Episode 7 | You Weren’t Really Looking For Jesus in The Nightclub

Your Effin’ Love Story · May 21, 2026 · 21m

I used to have a whole ritual. Liquor store first. Shower with a drink in hand. Right cologne. Right outfit. Music to get myself pumped up. Then drive to whatever bar I thought was going to have the most attractive people that night.

I told myself I was just going out to have a good time.

I told myself that I might find the love of my lifetime “tonight.”

I was lying to myself.

This episode is about what was actually driving that ritual — and every relationship that came out of it. Four marriages. Four divorces. A Holiday Inn in Fayetteville, North Carolina that seemed to have been the stop of…