Latest / Pst T.D Jakes -The POTTER'S HOUSE / God Won't Release The Promise Until You're Prepared Bishop T.D. Jakes
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- 0:00Speaker 1: What is happening in this place is the Holy Spirit
- 0:05Speaker 1: is bearing witness that we are in the right place
- 0:12Speaker 1: at the right time on the precipice, on the precipice
- 0:20Speaker 1: of an absolute revolution. It's time out for doing events
- 0:29Speaker 1: just to do events. If they're not purpose driven, if
- 0:35Speaker 1: they're not revelational, if they're not empowering, if they're not relevant,
- 0:44Speaker 1: we don't have time to waste our energy in things
- 0:50Speaker 1: that are not congruent with our destiny. because the Holy
- 0:56Speaker 1: Spirit has confirmed to us it's going to be big.
- 1:05Speaker 1: It's going to be big. Every farmer knows when he
- 1:12Speaker 1: plants a seed that he does not expect to reap
- 1:17Speaker 1: a seed from a seed. Whatever went in the ground
- 1:22Speaker 1: is gonna come out bigger when it comes out than
- 1:25Speaker 1: it was when it went in. If it's in good soil,
- 1:31Speaker 1: it's gonna flourish. Lay your hands on yourself and say,
- 1:35Speaker 1: I am good soil. Yeah, anybody who invests in me
- 1:39Speaker 1: is gonna be blessed. Anybody who loves me is going
- 1:43Speaker 1: to be blessed. Anybody who befriends me is going to
- 1:47Speaker 1: be blessed. I am good soil. If you plant an
- 1:50Speaker 1: idea in me, I'll create a product around it.
- 1:54Speaker 2: Come on.
- 1:55Speaker 1: If you plant a seed in me, I'll produce a
- 1:58Speaker 1: harvest behind it. Anybody who invests in me, lay your
- 2:02Speaker 1: hands on yourself. I am good soil. That's why God
- 2:05Speaker 1: made Adam from the dust of the earth. Because he
- 2:09Speaker 1: wanted to make sure that he used.
- 2:13Speaker 1: Good soil. It's going to be big. It's going to
- 2:22Speaker 1: be big, y'all. It's going to be big. Let me
- 2:27Speaker 1: go to work. Joshua chapter 1 verse 9 through 17.
- 2:33Speaker 1: There you will find my assignment for this morning. I
- 2:36Speaker 1: asked God, what would you have me share with your people?
- 2:40Speaker 1: After 46 years of preaching, I am blind without your leadership,
- 2:46Speaker 1: incompetent without your direction, insufficient without your instructions, incapable without
- 2:55Speaker 1: your anointing.
- 2:57Speaker 2: Speak, Lord, for thy servant heareth.
- 3:03Speaker 1: What would you have me say to this people at
- 3:06Speaker 1: this time in their lives? And he drove me to
- 3:10Speaker 1: Joshua chapter 1.
- 3:13Speaker 3: Verse 9. I said, Joshua? Yeah, go to Joshua chapter 1,
- 3:18Speaker 3: verse 9. I said, Lord, but Joshua is a tempestuous
- 3:25Speaker 3: book at a transitional time with transformative leadership, with the
- 3:34Speaker 3: fierce urgency of altercations, So that there might be infiltration.
- 3:41Speaker 1: Listen closely at me. Altercation so that there might be infiltration.
- 3:48Speaker 1: Should I use Joshua law? Joshua is not a book
- 3:53Speaker 1: for wimps. Joshua is not a book for those who
- 4:00Speaker 1: are faint of heart. Joshua is a book that is
- 4:05Speaker 1: designed for people who have survived the desert, made it
- 4:12Speaker 1: through the dry places, and still have enough strength to
- 4:17Speaker 1: embark on what is about to happen in their life.
- 4:25Speaker 1: Joshua is for the remnants of people that the desert
- 4:30Speaker 1: tried to take out and it didn't work. Joshua, it
- 4:38Speaker 1: is the beginning of a beginning again.
- 4:41Speaker 2: It is a fresh start.
- 4:44Speaker 1: It is the recycling of a covenant people who have
- 4:48Speaker 1: been recycled in the midst of transition. It is the
- 4:51Speaker 1: place of discomfort. It is the place of disruption. You
- 4:57Speaker 1: want me to take them to Joshua, Lord? Yes, take
- 5:01Speaker 1: them to Joshua. Joshua is the place where old things
- 5:04Speaker 1: are passed away. The book of Joshua is the repass
- 5:12Speaker 1: after the funeral of Moses. It is the closing of
- 5:20Speaker 1: one door and the opening of the next. The book
- 5:27Speaker 1: of Joshua is synergistic With a total transformation of the
- 5:33Speaker 1: way the people think who have been trained in 40
- 5:38Speaker 1: years of survival training but have not been taught in success.
- 5:47Speaker 1: For the last 40 years, they have developed the techniques
- 5:53Speaker 1: that were necessary to sustain.
- 5:55Speaker 2: Them in dry places. But the drought is over. The
- 6:05Speaker 2: drought is over.
- 6:10Speaker 1: And now they are stepping into a new transformative experience
- 6:16Speaker 1: with a new leader requiring new skills, which means that
- 6:22Speaker 1: they must be, shameless plug, disruptive in their thinking. Because
- 6:30Speaker 1: if they hold on to their old thinking... If you
- 6:34Speaker 1: go into new places with old thinking, the wineskins burst
- 6:40Speaker 1: because they don't have the flexibility to deal with expansion.
- 6:47Speaker 1: It's going to be big. And if it's going to
- 6:51Speaker 1: be big, I've got to be pliable. I'm in the
- 6:54Speaker 1: book of Joshua. Let me read it to you. I'm excited.
- 7:00Speaker 2: Here God speaks to Joshua.
- 7:04Speaker 1: Having just eulogized Moses, he opens his mouth and clears
- 7:12Speaker 1: his throat and says, Now, Moses, my servant, is dead.
- 7:19Speaker 1: As I was with Moses, so shall I be. Was
- 7:23Speaker 1: and shall. Was and shall. We are right in between
- 7:28Speaker 1: was and shall. and shall, as I was with Moses,
- 7:35Speaker 1: so shall I be with Joshua. Now we eavesdrop on
- 7:43Speaker 1: God commanding his general, teaching him how to lead. Not
- 7:50Speaker 1: so he has not led before. He has led in
- 7:54Speaker 1: a subordinate level up under a leader, but he has
- 7:58Speaker 1: never led where he is fully in charge and the
- 8:02Speaker 1: buck stops with them. And so even though he has
- 8:07Speaker 1: some experience and preparatory resolution that abides in him based
- 8:13Speaker 1: on that past experience, still he's not ready for this.
- 8:20Speaker 1: So God says to him, be strong. And I want
- 8:25Speaker 1: to say that to you.
- 8:27Speaker 2: Be strong.
- 8:29Speaker 1: Don't confuse strong with angry. I've seen a lot of
- 8:37Speaker 1: people who were angry but not strong. Who talked tough
- 8:42Speaker 1: but cracked easy. God says, for what I'm getting ready
- 8:47Speaker 1: to do, you must be strong. Have not I commanded thee?
- 8:52Speaker 1: I command you to be strong. I'm not asking you.
- 8:58Speaker 1: I command thee to be strong and of good courage.
- 9:03Speaker 1: Be not afraid. Neither be thou dismayed. For the Lord
- 9:09Speaker 1: thy God is with thee. Yeah, that settles it right there.
- 9:17Speaker 1: The Lord thy God is with thee. Whether so ever
- 9:23Speaker 1: thou goest. Now, when God commanded Joshua, then Joshua commanded
- 9:31Speaker 1: the officers. See, we have people commanding people who have
- 9:35Speaker 1: not been commanded. We have people leading people who have
- 9:41Speaker 1: not been led. Then Joshua commanded the officers. He didn't
- 9:45Speaker 1: bring it to the officers until God brought it to him.
- 9:49Speaker 1: The officers are the people saying... Pass.
- 9:53Speaker 2: Through the hosts.
- 9:54Speaker 1: Go through the crowd and command the people. You cannot
- 9:59Speaker 1: command people until you can be commanded you can't give
- 10:03Speaker 1: orders if you can't take them pass through the hosts
- 10:07Speaker 1: and command the people saying prepare your victuals prepare your
- 10:16Speaker 1: victuals prepare your food, your sustenance, your necessities, your needs,
- 10:24Speaker 1: the equipment that is necessary for sustainability, I charge you, no,
- 10:30Speaker 1: I command you to prepare your victuals. For within three days,
- 10:39Speaker 1: ye shall pass over this Jordan to go into a land,
- 10:45Speaker 1: to go in to possess the land which the Lord
- 10:51Speaker 1: your God giveth you to possess it. He gave it
- 10:59Speaker 1: to you, but you got to possess it. And plus,
- 11:08Speaker 1: in addition to, the Reubenites and the Gadites and the
- 11:14Speaker 1: half tribe of Manasseh spake Joshua saying, Here's the challenge
- 11:19Speaker 1: to you. Remember the word which Moses, the servant of
- 11:22Speaker 1: the Lord, commanded you, saying, the Lord your God have
- 11:25Speaker 1: given you rest and have given you this land, meaning
- 11:31Speaker 1: this land on this side of the Jordan. Your wives,
- 11:35Speaker 1: your little ones, and your cattle shall remain in the
- 11:38Speaker 1: land which Moses gave you on this side of Jordan.
- 11:45Speaker 2: You cannot sit comfortably.
- 11:49Speaker 1: In what has already been allocated to you while your
- 11:53Speaker 1: brothers remain in lack. Ye shall pass before your brethren armed,
- 12:01Speaker 1: all the mighty men of valor and help them. Question,
- 12:07Speaker 1: who are you helping? I know you've been blessed. I
- 12:12Speaker 1: know you got knowledge. I know you got degrees. I
- 12:15Speaker 1: know you got opportunities. I know you got influence. I
- 12:18Speaker 1: know you got a nice car. I know you got
- 12:20Speaker 1: a Gucci bag. I know you're wearing Louis Vuitton. Excuse me.
- 12:27Speaker 2: Who are you helping?
- 12:31Speaker 1: Until the Lord has given your brethren rest as he
- 12:36Speaker 1: hath given you, and they also have possessed the land
- 12:42Speaker 1: which the Lord your God hath given them, then ye
- 12:46Speaker 1: shall return unto the land of your possessions and enjoy it.
- 12:53Speaker 1: You might be partying at the wrong time. You can't
- 12:58Speaker 1: celebrate while your brothers suffer. which Moses the Lord's servant
- 13:07Speaker 1: gave you on this side of Jordan toward the sun rising.
- 13:13Speaker 1: And they answered Joshua saying, all that thou commandest us
- 13:18Speaker 1: we will do and whether so ever thou sendest us
- 13:21Speaker 1: we will go.
- 13:24Speaker 2: We will not sit out on the land.
- 13:26Speaker 1: That we've already possessed and build our houses and sit
- 13:29Speaker 1: up under shade trees and drink tall glasses of iced
- 13:33Speaker 1: tea with mint leaves on the top while our brother's
- 13:40Speaker 1: throat is parched and skin is burnt and they are wandering,
- 13:45Speaker 1: trying to figure out how to figure out how to
- 13:47Speaker 1: figure out how to get in. According as we hearken
- 13:54Speaker 1: unto Moses in all things, so will we hearken unto thee.
- 14:01Speaker 1: Only the Lord thy God be with thee as he
- 14:06Speaker 1: was with Moses. My subject this morning is prep before
- 14:16Speaker 1: the promise. Prep before the problem. Why did you use that?
- 14:24Speaker 1: Prepare your victuals. For in three days, we will cross
- 14:32Speaker 1: this Jordan.
- 14:32Speaker 2: You may be seated. Thank you very much.
- 14:36Speaker 1: Spirit of the Lord, God falls fresh on us as
- 14:38Speaker 1: we break into the word of God today. I thank
- 14:40Speaker 1: you for the word of God being made flesh. Thank
- 14:43Speaker 1: you for what you're about to do. Thank you for
- 14:44Speaker 1: all that you've invested in us. I believe you for
- 14:48Speaker 1: a blessing in Jesus' name.
- 14:50Speaker 2: Amen.
- 14:52Speaker 1: I just concluded on yesterday my annual strategy meeting where
- 14:58Speaker 1: various influencers, companies, corporations, and our entire staff surrounded the
- 15:05Speaker 1: room just to ruminate in the possibilities of what our
- 15:12Speaker 1: combined strength could achieve. I have come to learn that
- 15:19Speaker 1: we are better together then we are apart. I have
- 15:24Speaker 1: come to learn that if you can fulfill your dream
- 15:27Speaker 1: on your own, it is too small for you. So
- 15:31Speaker 1: we galvanize the best of the best from every walk
- 15:34Speaker 1: of life, from all types of business, from travel and
- 15:38Speaker 1: leisure to Wells Fargo to Bank of America. They were
- 15:42Speaker 1: all in the room to McDonald's. They were all in
- 15:45Speaker 1: the room to learn and glean and and to contemplate
- 15:53Speaker 1: how we could increase our force and our impact, not
- 15:59Speaker 1: on our church. Our church has received its promised land,
- 16:06Speaker 1: but our brethren in our community have not. And so
- 16:11Speaker 1: we deliberated on it with great contemplation, a strategic alliance
- 16:16Speaker 1: that was necessary in order to fulfill the closing of
- 16:22Speaker 1: the gap of equity, of home ownership, of job creation,
- 16:29Speaker 1: of the kinds of things that are necessary to reduce
- 16:34Speaker 1: crime and frustration and murder and mental health.
- 16:40Speaker 2: Because the truth of the matter, some of.
- 16:42Speaker 1: Us have worried ourselves to death Over survival. We have
- 16:50Speaker 1: not possessed the land. God commanded us to possess land.
- 16:59Speaker 1: The command of God is to possess land, not money,
- 17:02Speaker 1: possess land. They are printing money while I'm talking to you.
- 17:09Speaker 1: But they ain't making no more land. So when you
- 17:14Speaker 1: start talking about the risk of the market, you must
- 17:17Speaker 1: understand that the market has this risk, but if the
- 17:21Speaker 1: land is well bought, it is absolute, distinct, and completely irreplaceable.
- 17:30Speaker 1: Artificial intelligence will not create it. It will not replace it.
- 17:35Speaker 1: It is in a category all by itself. And so
- 17:39Speaker 1: as we prepared for our leadership conference and for our
- 17:42Speaker 1: good soul initiatives, for our foundation, for our future, we
- 17:48Speaker 1: spent hours and hours and hours with bright minds in preparation.
- 17:56Speaker 1: And the preparation didn't just start two days ago. The
- 17:59Speaker 1: preparation has been going on for years. So we prepped
- 18:03Speaker 1: for the prep to prep for what's next. Preparation is underrated.
- 18:12Speaker 1: In a world raised by the click of a button
- 18:15Speaker 1: and touching on an icon and a whole world opens up,
- 18:20Speaker 1: we expect life to work like Apple. Just touch it
- 18:25Speaker 1: and it opens. Face recognition, it's me. And it opens
- 18:32Speaker 1: for you. But there are certain doors that in order
- 18:35Speaker 1: to be ready for them, you have to be prepared
- 18:38Speaker 1: for them. I cook, and many of you know that
- 18:43Speaker 1: I like to cook, and I have been cooking since
- 18:46Speaker 1: I was about 13 years old, but I cook the
- 18:49Speaker 1: old-fashioned way, often where you prep and cook on the
- 18:55Speaker 1: same day. My son has a tendency to prep ahead.
- 19:03Speaker 1: He talks about brining and soaking and saturating. And so
- 19:09Speaker 1: I have adapted a new methodology to old school cooking.
- 19:18Speaker 1: Because I found out that when you prep it, when
- 19:21Speaker 1: you don't prep in advance, you flavor the food. Now
- 19:25Speaker 1: my goal is to flavor the bone. So when I
- 19:34Speaker 1: cook my ribs, I'm not interested in flavoring the meat.
- 19:38Speaker 1: I think ribs are best when the bone tastes as
- 19:43Speaker 1: good as the meat. And if you're going to get
- 19:47Speaker 1: the flavoring to escape. the exterior facade and the elusiveness
- 19:54Speaker 1: of sauce then you must permeate it with seasoning early
- 20:00Speaker 1: enough that the seasoning can saturate down past the exterior
- 20:06Speaker 1: skin through the meat down to the bones And you
- 20:11Speaker 1: won't really know that you've done it right until you're
- 20:14Speaker 1: eating it and the bone is as flavored.
- 20:20Speaker 2: As the meat.
- 20:23Speaker 1: This text that I want after all that I read
- 20:27Speaker 1: is really summed up in a few words, prepare your victuals.
- 20:34Speaker 1: And to a novice reader, this is a footnote. and incidental, irrelevant,
- 20:44Speaker 1: not specific, not important. After all, they have survived the
- 20:51Speaker 1: desert and the walls of Jericho are in front of them.
- 20:56Speaker 1: Walls so high that they could not scale them and
- 20:59Speaker 1: so wide that chariots rode across the top of them.
- 21:04Speaker 1: And why would we not talk about the magnitude of
- 21:08Speaker 1: the walls? the fierceness of the obstacle in front of them.
- 21:13Speaker 1: Or maybe perhaps talk about the grief of the dying
- 21:17Speaker 1: Moses who went up in the mountain like he had
- 21:20Speaker 1: off gone before, only this time he did not return.
- 21:26Speaker 1: And there was no closure. They had to reckon him
- 21:32Speaker 1: to be dead. No wonder the Apostle Paul in the
- 21:37Speaker 1: New Testament says reckon your flesh to be dead. It
- 21:43Speaker 1: will not confirm it for you. You just have to
- 21:46Speaker 1: reckon it to be dead. They had to reckon Moses
- 21:51Speaker 1: to be dead. Having only God's word as an absolution, Moses,
- 21:58Speaker 1: my servant, is dead. All they knew is that he
- 22:03Speaker 1: didn't come down. He had often gone up on the mountain,
- 22:08Speaker 1: but this time He did not come down. Now, to
- 22:15Speaker 1: lose people, they had been losing millions of people as
- 22:20Speaker 1: they traveled and sojourned through the wilderness. They were used
- 22:24Speaker 1: to the wilderness being littered with bodies along the way.
- 22:28Speaker 1: But this time was different because you can lose people,
- 22:36Speaker 1: but when you lose Moses, You don't meet a Moses
- 22:45Speaker 1: every day. Moses was God sent and God breathed and
- 22:55Speaker 1: God equipped and every single solitary miracle they had witnessed
- 23:04Speaker 1: since slavery had been achieved through his hands.
- 23:11Speaker 2: And his hands....
- 23:16Speaker 1: They would see no more. And the wailing sounded like
- 23:26Speaker 1: thunder at the bottom of the mountain. Because to lose
- 23:31Speaker 1: Moses is to lose direction. Moses was the guide who
- 23:40Speaker 1: guided them through the wilderness. And it wasn't just that
- 23:44Speaker 1: they lost leaders, they lost their compass. One that had
- 23:50Speaker 1: been tried and true and absolute that had proven himself
- 23:54Speaker 1: to be effective at leading them forward is now dead.
- 24:00Speaker 2: Just when they were almost there. Just when they were
- 24:04Speaker 2: on the precipice of a new beginning.
- 24:06Speaker 1: Just when they were about to step into the promised land.
- 24:11Speaker 2: Then lost Moses.
- 24:15Speaker 1: And it seems appropriate that if we were going to
- 24:17Speaker 1: talk about something, we would talk about the loss of Moses.
- 24:20Speaker 2: Or maybe the gaining of Jericho.
- 24:24Speaker 1: That a 400 plus promise was about to come to pass.
- 24:30Speaker 1: That God had promised to a dead man named Abram.
- 24:36Speaker 1: And many times along the way, God had made up
- 24:39Speaker 1: his mind, I will destroy them. But then he remembered
- 24:44Speaker 1: his promise to a corpse and stopped justice from executing judgment,
- 24:58Speaker 1: though they were deserving of judgment because God kept his word.
- 25:05Speaker 1: To a corpse. Hence Canaan is called. The promised land.
- 25:16Speaker 1: Now God is saying to them. As they are wrestling
- 25:19Speaker 1: with the intermediate place. Of not quite being in the desert.
- 25:28Speaker 1: And not quite being in the promised land. He disrupts
- 25:34Speaker 1: their pattern as they had survived the desert off of
- 25:40Speaker 1: the food that fell from heaven called manna. Let's talk
- 25:45Speaker 1: about food. In Egypt, they had eaten from the hands
- 25:51Speaker 1: of Pharaoh. For 400 years, they had eaten out of
- 25:59Speaker 1: the hand of a slave master. Once liberated from the
- 26:06Speaker 1: slave master, they were freed from the whip, but they
- 26:09Speaker 1: were also void of the food. And they missed the
- 26:16Speaker 1: leeks and onions of Egypt. They didn't miss the whip,
- 26:22Speaker 1: but they missed the food. So God catered for them
- 26:27Speaker 1: in the wilderness. Manna that fell from heaven every morning
- 26:35Speaker 1: Not wheat they beat, but manna prepared for them that
- 26:43Speaker 1: all they had to do was reach out and get it.
- 26:48Speaker 1: And it was easy. Fell every day like clockwork. Early
- 26:57Speaker 1: in the morning with the dew, the manna appeared also.
- 27:02Speaker 1: Each man according to his house. God does not give equally.
- 27:12Speaker 1: But God responds to appetite. Where there is little appetite,
- 27:18Speaker 1: there were small loaves. Where there were huge appetite, there
- 27:21Speaker 1: were large loaves. Don't compare yourself with one another because
- 27:26Speaker 1: God only supplies according to If you don't want much,
- 27:35Speaker 1: he won't drop much. But if you've got a great
- 27:37Speaker 1: need and a great void, he will drop according.
- 27:40Speaker 2: To your need.
- 27:43Speaker 1: So don't look over at your neighbor's tent and worry
- 27:45Speaker 1: about what God has given them because they may have
- 27:48Speaker 1: the capacity to absorb more provision than you do. And
- 27:54Speaker 1: God doesn't want his provision to be wasted. God gives
- 27:59Speaker 1: seed to the sower and bread to the eater. God
- 28:02Speaker 1: does not give blessings to people that will not consume it.
- 28:08Speaker 2: Whereas you want.
- 28:09Speaker 1: Blessings just so you can brag about that you got them.
- 28:12Speaker 1: God gives blessings to people who will take action. And
- 28:16Speaker 1: if you're not going to use it, why would God
- 28:18Speaker 1: give it to you? And so he designed it that
- 28:21Speaker 1: if you didn't use it by a certain time, the
- 28:24Speaker 1: worms would eat it up because you were forbidden from
- 28:28Speaker 1: hoarding yesterday's bread for today's battle. And as they were
- 28:41Speaker 1: joining through the wilderness, the closer they got to the
- 28:43Speaker 1: promised land, there is a small, minute phrase in the
- 28:47Speaker 1: text that I started to pull up, but you can
- 28:49Speaker 1: look it up whenever you want to. It's a simple
- 28:52Speaker 1: little sentence, but it has great impact. It has the
- 28:56Speaker 1: force of a sledgehammer. It says, and then the manna ceased.
- 29:08Speaker 2: What do you do? When what used to work doesn't
- 29:20Speaker 2: work anymore.
- 29:21Speaker 1: What do you do when you have gotten used to
- 29:25Speaker 1: a system that God has abruptly halted?
- 29:32Speaker 2: There was no warning.
- 29:34Speaker 1: There was no prophecy. There was no preparation. Without any
- 29:38Speaker 1: warning at all, it jumped.
- 29:40Speaker 2: Stopped.
- 29:47Speaker 1: And some of us think that we have lost the
- 29:49Speaker 1: favor of God because what used to work.
- 29:57Speaker 2: Isn't working.
- 30:01Speaker 1: Anymore. And the manna ceased and Moses died and they
- 30:13Speaker 1: cried at the bottom of the mountain because everything that
- 30:20Speaker 1: they had become accustomed to had been disrupted. I want
- 30:27Speaker 1: to preach to somebody in this room that everything that
- 30:31Speaker 1: you were accustomed to.
- 30:35Speaker 2: Has been disrupted.
- 30:40Speaker 1: And now you have to move forward without any playbook,
- 30:44Speaker 1: without any rules, without any guarantees, without any certainties. If
- 30:48Speaker 1: you take another step, you got to take it by
- 30:51Speaker 1: faith because the manna has ceased and the Moses is dead,
- 30:56Speaker 1: but the movement continues. What do you do when you
- 31:00Speaker 1: got to keep movement? You gotta keep movement, but Moses
- 31:04Speaker 1: is dead. You gotta keep movement, but the manna has ceased.
- 31:12Speaker 1: And Joshua, almost as if it were a footnote at
- 31:15Speaker 1: the bottom of an elaborate literary work, says, prepare your victuals.
- 31:25Speaker 1: This is a revolutionary idea to people who only had
- 31:30Speaker 1: to gather their food now God says I won't make
- 31:38Speaker 1: it happen anymore without you I will require your investment
- 31:53Speaker 1: in your provision you have gone as far as you
- 31:58Speaker 1: can go off of my charity. Your next meal is
- 32:08Speaker 1: going to require your involvement. Oh, I don't know if
- 32:13Speaker 1: you're ready for this. I don't know if you're ready
- 32:14Speaker 1: for this. I don't know if you're ready for this.
- 32:18Speaker 1: I am taking you from being dependent to being interdependent.
- 32:27Speaker 1: I'm weaning you.
- 32:31Speaker 2: From easy.
- 32:37Speaker 1: I know you wrote books on how it works. I
- 32:40Speaker 1: know you wrote 12 Steps to a Blessing in a
- 32:42Speaker 1: Dry Place. I know you wrote all kinds of books
- 32:45Speaker 1: about water coming out of rocks. I know you wrote
- 32:47Speaker 1: books about me lifting up serpents in the wilderness. I
- 32:50Speaker 1: know you wrote a lot of books about a lot
- 32:51Speaker 1: of stuff. But I'm changing the playbook. And I don't
- 32:57Speaker 1: know who I'm preaching to today. But the Lord sent
- 33:00Speaker 1: me here to tell you he has changed the playbook.
- 33:05Speaker 1: What used to work will not work right now. He
- 33:09Speaker 1: told me to tell you what brought you here will
- 33:12Speaker 1: not take you there. The systems, the structures, there's going
- 33:17Speaker 1: to be a massive paradigm shift. And if you don't
- 33:21Speaker 1: have liquidity, and if you don't have dexterity, and if
- 33:25Speaker 1: you don't have pliability, and if you don't have intellectuality,
- 33:29Speaker 1: you will not be able to evolve into the next
- 33:31Speaker 1: dimension of Because the manna has ceased and the Moses
- 33:37Speaker 1: is dead and the movement continues. And right nestled, cradled
- 33:48Speaker 1: in this beautiful text is the command to prepare your victuals.
- 34:03Speaker 1: So Dexter, when he cooks, he cuts up all his
- 34:07Speaker 1: onions and grates all his cheeses and flashboils all his
- 34:12Speaker 1: food and brines all his meat and does all of
- 34:15Speaker 1: that a couple of days ahead of time. Because the
- 34:21Speaker 1: prep time is more important than the cook time. Now,
- 34:31Speaker 1: I know this is a hard message to preach because
- 34:33Speaker 1: I'm preaching about prep time to a microwave. It's difficult
- 34:42Speaker 1: to talk to you about really good dining because what
- 34:46Speaker 1: you eat is not really food. It's just, it's a
- 34:50Speaker 1: biological experiment. It's something that if you looked at it
- 34:55Speaker 1: with a microscope, it would be crawling because you took
- 34:58Speaker 1: it out of the freezer, you popped it into the
- 35:00Speaker 1: microwave and you heated it up for five minutes and
- 35:03Speaker 1: you lifted the lid and it almost scalded your hand
- 35:06Speaker 1: and you eat it and you call it food, but
- 35:08Speaker 1: that's not food. That's not food. That's bacteria. Real food
- 35:17Speaker 1: requires prep time. Look at your neighbor and say, I'm
- 35:27Speaker 1: in prep time. I'm not acting funny, I'm in prep time.
- 35:33Speaker 1: I'm not ignoring your phone calls, I'm in prep time.
- 35:37Speaker 1: I'm not disregarding our relationship, I'm in prep time. I
- 35:42Speaker 1: haven't got the big head, I'm in prep time. I'm
- 35:45Speaker 1: not arrogant, I'm in prep time. I know I seem
- 35:49Speaker 1: distracted and I don't seem like the person I used
- 35:51Speaker 1: to be, but I'm the same person, but I'm in
- 35:54Speaker 1: a different place. I'm in prep time. I'm getting ready
- 35:58Speaker 1: for something and more is required of me in this
- 36:01Speaker 1: season than what was required of me in my last season.
- 36:05Speaker 1: In my last season, we could play around, we could
- 36:08Speaker 1: fool around, we could mess around, we could date around,
- 36:11Speaker 1: but I got to break up with you in this season.
- 36:14Speaker 1: Because I'm in prep time. In my last season, we
- 36:18Speaker 1: could breathe on the phone for an hour and a half.
- 36:21Speaker 1: But in this season, in order to get where I
- 36:23Speaker 1: got to go, I'm in prep time. And yes, I
- 36:26Speaker 1: still appreciate everything that you used to be. But I
- 36:30Speaker 1: recognize your manner has ceased. In other words, you are
- 36:35Speaker 1: not the source of my sustenance. You are no longer
- 36:39Speaker 1: the place where I eat and I love you and
- 36:41Speaker 1: I appreciate you, but I can't be on the phone
- 36:44Speaker 1: for hours and hours talking about people because I'm in
- 36:47Speaker 1: prep time. People who can spend hours on the phone
- 36:51Speaker 1: talking about people aren't going anywhere. And I can't afford
- 36:55Speaker 1: to spend another year talking about what other people are
- 36:58Speaker 1: doing while I'm not doing anything at all. I'm in
- 37:01Speaker 1: prep and I'm wondering if there's anybody. in this room,
- 37:05Speaker 1: in this place. I'm wondering if there's anybody streaming online
- 37:09Speaker 1: who's in prep time. You're chopping up stuff and dicing
- 37:13Speaker 1: stuff and preparing stuff and wrapping it. It ain't happened yet,
- 37:16Speaker 1: but you're in prep time. The door hasn't opened yet,
- 37:20Speaker 1: but you're in prep time. The way it hasn't been
- 37:22Speaker 1: made yet, but you're in prep time. If I am
- 37:25Speaker 1: preaching to the right people, set it off in here.
- 37:37Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 37:42Speaker 1: Yeah, I proved my faith because I'm prepping for something
- 37:47Speaker 1: that hadn't even happened yet. I haven't mixed it together.
- 37:50Speaker 1: It hadn't come together. I haven't placed it.
- 37:52Speaker 2: In the oven.
- 37:53Speaker 1: I didn't put it in the crock pot. I haven't
- 37:55Speaker 1: put it on the smoker yet, but I'm in prep time.
- 37:59Speaker 1: I'm laying it out. I'm getting it ready. I'm bringing
- 38:02Speaker 1: structure to what I believe. I'm not just believing it.
- 38:06Speaker 1: I'm bringing structure to it. Because without structure and strategy,
- 38:11Speaker 1: I won't be prepared to succeed in the area of
- 38:14Speaker 1: my destination. I'm in prep time. Nudge three people and say,
- 38:19Speaker 1: I'm in prep time. I'm in prep time. I'm in
- 38:22Speaker 1: prep time. I'm in prep time. I'm in prep time.
- 38:25Speaker 1: I'm in prep time. I'm in prep time. I'm in
- 38:27Speaker 1: prep time. I got to get it in prep time.
- 38:30Speaker 1: I got to get it in the right shape. I
- 38:32Speaker 1: got to get it in the right form. I got
- 38:34Speaker 1: to get it in the right size. I got to
- 38:37Speaker 1: get it at the right temperature. I got to get
- 38:39Speaker 1: it in the right order because I'm in prep time.
- 38:42Speaker 1: I can't put cold butter into a pound cake. Because
- 38:45Speaker 1: it won't cream. I got to get it room temperature.
- 38:48Speaker 1: Everything's got to be right because I'm in prep time.
- 38:51Speaker 1: And when I'm in prep time, I have to do
- 38:53Speaker 1: stuff that don't make sense to you. Why you got
- 38:56Speaker 1: the buttermilk sitting on the stove? Why you got the
- 38:59Speaker 1: butter just laying out? Why don't you go ahead and
- 39:01Speaker 1: use it? No, it's not the right temperature yet. But
- 39:04Speaker 1: I'm in prep time. I'm calling things that are not
- 39:06Speaker 1: as though they were. because I'm in prep time. I'm
- 39:09Speaker 1: getting my outfit ready. I'm getting my wardrobe ready. I'm
- 39:13Speaker 1: getting my language ready. I'm getting my speech ready. I'm
- 39:16Speaker 1: learning the right terminologies, not for the room I'm in,
- 39:20Speaker 1: but for the room I'm about to walk in. I'm
- 39:23Speaker 1: learning the language of my future. I'm preparing myself for
- 39:27Speaker 1: what God is about to do in my life. I'm
- 39:29Speaker 1: in peptide! You don't understand it because you don't have
- 39:35Speaker 1: enough faith. You say, when I get there, I'm going
- 39:38Speaker 1: to prepare the vigil. It's going to be too late
- 39:41Speaker 1: when you get there. You got to prepare for it
- 39:44Speaker 1: before you get there. You got to prepare three days
- 39:47Speaker 1: in advance. Because in the next three days, things are
- 39:50Speaker 1: about to change in your life in a radical way.
- 39:54Speaker 1: This is prep time. This word is a prophetic word
- 39:58Speaker 1: going out to somebody. You're in prep time. There's about
- 40:01Speaker 1: to be a release in your life. If God is
- 40:04Speaker 1: talking to you right here, right now, make some noise
- 40:07Speaker 1: in this place. Any kind of noise, any kind of noise,
- 40:10Speaker 1: any kind of noise. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Your friends
- 40:27Speaker 1: are laughing at you, saying, what are you doing going
- 40:29Speaker 1: to a leadership conference? You ain't even a leader.
- 40:32Speaker 2: Shut your mouth. I'm in prep time. I'm calling those.
- 40:35Speaker 1: Things that are not as though they were. I'm getting
- 40:38Speaker 1: ready for what's next. I want to learn the language
- 40:40Speaker 1: of the role. I want to be in a place
- 40:42Speaker 1: where people are thinking forward. I can't keep hanging out
- 40:45Speaker 1: with desert babies. I got to get with somebody that's
- 40:48Speaker 1: ready to go into the promised land. And I got
- 40:51Speaker 1: to get into the room that I'm going to be
- 40:53Speaker 1: in one day. No, they don't know me right now,
- 40:55Speaker 1: but I'm prepping for the future. You can't understand that
- 40:59Speaker 1: if you're not a product of faith. But faith will
- 41:02Speaker 1: make you get ready for something that hadn't happened yet.
- 41:04Speaker 1: Faith will make you borrow vessels when you're broke. Faith
- 41:08Speaker 1: will make you take a lunch and tell everybody to
- 41:10Speaker 1: sit down some kind of way. God is going to
- 41:13Speaker 1: turn it into a smorgasbord. Faith will make you get
- 41:16Speaker 1: ready for a child when the doctor says you can't
- 41:18Speaker 1: have no baby.
- 41:19Speaker 2: Faith.
- 41:20Speaker 1: Will make you call those things that are not as
- 41:23Speaker 1: though they were. Faith gets into your attitude and your disposition.
- 41:27Speaker 1: Faith will make you build a room on a house
- 41:29Speaker 1: for a prophet that hadn't come by yet. Faith will
- 41:32Speaker 1: make you get ready for something that hadn't even there yet.
- 41:35Speaker 2: Faith will make.
- 41:35Speaker 1: You start laying out plans and diagrams and getting ready
- 41:39Speaker 1: and setting up situations for something you can't even pay for.
- 41:42Speaker 1: Faith will make you move out on something that makes
- 41:45Speaker 1: you look like a fool. will make you build an
- 41:47Speaker 1: ark and it hadn't been a drop of rain. Faith
- 41:50Speaker 1: will get you ready for something that hadn't even started
- 41:53Speaker 1: to break loose in your life. I want to talk
- 41:55Speaker 1: to some radical people in this room that are willing
- 41:58Speaker 1: to build a boat in your backyard and it hadn't
- 42:01Speaker 1: even rained yet and all your neighbors are laughing at you,
- 42:04Speaker 1: but you are in prep time.
- 42:06Speaker 2: If you're in prep time, holler at your boy. Prepare.
- 42:24Speaker 2: Sit down, sit down. I'm just talking. Prepare.
- 42:27Speaker 1: Prepare your victuals. Prepare your victuals. Look at somebody and say,
- 42:40Speaker 1: prepare your victuals. This basically is not just a change
- 42:50Speaker 1: of how you cook. This is a change of how
- 42:54Speaker 1: you think. You were raised by people who didn't have
- 43:01Speaker 1: to prepare. So you cannot take your parents' mindset into
- 43:10Speaker 1: your moment. Because your fathers did eat manna in the wilderness.
- 43:17Speaker 1: But the manna has ceased. So that means you have
- 43:21Speaker 1: to have a different mindset. You might have the moral equivalency,
- 43:30Speaker 1: but you cannot have the same mindset. Because if you
- 43:37Speaker 1: have the mindset of your fathers, you will be looking
- 43:40Speaker 1: up every morning waiting on something to fall down that
- 43:44Speaker 1: is never going to fall down again. And you will
- 43:48Speaker 1: be waiting on something to happen so you can move
- 43:52Speaker 1: Nothing else is going to happen. Prep time means mindsets
- 44:01Speaker 1: determine assets. If I cannot get it in your mind,
- 44:11Speaker 1: I cannot get it in your life. If your mindset
- 44:17Speaker 1: is still looking up for manna, then your hands won't
- 44:21Speaker 1: prepare your victuals. And prep time is a dangerous, dubious
- 44:32Speaker 1: task of challenging how you think. It's not that the
- 44:42Speaker 1: preparation for the food is not available to you. But
- 44:46Speaker 1: if you don't have the mindset, you won't have the asset.
- 44:53Speaker 1: If you have a mindset of waiting on something to
- 44:56Speaker 1: fall in the morning, you won't prepare your victuals in
- 45:01Speaker 1: the day. Every time there's a major change in your
- 45:08Speaker 1: life or move in your life or you move into
- 45:13Speaker 1: a new region or a new occupation or a new
- 45:15Speaker 1: situation or you become a single parent or you get married,
- 45:22Speaker 1: It's not enough to get a new ring if you
- 45:25Speaker 1: have an old mindset.
- 45:30Speaker 2: Come on with me. Come on with me. Come on
- 45:32Speaker 2: with me. Don't jump off now. Don't jump off with me.
- 45:38Speaker 1: You can't be a married woman with a single woman's mindset.
- 45:47Speaker 1: Because all of your single girlfriends will mess up your
- 45:50Speaker 1: marriage with their advice about what they would do if
- 45:53Speaker 1: they was you. And they don't have nobody and you
- 45:56Speaker 1: listening at them and carrying that spirit home and it's
- 45:59Speaker 1: tearing up your house. Brother, you can't be a husband
- 46:05Speaker 1: with a single man's mindset. Because you will be physically
- 46:11Speaker 1: present but emotionally unavailable. Because you are physically and legally
- 46:16Speaker 1: married but not emotionally present or connected. And because you
- 46:20Speaker 1: have not developed language for anything beyond anger, your wife
- 46:25Speaker 1: becomes a sparring partner. Because you are better at expressing
- 46:39Speaker 1: anger than you are anything else. And God is prepping
- 46:44Speaker 1: you with a change of mindset. Can I go just
- 46:50Speaker 1: a little bit deeper? I know I'm taking up some time,
- 46:53Speaker 1: but I want to show you how powerful mindset is.
- 46:55Speaker 1: The prodigal son is down in the hog pen. He
- 46:58Speaker 1: has estranged himself from his father and his brother. He
- 47:02Speaker 1: has gradually lost the dissipation of friendship. The erosion of connectivity.
- 47:09Speaker 1: He is in a place of total isolation, surrounded by swine.
- 47:14Speaker 1: He is out of money. He is out of friends.
- 47:16Speaker 1: He is out of family. He is out of identity.
- 47:20Speaker 1: He has no name in the text. He is a
- 47:23Speaker 1: nameless person in a deplorable situation. And the only thing
- 47:28Speaker 1: that changed, no angels came, no visitations from God came,
- 47:33Speaker 1: no Bible dropped down out of the sky. The only
- 47:36Speaker 1: thing that changed, the hogs were still the hogs, the
- 47:39Speaker 1: slop was still the slop, the Gentiles were still the Gentiles,
- 47:43Speaker 1: his family was still estranged, his friends had all ran away.
- 47:47Speaker 1: The only thing changed was his mind.
- 47:49Speaker 2: His mind changed.
- 47:51Speaker 1: The Bible said that with mud in between his toes
- 47:55Speaker 1: and gnats around his.
- 47:56Speaker 2: Head, He came to himself.
- 48:01Speaker 1: The only thing you have to do to get out
- 48:03Speaker 1: of the situation you're in right now is change your mind.
- 48:07Speaker 1: You don't need her to come back. You don't need
- 48:10Speaker 1: him to come back. You don't need them to pay
- 48:12Speaker 1: your way. You don't need anything else but to change
- 48:15Speaker 1: your mind. As a mind thinketh in his heart, so
- 48:19Speaker 1: is he. And the moment you change your mind, can't
- 48:22Speaker 1: nobody hold you down anymore.
- 48:24Speaker 2: This is a change of mindset.
- 48:26Speaker 1: I'm not going to keep standing out here in the
- 48:28Speaker 1: morning waiting on something to fall. It ain't falling no more.
- 48:31Speaker 1: What used to work is not working anymore. I'm changing
- 48:34Speaker 1: my mindset. If I got to get my hands messy,
- 48:37Speaker 1: if I got to get up early in the morning,
- 48:39Speaker 1: if I got to beat the... I will beat whatever
- 48:45Speaker 1: I've got to wheat until I make it turn into
- 48:48Speaker 1: what it's got to turn to because my hands are
- 48:51Speaker 1: a reflection of my mindset. If you want to know
- 48:55Speaker 1: what I'm thinking, watch what I'm doing. If you see
- 48:59Speaker 1: me out here doing it, it means I'm not waiting anymore.
- 49:02Speaker 1: I came here to tell you tonight that God said
- 49:06Speaker 1: stop waiting on somebody to come rescue you from your situation.
- 49:10Speaker 2: They're not coming.
- 49:11Speaker 1: You need to change your mindset and start beating that
- 49:15Speaker 1: wheat up until you see bread. There will be no
- 49:18Speaker 1: more bread falling from heaven. you're in a prep season
- 49:22Speaker 1: for a promise that's about to take your life if
- 49:24Speaker 1: I'm preaching right at you if I'm preaching right to
- 49:27Speaker 1: you
- 49:47Speaker 1: If you're ready to
- 49:50Speaker 1: be radical, reckless, and break loose and break out. If
- 49:53Speaker 1: you're ready to break some rules and do something you've
- 49:55Speaker 1: never done before. If you're ready to beat wheat till
- 49:58Speaker 1: it comes out as loaves of bread. Make some noise
- 50:02Speaker 1: in this place.
- 50:02Speaker 2: Just some noise.
- 50:12Speaker 1: Tell somebody, say, it's yours, but you got to take it.
- 50:15Speaker 1: I'm going to move from preparation to possession. It's yours,
- 50:18Speaker 1: but you got to take it. It's not going to
- 50:20Speaker 1: come up on your front porch. It's not going to
- 50:22Speaker 1: ring the doorbell. It's not going to respond to you
- 50:25Speaker 1: the way you expected it to respond to you. Ain't
- 50:27Speaker 1: no more manna coming down to your door. Ain't nobody
- 50:30Speaker 1: coming to your house begging you for a position. You
- 50:33Speaker 1: got to possess it. It's yours, but you got to
- 50:35Speaker 1: take it. You got to take it. You got to
- 50:37Speaker 1: take it because it's yours. It's yours, but you got
- 50:40Speaker 1: to take it. You got to take it while somebody
- 50:42Speaker 1: else is living in it. You got to take it
- 50:44Speaker 1: while somebody else thinks it's there. There's going to be
- 50:46Speaker 1: an altercation, but you got to take it by force.
- 50:48Speaker 1: For the Bible said that the kingdom suffered violence and
- 50:52Speaker 1: the violent take it by force. I want to raise
- 50:55Speaker 1: up some radical people. I'm sick of church people. I
- 50:58Speaker 1: need some radical people. The Bible said that the kingdom
- 51:02Speaker 1: suffered violence and the violent take it by force. Is
- 51:06Speaker 1: there anybody in here that's ready to take it by force?
- 51:10Speaker 2: God told Joshua, I have.
- 51:13Speaker 1: Given you the land, but you still got to fight
- 51:16Speaker 1: for it. Slap three people and say, fight for it.
- 51:20Speaker 1: Don't just pray for it, but fight for it. Don't
- 51:23Speaker 1: just ask for it, but fight for it. You gotta
- 51:26Speaker 1: fight for it. I've given you the land to possess it.
- 51:29Speaker 1: You gotta drive out the Canaanites, and the Ammonites, and
- 51:33Speaker 1: the Jebusites, and the Gerashites, because that's yours. Somebody is
- 51:39Speaker 1: living in your house. Somebody is driving your car. Somebody
- 51:43Speaker 1: is sitting at your decks. I heard the Bible say,
- 51:46Speaker 1: I'll give you houses. that you didn't build, and vineyards
- 51:50Speaker 1: that you didn't grow, but you got to take it
- 51:53Speaker 1: by force. You got to come out of your passive
- 51:55Speaker 1: little quiet, sit back, wait, Johnny, come lately, spirit, and
- 51:59Speaker 1: you got to take back what God gave you. Take
- 52:03Speaker 1: back what the enemy stole from you. Take back what
- 52:05Speaker 1: they said wasn't yours. Take back what they said wouldn't
- 52:08Speaker 1: happen in your life. You got to possess it. Is
- 52:11Speaker 1: there anybody in here that's getting ready to possess something?
- 52:16Speaker 2: I'm ready to move people out. Call U-Haul.
- 52:19Speaker 1: I want my staff to call U-Haul so I can
- 52:21Speaker 1: move out all of these vagrant people that are living
- 52:25Speaker 1: on my territory. Give me a U-Haul truck because I'm
- 52:28Speaker 1: going to move you out of my job, out of
- 52:31Speaker 1: my position, and out of my place because I'm going
- 52:34Speaker 1: to possess what God promised me. Walk up to somebody
- 52:46Speaker 1: and slap them and say, possess it! Stop praying for
- 52:50Speaker 1: it and possess it. Stop crying about it and possess it.
- 52:54Speaker 1: Stop worrying about it and possess it. Stop fretting about
- 52:57Speaker 1: it and possess it. Stop asking for it and possess it.
- 53:01Speaker 1: Stop waiting on it but possess it. If you don't
- 53:04Speaker 1: hire me, I'll hire myself. If you don't give me
- 53:08Speaker 1: a job, I'll make a job. If you won't give
- 53:10Speaker 1: me a seat, I'll create a table. I'm ready to
- 53:13Speaker 1: possess the promise of God. This ain't for everybody. This
- 53:18Speaker 1: is for radical people. This is for people who've suffered enough.
- 53:23Speaker 1: I've been through enough hell in the wilderness that if
- 53:26Speaker 1: you don't make a way for me, I'll make a
- 53:28Speaker 1: way for myself. God said, I've given you the land
- 53:33Speaker 1: to possess it. Shake your name and say, take it back.
- 53:48Speaker 1: Take it, take it, take it, take it. I don't
- 53:54Speaker 1: care if you got to take night classes. I don't
- 53:57Speaker 1: care if you got to fix your credit score. I
- 54:00Speaker 1: don't care if you got to turn around and do
- 54:03Speaker 1: double time to get where you're trying to go. Take
- 54:06Speaker 1: it before you lose respect for yourself. Take it while
- 54:11Speaker 1: you got enough strength to go after your dream. Take
- 54:14Speaker 1: it while your talent is in place. You got to
- 54:18Speaker 1: take it by force. How can I take it? Somebody
- 54:21Speaker 1: else is in it. God said it's yours.
- 54:24Speaker 2: Thank you.
- 54:52Speaker 1: I want all you people that don't normally say nothing
- 54:54Speaker 1: in church, run over and look at somebody and say,
- 54:56Speaker 1: I'm getting ready to take it. I know you don't
- 55:00Speaker 1: expect me to be one of the kind of people
- 55:02Speaker 1: that'll take it. I know I'm normally quiet and I
- 55:04Speaker 1: haven't said nothing to y'all's service, but I'm getting ready
- 55:07Speaker 1: to take it by force. I'm getting ready to bust
- 55:09Speaker 1: a move. I'm getting ready to go into another dimension.
- 55:13Speaker 1: I'm getting ready to make 2023 count. Since COVID didn't
- 55:17Speaker 1: kill me, since the flu didn't kill me, Since the
- 55:21Speaker 1: cancer didn't take me out, since the car wreck didn't
- 55:24Speaker 1: destroy me, since I made it out of the hospital,
- 55:28Speaker 1: I'm going to redeem the time. I'm getting ready to
- 55:31Speaker 1: take it back. If I had died, I couldn't take it.
- 55:35Speaker 1: But I'm still here. I'm going to let hell know
- 55:39Speaker 1: that I'm still here because