Speaker 3: And then I think, oh yes, and if I stop
- 42:53Speaker 3: a perspective from a completely different point of view, then
- 42:57Speaker 3: the reader really doesn't know what to do with it
- 42:59Speaker 3: until I'm at a certain point.
- 43:02Speaker 2: So that's nice.
- 43:03Speaker 3: So you actually have your starting point and then it's
- 43:04Speaker 3: a matter of going there and the way you can
- 43:07Speaker 3: go there. There are so many sideways that ultimately also
- 43:12Speaker 3: cause a twist in that way. But for me logic
- 43:15Speaker 3: is important. So a reader should be able to guess it.
- 43:19Speaker 3: But it shouldn't be on top. It should be a surprise.
- 43:22Speaker 3: Even if people can guess it, it should still be surprising.
- 43:25Speaker 2: That's a challenge.
- 43:27Speaker 1: The book takes place in Leuven, specifically. You're from Leuven yourself, right? Yes,
- 43:33Speaker 1: I work in Leuven and I lived there for a year.
- 43:35Speaker 2: But I always went to school in Aerschot. In the neighborhood.
- 43:38Speaker 2: It also starts in Aerschot. So people from Aerschot. It's
- 43:47Speaker 2: in a lot.
- 43:48Speaker 3: The very first scene is in Aerschot's industrial park. So
- 43:53Speaker 3: page one already says Aerschot. So the people from the
- 43:58Speaker 3: standard book store Aerschot thought that.
- 44:01Speaker 2: Was very cool. But I grew up there.
- 44:03Speaker 3: But now I live back in Limburg, where I lived
- 44:05Speaker 3: until I was eight years old. Because my parents moved
- 44:10Speaker 3: to Aerschot. But until then they lived in Limburg, in Zelem.
- 44:14Speaker 3: My grandmother lived there until a year ago as well,
- 44:17Speaker 3: but she lives in a shelter now.
- 44:18Speaker 2: So at the moment I live in her house. And
- 44:20Speaker 2: that's really nice. That's really nice.
- 44:21Speaker 3: Yes, I think that's really nice for inspiration, because I've
- 44:24Speaker 3: been there so often as a child, and now as
- 44:25Speaker 3: an adult, so that's really nice.
- 44:27Speaker 2: And what kind of job do you do, if I
- 44:28Speaker 2: may ask? Something boring as well.
- 44:31Speaker 3: So I have, well, boring, sorry if my colleagues are watching.
- 44:34Speaker 3: It's really nice, very nice colleagues as well, but I
- 44:36Speaker 3: mean boring in the sense of, yes, if a thriller
- 44:39Speaker 3: writer says that, that's not the answer that readers want
- 44:41Speaker 3: to hear. I'm just doing administration for the department of
- 44:44Speaker 3: engineering at UZ Leuven. So I do back office, so
- 44:46Speaker 3: management assistant, as it's called. A very pleasant job, clear
- 44:51Speaker 3: task packages, very pleasant colleagues, so I always like to work.
- 44:55Speaker 3: And what was important to me was that when I
- 44:57Speaker 3: locked the door behind me, it was done. So that
- 44:59Speaker 3: I wasn't mentally busy with my work in the evening,
- 45:03Speaker 3: so that I still had room to to express my passion.
- 45:06Speaker 2: I read or saw something before that. Did you do
- 45:09Speaker 2: children's animation? Yes, I did, but as a side job.
- 45:11Speaker 3: With my former girlfriend, we did children's parties. We also
- 45:14Speaker 3: did a few things with theater, with self-made figures.
- 45:18Speaker 2: I also wrote those scenarios.
- 45:20Speaker 3: It was something completely different. It was aimed at children's
- 45:24Speaker 3: venues and children's parties. But that was also more of
- 45:34Speaker 3: a hobby, a very tiring hobby.
- 45:36Speaker 2: You had to act.
- 45:37Speaker 1: Yes, that was like that.
- 45:39Speaker 2: Yes, so affected, acting as a child.
- 45:42Speaker 3: But I'm also still a presenter for Xnapda.
- 45:44Speaker 2: That's an educational learning platform. So actually for.
- 45:47Speaker 3: Movies in lower education. And there I play, yes, I'm Alexander,
- 45:52Speaker 3: I'm myself, but you automatically play a bit too, right?
- 45:55Speaker 2: Boys and girls, here we go. That's not how I
- 45:58Speaker 2: present my thrillers. No, no. You could try it. You
- 46:01Speaker 2: know it's a success.
- 46:03Speaker 3: But that's also what the children's animation stands for.
- 46:09Speaker 2: Stories have always appealed to me.
- 46:11Speaker 1: How did you get there? Did you study something in education?
- 46:14Speaker 2: I studied all languages and spent a year.
- 46:17Speaker 3: Because I had an existential crisis on my 25th and thought,
- 46:21Speaker 3: I have to go to work, but I don't know
- 46:22Speaker 3: what to do. I want to write books, but I
- 46:24Speaker 3: also have to earn money.
- 46:26Speaker 2: So then I thought, oh yes, teacher. And I spent
- 46:29Speaker 2: a lot of time in education.
- 46:30Speaker 3: I think it's a beautiful profession, but you have to
- 46:33Speaker 3: be very motivated and passionate about it.
- 46:36Speaker 2: And I felt that I wasn't intrinsic.
- 46:38Speaker 3: And I didn't want to be an exhausted teacher who
- 46:40Speaker 3: just waited for his fixed appointment and was done with it. Plus,
- 46:43Speaker 3: I really didn't have the mental space to still I
- 46:47Speaker 3: thought that was a shame. I was creative in class,
- 46:50Speaker 3: but not on my own. Maybe that came after a
- 46:53Speaker 3: few years, but you needed that passion and perseverance in education.
- 46:57Speaker 3: And I lacked that, so I knew it wasn't right.
- 47:02Speaker 3: And then I stood in escape rooms for a while,
- 47:04Speaker 3: so it was totally different. But I thought it was
- 47:06Speaker 3: worth doing.
- 47:07Speaker 2: But those hours were... That's also a bit of acting, maybe. Yes,
- 47:09Speaker 2: you take people with you in the story. So yes, indeed,
- 47:12Speaker 2: a little less.
- 47:13Speaker 3: You're still just yourself, but you take people with you
- 47:15Speaker 3: in the story. And those rooms are also dressed up,
- 47:18Speaker 3: so that's also actually separate stories in and of themselves.
- 47:21Speaker 2: But those hours were, yes, impossible. Saturday, Sunday, holidays, very early,
- 47:26Speaker 2: very late. This is a 9-to-5.
- 47:30Speaker 3: I can plan things like this far ahead without having
- 47:33Speaker 3: to say if I can be free because I have
- 47:35Speaker 3: to go to Booktopia in the weekend.
- 47:37Speaker 2: So that's nice. It's much easier to arrange now.
- 47:52Speaker 1: Organize escape rooms in the theme of the books.
- 47:55Speaker 2: What a success. That would be very cool. But then
- 47:58Speaker 2: they have to read the book in advance, because then
- 48:01Speaker 2: there is no spoiler. No, no, no. But the concept alone.
- 48:04Speaker 2: A viewer and a... Yes, indeed. Lensiger, definitely to... Yes,
- 48:11Speaker 2: who knows, if the publisher listens. Yes, ideas, ideas.
- 48:16Speaker 1: I will send my bill number for the design of
- 48:19Speaker 1: the concept.
- 48:20Speaker 2: Indeed. One more question.
- 48:24Speaker 1: Is it realistic for people who write themselves to earn
- 48:28Speaker 1: your money with that? Is that something you think, oh,
- 48:30Speaker 1: that could ever happen? Or is that really something.
- 48:34Speaker 2: That is very far away?
- 48:36Speaker 3: To really say that you shouldn't do anything else... That
- 48:39Speaker 3: you have a salary from writing. That's almost not true.
- 48:45Speaker 3: Even the well-known writers don't sell their books only, but
- 48:50Speaker 3: also because they do a lot.
- 48:51Speaker 2: Of other things, like journalism, or work for TV, or
- 48:53Speaker 2: other fields.
- 48:54Speaker 3: Because you're dealing with the Dutch-speaking market, which is often
- 48:59Speaker 3: Flanders and the Netherlands, and maybe a writer with an
- 49:02Speaker 3: English or French translation But unless you really break through
- 49:05Speaker 3: on the English market, your offset market is still quite small.
- 49:11Speaker 3: And it's not that every Flemish or Dutch person will
- 49:14Speaker 3: buy your book, that would be nice, but that doesn't happen.
- 49:17Speaker 3: So to really live from it, from it... But that
- 49:20Speaker 3: doesn't have to be the motivation. You have to know
- 49:23Speaker 3: where you stand and you have to be able to negotiate.
- 49:26Speaker 2: I'm not a great negotiator, but.
- 49:28Speaker 3: You have to appreciate your own value and recognise your
- 49:33Speaker 3: own ambition. For example, you were in a different fund,
- 49:37Speaker 3: but you really want to be in the book trade.
- 49:39Speaker 3: I knew I was going to take the next step.
- 49:41Speaker 3: But the motivation was never to earn more. I just
- 49:44Speaker 3: wanted to reach more readers. With that, for now, marketing.
- 49:49Speaker 3: I made tote bags that people like. But I paid
- 49:52Speaker 3: for it myself. I think it's important. It's an investment
- 49:56Speaker 3: in more readers. I don't want to write three books
- 49:59Speaker 3: and that's it. I want to stay a writer.
- 50:01Speaker 2: All my life. So all the things I do now.
- 50:04Speaker 3: will also pay off in a different way. And the longer,
- 50:08Speaker 3: the better, also because you'll have a sort of backlog
- 50:11Speaker 3: of books that you've already written and keep selling, you'll
- 50:15Speaker 3: earn a lot of money. And I think if you
- 50:17Speaker 3: do another job, it can be a great addition to
- 50:20Speaker 3: your salary. Or ideally, you can work part-time or less,
- 50:26Speaker 3: in the sense that you can spread it.
- 50:27Speaker 2: Especially if you want to do readings or something like that.
- 50:29Speaker 2: So those options....
- 50:33Speaker 3: Are certainly great, but to really say I'm going to
- 50:35Speaker 3: live off it completely, then you almost really need a
- 50:39Speaker 3: different market than just the Dutch market.
- 50:42Speaker 2: Yes.
- 50:43Speaker 3: Okay.
- 50:45Speaker 1: We have decided to give away a book as well, right?
- 50:47Speaker 2: Yes, that's right. Like the others. I have one from
- 50:50Speaker 2: the second print. The second print? Oh la la. Yes, yes, yes.
- 50:54Speaker 3: The difference, if you look, we can't get to it now,
- 50:57Speaker 3: otherwise it will be wrong, but here in the first print,
- 51:02Speaker 3: He takes the sticker here, because it doesn't say anything here,
- 51:04Speaker 3: but here it says a quote by Thomas Oldenheuvelt. And
- 51:06Speaker 3: on the back of it, Michael Berg, who owns the
- 51:10Speaker 3: Golden Strop.
- 51:10Speaker 2: So that's really cool. Ah, okay, so they put that
- 51:13Speaker 2: in there.
- 51:14Speaker 3: Yes, and they also have... No, no, no, that will still... Yes,
- 51:18Speaker 3: because it's still in the book store.
- 51:20Speaker 2: So they haven't designed it yet, of course. But as
- 51:22Speaker 2: you can see, the photo... Look, it's a bit smaller now,
- 51:26Speaker 2: because they also have that text.
- 51:28Speaker 3: So they changed it a bit and added the quote
- 51:32Speaker 3: here as well.
- 51:34Speaker 2: So that's nice. It's very nice of course.
- 51:39Speaker 3: That's one of those little things that you like as
- 51:40Speaker 3: a writer to read for the first time.
- 51:43Speaker 2: That it says here, first print May 26, second print July.
- 51:47Speaker 2: That's close to each other. Yes, that's very nice.
- 51:50Speaker 3: And the fact that there is the second trick, that's
- 51:53Speaker 3: really great.
- 51:54Speaker 2: So, you're signed. Yes, I'm going to sign something. We'll
- 51:59Speaker 2: do that here.
- 52:00Speaker 1: You can win that by being noticed, by following us,
- 52:03Speaker 1: by sharing, by making sure that you are noticed, that
- 52:07Speaker 1: we see you and then we will choose someone. to
- 52:11Speaker 1: which we will send the book. And that might be
- 52:13Speaker 1: a nice way to get to know you as well. Yes, certainly.
- 52:17Speaker 1: Via this way.
- 52:19Speaker 2: Good, then I think we're done. I think so too.
- 52:22Speaker 2: It was very interesting. Yes, it was very nice.
- 52:24Speaker 1: Thank you for coming here.
- 52:26Speaker 2: Thank you. I found it very interesting, very nice to
- 52:29Speaker 2: talk about the last victim. Yes, very nice.
- 52:32Speaker 1: Then we will end with a piece to read. If
- 52:35Speaker 1: that's okay with you.
- 52:36Speaker 3: Certainly. I'm going to read a bit from the perspective
- 52:46Speaker 3: of the last victim, Amélie. So, at this point, Amélie
- 52:49Speaker 3: is saved, as.
- 52:51Speaker 2: We already know.
- 52:52Speaker 3: She's escaped from the serial killer, but in the story,
- 52:56Speaker 3: she goes back to the past, to the time she
- 52:58Speaker 3: was stuck with the serial killer. This is a bit
- 53:01Speaker 3: in which she has just woken up with an ankle injury,
- 53:09Speaker 3: around her ankles, and where she slowly realizes that she
- 53:12Speaker 3: has fallen into the claws of the serial killer.
- 53:20Speaker 2: Where was the door?
- 53:21Speaker 3: She had come here in one way or another, and
- 53:24Speaker 3: not voluntarily, so someone had carried her and laid her down.
- 53:28Speaker 2: Maybe she had to try to get up. Her head
- 53:31Speaker 2: was shaking.
- 53:33Speaker 3: She maneuvered on her knees as if she were going
- 53:35Speaker 3: to pray, and came painstakingly overwhelmed. De ruimte werd een
- 53:39Speaker 3: ogenblik lang wazig en opnieuw werd ze overvallen door de
- 53:42Speaker 3: stank die er hing.
- 53:43Speaker 2: Weeg en zwaar. Maar wat? Niet aan denken.
- 53:47Speaker 3: Een paar seconden bleef ze staan om zowel haar fysieke
- 53:52Speaker 3: als mentale evenwicht terug te vinden. Toen begon ze met
- 53:55Speaker 3: kleine pasjes naar links te schuifelen. Langzaam maar zeker weken
- 54:00Speaker 3: de schaduwen. Maar er was niks.
- 54:04Speaker 2: Een volgende betonnen muur, even ondoordringbaar als de andere. To
- 54:09Speaker 2: the right, please. It looked like a kind of storage room.
- 54:13Speaker 2: She looked up again, at the golf plates.
- 54:16Speaker 3: Through the windows she could not see anything except a
- 54:18Speaker 3: frame with gray light. As she stepped over the space,
- 54:22Speaker 3: she thought of the moment when the unknown was going to.
- 54:26Speaker 2: Sit next to her in her car. How long ago
- 54:28Speaker 2: was that? A day?
- 54:30Speaker 3: Longer? She had not even yelled. She had not registered
- 54:35Speaker 3: anything worth mentioning. No face, no voice, even no breathing.
- 54:39Speaker 3: Just a dent and a needle that suddenly stuck in
- 54:41Speaker 3: her flesh, right.
- 54:43Speaker 2: Through her pants. After that, nothing more.
- 54:47Speaker 3: On her right leg was a dark circle of blood
- 54:50Speaker 3: on the blue fabric, as big as a coin.
- 54:52Speaker 2: She was pricked there. It wasn't a dream. Of course
- 54:56Speaker 2: it wasn't a dream. You only care about it.
- 55:02Speaker 3: A few steps further she finally saw what the door
- 55:04Speaker 3: had to be. It was a trolley fence where she
- 55:07Speaker 3: could barely turn a hand through it. There was a
- 55:10Speaker 3: wooden gate behind it. It was clear that it could
- 55:13Speaker 3: only be opened along the outside.
- 55:16Speaker 2: What kind of place is this? She wriggled and crouched
- 55:19Speaker 2: down with her arms around her.
- 55:21Speaker 3: Her tears were quiet, stifled. She must have been looking
- 55:26Speaker 3: for her. The police, her parents and her brother.
- 55:31Speaker 2: Oh, poor Guus.
- 55:32Speaker 3: If only he didn't have a relapse. Then she saw
- 55:36Speaker 3: the letter. He lay innocent against the trolley fence. Alsof
- 55:41Speaker 3: wie haar hier ook had opgesloten, had verwacht dat ze
- 55:44Speaker 3: naar een uitweg zou zoeken en hem dan zou aantreffen.
- 55:48Speaker 2: Ze knipperde haar tranen weg en pakte hem op. Hij
- 55:51Speaker 2: was getipt.
- 55:53Speaker 3: Beste kijker, je bent bang, is het niet? Je weet
- 55:58Speaker 3: niet waar je bent. Je weet niet waarom je hier bent.
- 56:02Speaker 3: Op dit moment probeer je wanhopig de laatste uren bij
- 56:04Speaker 3: elkaar te puzzelen, want je wilt een logische verklaring vinden
- 56:07Speaker 3: voor wat er is gebeurd.
- 56:09Speaker 2: Nee, je kent mij niet. Dat hoeft ook niet, want
- 56:12Speaker 2: ik ken jou.
- 56:14Speaker 3: En ik wil je belonen met het grootste spektakel dat
- 56:16Speaker 3: je ooit hebt gezien.
- 56:19Speaker 2: Nee, dacht ze. Haar adem gierde door haar luchtpijp. Dat
- 56:23Speaker 2: kon niet. Niet hij. Ze was zo geschokt dat ze
- 56:27Speaker 2: zelfs niet meer kon schreeuwen.
- 56:29Speaker 3: Haar ogen branden en door haar tranen heen kon ze
- 56:32Speaker 3: nog net de laatste zin lezen.
- 56:34Speaker 2: Je staat onder mijn regie.