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- 0:07>> Paul: Welcome to the Future Christian Podcast, your
- 0:10source for insights and ideas on how to lead your church in
- 0:12the 21st century. At the Future Christian
- 0:16Podcast, we talk to pastors, authors
- 0:19and other faith leaders for helpful advice and practical
- 0:21wisdom to help you and your community of faith
- 0:24walk boldly into the future. Whether
- 0:27you're a pastor, church leader, or a passionate member
- 0:30of your faith community, this podcast is
- 0:33designed to challenge, inspire, and equip
- 0:36you with the tools you need for impactful ministry.
- 0:39And now for a little bit about the guest for this episode.
- 0:44>> Martha Tatarnic: Welcome to the Future Christian Podcast. Today,
- 0:47Loren Richmond, Jr. Welcomes the Reverend Dr.
- 0:50Susan Ward diamond to the program.
- 0:53Dr. Diamond is the Lead Pastor of Florence
- 0:55Christian Church Disciples of Christ in Florence,
- 0:58Kentucky, where she has served since
- 1:012015. Susan received her Bachelor of
- 1:03Arts degree from Texas Christian University,
- 1:06a Master of Divinity degree from Bright Divinity
- 1:09School, and a Doctor of Ministry degree from
- 1:12United Theological seminary in Dayton,
- 1:14Ohio. Dr. Diamond has
- 1:17invested herself in ministry and mission through
- 1:20local, regional and general expressions of the
- 1:23Christian Church Disciples of Christ in the United
- 1:26States and Canada throughout her 30 throughout
- 1:2933 years of ordained ministry,
- 1:32she has served on the regional boards of the Florida
- 1:34and Alabama Northwest Florida
- 1:37regions, directed numerous youth camps
- 1:40and conferences, and served as a keynote
- 1:42speaker of retreats and assemblies around the country.
- 1:46She has served her denomination as
- 1:48First Vice Moderator for the
- 1:512011-2013 biennium of the
- 1:54Christian Church Disciples of Christ in the United States
- 1:56and Canada. During her sabbatical
- 1:59in 2021, Dr. Diamond and Dr.
- 2:02Rita Nakashima Brock collaborated
- 2:05on a pastoral study grant funded by the
- 2:08Louisville Institute entitled
- 2:10Moral A Catalyst for
- 2:13Reform. Following the study period, they
- 2:16have continued their work together to offer strategies to
- 2:19faith communities for providing support and
- 2:21healing for those suffering from moral distress and
- 2:24moral injury. They have recently
- 2:27launched the podcast Soul Repair After
- 2:30Moral Injury. Susan and Rita are
- 2:33currently writing a book which they hope to publish
- 2:36soon. A reminder before we start
- 2:38today's conversation, please take a moment to
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- 3:02voice in how we faithfully discern the future
- 3:05of the church.
- 3:17>> Loren: Welcome to the Future Christian Podcast. This is Loren
- 3:20Richmond Jr. And I am pleased to be welcoming
- 3:22today. Reverend Dr. Susan Diamond. Hello and
- 3:25welcome to the show.
- 3:27>> Susan: Thank you so much for having me. I'm delighted to be
- 3:30with you.
- 3:30>> Loren: Yeah. Looking forward to having this conversation.
- 3:34Is there Anything else you'd like our listeners to know about
- 3:36you?
- 3:37>> Susan: Well, I was looking through my bio, um, and I
- 3:40realized I didn't put anything about, you know, my kind of my
- 3:43personal life. So I'll share a couple of things about those with
- 3:46you because it's an interesting. It's interesting.
- 3:49Um, so I have been married
- 3:52to my husband Ron for 40, almost 46
- 3:55years now. And I don't want anybody to do the
- 3:58math, but I was a baby when we got married. Let's just say
- 4:00that. Um, and the second thing
- 4:03I would want listeners to know, um, about
- 4:06my husband. He is a professional
- 4:09entertainer, um, travels all over the U.S. uh,
- 4:12and actually he's done some international work as well,
- 4:15um, as a magician and stage
- 4:17hypnotist.
- 4:19>> Loren: Wow.
- 4:19>> Susan: It's a very interesting combination to have a pastor,
- 4:22a female pastor with her magician
- 4:24husband. I get a lot of comments about
- 4:27that. Um, but he's fantastic
- 4:30in Entertainment for 50 years and
- 4:33just, uh, is a great, ah, a great entertainer
- 4:36and a wonderful husband. Um, also,
- 4:39uh, one of the things that we love to do is travel. And,
- 4:42um, so we do lots of cruising and we do lots of traveling
- 4:45around the world. Um, we've been blessed to be able to do
- 4:47that. And, um, we are proud
- 4:50parents of a little miniature dachshund named
- 4:53Bella. And she is, she's kind of
- 4:55the light of our life. Hopefully you will not hear her barking. My husband
- 4:58has orders to keep her quiet while we're doing
- 5:01this.
- 5:03>> Loren: My. I have a bigger dog that likes to shove her head in
- 5:05my lap intermittently during these
- 5:08conversations.
- 5:09Yeah, well, I want to talk cruising, but,
- 5:12um, do you have a cruise coming up? I guess. Any big.
- 5:14>> Susan: I do, yes. In May, we are going on a
- 5:17very short cruise. Uh, only five
- 5:20days, but we're going to Cozumel and
- 5:23Bimini on, uh, Virgin. It's the first
- 5:26time we've. We've traveled on Virgin, but a lot of our friends have told us
- 5:29how fun, how much fun it is. And, um, my
- 5:31husband says he likes to go cruising because it gets me
- 5:34away and nobody can get in touch with me.
- 5:37Yeah, that was actually before
- 5:40Internet became really Wi fi became
- 5:42available. But we say nobody calls
- 5:45while we're on a cruise. So it's a
- 5:48good thing for, um, our relationship
- 5:51and for my emotional health. Yeah, yeah.
- 5:54>> Loren: You know, I was thinking about that because I did a cruise.
- 5:57My parents took my family on a Disney
- 5:59cruise some years ago. And I remember,
- 6:02like, that was a real nice thing because I was not going to pay
- 6:05for wifi because it's not cheap for
- 6:08one on the cruise. So I'm like, well, I guess I'm. I guess. I
- 6:11guess I'm going to have great boundaries here because no one could call me
- 6:14Plug.
- 6:15>> Susan: Yes, indeed.
- 6:17>> Loren: Well, uh, share, if you would, just kind of about your faith journey, how
- 6:20it, how it began, what it looks like today. And. And
- 6:23uh.
- 6:24>> Susan: Yeah, well, it's changed a lot. I'll
- 6:27just say that over. Over the time I have been
- 6:29alive, I was raised in the Christian
- 6:32faith. Um, I remember,
- 6:34um, from a very, very early age asking.
- 6:38And my grandmother had a big impact on my life.
- 6:41Um, felt a sense of call.
- 6:44Didn't know that that was called to pastoral ministry, which
- 6:47is where I landed. But, um, I remember
- 6:50when I was a senior in high school, you know, they had
- 6:53the yearly youth Sunday event. And
- 6:56so, uh, two of us, um, both
- 6:59named Susan by the way, um, were asked to
- 7:02do a little personal testimony. And I got
- 7:05up and I said how easy it was to
- 7:08be a Christian. And then my friend
- 7:11Susan got up and she said how hard it
- 7:13was to be a Christian.
- 7:14>> Loren: How interesting.
- 7:15>> Susan: And it was interesting. And I have learned
- 7:18over the years that my friend Susan had it more,
- 7:22More right than I did at the time. So,
- 7:24um, you know, I know now that, uh, it's not
- 7:27an easy thing to be a Christian. And I think even in
- 7:30the climate that we're living in
- 7:33now, uh, truly being a follower of
- 7:36Christ and being a disciple
- 7:39is very challenging and,
- 7:41um, especially in the church today.
- 7:44So, um, I know that's true, but,
- 7:47ah, I think that's
- 7:50really where I want to stop there. You know, I can go on and on
- 7:52and on and talk about a spiritual journey that led
- 7:55me into ministry. I was very, very
- 7:58grateful for all the doors that opened to
- 8:01me so that I would be able to pursue that,
- 8:04um, especially by working as a church secretary
- 8:07at Bright Divinity School. And one of the benefits of working
- 8:09there was full tuition, husband and I to
- 8:12finish our. We got married really early and
- 8:15we dropped out of school. And then we were able to complete our
- 8:18undergraduate degrees, um, based on
- 8:21that. And then God had me. I say God
- 8:24had me at Bright Divinity School working so that I could
- 8:27see women going into ministry and then
- 8:30opening the doors for me to do that. So I am
- 8:32incredibly grateful for the journey and
- 8:35all the changes, um, that have happened in my
- 8:38life as I've been involved in this odd and wondrous
- 8:40calling of ministry.
- 8:43>> Loren: Yeah, that's a good way of saying it. Share if you're
- 8:45willing.
- 8:46>> Susan: There's a book written by that title.
- 8:48>> Loren: Yeah, yeah. Share, if you're willing, any
- 8:51thoughts on spiritual practices that are meaningful for you,
- 8:54you're willing to share.
- 8:56>> Susan: Okay, so, um, let
- 8:59me just say this. Uh, I was
- 9:02at a meeting, it was a boundaries training meeting
- 9:05with other ministers. I think there were probably a couple hundred
- 9:08people and we were sit
- 9:10roundtables because that very question was asked,
- 9:13what do you do to take care of yourself
- 9:16spiritually? What are the, what are the practices that you
- 9:19do? And around this whole table everybody was
- 9:22talking about, you know, oh, I get
- 9:24up and I meditate and I go,
- 9:27you know, I go for a run, I do this, I do that.
- 9:30And when it got to me, I said, well,
- 9:34every day I have a little bit of chocolate and a
- 9:37little bit of wine. And those are spiritual
- 9:40practices. But not, not only that, of
- 9:43course. Um, I love
- 9:46spending quiet time with God. I love
- 9:48communing with nature, I love journaling,
- 9:52I love, um, reflecting on stuff that I
- 9:54read. Um, so these are daily
- 9:57practices every single day, um, that I'm
- 10:00involved in and really get a lot out of it.
- 10:03Uh, I work with a spiritual director
- 10:06and that's probably one of the most life changing things that I
- 10:09have done in the last several years.
- 10:12But, um, uh, she,
- 10:15um, keeps me grounded and continues to ask
- 10:18probing questions that I often, because of
- 10:21the work that I do that focuses on everybody else, I don't focus
- 10:24on myself as much. And so I have found
- 10:27that to be quite rewarding.
- 10:30>> Loren: Yeah, that's great. Thanks for sharing all that.
- 10:33Well, we're here to talk with Susan today,
- 10:36sort of as an extension of the
- 10:38Remind and Renew conference that took place in Phillips
- 10:41Seminary. I was pleased to be there in person
- 10:44and got to speak with Susan's uh,
- 10:48co speaker. What would be the word, one of your
- 10:51colleagues?
- 10:52>> Susan: Yes, Dr. Uh, Rita Nakashima
- 10:55Brock, who we co host a, uh,
- 10:58podcast, a limited podcast. And we've done some
- 11:01work on moral injury over the years.
- 11:03>> Loren: So the Phillips Seminary reminded Renew conference
- 11:06this year was centered on the theme
- 11:09of seeking wisdom and
- 11:11understanding in troubling times.
- 11:14And with my conversation
- 11:17with Dr. Brock, we kind of just talked through
- 11:19that theme. And I kind of wanted to do the same
- 11:22thing here today. Obviously, as I mentioned,
- 11:25ah, before we started recording, I think this is important.
- 11:28This will air sometime after,
- 11:31obviously, as we are already past it. But when I
- 11:34recorded with Dr. Brock, we were just before
- 11:37the presidential inauguration. Now we are,
- 11:40we're into it and this will be aired, you
- 11:43know, some weeks or perhaps months after.
- 11:46So I think in many ways that's Shifted,
- 11:49um, the national mood in some ways.
- 11:52So I want to start with. So I want to start with
- 11:55this. Um, let's
- 11:57reflect, if you can, as you
- 12:00think about troubling times.
- 12:04You're a pastor. You've been leading a
- 12:07church community for many years.
- 12:12What, uh, have you seen that's
- 12:15perhaps unique about our current
- 12:17context? What do you think is the same?
- 12:20What are you seeing, perhaps, in your congregants that
- 12:24feels different? Share. Feel free to
- 12:26respond to what strikes you.
- 12:28>> Susan: Yeah, I was,
- 12:30um. I was just thinking
- 12:32about that. I was, uh. Earlier today,
- 12:35I, uh, was getting, um, off on Fridays,
- 12:38and so I was getting all my chores done, uh, personal
- 12:41chores done, and one of them was getting my nails done. That's
- 12:44my guilty pleasure, you know, kind of thing. But,
- 12:47um, the person who owns the nail
- 12:50salon is from Cambodia,
- 12:52and nobody was in the. This was
- 12:55interesting. Nobody was in there except the two of us.
- 12:58And she's been my nail, um,
- 13:01person for a long time. And
- 13:04she was talking with me about,
- 13:07um, uh,
- 13:10our governor, actually, in Kentucky is Andy
- 13:13Brashear, who is part of our
- 13:16denomination, uh, Christian Church Disciples of Christ. Shout
- 13:19out. She brought him up as somebody
- 13:21who really cares about people.
- 13:24>> Loren: Yeah.
- 13:24>> Susan: And, um, and she said, I'm so thankful
- 13:27for he. He cares about me.
- 13:30And I said, yes, he does. And I know him
- 13:33personally, and he is a man of faith, and he
- 13:35really. He really believes that each human being
- 13:38is worthy of dignity and. And
- 13:41respect. And she, um, said,
- 13:44I'm just. I'm just unrattled
- 13:47right now because I feel like I'm not
- 13:49safe.
- 13:50>> Loren: Yeah.
- 13:51>> Susan: And she said, um, well, she
- 13:54was robbed a couple of months ago from
- 13:56home, and there's not been as many
- 13:59people coming in the nail salon. So she's worried about.
- 14:02She's worried about her business, but she's also
- 14:05worried about, uh, people like
- 14:07herself that come from a different ethnicity that may be
- 14:10targeted in some way. She's totally
- 14:13legally here in the United States. She
- 14:16said, I understand getting people who are dangerous
- 14:19off the streets. She said, but
- 14:22this is not good. Um, this is not the kind
- 14:25of America that I thought I was coming to.
- 14:28And, um, so I
- 14:31took some time just to be with her,
- 14:34to affirm her and
- 14:37in our local congregation. As a pastor
- 14:40of this congregation, which is an
- 14:42amazing, amazing, um, congregation
- 14:45been in existence for almost 200
- 14:48years, um, @ the
- 14:51beginning of the Stone Campbell movement. And,
- 14:53um, 1831 actually was when it was established. Uh,
- 14:57but the church's DNA
- 14:59has always been. Always been
- 15:02about serving the community. And
- 15:05so we are Involved, um, in some
- 15:08amazing kinds of ministries, um,
- 15:11to people who are marginalized,
- 15:14um, the unhoused. We have a shower
- 15:16ministry, um, that goes on with them,
- 15:19um, with those that are,
- 15:22um, food insecure. We have a 247
- 15:24outdoor pantry as well as a huge
- 15:27distribution a couple times a month that we make,
- 15:30um, we have a health clinic, um, once a month that
- 15:33goes on with, um. But we have lots of community
- 15:35partners, nonprofit community partners,
- 15:39um, that make these, um, ministries
- 15:41possible. And, um, there is
- 15:44anxiety about all of
- 15:47the, you know, all the cuts that are being made. We are
- 15:50grant generated and a lot of the partners that we
- 15:53work with are grant generated. And
- 15:56we're concerned for the least of
- 15:59these, um, because our
- 16:02little church, um, which
- 16:04operates a big. A big ministry, um,
- 16:07is not able to do that on. On tithes and
- 16:10offerings. Yeah. And so we
- 16:13are, um. I think there's a lot of concern about
- 16:15that. Our congregation is a
- 16:18diverse community. Um, we do not
- 16:21all think the same way. We are not all on
- 16:24the same political persuasion.
- 16:27Um, and yet we are very, very
- 16:30clear about the kind of mission that we have
- 16:33that we're called to. And
- 16:36so these are all challenging times
- 16:39that we're living in. And as I said to, uh,
- 16:42Rita shortly after the
- 16:44election that I think that, uh, even before
- 16:47we saw what's happened since the inaugur,
- 16:51um, that we have our work cut out for us as we are
- 16:54looking toward the future, um,
- 16:56with moral, uh, injury
- 17:00happening in lots of different ways.
- 17:02>> Loren: Yeah, I appreciate you sharing all that.
- 17:05I'm struck by kind of what you said, and I'm going to get his
- 17:08name wrong. So forgive me. And disciples of Christ
- 17:11at large, forgive me. Bashir. Bashar.
- 17:14>> Susan: Bashir.
- 17:15>> Loren: Bashir. Okay, Governor
- 17:17Bashir. Yes, I think
- 17:20that's striking. What you shared,
- 17:25how he's being perceived, is that he cares about
- 17:28other people. I think we're. I feel like.
- 17:31I think what's most troubling to me
- 17:34about our current time and place is it feels
- 17:36like caring for people is, like, considered.
- 17:39I mean, in some circles, folks are saying
- 17:42empathy is a sin, which is, I mean,
- 17:46mind bogglingly preposterous.
- 17:49And I'm also struck by what you shared about your
- 17:52church. You said, if I heard you
- 17:55correctly, your church is not a church that they all vote
- 17:58the same way, but they have agreed, uh, to
- 18:01be clear on mission and service to
- 18:03others, which, again, I think is
- 18:06striking. So do you want to share more
- 18:08about, um, how that, that kind of
- 18:11ethos has come to be and how you've helped foster that.
- 18:13>> Susan: Thanks for asking that question because I think it's an important
- 18:16one. Um, I have been ah,
- 18:19lead pastor at Florence christian now for 10 years
- 18:23and when we came to the
- 18:26church, um,
- 18:27uh, we
- 18:30recognized pretty quickly that the church uh,
- 18:33had gone through a time of
- 18:36questioning uh, what their existence was about and that kind of
- 18:39thing. So we really worked very, on the
- 18:42first year to 18 months on
- 18:44mission to get clarity about
- 18:47what it was that God was calling us to be and
- 18:50do and our why, what
- 18:53was our reason for existence. We also
- 18:56developed a set of core values that
- 18:58guide us. Uh, so our mission is that
- 19:01we celebrate God's welcome table of abundant
- 19:04love, grace and acceptance. Um,
- 19:07it's the. It's just the ethos
- 19:10that we live out of and um, so that
- 19:13has opened the doors really wide
- 19:16to a great diversity of people
- 19:19coming in that they, you know, they're welcome, they're
- 19:22received, they're loved and um, we
- 19:25really embrace that. Um, the core
- 19:27values that we have are to welcome
- 19:30radically and serve
- 19:32boldly and form faith every
- 19:35day. Um, we cannot do
- 19:38the first two unless we are forming our faith.
- 19:41And that is the well out of which we can
- 19:44welcome radically without um,
- 19:47barriers to people, no matter where they come from.
- 19:50If we've got somebody who's in our shower ministry
- 19:52that um, has come in,
- 19:55comes into the church, they're just as much a part of our family
- 19:58as anybody else. Um, we became
- 20:01open and affirming that that whole thing led us to
- 20:04the LBGTQ community to open right our
- 20:06doors as well as people who
- 20:09are maybe more conservative
- 20:12politically and everybody has a place
- 20:15at the table and um,
- 20:18so we live by those core values.
- 20:21We live by that mission and that
- 20:24has informed how we have developed the ministries
- 20:27that we've been involved in. Now we've had a major
- 20:30childcare ministry for over 40 years,
- 20:33um, one of the largest in Kentucky,
- 20:36um, nonprofit. We have
- 20:39recovery, uh, groups that meet. Those were all going on
- 20:42before we came. But the food ministries, the homeless
- 20:45ministries, um,
- 20:48um, we have 40 community partners
- 20:51that um, provide services so that when somebody comes
- 20:54to get a shower or get food from us, that we have
- 20:57ways of connecting them with resources that will
- 21:00help them to m, move out of um,
- 21:03homelessness into you know,
- 21:05um, what we would consider more
- 21:08um, stable, uh living.
- 21:11And um. And so they
- 21:13come to, they come to our place,
- 21:16these community partners and we connect
- 21:19them with each other. So um, there's
- 21:22lots and lots of partnerships. We do not, when
- 21:25we serve 15, uh, hundred people through
- 21:28our food ministry distribution twice a
- 21:31month um, we open, uh, that
- 21:34opportunity for service to anybody who
- 21:36wants to help us. And that's the
- 21:39only way we could do what we do is through
- 21:42recognizing our partnerships with each other.
- 21:45>> Loren: Yeah.
- 21:47So I'm thinking about this. You've been at your church, you said,
- 21:5010 years thereabouts. Right. I mean, that's a long time.
- 21:53I'm sure you've seen your fair share
- 21:56of conflict and division in the church as much
- 21:58as you've tried to try
- 22:01to lead. Well, I'm curious again, as we think
- 22:04about troubling times.
- 22:07Even if you want to reflect on your own, within your
- 22:10own community, there are troubling times within your own community.
- 22:13How have those values and being
- 22:15clear on mission helped? Because I feel like
- 22:18this is. I feel like in many ways this is kind of what is a
- 22:21big, humongous divide.
- 22:24Divide is not the right word. But barrier. I don't know what the right word is in
- 22:27our nation is. There's no kind of clear
- 22:30moral guidelines about what should direct
- 22:33our actions in future. How is. How have you
- 22:35seen those clear mission and clear values
- 22:38help lead your community through
- 22:41conflict and division?
- 22:42>> Susan: Yeah. And I want to say, um, I did
- 22:45a leadership, uh, thing on
- 22:48conflict because, uh, George, uh,
- 22:50Bullard, uh, wrote a book called Every
- 22:53Congregation Needs a Little Conflict because
- 22:56conflict actually provides the opportunity
- 22:59for growth to happen. And
- 23:02I love, to use the metaphor of a butterfly,
- 23:05um, has. Starts as a caterpillar is
- 23:08in a cocoon and has to fight to get
- 23:11out of that cocoon. And that fight is
- 23:14what provides the wings
- 23:17to fly. And if you cut that,
- 23:20if you don't. If you don't go through.
- 23:23Will never develop its wings. And so,
- 23:25um, we. We certainly have had conflict.
- 23:28And I would say one of the. One of the challenges.
- 23:31And we'll talk about this maybe a little bit later too.
- 23:34Um, I think for the North American church, and probably
- 23:37churches all the world is. When we went
- 23:40through Covid, it changed
- 23:43us. And there's. And it. It
- 23:46decreased our size. And it was,
- 23:48you know, we. We still have lots of people
- 23:51who join us on Sunday mornings, and we don't see them at
- 23:54church.
- 23:55>> Loren: Right.
- 23:55>> Susan: And. And there are things that have
- 23:58happened. Um, there are
- 24:00troubling things that have happened as a result of
- 24:03that. Um, a couple of things on both
- 24:06sides. So for the people who are staying at
- 24:08home, there's this disconnect in
- 24:11some ways, um, and loneliness,
- 24:15um, that doesn't happen when
- 24:18you. Hopefully when you're gathering in small groups at
- 24:20least, and connecting with each other in
- 24:23person. Um, it Also
- 24:26has meant, ah, uh,
- 24:29decreasing in sizes of giving and
- 24:31those kinds of things which have created,
- 24:34um, the challenges that we're
- 24:37facing. What we try to do is to be nimble with that
- 24:40and to say, okay, God, what
- 24:42is it that we can do? Are there things that we need
- 24:45to, um, let go of so that we can take on
- 24:48something different? Um,
- 24:51and that's the. I would say that's a
- 24:54huge challenge for us. Um,
- 24:57but not to be afraid of conflict.
- 24:59And we certainly have, uh. We've gotten in.
- 25:02What, uh, what was his name? Uh,
- 25:05John. Good Trouble.
- 25:08I'm having a meeting.
- 25:09>> Loren: Oh, yeah, I can't think of the.
- 25:11>> Susan: Author either, but yeah, from Georgia. From Georgia.
- 25:14Yeah. He passed away. But yeah, we've gotten into some good
- 25:16trouble. John Lewis. John Lewis. Thank
- 25:19you.
- 25:20>> Loren: Yeah.
- 25:21>> Susan: Yeah, we've gotten into good trouble
- 25:24before with, um, you know, uh,
- 25:27last year we had very, very
- 25:29dangerous cold weather. We've had it again this year.
- 25:33Um, and we wanted to offer
- 25:35space for people to
- 25:38come in out of the cold. And we were
- 25:41told we were not zoned to do that. You know, and
- 25:44so we've been. We've been struggling, um, with
- 25:47our. Our, uh, city and county
- 25:50to. To find ways to work together so
- 25:53that no one dies.
- 25:55>> Loren: Yeah.
- 25:56>> Susan: That there are. There are ways in which we can
- 25:59work together on that. And that is continuing to be
- 26:02a struggle for us. Um,
- 26:04and part of. I think it's
- 26:07just part of the cost of discipleship too.
- 26:10Right.
- 26:11>> Loren: Yeah. And I appreciate you say that. This idea
- 26:14of a good conflict. Because I think there can be this sense
- 26:17of we want to avoid conflict at all costs. And
- 26:20I think getting to the
- 26:23broader picture, I feel like that's been somewhat problematic
- 26:26about our culture at large.
- 26:29Right. It's, uh, almost like this. This. Like we
- 26:32can't ever talk about anything controversial. Like we can't talk religion,
- 26:35can't have politics. And then it comes to the point where,
- 26:37like, when it does come out, it's just like all anger and vitriol
- 26:40because it's kind of these blowing the top type
- 26:42conversations is that.
- 26:44>> Susan: Yeah, yeah, I totally agree.
- 26:47And I. I think
- 26:50we are, especially in the church
- 26:53where we love. We want to
- 26:55be unified. And
- 26:58so sometimes we avoid those hard
- 27:00conversations. And I am certainly.
- 27:03I'm a two on the Enneagram, so I'm a people pleaser. And I'm wanting
- 27:06everybody to, uh, love me. So
- 27:09that's one of the challenges that I have had a personal
- 27:12growth over my life is to find ways
- 27:14of being in conversation and even in
- 27:17conflict. Um, in healthy ways
- 27:20so that we can. Can find
- 27:23commonalities, we can respect each
- 27:26other, and we can grow.
- 27:29All of us can grow through doing that.
- 27:32>> Loren: Yeah, I appreciate you sharing that. I
- 27:35appreciate you sharing that.
- 27:36I want to kind of shift gears here toward the
- 27:39seeking wisdom and understanding. But I'm curious.
- 27:43You mentioned those three core values of welcoming, serving,
- 27:46and forming. But what struck
- 27:49me as, uh, most interesting is you said
- 27:51your church can't welcome and serve before they're
- 27:54formed. I want to hear more about that.
- 27:57>> Susan: Yeah, I want to. So. And this is where
- 27:59we, uh, our church has that service
- 28:02DNA. They love. They absolutely love
- 28:05service. In fact, we end our worship services
- 28:08every single week with the mantra,
- 28:11the worship is over. Now the service begins. And
- 28:14so we say that, uh, you know, the
- 28:17worship leader, or I will say, the worship is over and the
- 28:19people shout it out. Now the service begins.
- 28:22>> Loren: That's great.
- 28:23>> Susan: The weak link for many people
- 28:26is that they're so much into
- 28:29service or so much into social justice or so
- 28:32much that, uh, not having the
- 28:35faith balance, the forming faith every
- 28:38day and that kind of thing,
- 28:41it makes us lopsided. And so,
- 28:44uh, what I want to say to folks, and we just did a
- 28:47series on shalom, finding shalom, that it
- 28:50begins with finding peace with God.
- 28:53Then we find peace with ourselves. And
- 28:56only after we find peace with God and peace with
- 28:58ourselves can we find peace with each other.
- 29:01And so out of that, think about,
- 29:04think about that in terms of conflict.
- 29:07Because many times when we get. When we have
- 29:10differences of opinion, we want to
- 29:12preserve, you know, or put
- 29:15our opinion out there as the right
- 29:18one. And, um,
- 29:21when we have done that work ahead of time, when I meet
- 29:23with somebody that I don't know,
- 29:26it makes me at least be
- 29:29mindful that this is another human being
- 29:31loved by God beyond measure,
- 29:34created in the image of God. And even
- 29:37though I might disagree
- 29:40with every single thing that person says, they
- 29:43still have value, they still have
- 29:45dignity. And, um, I need to
- 29:48treat them that way. Um, so,
- 29:51yeah, that's what I mean when I talk about forming
- 29:54faith every day, is that
- 29:56spirituality has, uh,
- 29:59to be the center of where we come
- 30:02from.
- 30:03>> Loren: Yeah, I'm appreciating that for two reasons. One is I
- 30:05kind of reflect on the state
- 30:08of young men in our nation
- 30:11and how so many kind of moving hard,
- 30:14right? And
- 30:17as I reflect as the next generation of men,
- 30:19I want better for them. And I'm thinking
- 30:22a so many of them, I feel like, were the ones who were kind of
- 30:25marching in the Black Lives Matter. 4,
- 30:285, 6, whatever that was years ago.
- 30:31And it seems like without a foundation, they
- 30:34have been kind of swayed. Otherwise
- 30:36opposite. And then two. I think the other thing that
- 30:39I imagine you can agree with is I think
- 30:42without kind of, like you said, that foundation of
- 30:45this is an image of God
- 30:47bearer. There can be this kind of like, win at
- 30:50all costs mentality. I mean, I just saw
- 30:53this, this video this morning of some. Someone
- 30:56who's famous going viral on YouTube for
- 30:58like, being mean to conservatives.
- 31:01Like, like. And I'm just like, what. What are we doing here? Like, how
- 31:04is that going to win anybody over?
- 31:06>> Susan: It will not. It will not.
- 31:10>> Loren: Yeah.
- 31:11>> Susan: And we have to realize,
- 31:14I mean, and I don't even think even when Jesus was being
- 31:17critical of others,
- 31:20especially the religious leaders who thought they had it all
- 31:23together, um,
- 31:26I don't think he acted ever out of
- 31:29a disrespect for
- 31:31humanity or their
- 31:33humanness. I mean,
- 31:36I think my interpretation of
- 31:39what he did was always, always about getting people
- 31:42to understand that living
- 31:45in relationship with God, relationship with each
- 31:48others has to be based on
- 31:51love.
- 31:53>> Loren: Do you think that's. I mean, do you think you. I'm, um, writing down the
- 31:56words living in relationship, relation,
- 31:59ship, trying to spell that here. Do you
- 32:02think that's like, do you think that's an essential
- 32:05element of it, is living in relationship with
- 32:08people? Because again, I'm going back to your church, your
- 32:11church community. Like, like you said, you have people in relationship
- 32:14with one another who may vote differently, but, uh,
- 32:17because they are in relationship with one another, they have a
- 32:20common mission to serve and love others.
- 32:23>> Susan: Yes. It's all about
- 32:27my understanding of the
- 32:29gospel, of the
- 32:32Christian life. Discipleship. That
- 32:35is it. That is the basis of it.
- 32:38And love is expressed through respect.
- 32:42And I can challenge someone and
- 32:45respect them at the same time as a
- 32:48person.
- 32:51And we can have, uh. I can have
- 32:54a conversation. I'm thinking about a couple people in my
- 32:56congregation who. We are very much
- 32:59on different sides of the political spectrum
- 33:02and we love each other. And I can have a
- 33:04conversation with them and ask them questions
- 33:07and let them ask me questions.
- 33:10>> Loren: Yeah.
- 33:11>> Susan: Why, why do you. Yeah, tell me more
- 33:14about where you are coming from so I can
- 33:16understand, um, Stephen Covey and the
- 33:19seven habits of Hol. Effective people says, seek first to
- 33:22understand, then be understood.
- 33:26Um, and I think that that is really, really
- 33:28key. Um, and that
- 33:31kind of, um, in terms of the work that Rita
- 33:34and I are doing kind of fits
- 33:37in with that. Um, because
- 33:40part, uh, of what we do with moral injury work
- 33:43is, uh, focus on
- 33:46listening Listening rather than
- 33:48fixing the other person
- 33:51to listen well. And
- 33:54um, you were able to experience a little bit of
- 33:57that, um, at the Renew and Remind
- 34:00conference through our fishbowl experience.
- 34:02But when I have healing circles in my
- 34:05congregation, uh, which we've had several of them
- 34:08over the years, one of the things that I
- 34:11keep being amazed by is,
- 34:14is uh, in
- 34:17congregations most of the
- 34:19time you think about um, people who come to
- 34:22worship. How you doing? Oh, I'm doing great. How are
- 34:25you doing? You know, it's this little, little thing.
- 34:28And um, very rarely
- 34:31will people take the time to be
- 34:36transparent, um, maybe about how they're really
- 34:38doing. So in
- 34:41these healing circles that we have done as a pilot
- 34:44project of
- 34:46um, how to
- 34:49heal, uh, from moral injury,
- 34:53um, we um, are very, very
- 34:56cognizant that we tend not to
- 34:59listen. Well, yeah, because
- 35:02we're thinking about the next thing we want to say to that
- 35:05person. And so, so
- 35:08in the healing circle you do not get to
- 35:11speak, you do not get to refer to what
- 35:14somebody else has said. You only speak your thing,
- 35:17your truth. And as you're
- 35:19listening in the rest of the
- 35:21circle, the um, non
- 35:24verbal affirmation of putting your hand
- 35:27over your heart, nodding your head,
- 35:29doing those things, you are
- 35:32focusing on that person and they are feeling hurt. But
- 35:35the beautiful thing for me, as one
- 35:38who tends not to listen very well, I'm thinking about that
- 35:41next thing I want to say to you, um, but it
- 35:44gives me that space to
- 35:46listen and to recognize
- 35:49the image of God in that other person that's
- 35:52sharing a really hard thing and
- 35:55um, being able to empathize with where they
- 35:58are.
- 36:00>> Loren: I want to stay on. This is sort of off topic,
- 36:02but I think it fits in. I want to stay on this healing
- 36:05circle, uh, because Susan
- 36:08is describing something that they led
- 36:11at Remind and Renew, kind of, kind of put into
- 36:14practice a healing circle. So maybe, I
- 36:17guess real quick, just describe it. But what I want
- 36:20to come back to is. So just real quick describe like the, the
- 36:23ins and outs of it and then I want a follow up question.
- 36:26>> Susan: Right. So let me just say that
- 36:29we developed. I've developed
- 36:32this project out of a sabbatical
- 36:34project that I had with the Louisville Institute,
- 36:38um, entitled, um, Moral
- 36:40Injury A Catalyst for Reform.
- 36:43And the idea was, um, for those of
- 36:46us who have
- 36:49a working definition of moral injury, um,
- 36:52it is very, very. Rita
- 36:54will define it much better than I do,
- 36:57but um, the way that I describe moral injury is
- 37:00participating or witnessing
- 37:02something that happens that takes us beyond our
- 37:05moral compass, that
- 37:08creates harm and so
- 37:11um, we know this
- 37:14veterans um, come back from war, they've been
- 37:17commanded to do something like kill a non combatant or
- 37:19they've had um, you know, they come back with
- 37:22survivor guilt or whatever it is, but it is a
- 37:25moral injury that often they don't
- 37:28talk about with anyone else. It leads to a higher
- 37:31rate of suicide. And then during
- 37:33COVID we saw this breaking out
- 37:36in the general population,
- 37:39um, because doctors were having to make decisions about
- 37:42who was going to go on life support and who wasn't.
- 37:44And families were not able to be with their loved ones
- 37:47when they were dying. And pastors were not
- 37:50able to go into hospitals and hold the hand of somebody who was
- 37:53dying. I mean all of us had
- 37:56this distress and injury that it
- 37:59was going on. So part of my project
- 38:02was to look at the healing
- 38:05ministry of Jesus as a metaphor for
- 38:07leading us out of this moral
- 38:10injury. And so
- 38:13uh, where churches in the United States have focused so much
- 38:16on church growth and those kinds of things,
- 38:19what I wanted to say is maybe this is
- 38:22a time in which the church is being called back to
- 38:25healing ministry. Healing
- 38:27ministry. And so we
- 38:30developed these what we called healing circles.
- 38:33We call them also talking circles or we call them
- 38:36soul repair circles. They're all the same.
- 38:39Um, and I really benefited from um,
- 38:42Rita and what she was doing with the
- 38:45Volunteers of America online program as
- 38:48well as another um, circle
- 38:50ministry out of ah, with a UCC
- 38:53pastor. Retired pastor up in Northern
- 38:56Ohio, had been working with veterans
- 38:58for 15 years at the time and um,
- 39:01so learning from them
- 39:04but to create something that would be
- 39:07um, an opportunity for people to come in
- 39:10and talk about that
- 39:12stuff. So creating a circle, very
- 39:15ritualized, everything is
- 39:18um, prayed over before a group
- 39:21walks into a room and it's all set up in a certain
- 39:24way and we have symbols in
- 39:27the um, in the room
- 39:30and um, we might have a cross, we might
- 39:33have a shell, um,
- 39:35that we put anointing oil in. And people can anoint themselves.
- 39:38So it's just you know, creating that space.
- 39:42And um, when people come in they have to be
- 39:44quiet and they have to listen. And we have
- 39:47a stone that we allow people
- 39:50to um, hold and tell their
- 39:53story. There will usually be a prompt at the
- 39:56beginning of the session.
- 39:59So I might ask, I um, might
- 40:01ask someone or everyone to write, take
- 40:047 minutes, 10 minutes to write down, write a
- 40:07letter to someone who they have unfinished,
- 40:10uh, emotional business with. That's one of the prompts that
- 40:13we using. And it's powerful.
- 40:16Yeah, um, because a lot of
- 40:18times and trying to use different
- 40:21ways, um, with the senses and different ways to get people
- 40:24in touch with what's going on in their soul.
- 40:27Um, but one of the things that I love about
- 40:30healing circles is it gives permission.
- 40:33And you would be
- 40:35amazed at what people will share
- 40:38in an environment that is confidential,
- 40:41that is, um, that nothing
- 40:44that is shared is off limits.
- 40:47They can share whatever they want to share, and
- 40:50they're fully acceptable.
- 40:51>> Loren: It.
- 40:53>> Susan: It's powerful. And, um. And people in our
- 40:55congregation. I have one. One guy who came in who had
- 40:58been, um, so much trauma
- 41:01in his childhood, and he's probably in his
- 41:04early 40s in. In therapy and has had lots
- 41:07and lots of. Of trauma that he's
- 41:10experienced. And he told me
- 41:13after being in a healing, he got more out of being in a
- 41:16healing circle than in all of the years
- 41:19that he'd been in there. Therapy, which is amazing to
- 41:22me.
- 41:22>> Loren: Yeah.
- 41:23>> Susan: Um, and truly a work of the spirit.
- 41:25>> Loren: Yeah.
- 41:26>> Susan: So anyway, we. What we're doing at
- 41:29this point is trying to help other congregations to
- 41:31know that, um, you know, these
- 41:34are tools we can provide. And
- 41:37hopefully, um, uh, lay
- 41:39people in the congregation lead these. I don't lead
- 41:42them. Um, so it's not one more thing on the pastor's
- 41:45plate to do that.
- 41:46>> Loren: Right.
- 41:47>> Susan: To equip the lay people to do that
- 41:49ministry.
- 41:51>> Loren: Yeah. Yeah. I think it's such an important
- 41:53tool. Things like this for a.
- 41:56Like, practically speaking, like, it doesn't have to just be the
- 41:59pastor and empowering lay folks, but creating
- 42:02spaces for understanding and wisdom
- 42:05communally. You know, I was remembering
- 42:08when you led this in
- 42:11Tulsa. I think that if I'm remembering
- 42:13correctly, the prompt was on a Habakkuk text.
- 42:17Do you remember the text? Text?
- 42:18>> Susan: Yeah, it was a. It was a lament from
- 42:21Hank, Chapter three, I think. I can't
- 42:24remember right now, but it. You know, even though the
- 42:26leaves wither and the. I mean, it's kind of like, I will
- 42:29trust in you, oh, God. I mean, no matter. No matter what
- 42:32happens in my life
- 42:35and how bad things may seem, I.
- 42:38Yet I will trust in you, and I will, you
- 42:41know, I will be yours, you know,
- 42:44kind of thing. And so it was an opportunity for
- 42:47people to think about the things, um, that. That they're
- 42:50lamenting at the moment. And, you know,
- 42:53so many times, um, in my
- 42:55ministry, people have said, I can't be
- 42:58angry with God.
- 43:00>> Loren: Right.
- 43:00>> Susan: Angry with God. And, um, you know,
- 43:03so I had this recently. My spiritual
- 43:06director asked me to do something on feelings. And
- 43:09I'm this person most of the time,
- 43:12but I'M also this person some of the time
- 43:16for listeners.
- 43:17>> Loren: There's a bright sun and then a red, angry
- 43:19sun.
- 43:20>> Susan: Red, angry sun. Yeah. Yeah.
- 43:22>> Loren: And.
- 43:22>> Susan: And the thing about it is, scripture says
- 43:25it's okay.
- 43:27>> Loren: Yeah.
- 43:27>> Susan: To complain. It is okay to tell
- 43:30God, because God's got, you
- 43:33know, got the capacity to take all of m.
- 43:35That. And, um. And it's not a statement
- 43:38of lack of faith in God. It's a great
- 43:41statement of faith in God when we bring
- 43:44our injuries and in our troubles
- 43:47to God. Um, so, yeah, I
- 43:50keep this up. I keep this up here in my office to kind of,
- 43:53you know, do a little. Little, uh, inventory of myself
- 43:56from time to time, just to say, hey,
- 43:59you know, I don't always. I'm not always going to be up. And that
- 44:02is okay.
- 44:03>> Loren: Yeah. And I think, uh, well, meant is such
- 44:06an important and neglected tool. And I'm just thinking,
- 44:09like, I was just an
- 44:11observer for that healing circle and was listening to
- 44:14Rebecca, excuse me, the Habakkuk text, and
- 44:17folks kind of interpreting that accordingly. And
- 44:20then a few weeks later, I was leading a small group at my
- 44:23church, and we were talking about joy and
- 44:26the Philippians text and the kind of
- 44:29the paradox of finding joy in the midst of
- 44:31challenge. And I remember the Habakkuk text, and I
- 44:34kind of, like, right then and there was kind
- 44:37of demonstrating it for the group. Uh, even though my commute was
- 44:40terrible, even though it's all this.
- 44:43And it was powerful for me even just to say that. And I
- 44:46think similarly for folks to hear
- 44:49that, and it's just such a wonderful
- 44:51example. Um, well,
- 44:54I'm grateful for this conversation. We do need to take a break
- 44:57and come back with some closing questions. So let's take a quick
- 45:00break, and we'll come back with some closing questions.
- 45:06All right. We're back with Reverend Dr. Susan
- 45:09Diamond. Thank you so much for this conversation.
- 45:12And, uh, I feel like we need to have, like. I feel like you need to send me,
- 45:15like, an image of the happy and mad son for the
- 45:18show notes. Okay, we'll do
- 45:21that for those who just listen and
- 45:24may want to see it. Um, okay. These closing
- 45:26questions always. We always tell folks, you can take these as seriously or
- 45:29not as you'd like to. If you're a pope for a day,
- 45:33what do you want to do?
- 45:35>> Susan: Okay, so, duh,
- 45:39talk to any female minister. I think they would say
- 45:42ordination of priests, Women priests, for
- 45:45sure. Yeah, absolutely. I guess if I got
- 45:48to be the Pope, that would already be a done thing. But,
- 45:51uh, just saying, maybe you're the first.
- 45:54>> Loren: Maybe you're the first, um, a
- 45:56theologian or historical Christian figure you'd want to
- 45:59meet or bring back to life.
- 46:01>> Susan: Yeah. Dietrich, uh. Bonhoeffer.
- 46:04Dietrich Bonhoeffer. I have always been
- 46:07fascinated with him, um, both
- 46:10for his, um, incredible
- 46:13faith and, uh,
- 46:16insight into what does it mean to
- 46:19be,
- 46:20uh, the community of
- 46:23faith, the confessing community,
- 46:25um, and his courage
- 46:28that he had to stand up against
- 46:31Hitler. Um,
- 46:34and I've also been fascinated with, you
- 46:38know, his. Because I consider myself a
- 46:40pacifist and I, uh, you know, that.
- 46:44What was it? I really want to understand what
- 46:46led him into being a part of
- 46:49the, you know, the resistance to the book that he was involved
- 46:52in conversations about assassination. You know,
- 46:55I just. Yeah, I would really love to have a
- 46:58conversation with him. I love his work, his. His
- 47:01books. Uh, the Cost of Discipleship
- 47:04is one of them. And the one on Community, I think,
- 47:07is Excell. Excellent as well. Yeah, yeah.
- 47:09I'd like. I'd like talk to Dietrich Bonhoeffer.
- 47:12>> Loren: Well, here's a loaded question if ever there was one. What
- 47:15do you think history will remember from our current time
- 47:18and place?
- 47:20>> Susan: Yep. Um, lots of
- 47:22fear, lots of anxiety over
- 47:25the future. Um, and I think,
- 47:28uh, I'm getting closer to
- 47:31retirement. Um, and of course,
- 47:34you know, wondering what the future will look
- 47:37like for someone like me. Um, so,
- 47:40personally, nationally, globally,
- 47:43um, you know, we're in the midst of great climate
- 47:46change and all of those things, so I think,
- 47:49um, you know, there's. I think fear and anxiety
- 47:52over the future is really
- 47:54palpable right now. Right.
- 47:58Yeah.
- 47:58>> Loren: Well, let's end on something.
- 48:00>> Susan: Like I said, like I said about Rita, you know, talking with
- 48:03Rita about this, I think that there's going to be a
- 48:06lot of work for us to do. Um,
- 48:08and I hope that we. That we will be able to do
- 48:11it, um, with regard to moral injury,
- 48:14because I think that's going to be part of it.
- 48:16>> Loren: Yeah.
- 48:17Unfortunately, let's end on something
- 48:20more positive. What do you hope for the future of
- 48:23Christianity?
- 48:24>> Susan: Okay. I think I
- 48:27hope at least three
- 48:29things.
- 48:30>> Loren: Yeah.
- 48:31>> Susan: The first would be to remember who
- 48:34we are as human beings.
- 48:36And we talked a little bit about that, um,
- 48:39with regard to being created in the image
- 48:42of God, beloved by God, and
- 48:45what love actually calls us to as
- 48:48followers of Jesus. So, um, when you
- 48:51say, um, you know, people
- 48:53even, you know, we see in the church this
- 48:56division that has happened in a making of
- 48:59enemies based on things that should
- 49:02not, uh, that should not be.
- 49:05Um. And so how can, uh,
- 49:08as followers of Christ,
- 49:10um, how can we move into the
- 49:13future with the values
- 49:16of Christ, Uh, the core values
- 49:19of Christ, which is all about love.
- 49:21And, you know, and I don't. I don't mean the kind of
- 49:24love that's the feel good love. I'm talking about the love that's
- 49:27the hard kind of love. Yeah,
- 49:29yeah, yeah.
- 49:31>> Loren: You've been married 46 years. You know something about hard love,
- 49:34right?
- 49:34>> Susan: I do. And, you know, here's. Okay, I'm going to tell
- 49:37you all this. This is great. My,
- 49:40um. Probably 20 years ago,
- 49:43I remember one of my aunts saying to
- 49:45me that as, um, she and
- 49:48her husband had been married
- 49:50longer, that a different kind of
- 49:53love emerged. And it was
- 49:56a. It was good. And I have to say, I have
- 49:59to say now I'm more in love with my husband now than I have
- 50:02ever been. And it's a different kind of love, and it's a
- 50:05deeper. And, um, so that gives
- 50:08me hope, um, you know, not just for
- 50:11my relationship with him, but as we
- 50:13focus on love, what, the
- 50:16hard stuff, um, how does that bring
- 50:19out about God's good in the world? So
- 50:22that's one thing. Um,
- 50:25the other is, let's see, three
- 50:27things. Okay. Um. Yeah, so we talked about
- 50:30renewing the ministry of healing, healing in the church.
- 50:33This. One of the things my hope for the future of
- 50:35Christianity is, is, you know,
- 50:38um, how do we move
- 50:40from church, uh, growth,
- 50:43which I understand, we want more people to know
- 50:46Christ. And we. If we're doing the things
- 50:49that we have, the values that Christ has,
- 50:52so. Sorry.
- 50:53>> Loren: It's okay.
- 50:54>> Susan: I was trying to stop that.
- 50:59Okay, I'm gonna turn it. Silenced
- 51:02on my phone. Apparently it synced with my
- 51:04computer, but the sec. Yeah, yeah. The second
- 51:07thing is, uh, renewing a ministry of healing. And
- 51:10then, um, as. As I am
- 51:12preparing over the next few years to
- 51:15retire, um, one of my. One of
- 51:18my real heart's desires and passions
- 51:21is, um, that God will call new
- 51:24spiritual leaders the
- 51:26church. And I have. I mean, I know that
- 51:29seminary enrollment's down, and I just. I just
- 51:32pray that God will bring the right
- 51:35people to ministry
- 51:38because it's a wonderful. It is a
- 51:40wonderful, hard,
- 51:43um, fantastic
- 51:46life. I have really loved what I have
- 51:49done. And, um, yeah, there have been lots of
- 51:51times of tears, and there's been lots of times of struggle,
- 51:54struggles. But overall, you know,
- 51:57I'm so thankful for the call to ministry
- 51:59that God's given me. So, um, I'm
- 52:02praying for new spiritual leaders to come in that have
- 52:05a heart for God and, you know,
- 52:08um, are really about the values,
- 52:11the core values of Jesus Christ.
- 52:13>> Loren: Yeah. Awesome.
- 52:16Well, you have a podcast, right? Uh,
- 52:19where can folks connect with you and the podcast? All the. That.
- 52:22>> Susan: Yeah. Um, so on the VOA volunteers, uh,
- 52:25of America website at the Shea Moral
- 52:28Injury center. Um, and now this is. You can
- 52:31get this podcast anywhere where you get podcasts, but if
- 52:34you want to go to their website you can also see
- 52:37the show notes and that kind of stuff. Um, but we have a
- 52:40podcast called Soul Repair After Moral
- 52:43Injury and it's um, co hosted
- 52:46by Rita and me and we talk
- 52:48with all kinds of people in
- 52:51this very limited six episode limited
- 52:54series. Um, we've talked about doing
- 52:57some more. We haven't yet, but, um, who knows
- 52:59what the future will um, will lead us
- 53:02to. Um, we also
- 53:05um, are envisioning a book
- 53:08that we will be writing for the church, specifically for the
- 53:11church on moral injury. Um, and so
- 53:14we hope that uh, that will be a blessing for the
- 53:17church in the future.
- 53:18Um, and some other stuff about
- 53:21me you can find out on our church's
- 53:24website@florencechristian.org
- 53:27Florence in Kentucky. Uh, there's
- 53:30a lot of Florence Christian churches around, so it's got to be the one in
- 53:33Kentucky. Also,
- 53:35uh, we've got a, the church has a Facebook
- 53:38page and we also have a YouTube channel.
- 53:41So uh, you can find sermons and,
- 53:44and um, meditations, uh,
- 53:47and daily devotions, those kinds of things on those
- 53:50channels. So um, feel free to check
- 53:53it out.
- 53:54>> Loren: Great. Great. Well, thanks so much for the conversation.
- 53:57Really appreciate your perspectives here. Something uh,
- 54:00we could do, folks should do more of we try to
- 54:03do here at this podcast. Leave folks with a word of
- 54:06peace. So may God's peace be with you.
- 54:09>> Susan: And with you you. God bless you.
- 54:18>> Loren Richmond: Thanks for joining us on the Future Christian Podcast.
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