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An Update From Jennie · I Choose Me with Jennie Garth

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Speaker 1: You're listening to I Choose Me with Jenny Garland. Hy, everybody,
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Speaker 1: welcome to I Choose Me. I wanted to hop on
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Speaker 1: and just give you guys an update because we've been
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Speaker 1: flooded with you know, text messages and dms, people worrying
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Speaker 1: about us, wondering how we're managing. So I just want
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Speaker 1: to give you an update on these horrific fires that
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Speaker 1: are happening here in southern California, and an update also
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Speaker 1: on the I Choose Me Live event. So I'm gonna
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Speaker 1: have my husband join me now because I don't know,
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Speaker 1: I just need them buy me right now. Hey baby, Hi.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's been a it's been a weird week, a
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Speaker 2: weird start to twenty five, right, let's say the least.
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Speaker 1: I thought this was going to be a good year.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, we are jumping into it, all the resolutions and
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Speaker 2: new beginnings and all that.
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Speaker 1: We thought this was going to be a great year.
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Speaker 1: We were going in strong and so excited for what
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Speaker 1: was to come, and then this just came out of nowhere.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, mother Nature, has you pivot on your normally scheduled program? Yeah?
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Speaker 1: Have you ever been in a situation like this, like
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Speaker 1: a natural disaster? No, no, make you've been in hurricanes before.
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Speaker 2: I grew up in Virginia Beach, Virginia and we went
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Speaker 2: through some hurricanes, but you know, I was you sleep
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Speaker 2: through them or you know nothing? Nothing this like, I mean,
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Speaker 2: it's catastrophic. It's almost like biblical like what's happening? And
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Speaker 2: it's still happening right now. It's you know, I mean,
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Speaker 2: it's not over. We have another windstorm coming next week,
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Speaker 2: and I think everyone's on edge.
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Speaker 1: Yeah hopefully. Why don't we start like, how did this
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Speaker 1: whole thing come into our life? Like on our radar?
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Speaker 1: I don't even remember what was the how it started?
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Speaker 2: Well, so, I you know, I know the news and
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Speaker 2: this was being predicted on Monday, and they were telling
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Speaker 2: us that it's going to be extreme winds and especially.
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Speaker 1: Where we live, and we were getting prepared for all
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Speaker 1: the strong wind warnings that we.
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Speaker 2: Were just we are remodeling, so we have some stuff
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Speaker 2: outside that we needed to tie down and kind of
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Speaker 2: get a hold of. And Tuesday afternoon, the winds were
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Speaker 2: picking up strong, and obviously the Palisades Fire had started,
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Speaker 2: and we were all kind of glued to that watching that,
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Speaker 2: not knowing I mean, I was reaching out to friends
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Speaker 2: that I know. I know you were as well and
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Speaker 2: giving us updates on Oh my children in school just
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Speaker 2: burned down. And then it was so far away but
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Speaker 2: so close, and it was about six o'clock. We had,
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Speaker 2: I think, we just ate kind of sitting around watching
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Speaker 2: the news, and then a chair flew by outside and
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Speaker 2: I thought to myself, wow, I didn't really tie down
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Speaker 2: everything sufficiently, and I walked outside. I looked up and
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Speaker 2: there was a fire and this was the Eating Canyon fire,
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Speaker 2: and which at the time, you know, probably five miles away.
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Speaker 1: We could see the flames though from our house it
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Speaker 1: was like one range, one hill over.
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Speaker 2: It felt like it felt like it was right next door.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, it was really scary, and so I think that's
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Speaker 1: when panic like set in.
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Speaker 2: Definitely panic set in. Came back in.
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Speaker 1: I was like, wait, I thought the fire was in
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Speaker 1: the Palisads. We're not close to the Palistads, so we're fine.
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Speaker 1: And then all of a sudden, and all of.
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Speaker 2: A sudden, Eating Kenyon broke out, which if anyone doesn't know,
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Speaker 2: it's close to Altadena. My business partner has a house
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Speaker 2: in Altadena. So I saw on the news that it
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Speaker 2: was Eating Canyon I immediately called him. He did not answer.
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Speaker 2: He sent me a text him and his wife or
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Speaker 2: literally down the street we are getting bags and we
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Speaker 2: will call you when we're safe. And so then that
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Speaker 2: caused us to kind of go into heightened right.
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Speaker 1: You know, what is wild is that all of our
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Speaker 1: daughters were here with us under this roof, because well
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Speaker 1: two of them live with us, but Luca had flown
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Speaker 1: in to help me with the I Choose Me Live event.
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Speaker 1: So it just happened that we were all here, which
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Speaker 1: is never I know, but that's it was such a
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Speaker 1: good thing. I think I felt a little secure, more
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Speaker 1: secure just knowing that they were all near me and
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Speaker 1: I could protect them.
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Speaker 2: We could protect them, and we hadn't been like that
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Speaker 2: since COVID.
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Speaker 1: When did we realize everything is such a blur, like
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Speaker 1: a timeline.
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Speaker 2: I can't, I think everybody because this is so fresh.
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Speaker 2: I think for everybody. I think we're all as a
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Speaker 2: city in a state of trauma, shock, shock, drama.
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Speaker 1: I feel numb. Everybody I have talked to you says
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Speaker 1: they just feel numb. And I can so relate because
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Speaker 1: you're so shocked, and then you just feel immobilized, and
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Speaker 1: like with fear.
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Speaker 2: And you want to help, and how can I help?
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Speaker 2: And so after I called my business partner, he told me,
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Speaker 2: we have a friend that lives another like probably on
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Speaker 2: another ridge that we are close to, and he was
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Speaker 2: given us updates. So basically he was a little closer.
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Speaker 2: He was a little closer. He could see it. He
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Speaker 2: saw that the wind direction was moving away from us.
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Speaker 2: But then later on at night, we know that it switched.
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Speaker 1: It switched. That's the thing that's so wild about these fires.
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Speaker 1: You're on one side of it, and you're a mile away,
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Speaker 1: two miles away, three miles away, and then all the
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Speaker 1: sudden the wind will swirl or switch and the wind
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Speaker 1: is just insane.
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Speaker 2: And on Tuesday night we had wind guts up to
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Speaker 2: eighty to ninety miles an hour.
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Speaker 1: So yeah, I felt like our house was going to
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Speaker 1: fly away, crumble, break every wall.
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Speaker 2: I thought all of our windows were going to explode.
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Speaker 1: Absolutely, So the kids were terrified.
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Speaker 2: Everybody was terrified. But we weren't getting We didn't get
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Speaker 2: an evacuation notice yet.
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Speaker 1: We were just sitting tight.
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Speaker 2: But we did start to prepare, so we did start
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Speaker 2: making bags. I got all the cars.
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Speaker 1: Well, you I think you were the first one to
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Speaker 1: start packing bags. Like I just was just like I
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Speaker 1: couldn't function. I was so freaked out.
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Speaker 2: Well, yeah, I had some people calling me and then
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Speaker 2: talking to you know, Johnny, and then you got all
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Speaker 2: our friend Kevin, and by that time it was you know,
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Speaker 2: a thirty nine, So we had grad we could gradually
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Speaker 2: start to prepare. We did, got to be around one o'clock.
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Speaker 2: The family, the girls, you everybody was getting pretty nervous. Still,
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Speaker 2: no evacuation we had had, like I don't know at
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Speaker 2: that time if we had a warning, but we were
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Speaker 2: definitely smelling smoke. You could see the fire warning. We
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Speaker 2: had a warning.
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Speaker 1: It wasn't like evacuation mandatory.
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Speaker 2: By yeah, that's right. And so you could start to
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Speaker 2: smell the smoke. You could start, you could definitely you
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Speaker 2: could see it the whole time. So we all made
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Speaker 2: a decision. We called Peter and we all made a
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Speaker 2: decision to go over there. I made a decision to
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Speaker 2: stay back and stay the night here because we do
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Speaker 2: have a sick dog, she's fourteen. We didn't want to
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Speaker 2: move her. So you and the girls, you all drove
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Speaker 2: separate and you went to Peter's.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, we took all the cards that we could and
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Speaker 1: left you one because you had filled up both of
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Speaker 1: the trucks.
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Speaker 2: I had both the trucks filled.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, and I was like ripping pictures off the walls.
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Speaker 1: Our walls are all still bare.
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Speaker 2: Hours later when we had we were fortunate to come
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Speaker 2: back to the house in the morning, but you all
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Speaker 2: spent the night at Peter's. I stayed here. I tried
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Speaker 2: to set an alarm for every two hours to keep updated.
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Speaker 2: I woke up at four o'clock in the morning and
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Speaker 2: seeing that, oh, from our window, I couldn't see any
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Speaker 2: actual fire. I could just see smoke. So I was like, oh,
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Speaker 2: that's a good thing because it was gone. And then
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Speaker 2: six point thirty in the morning I got a notification.
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Speaker 2: My friend reached out to me, who was on the
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Speaker 2: other side. He was like, we are leaving, We are
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Speaker 2: getting out of here. It's a little it's very close.
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Speaker 2: In my then we had had a full on evacuation.
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Speaker 2: Where we were that morning was a blur, just trying
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Speaker 2: to get everything situated and get everything out and get
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Speaker 2: to you while also, you know, it's surreal thinking that
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Speaker 2: you're not going to see your place ever again. And
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Speaker 2: that's why it's so it's so difficult because our house
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Speaker 2: did survive, and yeah.
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Speaker 1: Do you feel like I feel kind of like guilty,
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Speaker 1: a little bit of survivor guilt like that my house,
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Speaker 1: that our house survived. I feel so bad for everybody
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Speaker 1: who doesn't have a home now and everything is gone,
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Speaker 1: and I feel like, how can I possibly even be
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Speaker 1: happy again?
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Speaker 2: Like I feel terrible for you know, the Palisades, the
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Speaker 2: people that lost their home, but also the people that
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Speaker 2: maintained that home, and the plumbers, the pool people, the
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Speaker 2: cleaning services that now don't you know, they don't have
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Speaker 2: a job. So it's a trickle down effect that that
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Speaker 2: has just hit everybody in the city. And like I said,
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Speaker 2: it's it's still not done. It's a it's slow and
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Speaker 2: luckily right now this is Friday and we don't have
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Speaker 2: wind like we did.
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Speaker 1: But it's still so scary because new fires keep just
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Speaker 1: popping up in the most random places around the city.
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Speaker 1: When when that one in Hollywood on the Hollywood Hills
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Speaker 1: came up, that was terrifying because that is like Palisades,
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Speaker 1: another very very like densely populated area.
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Speaker 2: Because we had evacuated in the valley to Peters and so.
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Speaker 1: Now we once we were yeah, we were evacuated Peters,
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Speaker 1: and we thought, okay.
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Speaker 2: We're the next morning, and then.
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Speaker 1: And then and then it changed, like all of a sudden.
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Speaker 1: We were like, wait, we need to evacuate from our evacuated.
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Speaker 2: Right And then we you know, that morning, which was
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Speaker 2: Wednesday morning, around eleven, when I was back at Peters,
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Speaker 2: said hello, and we had watched the news and it
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Speaker 2: was still over by us, but it was you know,
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Speaker 2: they were getting they were switching the direction. So I said,
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Speaker 2: we have time to go come over here and get
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Speaker 2: some more stuff. That's when we came over here around
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Speaker 2: eleven thirty twelve.
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Speaker 1: Oh, that's when I read that's.
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Speaker 2: When you ripped off everything on the walls. And then
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Speaker 2: we got pictures in big chests and we loaded up
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Speaker 2: the truck and basically took I.
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Speaker 1: Mean what I want. There were some strange things like
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Speaker 1: what I was thinking in those moments because I was
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Speaker 1: I didn't know what to take when we.
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Speaker 2: First initially shocked, because we were trying to get everything
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Speaker 2: kind of going. I was doing sprinklers and stuff just
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Speaker 2: to kind of you know, embers were flying five miles
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Speaker 2: and we were a mile away from where this flame
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Speaker 2: was so you know, tried to saturate that, and you
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Speaker 2: were inside watering the plants.
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Speaker 1: I thought, if the plants they they're going to feel
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Speaker 1: sad from the fire and it's going to dry them out.
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Speaker 1: And I don't know, I wasn't even thinking.
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Speaker 2: I just think that that is another It's it's so
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Speaker 2: surreal what's happening, and you just.
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Speaker 1: In the in the panic moment, you know, you're.
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Speaker 2: In a house where you look outside and it's a
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Speaker 2: ominous glow of like fire and smoke, and it feels
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Speaker 2: like the fire's like right next to you.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's when I think I just start shaking
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Speaker 1: like uncontrollably. I could barely rip things off the walls.
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Speaker 1: My hands were trembling like so much, and I and
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Speaker 1: it was full blown sweating and panicking.
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Speaker 2: Also, it's just so odd that, you know, when we're
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Speaker 2: loading up the car, it's so quiet outside and.
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Speaker 1: It's just still, and it's just eerie, ash falling, so eery, soery.
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Speaker 1: I think I even went to the to the orange
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Speaker 1: tree and tried to take off oranges to save them.
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Speaker 1: I don't know.
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Speaker 2: Some the girls were like when we were loading the
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Speaker 2: truck and everybody was helping it was like, what are
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Speaker 2: those oranges in the back of the truck. I was like,
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Speaker 2: I don't My mom just picked like four oranges and
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Speaker 2: threw them in the back of the truck.
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Speaker 1: What did you think to take because it was kind
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Speaker 1: of like every man for himself. And I saw that
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Speaker 1: you had packed up some inches items as well.
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Speaker 2: What like what was interesting, like.
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Speaker 1: Your vintage Eagles sweatshirts and hats.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, well, like you throw oranges in the back of
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Speaker 2: the truck. I your brain is like, I don't know,
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Speaker 2: but I know that I don't want to lose this.
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Speaker 2: I don't want to lose this, and I don't want
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Speaker 2: to lose that.
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Speaker 1: And I took all our family pictures and memories, and
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Speaker 1: you took your your sweatshirts in.
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Speaker 2: Your head some vintage Eagle stuff that I couldn't get back. Well,
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Speaker 2: I helped you with the pictures.
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Speaker 1: You did you can. This is the thing. You were
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Speaker 1: so amazing because you don't ever ask or like judge
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Speaker 1: anything I do. Usually when the shit hits the fan
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Speaker 1: and stuff, you're like, tell me what to do, I'll
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Speaker 1: do it. You you were like a Sherpa from heaven,
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Speaker 1: schlipping everything, loading heavy things into the back of the truck, well,
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Speaker 1: organizing us and trying to keep us all calm.
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Speaker 2: Yeah. Well, in those situations, you know, your brain is
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Speaker 2: trying to rationalize it while also trying to be really
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Speaker 2: quick and aware of what's going on and the unknown
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Speaker 2: is it's crazy.
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Speaker 1: When you're in that feeling of adrenaline rushing through you
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Speaker 1: and you're scared and you just kind of pick random things.
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Speaker 1: But I went straight for the pictures and uh things
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Speaker 1: like that, and I didn't take clothes. I took one clothes,
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Speaker 1: one outfit. I don't even know, no underwear.
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Speaker 2: Well, look, there's the sound, Yeah I did you hear us?
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Speaker 2: Hear that sound, the fire sound, And there's an app
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Speaker 2: that everybody's been on and that like sound is seared
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Speaker 2: like a notification warning and where another fire is popped
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Speaker 2: up or what's going on here? But in true reflection
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Speaker 2: of grabbing things, yeah, just when you when you're in
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Speaker 2: that and you're trying to save what you need to save, right,
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Speaker 2: I guess there was really nothing we really needed to
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Speaker 2: save because we were already all saved. The girls were fine. Yeah,
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Speaker 2: you know, we were just getting convenient things.
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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you know, random, We had all the dog stuff.
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Speaker 1: That was the most important thing to us, I think,
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Speaker 1: and then the girls packed a bag.
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Speaker 2: I just you know, just also thinking about the people
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Speaker 2: who didn't have any time or the luxury. And it
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Speaker 2: was so quick and it was literally the perfect storm
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Speaker 2: in the Palisades. How that hit and then how it
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Speaker 2: hit an in canyon and even it when.
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Speaker 1: We were at Peter's house and we got that evacuation
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Speaker 1: warning for running his house. Yeah, when the running canyon
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Speaker 1: came up, that was terrifying, Like.
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Speaker 2: Well, everybody were right because it was close and you
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Speaker 2: were close to that because.
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Speaker 1: We were also like, where are we going to go? Now?
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Speaker 1: It's the next plan.
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Speaker 2: We had all gotten settled in. We all had a
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Speaker 2: family dinner together, which was really nice.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that was like a.
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Speaker 2: We have we had all never done that before.
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Speaker 1: Well we've done it, but this was not in his.
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Speaker 2: Home or not in our home.
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Speaker 1: I don't remember, but I feel.
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Speaker 2: Like it was nice. Lily, the Jack, the girls, we
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Speaker 2: ordered Chinese food. It was it was enjoyable in it
16:30
Speaker 2: for that brief moment we were not thinking about Yeah, we.
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Speaker 1: Turned off the news for a minute and just sat
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Speaker 1: as a family and tried to.
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Speaker 2: Have you know, some sort of you know, normalcy.
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Speaker 1: When we had Peter on the podcast and we really
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Speaker 1: opened up some new channels of communication and you know,
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Speaker 1: sort of had a kind of restart to what our
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Speaker 1: relationship should be. I think that was amazing and that
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Speaker 1: probably was the opening the door opening for us to
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Speaker 1: be comfortable enough to even ask him, can we come
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Speaker 1: and stay at your house? And without hesitation, he was
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Speaker 1: like absolutely, And we went there and all our family
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Speaker 1: was together. The girls, Luca, Lola, and Fiona were there,
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Speaker 1: He was there, lily Is Beyonce was there, and Jack
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Speaker 1: there almost their almost two year old son, and all
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Speaker 1: of our dogs. So we all just sort of they
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Speaker 1: we all just sort of really hunkered down and watched
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Speaker 1: the news together and it was together.
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Speaker 2: It was an enjoyable experience.
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Speaker 1: I told, uh, I don't know enjoyable, Like could anything
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Speaker 1: be enjoyable right now?
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Speaker 2: I mean, I think that with everything going on in
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Speaker 2: my brain, I was I was so grateful to be
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Speaker 2: in his place and be safe, be safe, and the
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Speaker 2: girls were safe and every but he was safe. It
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Speaker 2: was like, oh, okay, yeah, let's make the best of this.
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Speaker 2: I did ask you in bed, I was like, do
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Speaker 2: you feel weird? Sleeping in your ex husband's house.
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Speaker 1: I said, no, I really didn't at all. I didn't,
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Speaker 1: but I do. I have a confession to make.
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Speaker 2: I have a.
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Speaker 1: Confession to make. So he I guess Lily had made
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Speaker 1: some banana bread with chocolate chips in it, and it
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Speaker 1: wasn't just sitting there on the counter and nobody was
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Speaker 1: in the kitchen. So I kind of ate it all.
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Speaker 2: Sorry, guys, Well, she had me go back in there.
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Speaker 1: I had some and then I was.
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Speaker 2: Like, we stayed in the guest house was private, it's
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Speaker 2: like a back house. It was like a back house.
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Speaker 2: It was a garage converted into a bed. It might
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Speaker 2: smell like a campfire too, because all of our clothes
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Speaker 2: when we got back where we smelled like a campfire.
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Speaker 2: But they're all right.
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Speaker 1: So going back to the banana bat first second, I
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Speaker 1: know who eats the sweets and the banana breads in
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Speaker 1: that house. And his name's Peter. So I went back
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Speaker 1: later and I was like, hey, is there more banana bread?
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Speaker 1: And he's like no, I think I think he got eaten.
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Speaker 1: I've said who ate it all? And he was like,
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Speaker 1: I don't know, I don't know. I said, oh, I
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Speaker 1: know who ate it all and he gets up and
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Speaker 1: he walks out and he leaves the room. He goes
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Speaker 1: into the kitchen and I'm like, oh, okay, bye, and
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Speaker 1: he comes back in with the tiniest little saran wrap
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Speaker 1: back like wad, and it had literally one bite of
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Speaker 1: banana bread left in it, and he gave it to me.
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Speaker 1: You guys, he let me have the last bite that
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Speaker 1: he was hiding for himself.
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Speaker 2: That's so nice. I mean, that's so kind of him.
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Speaker 2: The girls were making fun of him because I walked
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Speaker 2: in from the guest house to get some water and
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Speaker 2: then peanut butter filled pretzels with chocolate on top, and
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Speaker 2: he's making a sandwich at eleven o'clock at night.
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Speaker 1: Yeah. I think we were all stressed eating.
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Speaker 2: Everybody was probably doing things that.
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Speaker 1: They I have no plan to I have no plan
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Speaker 1: to stop stress either.
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Speaker 2: I didn't be in there because I was trying to
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Speaker 2: go steal chocolate covered peanut butter bruds.
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Speaker 1: I was not only stress eating. I was stressed vacuuming.
20:15
Speaker 1: Is that I mean, I guess that's good for my heart.
20:18
Speaker 1: Like I was exercising in some way, but I vacuumed
20:22
Speaker 1: this entire house like four times, just because I didn't
20:26
Speaker 1: know what else to do.
20:27
Speaker 2: I think at one point I was like, I have
20:29
Speaker 2: to I have to take a break from the news.
20:31
Speaker 2: I need to turn on and I had a phone,
20:34
Speaker 2: I had a phone and TV and I think you
20:37
Speaker 2: may have told me we need to take a break.
20:40
Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's almost impossible.
20:43
Speaker 2: Impossible, But we all kind of managed to keep our
20:47
Speaker 2: cool until we never got an evacuation like notice there.
20:51
Speaker 2: So I think that that was the most important, just
20:54
Speaker 2: listening to every instruction and just really adhering to it.
20:59
Speaker 1: And of course at that point we had to make
21:00
Speaker 1: the difficult decision to postpone the I Choose Me Live event.
21:05
Speaker 1: We've been working really, really always hard, and our whole team,
21:09
Speaker 1: everybody at iHeart, all my family members have been working
21:13
Speaker 1: to get us ready for the most exciting event that
21:18
Speaker 1: we were so proud to be throwing, and everything was
21:23
Speaker 1: falling into place with that, and then all of a
21:27
Speaker 1: sudden this happened and we had to make the decision.
21:32
Speaker 1: I think we made it on Wednesday that we needed
21:37
Speaker 1: to let it be known that we couldn't do the event.
21:41
Speaker 1: We had to postpone it. There was, I mean, not
21:44
Speaker 1: a question in anybody's mind that it was important to
21:48
Speaker 1: us that we kept our everybody involved safe, all the
21:53
Speaker 1: guests that were flying in, all the panelists that were
21:57
Speaker 1: flying in, and there to do it. It was not
22:03
Speaker 1: It was like, of course, this needs to be the decision, absolutely,
22:07
Speaker 1: But I still have to admit afterwards I felt like
22:11
Speaker 1: sort of like what now. I felt sort of.
22:16
Speaker 2: I think everybody in the city is in a what
22:20
Speaker 2: now place?
22:21
Speaker 1: That's the thing. And that was what made the decision
22:25
Speaker 1: easy to make, was knowing that so many of our
22:28
Speaker 1: neighbors and our fellow Angelino's were in this state of emergency.
22:36
Speaker 2: I did feel such a sense of gratitude yesterday for
22:40
Speaker 2: our situation and.
22:42
Speaker 1: Yeah, you came home and like the house was still.
22:45
Speaker 2: Okay, and being over in Altadena with my business partner
22:50
Speaker 2: and his house is still standing, but the smoke damage
22:55
Speaker 2: because it was an older house that they had it
22:58
Speaker 2: at all locked up, but the smoke blue the window open,
23:02
Speaker 2: you could see the soot inside and the smoke damage.
23:04
Speaker 2: And he's not going to be able to go back
23:07
Speaker 2: there and live for you know, so who knows.
23:11
Speaker 1: Not to mention his entire neighborhood has burned down.
23:14
Speaker 2: In his entire neighborhood, even walking through it yesterday and
23:18
Speaker 2: seeing the destruction of you know, the you'll notice that
23:24
Speaker 2: one house is here, and then three houses are gone,
23:27
Speaker 2: and then two houses are there, and then four are gone.
23:32
Speaker 2: I was asking questions and the firemen they just did
23:35
Speaker 2: not have the resources. They didn't they couldn't contend with
23:38
Speaker 2: eighty to ninety mile an hour wind.
23:40
Speaker 1: So they didn't have water, right.
23:42
Speaker 2: They had to conserve the water. So when they were
23:44
Speaker 2: coming up to places, if they saw that a house
23:47
Speaker 2: was gone, they were like, we can't save it. We'll
23:49
Speaker 2: try and save the house next to it. So they
23:51
Speaker 2: doused all their resources on that one house and they
23:54
Speaker 2: moved on to the next situation that they had to
23:58
Speaker 2: fight like that. And it's just scary. There's nothing, there's
24:04
Speaker 2: nothing that there's nothing that anyone can do. And I
24:07
Speaker 2: think that that is frightening, and I mean it puts
24:11
Speaker 2: a lot of things into perspective. But you know, you're
24:13
Speaker 2: working so hard on the event coming up and so
24:17
Speaker 2: wrapped up into that, and ye have to cancel it
24:20
Speaker 2: because that is small pales in comparison.
24:23
Speaker 1: Yeah, definitely, it was not the time to quite yet
24:28
Speaker 1: to come together, but it will be, and I can
24:32
Speaker 1: say without a doubt that we are going to find
24:36
Speaker 1: a date to reschedule it because I kind of think
24:40
Speaker 1: now more than ever, we need to feel supported by
24:44
Speaker 1: our community, and I think that having the event in
24:48
Speaker 1: some capacity will we'll offer us all like some solace
24:53
Speaker 1: and some solidarity and that feeling of of being being neighbors,
24:59
Speaker 1: being friendly, kind and having support. So we're definitely going
25:02
Speaker 1: to be rescheduling it. We're just trying to find a
25:06
Speaker 1: date in the near future. Stay abreast to any new
25:10
Speaker 1: developments with that on our social media platform on I
25:13
Speaker 1: Choose Me Live. We'll update you guys.
25:16
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it's it's something. I mean, even now we
25:21
Speaker 2: have Winds coming back next week. It's Friday and Tuesday,
25:25
Speaker 2: and now we have to prepare for something else.
25:29
Speaker 1: Mm hmm. It's crazy, though. What is what is really
25:36
Speaker 1: pissing me off right now is the looters, the people
25:39
Speaker 1: that are robbing from people, and the people that are
25:41
Speaker 1: setting up fake like gofundmes. I know my friend Cameron
25:46
Speaker 1: Matheson who lost his beautiful home in Altadena. He's devastated,
25:53
Speaker 1: his family's devastated, and someone is online using his situation
26:00
Speaker 1: to raise money for themselves. Basically they have no connection
26:05
Speaker 1: with this. And I saw that he went on on
26:08
Speaker 1: the Instagram earlier today and said, don't that's not me.
26:12
Speaker 1: I'm not asking for money. So anytime you see somebody
26:15
Speaker 1: trying to get money for me, it's not me, right,
26:18
Speaker 1: which just sucks.
26:19
Speaker 2: It's sad. Well, you know, they brought in the National Guard,
26:23
Speaker 2: so that's good Johnny and Altadena that that's what everyone
26:27
Speaker 2: was afraid of. Looters and people taking av.
26:30
Speaker 1: We were afraid of it too when we left the house.
26:32
Speaker 2: Yeah, because we were told we do have a gate.
26:35
Speaker 2: We were told to leave the gate open in case
26:38
Speaker 2: firemen have to come in and they need access. I
26:43
Speaker 2: mean that being said, you live in the city and
26:46
Speaker 2: with all these crimes and just everything that's been happening,
26:50
Speaker 2: I didn't want to do that because they know that
26:54
Speaker 2: our neighborhood just got evacuated. So who's to say that
26:58
Speaker 2: no one's going to come in? And you know, yeah,
27:01
Speaker 2: it's it's just another added thing to be worried about.
27:04
Speaker 2: But and then you think to yourself, why am I
27:07
Speaker 2: worrying about that ship because the house is going to
27:10
Speaker 2: burn down anyway, I might see my house for the
27:12
Speaker 2: last time.
27:14
Speaker 1: So, but when we got to come home and we
27:17
Speaker 1: found out that our house was saved, and we just
27:25
Speaker 1: we are so grateful.
27:27
Speaker 2: It was everyone working together, because I think we are
27:33
Speaker 2: so grateful that we're so fortunate and so blessed. Yeah,
27:39
Speaker 2: to have had our house stay through all of this.
27:42
Speaker 1: And the neighborhood is a hot mess though, Like there's
27:48
Speaker 1: a lot of trees around where we live. There's so
27:50
Speaker 1: many down trees and broken limbs.
27:52
Speaker 2: That's what you know, a lot of people are missing.
27:55
Speaker 2: Is the wind damage that this storm caused in another
28:00
Speaker 2: itself is like is one situation another situation. Yeah, that's
28:05
Speaker 2: one of the worst wind events I've ever seen that
28:08
Speaker 2: I've been here in twenty three years.
28:11
Speaker 1: What wild, wild wind scary winds.
28:14
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, my my heart still goes out to
28:19
Speaker 2: my heart goes out to all those people and my
28:21
Speaker 2: prayers and thoughts and wherever you are. It's just really
28:29
Speaker 2: puts everything in perspective.
28:30
Speaker 1: Yeah. Now it feels like even though the fires are
28:34
Speaker 1: literally still burning and burning down houses and people are
28:38
Speaker 1: still getting evacuated all over the city. Yeah, and you're
28:43
Speaker 1: just like on pins and needles because you it's happening.
28:47
Speaker 1: Like if you look at a map, it's sort of
28:48
Speaker 1: surrounding the entire city and so you feel like a
28:53
Speaker 1: sitting duck somehow, like you're just waiting for I mean,
28:57
Speaker 1: and you can't come.
28:59
Speaker 2: It's everybody has been advised to stay inside. I own
29:05
Speaker 2: a bar restaurant and we have a patio and no
29:08
Speaker 2: one's there and we're trying to be a haven for
29:11
Speaker 2: people to come in. And but you know, everybody should
29:15
Speaker 2: just stay home because of the smoke now, because of
29:18
Speaker 2: the unhealthy air, because now the winds have completely stopped
29:22
Speaker 2: and we're in just a stagnant face.
29:25
Speaker 1: But if they're coming back, but they're coming back, yeah,
29:29
Speaker 1: I'm so scared. Like every time the alert goes off
29:32
Speaker 1: on my phone, it's the scariest feeling and it shoots
29:37
Speaker 1: like the fear into every fiber of your body, and
29:42
Speaker 1: you're like ready, you're on edge and ready to take action.
29:45
Speaker 1: Because that's the thing. Like we do live in a
29:48
Speaker 1: hillside and there is no humidity here and there. It
29:51
Speaker 1: is so so dry, and it could happen. The embers
29:56
Speaker 1: could come from anywhere and start new fires everywhere. So
30:00
Speaker 1: it's just really a very nerve wracking time.
30:03
Speaker 2: It feels like it feels like you're living in a movie,
30:09
Speaker 2: but I don't know where Vin Diesel is or not.
30:13
Speaker 1: The Rock I was like, the Rock would stop these fires.
30:16
Speaker 1: This was this was one of his movies.
30:19
Speaker 2: I like the Rock guy, the Rock. Yeah, he would
30:22
Speaker 2: have crushed it. Yesterday.
30:24
Speaker 1: We are definitely sharing resources on our socials and we're
30:30
Speaker 1: going to put them in the show notes too, so
30:32
Speaker 1: you can find out how to help, how to donate
30:34
Speaker 1: to people that have been affected by this. I know
30:38
Speaker 1: we are going through our house and donating blankets and
30:42
Speaker 1: coats and all the things that they're asking for, and
30:47
Speaker 1: we want to go help people, but there are so
30:51
Speaker 1: many restrictions about who can go in what the areas
30:54
Speaker 1: and yeah right now.
30:55
Speaker 2: I mean the only reason I was up in down
30:57
Speaker 2: toa Dina yesterday is because I was at you know,
31:00
Speaker 2: Johnny's house. But we did get to speak to some
31:02
Speaker 2: people who had lost their whole like everything, and when
31:07
Speaker 2: they were just speaking to us and seen in their eyes,
31:12
Speaker 2: they were okay, that they were okay, their family was okay,
31:18
Speaker 2: everybody was okay. Yes, it sucks, but in that moment,
31:23
Speaker 2: you don't know, like I don't. We didn't lose our house.
31:27
Speaker 1: Might yeah, I have a ton of good friends that
31:30
Speaker 1: lost their houses from the Palisades to Malibu.
31:34
Speaker 2: It just puts everything in such perspective that it really doesn't.
31:39
Speaker 1: Yeah. I think once you get out and you're safe
31:42
Speaker 1: and your family is safe and you've lost everything, there's
31:47
Speaker 1: this like feeling of none of it really matters, Nothing
31:52
Speaker 1: matters except this moment and that we're here together. Yeah,
31:57
Speaker 1: and there's heartbroken for everybody though. Yeah, we want to
32:01
Speaker 1: share our gratitude the firefighters, the first responders, the now
32:06
Speaker 1: the National Guard coming in, the National Guards, all of
32:08
Speaker 1: the news people.
32:10
Speaker 2: That have kept us, the news people who were around
32:12
Speaker 2: the plan, you know, hour after hour after hour after hour,
32:16
Speaker 2: and themselves in such danger and they were all doing
32:20
Speaker 2: such a good job. Like Channel nine has the eaton Canyon,
32:23
Speaker 2: Channel four has the Palisades. Oh my god, the running
32:26
Speaker 2: fire just broke out. Katla has that.
32:28
Speaker 1: So everybody's working really hard to keep helping people and
32:32
Speaker 1: keep everybody safe during this devastating time.
32:35
Speaker 2: And it's it's gonna be a it's gonna be a
32:37
Speaker 2: tough road for the city. And I think, I I
32:42
Speaker 2: know this city will all come together and community reach out,
32:46
Speaker 2: especially in our neighborhood and mine and my business neighborhood
32:51
Speaker 2: wasn't affected. But I've just been talking to those people
32:55
Speaker 2: and they all want to go out into these other
32:57
Speaker 2: areas once everything settles down and just help people. I
33:01
Speaker 2: know that this will bring a lot of humans together. Yeah,
33:06
Speaker 2: and I'm grateful that we're all safe. I'm so terribly
33:12
Speaker 2: sad for everyone.
33:13
Speaker 1: Yeah, me too. I think that we have a good
33:16
Speaker 1: system of warnings and the evacuation signals, but you.
33:21
Speaker 2: Know, at the end of the day, we have to
33:23
Speaker 2: take care of each other and our neighbors in our
33:26
Speaker 2: neighborhoods and be there for one another, and don't I
33:29
Speaker 2: don't really know what anyone could have done with eighty
33:32
Speaker 2: ninety mile an hour winds and the wind patterns. It
33:35
Speaker 2: was tornadoes, like many tornadoes going east west, north south.
33:41
Speaker 1: So we are just so grateful for everything. We're grateful
33:45
Speaker 1: to have a home and be together as a family.
33:49
Speaker 1: I think that, you know, for everybody listening, it's important
33:52
Speaker 1: that you are prepared in any kind of disastrous situation,
33:57
Speaker 1: have your to go back, you know, packed with things
34:02
Speaker 1: that you might need, and.
34:04
Speaker 2: Because you never you always look at stuff and you
34:06
Speaker 2: always go well that's not gonna happen, right.
34:10
Speaker 1: You don't think it's going to happen to you, but
34:12
Speaker 1: it does. So thank you for listening. I hope that
34:16
Speaker 1: this podcast helped and we will see you soon.
34:22
Speaker 2: Bye bye, take care of everyone.